hold back the merman

So much so that after the hospital confirmed that Zi Xin was fine, but was frightened, Nan Gongze finally breathed a sigh of relief.And at that time, the subordinates told him about the disappearance of the person who should have been out to complete the task.And it was only then that he knew that the person who blocked Zixin's shot was the only person he could trust and feel at ease.

At that moment when Nan Gongze heard the news, his whole body froze, his heart seemed to fall into a bottomless pit and kept sinking, and the joy and comfort in his heart because Zi Xin was not injured was completely replaced by inexplicable panic.At that moment, his only thought was to meet that person. How could such a powerful person die?He didn't want to believe it, and it was also the first time that he didn't immediately go to see Zi Xin who was close to him, but instead turned around and ran out to meet that person.

When he rushed to the auditorium again, the empty and chaotic auditorium left only a large scarlet scarlet, and Nan Gongze felt that the color of the blood was so dazzling for the first time that his eyes were sore that he wanted to cry. "What about him? How dare you lie to me?!"

The person who was grabbed by the collar by Nangongze looked at Nangongze who looked like he was about to eat people with horror on his face, "No, no, I dare not lie to you, he was carried back by Mr. Ouyang."

When Nan Gongze rushed to Ouyang's house again, his former allies blocked him from entering, and the moment he saw him, he couldn't help but fight with him.The life-and-death fight ended with both of them collapsing to the ground with scars and weakness.

"He's dead! Are you satisfied!" Ouyang Mingyue stared at Nangong Ze angrily, her deep dark green eyes lost the warmth and clearness when she faced Gui Qianmian, and some contained resentment that was colder and deeper than the millennium ice.With such an expression of wishing to eat him, Nan Gongze has no doubt that as long as he still has the strength, he will definitely rush over and wish to tear him apart. "You must squeeze out the last bit of his use value before you are willing to let him go. Now you are willing!"

"For so many years, he has made no secret of his intentions for you. Even an outsider like me can see clearly, but you, the person involved, pretend not to see anything! I have been ignoring him but unwilling to let him go. If you don't Hanging him again and again, giving him hope and disappointing him, how could he sink deeper and deeper and finally be unable to extricate himself!"

"Why is your heart so cruel! You can't respond to his love, so what if you break up with him and let him stop thinking completely, so what if you let others love him?! Is it so interesting to play with other people's sincerity?!"

"Only that fool will think that you don't know his intentions, and only that fool will believe your lies again and again, and only that fool will still believe in you without complaint or regret after being deceived by you again and again." .”

"But what about you? What position do you put him in? Use him to deal with your enemies again and again, regardless of his safety and the danger of the mission, let him do things for you. You stayed by your heart and were busy trying to please Ye Zixin, did you think of him at that time? No!"

"You only think of him when you need him to do things for you, and only then do you remember that there is such a person. So you said a few sweet words to him, coaxed him with a few promises that were never fulfilled, and once again for you Work. Even if he blocked the gun for your beloved this time, it is not worth you to take a look at him, so he hugged your beloved and left. Since you care so much about your beloved, you have cut off his thoughts early for so many years Think, what will happen if you let him go?!"

"Forget it.. Now that fool has left, what's the point of talking so much?" Ouyang Mingyue laughed at himself, and staggered up from the ground, "What's the use of coming here now to look at him hypocritically?" ? Do you know what the last sentence he said to me when he left? You must not have imagined it, he said that I should be happy for him, he is finally free." The fool who asked for love for so many years was finally free, He should be happy, but what's wrong with his heart...why it hurts like it's broken.

"Go and see him for the last time. I'll take care of Xiao Qianmian's funeral." As he said, Ouyang Mingyue tore his clothes with his claws, "I, Ouyang Mingyue, am here to cut off my righteousness. There is no balance between power and death!"

Later, Nan Gongze didn't even know how he got to that person's side, that powerful existence seemed to have no opponent, except for his pale face that didn't have any blood, as if he was asleep.The promise he made before his departure that day suddenly echoed in his mind, 'Half a year, complete this task, and we will be together when you come back. '

At that time, Nangong Ze was really tired and wanted to be with Qian Mian, but when Zi Xin woke up, he habitually ignored that person.It's just because a voice in his heart told him, 'That person cares about him so much and will never leave him no matter what he does', but in the end that person completely left him with such a tragic and decisive attitude.

Thinking that he didn't even look at him when the man was injured, Nan Gongze's heart couldn't help throbbing.He finally let the person who loved him the most in this world despair, like a test, he always wanted to know where the bottom line of that person's love for him was, but in the end he completely lost him because of this willfulness. "Ah—————————————" that day, many people in Ouyang's family heard the heavy and sad cry of the last cry of a desperate little beast, which made people feel very sad.

Nan Gongze actually wanted to take Qianmian back. He has always belonged to him alone, and he is the only one who can see him. Even if he dies, he should be buried where he can be seen at any time.But Ouyang Mingyue stopped Nangongze again, saying that Nangongze had broken Qianmian's heart and was not qualified to touch him again.It is said that Qianmian will enter the ancestral grave of their Ouyang family in the future.

"Nangongze, you have always been like this. You miss Ye Zixin, but you are always unwilling to let Xiaoqianmian go. You have disgusted him all your life, do you want him to have no peace after death?!"

Nan Gongze, who was in a daze at that moment, actually felt that what Ouyang Mingyue said was quite right.He also has Zixin, who took Qianmian back and buried him close to him. If Qianmian had a spirit in the sky, he would really not be at peace.It was also at that moment, after learning that Ye Zixin had run away again, Nan Gongze's first thought was not to chase him back, but to feel tired.

After so many years, a stone should be warmed up, but Zixin's attitude towards him is the same as before, with an unconcealable disgust.Thinking of Gui Qianmian who passed away, he seemed to have no motivation to chase that person back.So in the unbelievable tone of his subordinates, he ordered his own people to withdraw to the main house and leave it alone.

Time passed slowly, and a year had passed in the blink of an eye, and Nan Gongze hadn't had a good night's sleep for a whole year.What's even more strange is that during this year, what he dreamed of was not Zixin, but Qianmian who should have been by his side all the time.But when the dream was shattered and he returned to reality, seeing the empty room left only a speechless heartbreak.

Later, Nan Gongzawa began to escape, and he began to go to nightclubs frequently, looking for boys who were similar to Qianmian, and sometimes even he himself looked down on himself.And within a year, his former ally Ouyang Mingyue, just like what he said that day, repeatedly assassinated and provoked him.Every time they were both wounded and carried away by their own people.

And this last duel was not long ago, because Ouyang Mingyue's life and death were unknown in that battle.And he also left a hidden danger of serious injury, which has not been completely cured yet, and this is the reason why he came to the Pharmacy Auction Association this time.

But he didn't expect that there would be an unexpected harvest this time. In the past, he had come into contact with boys who were similar in appearance but not in spirit, but this time this female boy was similar in spirit but not in appearance, and even the back was exactly the same as that person.

Back at school, Xia Jinnian was distracted all afternoon. The moment he saw Nan Gongze, his heart was like a stone dropped from a calm lake, causing waves after a plop.The memories that he deliberately forgot and sealed in the dark corners, which he did not want to touch, spread from the corners of the memories little by little, as if the seals were suddenly undone.

Gui Qianmian still remembered the first time he met the cold-faced Nangong Ze, when they were both children.When he woke up in the panic-stricken darkness, the first thing he saw was Nangong Ze who changed the wet towel for himself when his high fever persisted.

I don't know if it was an illusion caused by the high fever or it was real. At that time, Gui Qianmian always felt that the handsome child with a cold face, his black and clear eyes were full of tenderness and pity, and the panic and irritability caused by the blank memory in his mind was in front of him. Gradually calmed down in his eyes.Looking at ten thousand years, some things seem to be destined in this way.

Later, Gui Qianmian knew that his father and mother died unexpectedly in a car accident.And he, who was still breathing weakly, was rescued by Nangong passing by.Although he was sad and heartbroken when he lost his memory when he was young, he could only let nature take its course and stay in Nangong's house.

At the very beginning, Oni Senmian was not sent to the underground castle where killers were cultivated, but was accompanied by Nangong Ze like a companion.Even though Gui Qianmian at that time knew that he was not a child of the Nangong family, but because of Nangong Ze's love and care for him, the servants of the Nangong family would respectfully call him young master.Nan Gongze has a lot of him as well. Apart from training, Nan Gongze learns all the knowledge he will learn together.