hold back the merman

In the rest of the time, Nangong Ze, who doesn't talk much at all, can count the number of times he talks in a year.The atmosphere in Nangong's house was more heavy and depressing than before. Every time the servants finished their work in a hurry, they quickly left Nangongze's side, as if they were afraid of the anger of the person who always looked like he was about to come.Gui Qianmian watched everything silently, trying to comfort him was useless, at that time Gui Qianmian knew that unless Ye Zixin woke up, the atmosphere in the Nangong family would always be so oppressive.

In the second year of Ye Zixin's coma, the atmosphere in Nangong's house became more tense and depressing. The man became more moody and often punished the servants at every turn. Even Gui Qianmian was scolded countless times for no reason.Nangong Ze's state was like an enraged tiger, staring at the surroundings.Everyone in the Nangong family is in danger, afraid of being killed or bitten off by the other party suddenly.

In the third year of Ye Zixin's deep sleep, the moody tyrant finally disappeared, replaced by a more cruel and indifferent killer.Sometimes his methods are so fierce that Gui Qianmian, who has been by his side for so many years, can't help being terrified.Even so, Nangongze never stopped going to Ye Zixin's room. Nangongze did everything about Ye Zixin himself, even cleaning the room himself.

The day I saw Nan Gongze crying was the day after Gui Qianmian and Ouyang Mingyue's birthday.That day, Gui Qianmian was like countless times before, secretly annoyed that he didn't send it out on his birthday, and regretted that he could only pretend that he didn't remember to give it to him next time.As soon as he entered the door of Nangong's house, Gui Qianmian realized something was wrong, the room smelled strongly of alcohol, and the strong smell of alcohol made Gui Qianmian couldn't help worrying whether that person would be poisoned by alcohol.

There were empty wine bottles all over the floor, the man's eyes were red because he hadn't slept all night, and he was sitting on the ground with his back leaning against the sofa, pouring alcohol decadently, his heart was pierced like a needle.

"Don't drink." Gui Qianmian easily snatched half a bottle of wine from the man who was obviously drunk, and helped Nan Gongze who kept yelling 'wine, give me wine' to sit on the sofa superior. "You're drunk and need a good rest." During the gap between his words, Gui Qianmian wanted to open the window to let himself out, but before he could leave, Nan Gongzawa grabbed his wrist tightly.

"Don't leave me... Zixin, don't ignore me...."

Gui Qian looked blankly at the man who was so fragile that it made people feel distressed, and after a long time he sighed softly, "I'm not Zi Xin, you're drunk."

"No—you are Zixin, I know it! I'm sorry! Don't leave me, I will never make you angry again. You want freedom, I will give you, I will give you whatever you want, please don't leave I."

"...Okay, I won't leave you." Gui Qianmian, who was hugged tightly by Nan Gongze's waist and couldn't break free, smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, and patted Nan Gongze's broad back comfortingly. "Young master, you are drunk, it's time to go upstairs to rest." Seemingly getting the assurance from 'Zixin', Nan Gongze didn't struggle too much.Even though Nan Gongze, who was a head taller than him, even put most of his body weight on him, it made it more difficult for Gui Qianmian who helped him up the stairs.So much so that the two of them were staggering forward while moving forward at a fast pace, making people who saw it couldn't help worrying whether the two of them would roll down together if they were not careful.

"Zixin, don't leave me."

"Well, I won't leave you." Accompanied by such a conversation, Gui Qianmian knelt down and took off his shoes for the other party after helping Nangong Ze to the bedside to lie down. "Young master, you are too tired, close your eyes and have a good sleep."

"No—you will run away after Zixin sleeps, and I won't sleep."

"No, I won't run, I will always be by your side and accompany you." Gui Qianmian said and let the other party hold his hand tightly, and sat next to Nan Gongze. "Sleep, you are tired, don't worry I will always be with you." Gui Qianmian finally understood that he would rather this man torture the one he loves than see this man so decadent and helpless .

"I can't sleep, you sing to me." Perhaps today's 'Zixin' is too gentle, Nan Gongze couldn't help making a tentative request. "OK?"

"Okay, close your eyes and I'll sing to you."

I pray that heaven and earth will let go of a pair of lovers

Don't happen forever

I have never been in a state of good fortune

How to regain confidence

Pray to God to be a good person for 10 minutes

give me his kiss

as merciful to sinners

I love the Lord and I love a lover

Pray that your heart will not change along the way

please give me shade

for him

Dare to pray even if you don't know how to pray

Who would care for such a believer

I love him so much, why did he think it was so scary

would rather answer

out of sight

But the Father does not have compassion for good people

until I open my eyes

No light guide

I love the Lord why let me be my lover

Abandoned me and got out of the car

how can you agree

The singing ended, perhaps because he was too tired, Nan Gongze let go of Gui Qianmian's hand, and fell asleep at some point.Gui Qianyan called tentatively, "Young master? Are you asleep?"

Nan Gongze didn't answer, Gui Qianmian thought he must have fallen asleep, got up and wanted to leave quietly.However, at the same moment when he turned around, the figure on the bed bounced up like a carp, dragging him viciously onto the bed. "You really lied to me again! You're leaving me, aren't you? You liar!"

Gui Qianmian, who was stunned by the opponent's ferocious appearance, was stunned for a moment and missed the best chance to resist, and was dragged down on the bed by Nan Gongze and crushed under him.Gui Qianmian, who had been slowed down by the god, struggled to get up, but was suppressed by the man with greater force and couldn't move. The inexplicable Gui Qianmian had a bad feeling. "Young master, let me go, I am not Ye Zixin, you can see clearly that I am a ghost with thousands of faces."

"No! I won't let go!" Nan Gongze said with eyes full of anger, and because of the restless struggle of the person below him, a clear urge gradually emerged, "You are not allowed to leave me! Only you can't leave me, don't run away …”

Accompanied by these fragmentary words, there was also Nangong Ze's hasty kiss like raindrops.Gui Qianmian, who did not expect to be kissed suddenly, was stunned, "Young master, I am not Ye Zixin, I am not Ye Zixin... Look clearly, I am not Ye Zixin."

Nan Gongze didn't reply, raining kisses moved down from the forehead of the person under him, kissing sincerely little by little, and finally squeezed those seductive lips tightly.When the probing tongue touched the opponent's clenched teeth, and when he frowned and turned his head to try to resist and escape, Nangong Ze suppressed the opponent with a force that the opponent could not resist, and did not attack fiercely as usual. Instead, she begged like a helpless child: "Zixin please give me...don't hate me...don't leave me...."

Gui Qianmian, who was suppressed again, stared fixedly at Nangong Ze, until the other party's tears hit his face, and he quietly looked at the helpless man crying like a child, like this They looked at each other for as long as a minute and a century, and finally Gui Qianmian slowly closed his eyes. "Brother Ze...Zi Xin will give you everything you want, as long as you want it." Nangong Ze, who was ecstatic when he heard the answer, didn't notice the ghost with a thousand faces and closed eyes after saying this. Sliding a drop of crystal teardrop.

On that day, Gui Qianmian erased all traces of their bed, dragged his body that was run over by a truck, and put on the torn clothes on the ground bit by bit like an old man.Before opening the door, Gui Qianmian looked back at the figure who was tired and asleep on the bed for the last time, and left the room resolutely with a mask-like indifferent expression.Gui Qianmian did not expect such a coincidence, as soon as he opened the door, he ran into the housekeeper who happened to pass by.

The butler looked at the disheveled figure who came out of Nangongze's room with a face full of shock, "Second Young Master, who is this?"

"The young master is drunk and misidentified the wrong person. Don't tell him what you saw today, remember that I didn't come back today, and you didn't see anything." Gui Qianmian didn't know what he lost, he only knew that he It was about to shatter, and if the bone hadn't been covered with a layer of skin, he might have shattered to the ground.But just because there was a layer of skin on top of the bone, he could still support himself, step by step back to the room, changed his clothes and left this place.

"I see." The aged butler looked at the staggering figure who was still stubbornly pretending to be okay, and his eyes flashed intolerable.This poor child who I grew up watching was so distressing. When the eyes turned to Nan Gongzawa's room, the old butler who always had a kind smile seemed to see it through the door with a disapproving gaze. The person inside sighed after a long time, "It's a crime."

Just as Gui Qianmian thought, Nan Gongze didn't realize what happened that day, a drunk person doesn't remember anything, he thought that even if that person had a vague memory, he would definitely regard it as a erotic dream.Life seems to be the same as before, Nangongze still stays in Ye Zixin's room whenever he has time, the difference is that he always silently watches Nangongze's Gui Qianmian from behind, and will no longer stare at those two people.

The number of times he appeared in front of Nangong Ze decreased, even if they were in the same room, Gui Qianmian could perfectly stagger their encounters, how simple it is!He knew that person so well, as long as he wanted to keep himself from seeing him, it was so easy.Afterwards, Gui Qianmian didn't have too much involvement with Nangong Ze except for the mission.

During that period of time, the tasks that Gui Qianmian was required to complete were always increasing, and usually he had new tasks within a day after he came back, and Gui Qianmian was very satisfied with this state.It would be even better if he didn't need to meet that person when sending out the mission, but he was still afraid that the person would suspect that he was avoiding him, and it would be bad if it was too much.