hold back the merman

Chapter 62 Lost

From then on, every day and every night, all he thought of was Qian Mian who was once "obscure", and all he thought of was Qian Mian's goodness and thoughtfulness.After knowing that Thousand Faces was reborn, he was happy, but after the joy, he had conflicts.

Before today, he still couldn't figure out his true feelings for Qian Mian.He wanted to say that it was love, but he didn't do anything that Qianmian did for himself when he loved himself.On the contrary, he has done a lot for Zixin.

But after the illusion just now, Nan Gongze finally understood his true feelings. In the past, he always gave Qianmian hope and let the other party down again and again, so that when the other party was finally disheartened, he foolishly wanted to catch him. , but because of the incorrect method, it pushed the other party further and further away, and finally completely despaired.

What he consumed was Qian's feelings towards him, just like what Zi Xin consumed was his own feelings for him.It is undeniable that he used to love Zixin, but that love is like Qian facing his own love. As time goes by, he was wiped out bit by bit by willfulness, leaving only an obsessive and unwilling habit to entangle I can't bear to let go.

But at the same time, he fell in love with Qian Mian unknowingly, when he didn't even know it.But because I am too used to the existence and contribution of the other party, and I am too unwilling to receive so much contribution without response, I naturally ignore that person, and also ignore the truest thoughts deep in my heart.

"Why didn't you follow and leave?" Nan Gongze never thought that the person who stayed by his side in the end would be the one who hated and hated him all the time.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll take you back and imprison you so that you will lose your freedom?" Just now, the moment Jinnian fell into his arms, the heart-piercing pain and the destructive despair made Nangongze's heart ache. There was a burst of suffocation, it was Zixin who had never been in a car accident and fell into a pool of blood. He was really afraid of losing thousands of faces... Fortunately, what he experienced just now was just an illusion.

Ye Zixin's lips twitched for a while, but in the end she didn't say anything.What can I say?Thanks?It was Gui Qianmian who saved himself in the end, and this man just made an illusory and incalculable choice, so why is he still standing beside this man now?Ye Zixin felt that he might be ill, otherwise she would not have heard this man say that he was going to be taken back, she had a faint expectation in her heart.

"Jinnian is not me, he is an outlier among killers, you shouldn't vent your dislike for me on him. You should be glad that everything that happened at that time was illusory, otherwise that bastard Ouyang would definitely tear you up immediately." Ouyang He really didn't give up, since he was a child, he looked like a baby boy, and it was annoying to watch.Thinking of this, Nan Gongze couldn't help but wonder, why is Ouyang here?

Thinking of this, Nan Gongze suddenly found that the little golden lion was gone, thinking of the attack that was blocked by the wind shield last time, and the little golden lion that spewed out flames, Nan Gongze's face became dark, he really is a shameless bastard , Even pretending to be a pet can be done.

Ye Zixin: "..." Ye Zixin has always hated Gui Qianmian, from the first time he saw that person, he had an instinctive dislike for him.He felt that what Nangongze said was right, that person was Nangongze's faithful shadow, and that was one of the things he hated about Guiqianmian, but it seemed that it was not just that, no matter how deep he didn't want to go into it, he didn't dare to go into it, then How much of a shot is due to Nan Gongze and how much is because of his own emotions, even he himself can't tell.

"What about you? If that's not fantasy but reality, what would you do to me if I killed Xia Jinnian?" Ye Zixin couldn't help asking even though she knew it shouldn't be asked.

Nan Gongze looked at Ye Zixin fixedly, and did not speak for a minute. "I don't know how to do anything. Everyone should be responsible for what they did wrong." Standing against Jinnian, I want to save you, but it's because the song you played indirectly saved my life. I don't want to Let you die in front of me to repay your life.

If that shot was real, Nan Gongze thought that at most he could control himself not to kill him, but he would not stop Ouyang from doing it.Among the few of them, the one who is really soft-hearted and kind-hearted is really only Qianmian who silently carries everything by himself. He finally understands his goodness for such a good person, so how can he really let him be a passer-by? Only if he changes his mind and chases him back!

Stared at by Nangong Ze's dark eyes that seemed to know everything, Ye Zixin felt inexplicably flustered, with a stabbing feeling, just when Ye Zixin felt that she was going to be unable to hold on, the man's voice finally came.Looking at Nan Gongze who left behind these words, Ye Zixin couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart, she couldn't do anything, that is to say, she would let Ouyang tear herself apart.

The man who pampered and pampered him unconditionally finally took back all the pampering and pampering. Was it really his fault that he didn't cherish it?No!That man just treats him as a plaything, he is a cruel and heartless person, even if such a person likes to pamper and pamper him, it is just a momentary interest in pets, how can he really give and just play for fun.He didn't do anything wrong, the man's ruthlessness now is just that he has lost interest in his 'pet' and wants to change his taste, and he has never taken it seriously.

"I didn't expect that Gui Qianmian was still alive." No wonder he looked so similar, he thought Xia Jinnian was that person's stand-in, but he didn't expect that it was the person who borrowed the dead body to revive his soul.Ye Zixin still remembers that in the past, that person was just a dispensable shadow in Nangongze's eyes. Nangongze only thought of Gui Qianmian when something happened. The current "pursuit" was just because he lacked a right-hand man, and wanted to take care of him. Let the other party coax them back again.

"I'd like to see how long Nangongze, the new favorite, can attract him." Ye Zixin doesn't think that Nangongze really has feelings for Xia Jinnian. They have lived under the same roof for so many years. If Nangongze really loves Gui Qian at all How could he not feel it.

If Xia Jinnian was just Xia Jinnian who looked like a ghost with thousands of faces, Ye Zixin felt that the man might be more distracted in his pursuit of Xia Jinnian.But because the other party is the reborn Gui Qianmian, that man will definitely be as volatile as before, and what he says can't be taken seriously, but the fool Gui Qianmian believes it all. How can that man be able to get something that can be easily obtained? cherish.

"Are you going to cry? I'll lend you my shoulder." Ouyang Mingyue looked at the frowning and cold-faced person rushing forward, grabbed the other's arm and said with a half-truth and half-fake smile.

"No need." Xia Jinnian touched his chest in bewilderment, strangely felt no pain at all, he was not surprised by Nan Gongze's choice at all, he was already numb to the habit of ignoring the person he chose.

"Are you Sanskrit?" Xia Jinnian had a vague premonition when the other party dexterously jumped down and turned into a big lion, because that lion was too similar to Mingyue's animal shape, but even so, he was still vaguely uncertain. After all, when he first saw Sanskrit, he didn't have a supernatural shell in his body.However, Xia Jinnian was not too surprised that the Sanskrit sound was the bright moon, and always felt that it was unexpected and reasonable.

"You can't be surprised, I turned from a pet to a beastman." Ouyang Mingyue looked at the other party's slightly paralyzed face, feeling a little frustrated for some reason. "It's better for you not to keep pets in the future." It's too defenseless, and it's too kind to pets, so good that Ouyang Mingyue feels that it's okay to be pampered and hugged by little angels like this, but he still He prefers to pet his little angel.Ouyang Mingyue thought that if someone else was the one who was hugged by the little angel and ate and slept with him all the time, he would definitely go crazy.

"Huh╭(╯^╰)╮, with your example, I will not dare to raise it if I want to raise it in the future." This is true. The reason why he wanted to raise Sanskrit at that time was that he liked the small appearance so much. After the other party hugged him back, the familiar aura on the other party's body made Xia Jinnian even more attached to him.Every time he sees Sanskrit, he thinks of Mingyue, and whenever he thinks of Mingyue, he thinks of their last meeting. It was then that he was sure of Mingyue's feelings for him, so Xia Jinnian, who couldn't give Mingyue any reply, always felt an inexplicable guilt. Then he couldn't help but want to be nicer to Sanskrit.

"Angry? I didn't mean to lie to you." Ouyang Mingyue said and put his arms around Xia Jinnian's shoulders. Maybe it was too much force or it was too sudden, but the person in this area easily leaned on him In her arms, Ouyang Mingyue's eyes were full of joy after reacting to such unexpected joy, "Besides, you didn't want to report me a letter after you came back for so long. I thought your confession scared you, and I was afraid that you would avoid me." I dare not let you discover my identity."

Xia Jinnian didn't expect that they used to hook their shoulders and backs, but now they would become a "little bird leaning on people" state. It's so unscientific that he just reached Mingyue's chest. He clearly reached Mingyue's chin before!Rubbing his sore nose, Xia Jinnian poked his head out of Mingyue's embrace depressedly, and looked up...that's right, he actually has to look up now, "I'll forgive you this time."

Having said that, Xia Jinnian is actually quite sorry. Mingyue is his only friend (although later he found out that the other party treats him as a lover), and he should have been notified as soon as possible about his narrow escape. , but because he didn't know how to explain his identity and was afraid that Mingyue would not believe it, and because he couldn't respond to Mingyue, he kept burying the news.

Seeing the person who obviously looks guilty but wants to pretend to be magnanimous, the arc of smile on the corner of Ouyang Mingyue's mouth widens even more, Xiao Qianmian really hasn't changed at all! "By the way, why do you have such a good relationship with the Mo family? Don't tell me it's because you played "Requiem" for Mo Xin and his wife. I know it's not that simple."

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