hold back the merman

"..Jinnian...." Su Muyuan, who was waiting for the traffic light, looked at the passing figure and subconsciously wanted to open the passenger's door. Imprisonment.

"Where do you want to go?!" Duanmuyi's eyes could not hide the gloom, and his distorted handsome face revealed an undisguised danger. "Do you regret choosing me?! Useless me...."

Looking at the other party's back view, Su Muyuan glanced at Duanmu Yi calmly, without the slightest displeasure in his eyes, "Go home." Many things can happen in five years, and they lost everything five years ago. Gained the qualification to appear beside Jinnian.

"I chose you, so I won't regret it! So don't do unnecessary things. If you dare to attack him again, I will kill you with my own hands without them!"

"As long as you are by my side, everything is easy to talk about." Duanmuyi said, biting that delicate red lip fiercely, prying open those white teeth domineeringly, and greedily absorbing the sweetness in the opponent's air, until the opponent's tongue was forced to follow him They were entangled with each other ambiguously, and they wished that after the wild deep kiss that would eat the person under them was over, they kissed those lips that became more sexy and charming with nostalgia.

"Don't leave me, or I can do anything." Duanmuyi never thought that he, who was always fearless, would care so much about someone one day.Concerned about being out of control and unable to control himself, even in order to get the other party, he did not hesitate to use threats.Now he is in no mood to care about the other party's feelings for him, and he doesn't dare to speculate on the reason why the other party stays. He only needs this person to be by his side.

Su Muyuan looked at the familiar and strange man in front of him complicatedly, before he sighed softly after a long time. "go home."

Su Muyuan never thought that one day he would be willing to lie down under a person.After so many years of getting along, it's not that Su Mu didn't realize that his friend was sometimes abnormal. He also thought that the other party's attitude towards him was too close, but because of his excellent disguise, he ignored those clues.But he would never have thought that his subconscious neglect would bring all kinds of fatal dangers to Jinnian.

If it hadn't been for the scene of "leading the king into the urn" five years ago, Su Muyuan would never have imagined that this "friend" would send killers to take Jinnian's life again and again without knowing it, let alone Knowing that the reason he did this was actually because of himself.

But even Su Muyuan himself was surprised that when Ouyang Mingyue and Nan Gongze wanted to kill this person, he would subconsciously stand in front of each other.That night in front of Jinnian, he protected Jinnian's life.It can be said that now Duanmuyi is alive because of him, if he wanted to repay the kindness he had given him by protecting the other person's life, then now...why is this ambiguous relationship?

Duanmuyi let go of his sunny and kind disguise, he is a lunatic who is even worse than himself, Su Muyuan knows this very well.If he was a Rakshasa who crawled out of Scarlet Purgatory, then Duanmuyi was definitely a demon who came out of the dark abyss.If it is said that in his heart, there is only a small clean place left by the fallen angel to represent the light, then Duanmuyi is an existence that is integrated with the darkness.

Many times, looking at the possessive and dangerous eyes of the other party, Su Muyuan has the illusion that he will be swallowed up by the other party bit by bit in the next second.Danger kept flickering in his mind, warning himself to run away from this irrational lunatic, but the inexplicable Su Muyuan was unwilling to leave.Perhaps it was during the time when there was nothing to love, this person's disguise was so perfect that Su Muyuan willingly became his prisoner knowing that he would drag him down into the dark abyss of despair.

Although he didn't get an affirmative answer from the other party, Duanmuyi was pleased by the simple 'go home'.But just like this, Duanmuyi also knew that he couldn't be satisfied at all, like a greedy and dissatisfied beast lived in his heart, eager to rush out of the cage and grab something.

When Duanmuyi met Su Muyuan for the first time, his animal transformation ability had not yet awakened, and his position in the Su family was also extremely embarrassing.Duan Muyi, who was invited by Su Rui to attend the banquet at that time, found an opportunity to leave the banquet after exchanging pleasantries, thinking of getting some fresh air in the back garden.The moment he took out the cigarette and lit it, he heard the sound of someone cursing and the noisy sound of punching and kicking.Just when Duanmuyi was annoyed, he was keenly aware that the voice was coming from behind the rockery, and he walked to the rockery with the attitude of watching a play.

Just as he guessed, five or six young men in expensive clothes kicked the people on the ground fiercely like kicking a ball, but the other party was obviously not the one who was passively beaten, at least the five or six people had many scars on their bodies, but after all Difficult opponents were trampled on like garbage.If someone with a sense of justice sees such a scene where the more bullies the less, they will definitely help. Unfortunately, Duanmuyi is not the person with a sense of justice. The survival rule of the Duanmu family is that the strong survive, and the weak can only be eliminated.When Duanmuyi, who felt bored, was about to leave, finally the person who had put his head in his arms and endured all this silently showed a straight face. At that moment, Duanmuyi was startled for a second, not by the other person's appearance, but by his pair of sharp, unsheathed eyes. The eyes of the blade.

But after seeing the ordinary person's identity, Duanmuyi regretfully thought that if he was an awakened orc, in time he would be a ruthless character that could not be ignored, and even the eldest son Su Rui now favored was no more than one ten-thousandth of him.It's a pity that he is just an ordinary person. Even if his confidence and will are better than the other children of the Su family, if he has no strength, he is doomed to be a useless waste.Although the startling glance at that time left an impression on Duanmuyi, it did not surprise Duanmuyi to the point where he wanted to help him, so that the stubborn and unyielding figure was gradually forgotten by Duanmuyi with the passage of time.

When I saw Su Muyuan again, the other party had transformed from the reed-like thin and embarrassing young man who was slaughtered to a gorgeous, elegant, evil, charming and young monster, and became the quasi-heir of the Su family.At that time, they met at a luxurious banquet, and Su Muyuan was the focus of everyone's attention that night.Not only because of his upside-down beauty, but also because he was a dark horse born out of nowhere. They, who had never heard of the name Su Muyuan, completely remembered that magnificent, evil and charming person that night, and inadvertently However, there will be an evildoer with a clean and youthful atmosphere in between.

And when Duanmuyi saw that evildoer who ignored everything, he tasted the feeling of heartbeat for the first time.Just as he thought, that evildoer was different from his father's humble and flattering attitude when he saw him. The other party glanced at him with those evil peach blossom eyes, greeted him politely, and then They didn't even put their eyes on him.

Duanmuyi was not annoyed, but became more and more playful.Because he found that the dangerous and glamorous monster with a smile is not only him... even in the entire banquet hall, when everyone's attention was on him, there was no one in his eyes, not even his sight. When meeting his father, he was still indifferent and without any warmth.

It is obviously a wild, arrogant, and dangerous existence like a manjusawa, but Duanmuyi can see the pure white under the bright red and dangerous appearance at a glance. But there is a pure white soul that makes people palpitate.Just like a little hedgehog covered in thorns in order to survive, under the thorns erected on the outside is the softest inside, like a lamb that fell innocently in the dark abyss.It makes people feel distressed and itchy and can't help but want to take care of him carefully, but also want to pull him into a deeper abyss, and want to stain his soul with darkness.

After returning home, Duanmuyi found all the information on the other party, but the information was pitifully scarce, but a few short sentences allowed Duanmuyi to figure out Su Muyuan's soft help.A poor child who is not loved by his father, who is not loved by his mother, and who is bullied by others. He is given to others as a tool to please others by his father, and is used by his mother as an object to vent his hatred.How innocent, how sad, how pitiful, Duanmuyi couldn't help but think of the glimpse behind the rockery many years ago.

Although I don't know what happened during Su Muyuan's 'disappearance', such a loveless and tenacious evildoer will definitely not be able to take it by force. If you compare with him, he will be more ruthless than you.Because the other party's eyes that ignore all living beings are not ignorant and self-important, but the indifference and arrogance of a high-ranking king who ignores ants, and even ignores his own life and death.

This can be proved by the fact that he emptied Su Rui's rights by means of thunder in less than a year, and completely controlled the Su family.No one can meet his eyes, which also proves that there is no one in his heart.This conclusion makes Duanmu Yi jump for joy, as long as he thinks that only himself is reflected in the evildoer's eyes, and he is his whole world, his life seems to be complete.

At that time, he made a plan to soften the spines of the little hedgehog, boil the frog in warm water, and count the long stream of Duanmuyi, and from now on he will frequently appear in Su's house when he has nothing to do.Unlike the previous Patriarch who was happy and kind to him when he came occasionally, Su Muyuan always regarded him as a partner in the beginning.If I chatted with him about something not serious, he would look like seeing off a guest, which clearly showed that he didn't want to have contact with him outside of work.

Fortunately, Duanmuyi has an extraordinary attachment to the person he likes.At that time, Duanmuyi wasn't sure how long he could maintain his interest in Su Muyuan, but he was still unrelenting and always appeared in places where he was present.However, his long-term hard work has not been in vain. He has gradually changed from a partner who is ignored by the other party to a partner who can chat a few words, bit by bit, adding to the other party's heart, and finally becoming the only friend of the other party.

Knowing that the other party had bad memories, Duanmuyi has been hiding his thoughts, trying not to let the other party discover his desire before the time is ripe, and at the same time put on a low profile to be there whenever he is called.He thought that as long as he did that little by little, one day he would completely enter Su Muyuan's heart and become the only one for him.He thought that the wary little hedgehog would show his soft inside.

But it was obvious that he was wrong. The moment Gui Qianmian appeared, Duanmuyi knew that the evildoer who had passed through thousands of flowers without touching his body was not because he couldn't see anyone in his eyes, but because there was only one person in his eyes so that Can't tolerate anything else.At the beginning, he thought that Su Muyuan was just playing around in the affair in the bar as usual, but when the other party became Su Muyuan's lover, Duanmuyi had to face up to the existence of that 'lover'.

It was very easy for Duanmuyi to discover Su Muyuan's seriousness. The evildoer who always only invites bed partners and doesn't talk about feelings falls headlong into that relationship, like a young boy who has just begun to love.A person in love is really beautiful, so beautiful that a casual smile from that evildoer can make his heart beat faster.But it wasn't the one who made him show this expression. Duanmuyi had tasted the torment of jealousy for the first time, and it would be fine if someone who was an eyesore made him disappear. For this reason, he sent a silver medal killer.It was not until the killer never came back that Duan Muyi thoroughly investigated the identity of the other party.Everything is reasonable, but Duanmu Yi knows that there is definitely something wrong with this person.Thinking of that encounter, Duanmuyi easily understood that the other party had other plans, he was deliberately getting close to Su Muyuan.

After knowing all this, Duan Muyi faced the 'feeling' of the two with the attitude of watching a drama.He has already sketched countless times in his mind how the betrayed Su Muyuan was heartbroken and angry, and killed the other party with his own hands.But he was disappointed, that person betrayed Su Muyuan just as he thought, and was also captured by Su Muyuan just as he thought, but Su Muyuan didn't kill him.

What's even more hateful is that his affection for Gui Qianmian only increased.Fortunately, the two sides stand in hostile positions. If you are not careful, you will die or I will live. Under such a state, unrequited love will never end.Fortunately, that silly child who lacked love since he was a child, when he was panicked, painful and annoyed after no matter how good he was to the other party, he chose to let the other party hate him and remember him.

But that ruthless evildoer finally softened his heart, so that when he hurt the other party against his will, people would always cause equal or even double scars on his body.He even often went to the dungeon to take care of the other party personally when the other party was injured and unconscious, regardless of his own injuries.Often Gui Qianmian's wound healed, but his own wound festered and collapsed.It was the first time for Duanmuyi to meet such a foolish person, so much so that his originally playful attitude became serious before he knew it.

During those half a year, Duanmuyi finally understood the importance of Gui Qian facing Su Muyuan, it was like the last straw, supporting Su Muyuan's entire world.Duanmuyi didn't know where Su Muyuan's hot and intense feelings originated, but he understood that as long as Gui Qianmian was still alive, he would never be able to get this person, and even if Gui Qianmian died, Su Muyuan might not be able to live either.

People like them should never bet their hopes on others, and no one should be more important than themselves, but Su Muyuan's feelings for Gui Qianmian made Duanmuyi jealous.

During those six months, Duanmuyi tasted the feeling of distress for the first time.For the first time, he had the urge to bring the best things in the whole world to the other party. He wanted to treat Su Muyuan well, not for any purpose, but because that painful silly child was worth it.

Just as Duanmuyi thought, when the news of Gui Qianmian's death was confirmed and reached Su Muyuan's ears, he seemed to hear the sound of that monstrous world collapsing.During that time, the other party was in a daze, like a doll that lost its soul and was about to be broken.If he hadn't been in time several times, the man would have left this world completely.

Others dare not approach his room because they are afraid of his bloodthirsty methods.Later, Duanmuyi, who couldn't let go of his heart, even moved into Su's house directly, just to take better care of that silly man.The man who had absolutely no desire to survive and was so painful that he couldn't even cry, even asked after half a year of being guarded by himself day and night: "Do you want the Su family? Or do you want this body? I can give it to you. "This kind of depressed and decadent words.

"I don't want anything, I just hope you cheer up and live well."

"Hypocrisy. You don't bother to deal with people who are useless. Talk about doing so much, what do you want?"

"Although I'm mercenary, but occasionally I want to find a sincere friend who can treat each other honestly, and you are the only one I recognize." Duanmuyi cannot deny that he lied at the time, and the little hedgehog he had a crush on will never understand How attractive you are.

In fact, Duanmuyi really wanted to take possession of the weak but sexy and alluring evildoer on the bed, and wanted him to just watch him sinking into the happiness he gave him and forget everything.I want to hear his sex, I want him to cry, I want him to sink and never think about anything else.Every day, every day, when they met, the crazy idea of ​​wanting to monopolize him or even let him belong to him and only be seen by him has always existed.

Su Muyuan: "..." Su Muyuan didn't speak again, but a glimmer of light finally flashed in those empty and numb eyes.

Duanmuyi never considered himself a gentleman, and he never minded using some special means to achieve his goals.In another scene, Duanmu Yi would seal the other party's lips and take possession of that person after the other party asked that sentence.But it's definitely not when the other party gave up on himself and didn't even have the desire to survive.

Because what he wants is not only the body, but also the complete person when the other party has a soul and falls in love with him.Many times, Duanmuyi lamented that he resisted the temptation at that time, otherwise the other party would not gradually let go of his heart and accept him to approach.Sincerity is as good as gold and stone, and during ten months of getting along day and night, Duanmuyi finally brought that numb man back to life gradually.Although the other party still hasn't gotten over that period of love, it is undeniable that the atmosphere of estrangement between them has disappeared, and that man has completely let go of his heart.

When I thought their relationship would get better and better because of this, the nightmarish ghost with thousands of faces appeared again, and the irony is that he was still made by himself.After confirming the identity of Gui Qianmian, Duanmuyi was annoyed countless times that he didn't kill that person directly when he first saw him.Why do people who are already dead come back?

Regardless of whether it is that person or not, even a shadow similar to that person, a substitute that can attract the attention of the little hedgehog, should not exist!While he sent someone to assassinate the other party, he also used the identity he had once met to get close to the other party. Even when the matter was revealed later, he also thought about fighting with his back to make this obtrusive person disappear completely.Because this person doesn't disappear, he will occupy the sight of the little hedgehog, and he will never be able to get the little hedgehog.

But he never expected that at the last moment of that battle, he was saved by the little hedgehog.In front of that 'white moonlight', the little hedgehog protected his drop of mosquito blood, which is unbelievable.Even Duanmuyi thought it was a hallucination he saw before he died, but the real touch and temperature told him everything was real.After being overjoyed, Duan Muyi thought of the reason why the other party did this, probably because the little hedgehog didn't want to owe him favors, and wanted to use this to repay and completely break off their relationship.How could Duanmuyi allow such a thing to happen?Whether it's intimidation or lure, or plundering, the thoughts in his mind turn back and forth for a moment, but he doesn't show the slightest bit on his face.

He originally thought that they had come to an end and could only use the most unwilling forceful means to imprison this person, but he agreed and knew that if he did so, he would lose him even more completely.So much so that when he was rescued by Su Muyuan and fled to the safe zone, he preemptively handed the little hedgehog a dagger before he could speak. "Kill me! As you heard, I did everything because I was jealous that he could get his love. If you want to leave me and sever ties with me, then just kill me with a knife! "

Duanmuyi had to admit that he was really despicable, maybe the little hedgehog was really not a good person, even his hands were stained with blood, he could really kill someone or something.The premise is that this person has no entanglement in his heart, and the little hedgehog brought him out regardless of the danger in order to save himself, but to repay his company before, so he would not kill him at least at that time.Taking advantage of the moment when the little hedgehog hesitated and softened his heart, he threw him against the wall and kissed him fiercely. "If you don't kill me, I will continue, if you refuse me, just kill me!"

That night they crossed the distance of friends and had a physical relationship.During this period, Duanmuyi clearly felt that Su Muyuan was at a loss for several times, killing intent flashed in his eyes, and even moved the dagger in his hand several times.But at the critical moment, he never made a move. In the end, he even took the initiative to let go of the dagger and let it follow his own rhythm.

Duanmuyi knew that he had made the right bet. If he hadn't let the other party let go of his defenses and accept him, then the little hedgehog would definitely kill him without mercy.But there was that period of intimacy, when he had no defense against him and trusted him, Duanmuyi was betting that he had no place in the little hedgehog's heart.But he didn't know where the other party would put him. It was a good temptation to evaluate what he was doing, and the other party would do it.

In fact, Duanmuyi was also very surprised by the result, he thought that he would be killed halfway, or when he caught the other party sleeping without any precautions after the incident, the other party would have a chance to easily take his own life.But the little hedgehog didn't do that, Duanmuyi rejoiced and at the same time strengthened his belief that he would not let go.He knew that the silly boy who made people feel distressed and easily softened his heart was very emotional, but he really didn't expect him to be so emotional.

Even if he knew that maybe the warm self he used to be was a disguise, he couldn't bear to kill himself, but Duanmuyi was thankful for the other party's soft heart countless times.That child fell in love with warmth, even if what he once gave him was a hallucinatory light without warmth, he was reluctant to let go.How ignorant and stupid, so stupid that I never dared to let go.

"Don't do anything to hurt Jinnian again."

"Then you will always stay by my side and watch me, otherwise I can't guarantee it."

That child compromised, Duanmuyi didn't want to pursue the other party for staying by his side, partly because of his affection for him, and partly because of his threat.He knows that this is enough now, this person is now trapped in his arms, sleeping next to him, and willing to accompany him is enough.

Life is so long, who said they won't really be together in the end?At least now he is the one embracing the child, and he is the one who is with him. What he sees in his eyes and the special place in his heart also take a lot of weight in him, which is really enough.