moon illusion

Four days later, Yun Zaiye and his team's trip to Tibet came to a perfect conclusion.The grandeur of Namjagbarwa Peak, the majesty of the Yarlung Zangbo River, the isolation of Nanyigou... those unforgettable scenery are permanently recorded by cameras and notebooks.If you are lucky enough to meet someone who can grow old hand in hand in the rest of your life, you might as well take it out in your twilight years and look through those memories of youth together.

When the plane landed at the N city airport, it was already around two o'clock in the morning. After saying goodbye to his friends at the airport, Yun Zaye returned to Nanchuan and his home.Putting the suitcase on the entrance hall, Yun Zaye went upstairs to the bathroom.The hot water in the bathtub wraps Yun Zaino's shoulders. Probably the sunshine in the plateau area is really strong. Yun Zaye's fair skin has been tanned to a healthy wheat color after this trip... It will be relieved, after all Nothing beats time.

After washing, Yun Zaye let the water from the tip of his hair slide down on the silk nightgown, printing water stains of various sizes and shades.Go downstairs and transport all the clothes in the suitcase to the washing machine.Listening to the sound of rushing water in the water pipe, Yun Zaiye suddenly felt a sense of exhaustion sweeping from all around - limbs, torso, brain...

I wanted to get some ice water. After I opened the refrigerator, it was filled with my favorite drinks and some easy-to-preserve ingredients. It should have been put away for myself when my parents left.Take out a bottle of coffee and sit at the dining table—Dad left the car for himself, and went to school tomorrow to bring back the things in the dormitory, right?This trip can be regarded as a perfect farewell to my friends, and everyone will have their own life in the future... Thinking about it, I fell asleep on the dining table.

The next day, Yun Zaiye woke up from the dining table, the arm under his head was so stiff that it was almost broken, and the shoulder blades were sore as if they were misplaced... Sure enough, you have to go to sleep where you should go to sleep!

After washing up, he prepared some simple breakfast for himself. At ten o'clock in the morning, Yun Zaiye drove the car and prepared to leave for school.

Fortunately, it was a holiday, and there were not so many students in the school, so I could park the car behind the dormitory building, otherwise I might be exhausted.

"Aunt Zhang, are you alright?" Yun Zaiye greeted Auntie the housekeeper.

"Xiao Ye? Why are you still here after the holiday?" Zhang Ye stood up with a smile, and pushed open the window of the porter's room.

"I'm here to move things in the dormitory."

"Eh? Why, don't you go to school?"

Yun Zaiye said with a smile, "How could it be, Aunt Zhang, I won't be here next semester and will go abroad, so come here to sort it out."

"I'm going abroad! Ono is a smart boy, that's great, go there to study hard and take care of yourself!"

"Yeah, Aunt Zhang, you will take care of yourself, and I will come to see you when I come back when I have time."

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Pushing open the dormitory door, naturally, there was no one there.

In the two years, there was not much to say, not much to say, and there was nothing too profound, but I couldn't just forget it.After packing the books and clothes into boxes, my desk looked empty, as if I had returned to the time when I first arrived in freshman year.The senior took him, who almost couldn't find his way, to the dormitory, and when he opened the door, three smiling faces greeted him.In the later youth, almost all the memories are related to these three people.

When I was a sophomore, I also ran for the assistant class of the 19th class of freshmen. Like my seniors, I took the children who had just come to the university to the dormitory area, and patiently explained their not-so-smart problems...

Originally, she had made an appointment with Bai Lang, and she would also go to run for the homeroom tutor of freshmen together in her junior year, but now it seemed that she was going to renege on her promise.

After tidying up, put the door card and key of the dormitory on your own desk.In the future, this key will be in the hands of many people, and this table will have other owners, even myself is just one of them... Yun Zaiye shook his head, picked up two boxes and walked out.

At that time, Qi Fengyao had just been discharged from the hospital, and was taken back to his home by his aunt.

"Xiaoyao, you can stay here with my aunt for a while, and when the school start time is confirmed, my aunt will send you back." My aunt said while tidying up Qi Fengyao's room.

Qi Fengyao nodded, then realized that his aunt could not see, "Good aunt." Then he turned and walked to the living room.My aunt should be 30 years old this year. She is a typical liberal. She works as a freelance photographer and doesn't care about other people's opinions. She is still unmarried.Although everyone thinks that girls should get married and have children when they reach a certain age, my aunt obviously doesn't think so. Judging from the current situation, my aunt is obviously doing well.

We ordered takeaway for dinner, and the two of them ate a little before sitting on the sofa.A noisy variety show was playing on the TV, but obviously there was no audience for it in this living room.

"Xiaoyao, are you sad?"

Qi Fengyao sat on the sofa without saying a word.

"It's the first time that something like this has happened to me. I've been thinking about how I should comfort you when a child like you is crying and venting. But this has happened for more than a week, and I've never seen you cry "I don't even know how to comfort you."

She was still silent in response.

"Your parents didn't take care of you very much and didn't know you very well. I think you have blamed them for these things. I also know your resistance when they insisted on letting you go abroad, but I don't think these are Problems that can affect the relationship between you. They are also parents for the first time, and they may not be able to consider you for some time, and want you to live according to their ideas, but..."

"Auntie, I know." Qi Fengyao raised his head, "I complained about them before, including a month ago when I quarreled with them... But I regret it now... If life and death are life and death, then I I regret that I wasted so much time before, not getting along with them as a family... This is our first time, a family going out together..."

"I didn't cry. It's not that I'm not sad, but crying seems too useless. It can neither bring them back nor turn back time... I'm too ignorant."

"Okay, don't think about it, go to rest, Xiaoyao." Looking at the children who grew up beside him, they will grow up anyway, even if this thing is so cruel.

Lying on the bed, she couldn't fall asleep. What was it like when she was as old as Xiaoyao?

Since she was a child, she was a top student in the eyes of teachers and a good girl in the eyes of her parents. She had a smooth journey from kindergarten until she met a boy in high school——God loved her so much that he gave her a card that she could not wear makeup in high school. With Liu Hai's face that can still shine brightly under the request, coupled with the constant praise from the teacher, she has never lacked suitors around her.Among so many boys, she chose the one that no one expected.

Except for his looks and height, that boy is almost useless in the eyes of others - smoking and drinking, skipping classes and fighting, countless ex-girlfriends and many "sisters" who have ambiguous relationships... Sure enough, it seems that he is really useless.

But at that time, such a boy really fascinated her.It seems that his every move has infinite magic power, making people involuntarily want to get close to him and experience his life—they are together.

All the friends around me came to ask me, and it even reached the teacher's ears.She started to skip classes, play truant, dye her hair... It was the first time she really felt the so-called "freedom" during the countless nights of sitting on the back seat of that boy's motorcycle.She couldn't open her eyes because of the biting wind, and sat in the back seat nervously. She could only hold the boy's strong waist tightly, and the two of them chatted loudly...that was her ordinary green onion. The most beautiful scenery in the years.

After being together, she realized that the boy was not as bad as others said.The boy who always stepped on the bell to enter the school gate would stand guard at the gate in winter before the school gate opened, waiting for her to come and pull her frozen hands into his warm pockets; After she was together, there were no messy girls around her; when she accidentally soiled her pants during her menstrual period, she would take off her school uniform and tie it around her waist, then take her by the hand and send her home... That was the first time she really felt that she was loved, carefully loved by an immature boy.

But at the end of the story, they died without a problem.After graduating from the third year of high school, she went to an ordinary second book, and the boy never heard from him again, and there was no news about him... It was just that in countless empty nights, she leaned on the deck chair on the balcony, Looking at the dots of lights in the dark night outside, I recalled the boy who once lit up my youth.

Where are you?I miss you a little...

"Dong dong dong", someone knocked on the door, and then the boy's low voice came, "Auntie, have you rested yet?"

"Not yet, what's the matter Xiaoyao?"

"I can't sleep, I want to chat with you."

"Okay, then wait for me in the living room, and I'll go out after I change my clothes."

He had been tossing and turning in bed for two hours and had trouble falling asleep.Too messy thoughts, too complicated feelings have been entangled with him, like a mess of wool, can't find the beginning of the thread... He has too many words, too many thoughts to find someone to talk to, he seems to have It's been too long, I haven't talked to anyone properly.

"Can't sleep?" The aunt put a cup of hot milk on the table, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Auntie, have you ever had a lover?" He paused. "...I want to know if I fell in love with someone."