Ruyizhai

Wu Xingchen and Ruyizhai finally returned to the house. Now, there is no music to play. The sound of insects, wind, and water in nature played a rather noisy movement. Wu Xingchen listened, but his heart was abnormal. Calm, realizing this, he said, "What a weird feeling."

Ruyi Zhai didn't answer, Wu Xingchen continued on by himself: "I was always moved by people's music creations in the past. People can create so many sounds and compose so many movements. I am moved by Every note is warm, sad, grand, or delicate, and the note can be dyed with so many emotional colors. Isn't it great? Isn't this worth moving?

"But I am indifferent to everything about nature, because I understand that people should not connect their own life experiences with objective natural phenomena. It is irrelevant. However, after experiencing some changes, music full of artificial traces can no longer touch me. Whether it is natural sounds or natural phenomena, they can all touch me. The meniscus makes me feel sorry. In the strong wind, I heard Sobbing, the warm weather makes me feel good, and the noisy insects make me irritable. Can I use the word 'touching the scene'? But now, after going through the chapter just now, oh, what happened just now, everything in nature can still touch me. Me, these dense trees," Wu Xingchen stretched out his hand to touch the branch of a fir tree on the side of the road that stretched out in front of his eyes, stroked the leaves on the branch, and sighed calmly: "These trees, their denseness makes me Feeling a sense of loss, the wind blows so timidly, but I feel that it makes my heart feel cold, these restless voices, but I can't follow them to stir up, my heart is very peaceful, It can't be said to be depressed, but it has a bit of lost elements, and it is calm, too contradictory."

Ruyizhai said: "Because you feel a kind of sadness subconsciously."

Wu Xingchen waved his hand, fanned away a group of mosquitoes, and said, "Because you feel a kind of sadness in your subconscious, do you think I also feel that there is nothing to be sad about?"

Ruyi Zhai looked at him: "Isn't it sad? How much of our consciousness is contained in every sentence we say now, and how much of the author's consciousness is contained in it?"

Wu Xingchen said: "But you still chose to leave the space where we can do whatever we want."

Ruyizhai curled her lips, pulled her hair behind her ears, and muttered, "First, I'm thinking about the readers."

Wu Xingchen looked at his profile and smiled.Ruyizhai also looked at him and said, "Go ahead and laugh, I'm worth laughing at. I was self-righteous, but I was confused by my own nature, and I was confused by the nature she gave me. Contains some shady secrets, the authenticity will be greatly increased, she said something about her past, although her wording is not very sincere, but I still choose to believe her, huh, it may not even be her story, which she might have overheard from the bus."

The more Ruyi Zhai said, the more angry he was, and the steps he walked in the rainforest were getting bigger and bigger. The night was dark and the wind was high, the ground was covered with fallen leaves, and the fallen leaves were covered with dew. When he didn't pay attention, the soles of his feet slipped and fell into a bush.Wu Xingchen caught him with sharp eyes and quick hands, but both of them lost their balance and fell to the ground together.Ruyizhai became more and more angry, gritted her teeth, frowned, and cursed: "But what can I do, this is me, I will run away and try to change, my nature is like this, all she knows It's clear that she uses me to manipulate me, how can she be so hateful."

He sat on the ground aggrieved, grabbed a handful of grass and threw it out: "Look at her, she doesn't even let me use the exclamation point. In order to maintain the character's setting, I must be like Ruyizhai."

Wu Xingchen wiped his face and asked him, "Did you twist it?"

Ruyizhai said: "Wu Xingchen is what you are, and you are what you are."

Wu Xingchen touched his calf and ankle, he was not sprained, Wu Xingchen helped him up, and said: "We can complain about this here, maybe as she said, she left the story to us to arrange .”

Ruyizhai stood up with his hand in his arms, and said, "This is to increase the interest of the article, otherwise, what are we talking about in the middle of the night?"

Wu Xingchen asked: "What's the difference between love and sex?" Ruyizhai saw him, but didn't say anything immediately, but looked at him carefully with very probing eyes, sizing him up, as if he was I saw him once, and I was full of curiosity and doubts about him, so that he himself was also confused, shaken, and the light in his eyes was dim.

Wu Xingchen asked him: "Don't you want to see our ending?"

Ruyizhai let go of him, and said, "Secondly, I have nowhere to go, and I will be watched by her behind the wall, so I might as well come out to exercise, and..." He looked at Wu Xingchen: "I I also want to know the difference between love and lust."

"Don't you know? What kind of person is the person who caused you to suffer from love calamity? Does sex calamity refer to physical things?" Wu Xingchen asked a lot of questions.Ruyi Zhai was a little bored, and waved his hands and said, "If I knew everything, I would have fallen to this point? I don't know, I have long forgotten the object of the love disaster, and the disaster is over, so I won't You will no longer be attached, isn’t this the meaning of catastrophe?”

He continued: "I just remember the feeling that I was in love with someone, just like I love you now."

He said: "Like you, I also want to see how my fate and ending will be written."

Wu Xingchen wanted to say something, but his heart was beating wildly, which completely disrupted his ability to think. The forest was very quiet, and he couldn't calm down. It was such a contradiction again.

Seeing that he was silent, Ruyizhai said, "Since we're back inside, let's stop in moderation."

Wu Xingchen grabbed his hand at this moment, but he still didn't speak, unable to speak.Ruyizhai stopped talking, and the two walked in the rainforest holding hands. The temperature was so high that they were sweating non-stop; the smell of agarwood and ylang-ylang trees was so strong that they were dizzy and light-headed. , They were all a little flustered; the moon was completely invisible, there was no light, and the North Star guiding them could not be found, and they completely lost their way.

Wu Xingchen said: "If all of this is the author's arrangement, and we are destined to return to the war camp after the encounter in the last chapter, then I think I may have deduced the reason."

He said: "Ten years ago, under your influence, I escaped from the limitation of 'Wu Xingchen' and had a 'me'. I spent so much energy looking for you and collecting bits and pieces about you. I am trying to get out of the shackles of "I", am I looking for "Wu Xingchen" and collecting details about "I"? My body is partly mechanical and partly human. I often There is a feeling of tearing, I try to make a choice between the two, I try not to make a chaotic concept, after going through the previous chapter, I know that I am just a character, I understand , only when this third identity is placed in front of me, can I completely break out of the shell of 'I' and 'Wu Xingchen', I completely understand that I am chaotic, contradictory, and torn, I understand myself It’s a marionette, but so what, every word I say may not come from my original wish, so what, I just want to take risks, experience, and accept.”

Ruyi Zhai looked forward for a while, and said, "Walking there is Rio."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly pulled Wu Xingchen into a pile of grass beside him, covered his mouth, and pointed to the southwest. The two of them squatted and looked out through the gaps in the grass blades.

Wu Xingchen saw a white figure, he was holding something against his shoulders, as if he was alone.Wu Xingchen trembled, could this be the protagonist of the ghost story that was circulated in the war camp, Bai Youghou?

Neither he nor Ruyi Zhai moved, only to see the white figure put the person on his shoulders on the ground, groping for something on the grass, suddenly, the person on the ground jumped up and wrestled with the white figure.The blades of grass whispered in the wind, mixed with the sound of fighting, Ruyizhai and Wu Xingchen looked at each other, and waited for a long time until only the sound of blades rubbing against each other was left in the wind, then they got up.The two groped their way to the place where black and white figures were fighting.There was indeed a man in white and a man in black lying there. At this time, the moon showed some face from behind the clouds, and Wu Xingchen could see clearly that the black clothes were the military uniform of Heifang in the war camp. , The man in black lay face down.As for the man in white, he was lying on his back, and the clothes on his body looked like a space suit, covering him tightly from head to toe.Blood gushed out from the chest of the space suit.There is a round hole at the foot of the man in white, and a line of small characters is suspended in the hole: 6755324:03 minutes before the closure of the abandonment site No. 23.

A cricket jumps around on 2 and 3, with even smaller words wrapped around its body: postman Luzhou, please deliver the discarded items in time.

Ruyizhai whistled, Wu Xingchen looked at him, he was turning the man in black over, when he saw the face of the man in black, Wu Xingchen was startled, and blurted out: "Chiying!"