Tentative

When I first woke up in the morning, my physiological reaction was uncontrollable, because Shen Yizhuo was holding him, there was no scruples in that place, separated by several layers of fabric, still feeling clearly pressed against his waist and abdomen.

Qu Zhe peeped at him quietly, and could see his curled eyelashes trembling from time to time because he was half asleep and half awake.

Shen Yizhuo originally planned to sleep a little longer, but he slept a little late last night, and he didn't sleep enough yet, so he dragged Qu Zhe to bed in a daze.But when he hugged Qu Zhe and wanted to sleep again, all kinds of thoughts ran through his mind, making him unable to fall asleep immediately.

The body rubbed against the things in his arms unconsciously, and a faint pleasure surged up.

At the same time, Qu Zhe heard a slightly heavier breathing in his ears, and then asked with a strong nasal voice: "What are you doing so early?"

"Just woke up... and came here." As if he had a premonition of what was going to happen next, Qu Zhe's voice trembled, "Put your face outside..."

"I don't want to eat."

"okay."

After he answered this sentence, the hand on his waist suddenly let go, wandered around his waist, and then grabbed his hand.Qu Zhe held his breath, let the other party lead him to the forbidden area, drilled in from the edge, and then touched it tentatively.

"Shen Yizhuo..." "Hush."

Qu Zhe wanted to refuse, but was interrupted by the other party's unclear answer.

First the fingertips touch it, and then it is the palm of the hand, which is driven to wrap it and stimulate it at a leisurely pace.Shen Yizhuo seemed satisfied, and after feeling that Qu Zhe was not struggling, he let go of his hand.

The dull and slightly rapid breathing was right next to Qu Zhe's ear, and the warm breath seemed to burn him, wantonly invading his mind.Before he knew it, he closed his eyes and carefully performed a service that he devoted himself to.The breathing sounds of both sides were entangled, and he couldn't tell which ones belonged to him and which ones belonged to Shen Yizhuo... He just served mechanically, feeling the soft lips kissing back and forth on his neck.

"Hurry up..."

"Ah."

"Well……"

"........."

Shen Yizhuo's breathing became more and more urgent, and the dull humming in his throat carried a naked hint. Qu Zhe realized that he was on the edge and might burst out at any time.

What is their entanglement and contact?

This question flashed through his mind, and before he could come up with the answer, he felt the liquid wet his skin, and heard Shen Yizhuo's long breath.The other party calmed down, and said in a hoarse voice: "Tissues, on the bedside table..."

"Uh-huh……"

He hurriedly went to get the paper, tore off a lot indiscriminately, and handed it to Shen Yizhuo.

Compared to Qu Zhe's bewilderment, Shen Yizhuo appeared calm and composed.With his eyes still closed, he moved his body away a bit, doing post-processing in the quilt.In the end, he took the crumpled tissue and threw it casually, falling to the ground.Qu Zhe wiped his hands hastily, lifted the quilt and said, "I, I'm going to wash it..."

"Yeah." Shen Yizhuo responded, took out his mobile phone from under the pillow, looked at the time, and said, "If the noodles are mushy, I'll go down and buy a bowl."

"it is good."

He hurried into the bathroom, closed the door, and turned on the faucet.

The sound of water sounded, and Qu Zhe wanted to put his hand under the faucet, but the moment he raised his hand, he was suddenly stunned - he just used this hand to touch the most secret part of Shen Yizhuo's body.Whatever the answer to that question, they've had a lot of "intimacy" going on, and it's getting worse.

The palm of his hand was wiped hastily by a tissue just now, leaving only a sticky touch; between his fingers, he didn't have time to deal with it, and if he looked carefully now, he could see milky white and thick body fluid.

These belong to Shen Yizhuo...

The mirror at the sink reflected the boy's face. He was looking at his hands dully, and then moved closer as if by a ghost, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and nervously licked the crevices between his fingers.In just a second, he stretched his hand into the pool like crazy to accept the washing of the water, and carefully washed every crevice between his fingers.

The taste he tasted on the tip of his tongue couldn't go away, but he couldn't tell what it was.

With bitterness and fishy smell, it flows into the throat and immediately makes people want to vomit.

He washed his hands over and over in a hurry and panic, and when he didn't pay attention, his lower abdomen was pressed against the sink.Qu Zhe raised his head in a daze, and looked at himself in the mirror—a lot of water splashed on the glasses, and he looked quite embarrassed.

If it wasn't for being against the sink, he didn't even realize that he had already had a physiological reaction.

Whether it started in bed, or when he tasted it, he didn't know.

After calming down for a while, Qu Zhe pretended nothing happened, took out the cold noodles and threw them away, and bought a new bowl according to Shen Yizhuo's instructions.

When he came back, Shen Yizhuo had already changed into thin clothes - when he was at home, he was dressed the same as in spring and autumn, and it seemed that he was really not afraid of the cold by nature.He was holding the mobile phone in the bedroom and kept pressing the keys, and when he heard Qu Zhe's door opening, he raised his voice, "Are you back?"

"Um……"

It has to be said that this kind of dialogue occasionally gives Qu Zhe the illusion... the illusion that he is very close to Shen Yizhuo.

The hot noodles were placed on the table in the bedroom. Shen Yizhuo finally put down his phone, took apart the disposable chopsticks, picked up the noodles and hung them in the air, and chatted with Qu Zhe: "You come to me every day, your parents have no objection Is it?"

"...No objection," Qu Zhe said, "They know you have good grades."

"Oh, so, too." Shen Yizhuo smiled self-deprecatingly, "Then they know that you are in my bed with me..." "Don't say that... is that okay?" Qu Zhe interrupted anxiously, not wanting to hear Shen Yizhuo say anything More ugly words.

"You still have a younger sister, right? Doesn't she have a good relationship with you?" He didn't force himself, and casually asked about Qu Zhe's family affairs.

Qu Zhe nodded: "My sister doesn't like me very much."

"That's right." Shen Yizhuo buried his head in a few mouthfuls of noodles and said, "I forgot to tell you yesterday, I have something to go out today."

"oh oh……"

"I don't need to come here for a few days."

"Ok."

"Then you can leave now." Shen Yizhuo said indifferently.

He doesn't seem to think that this is very ruthless to Qu Zhe, he just explains his needs indifferently, and occasionally asks Qu Zhe what needs he has, but whether to give or not is another matter up.

In Qu Zhe's perception, this is the saddest part of their relationship - he doesn't think there is anything wrong with Shen Yizhuo's actions at all, as if he was born to obey Shen Yizhuo's orders.

Especially when Shen Yizhuo had appeals, he would even feel joy.

Heartfelt joy.

"Take a few books back to read, preferably for the holiday." Just as Qu Zhe stood up and walked out, Shen Yizhuo suddenly said, "Five books? It's almost there, anyway, you have nothing else to do .”

"it is good."

Qu Zheyiyan chose a few books that looked the oldest in the bookcase - if they were old, at least it could mean that Shen Yizhuo had read them more than once.

For Qu Zhe, the most interesting thing in this bookcase is not the thoughts poured into it by writers of all generations, but Shen Yizhuo has read and read it, and a certain sentence in it may be Shen Yizhuo's life creed.He will ponder every word, taste carefully, and firmly remember, so that the gap between him and Shen Yizhuo will be shortened a bit.

The final grades came out on Monday, and Qu Zhe's grades "improved" tremendously, finally leaving the bottom ranks.He and Shen Yizhuo had been mentally prepared for this, and faced Li Tuzhi's praise without any disturbance, but what surprised both of them was Qu Zhe's composition.

What he wrote eloquently scored 45 points, and Shen Yizhuo scored 48 points.

"It can be seen that Qu Zhe is really hardworking, everyone should learn from him!" Li Tuzhi smiled happily. Although the other gangs did not achieve any results, at least one person succeeded, "especially the composition, which is very well written !"

The meaningful gazes of the people made Qu Zhe feel uneasy. While everyone was looking at him, he was watching Shen Yizhuo's back.The other party also won the first place without any suspense this time, and even advanced in the ranking of the whole grade, and finally entered the top three.He didn't seem to feel the baptism of the gaze, and he was still doing his own thing, very calm.

"Qu Zhe must have copied it."

"Envious? You also let Shen Yizhuo copy it."

"You sit next to Zhang Nana, why don't you copy Zhang Nana?"

"Zhang Nana's chest is too big, it's blocking it haha..."

"Hahaha……"

Li Tuzhi's ears were not reached by the sound of so much discussion like insects chirping in summer. He still happily praised the students who had made progress, and reminded the precautions of the holiday: "...then wish everyone a happy new year in advance , you must pay attention to safety during the Chinese New Year, well, school is over!"

"Oh!!!"

The discussion immediately turned into cheers, and everyone happily packed up their things and went home.

"Shen Yizhuo..." Qu Zhe called out softly.

"Huh?" The other party replied without looking back.

"New Year..." "I'm going back first, I have something to do." Shen Yizhuo stood up, put on his bag and walked out.During this period, he did not glance at Qu Zhe.

Jiang Yuzhao lazily watched this scene from the side. He wasn't interested in guessing what Qu Zhe didn't say, but he smiled amusedly: "It's really interesting that you post him upside down."

"Huh?" Qu Zhe was puzzled.

Jiang Yuzhao didn't say anything, just stuffed the papers and books on the table into the drawer, and left with the kettle.

The sky outside was gloomy, and Qu Zhe vaguely felt that it was going to snow.

He walked out with his bag on his back, tiptoed slightly in the bustling crowd, and habitually looked for Shen Yizhuo's trace, but the other party had already disappeared.

He didn't have a mobile phone, so he couldn't contact Shen Yizhuo. Their only contact was in the same classroom.

The holidays have begun.

Qu Zhe reads at home every day, and from time to time goes downstairs to Shen Yizhuo's house to see if he is at home.But the lights in the living room never came on again.

One day, two days, three days... the days without seeing Shen Yizhuo were quite difficult.

The house was also lifeless. Qu Xiaoyu, who used to be lively and lively, rarely sat in the living room to watch the programs on TV. She often stayed in the room and didn't come out, and she didn't know what she was doing.Occasionally, when Qu Zhe came out to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, he would see his mother sitting on the sofa, flipping through the pockets of the coat that Qu Xiaoyu had changed.Qu Yihao's new job was extremely tiring. When he was at home, besides eating, he only slept.

Everyone carries unspeakable secrets and fatigue, and is exhausted trying to keep it.

In the dead, the Qu family ushered in a new year.They ate a New Year's Eve dinner that was much inferior to previous years, and listened to the countdown by the host on TV.

"Oh!"

With the pointer returning to zero, the gorgeous fireworks bloomed in the dark night sky with a loud noise, very beautiful, but fleeting.