Tentative

There was a lot of noise in the classroom, and many people were talking about it.When there were 5 minutes left in the morning self-study, Shen Yizhuo walked in, and everyone who was discussing suddenly shut up as if they had made an appointment.In the suffocating silence, he walked straight to his seat without looking sideways.The gazes of others seemed to have no effect on him, he just sat down in his seat as usual, opened the book, and read it seriously.

The whole classroom could hear the sound of a needle falling, and it was never so quiet even in class.

Until Qu Zhe and Jiang Yuzhao walked into the classroom, their eyes were immediately drawn to that side again.Jiang Yuzhao didn't like this kind of gaze that obviously had a special meaning. Before anyone could speak, he yelled unhappily: "What are you looking at? How about reading a book?"

His tone was very arrogant, I don't know who the cat yelled in the corner: "Look gay!"

"Hahaha..." These words immediately aroused everyone's laughter.Qu Zhe raised his head in horror, his eyes were full of mocking faces, and his anxiety kept rising, so he could only bury his face and walk to his seat.When passing a certain table, Qu Zhe suddenly tripped over something, lost his balance and fell down.His hand subconsciously scratched a few times in the air, and happened to catch the arm of the person next to him.

"Ahhhhh—" The other party was a girl, who shrieked and threw away Qu Zhe on the spot.

He fell to the ground, and when he turned his head, he could still see something that tripped him up—it was a boy's deliberately stretched legs.Look at the screaming girl again, she was so frightened that she ran away from her seat and stood far away.

But even so, he could still hear the girl's bad words: "He touched me! It's so disgusting!!"

This is not the most excessive, some people joked loudly in Shen Yizhuo's direction: "Shen Yizhuo, why don't you help him up!"

Qu Zhe looked at him unconsciously.Shen Yizhuo didn't talk to him, and he didn't look up. He just held a pen and looked at the open textbook, as if all this had nothing to do with him.

Zhang Nana was also witnessing this farce.She didn't speak before, but when someone named and mocked Shen Yizhuo, she still couldn't hold back, she stood up abruptly and said, "What does this have to do with Shen Yizhuo!"

She wanted to speak for Shen Yizhuo, but she still had that coquettish tone, and some boys imitated her tone and pinched their throats: "'What does it have to do with Shen Yizhuo—', hahaha, Zhang Nana, you're dead!" Well, Shen Yizhuo likes men, not like you," he said, and maliciously raised his hand to make a rubbing gesture on his flat chest, "It's useless to have big breasts, haha."

Zhang Nana blushed when she was told, with tears in her eyes: "Qu Zhe is a pervert! Don't drag Shen Yizhuo..."

"That's right, how could Shen Yizhuo get involved with people like Qu Zhe? Qu Zhe is not posting!" Ponytail hurriedly helped her speak and defended Shen Yizhuo together.

Yes, all of this has nothing to do with Shen Yizhuo.

Qu Zhe's mind was in a mess, and he didn't know where his glasses fell when he fell. He couldn't see anything, but he seemed to see everything.

I saw the ugly faces of these people.

Seeing the haughty Shen Yizhuo suddenly being pushed by the crowd.

Seeing what others couldn't see, Shen Yizhuo was annoyed.

Only now did he understand that all along, he was the only garbage that could only be hidden in the dirty sewer that never saw the light of day.Shen Yizhuo is not bad at all, they have huge, essential differences.Those conclusions he made on Shen Yizhuo without authorization are just a joke.In this relationship, during the time we spent together, he kept digging out everything about Shen Yizhuo, using these details that others didn't know to fill in that unfounded conclusion.

However, the fact is quite the opposite.

Does smoking, drinking, gambling or watching pornographic movies, or homosexuality really mean bad?

No.

Even if someone revealed the other side of Shen Yizhuo today, everyone would be fine.He was born excellent, born likable and enviable.

The only disgusting one...but he dragged Shen Yizhuo into the water.

The girl who was touched by Qu Zhe and seemed to be hiding from the source of infection stopped in front of Jiang Yuzhao. Her fear was not faked, nor was her disgust.

At this moment, a strong force hit the girl from behind, pushing her to hit the table, and then turned her head angrily: "What are you doing!"

Jiang Yuzhao pulled one corner of his mouth and sneered, "Do you know that a good dog doesn't block you?"

"Wow... Jiang Yuzhao is still fighting with girls?"

"...a bit too much."

He coldly glanced at the boys who were discussing, and finally his eyes stayed on the girls and said: "I don't have that kind of hypocrisy, what kind of man doesn't hit women, don't stick around here, it's annoying."

After saying that, Jiang Yuzhao walked straight towards Qu Zhe, grabbing his hand very naturally.

Qu Zhe raised his head in a daze, and looked at Jiang Yuzhao for no reason.The other party frowned slightly, and his face was full of impatience. Seeing his appearance, he smacked his lips and said, "Tsk, can't you get up?"

"Thank you...thank you." He said vaguely, with Jiang Yuzhao's strength, he finally stood up and hurriedly walked towards his seat.When he passed by Shen Yizhuo, he still couldn't restrain his impulse and carefully peeked at him for a second.

Shen Yizhuo didn't even lift his eyelids, he just maintained his usual indifferent expression, reading a book, and writing down a few words with a pen from time to time.

At this moment, Qu Zhe was extremely frightened.

Because of this farce, the relationship between him and Shen Yizhuo suddenly returned to the original state - even though the front and back tables were so close, they still didn't seem to know each other.Falling asleep together in those nights, eating not-so-delicious bread on the rooftop, reading books separately in the holiday afternoon... These scenes seem to be all his imagination, but in fact they never happened.

"Jingle Bell--"

It was the bell for the early reading that stopped the farce.

People in the class were talking about the two of them, or they left their seats and went out, or they stayed in their seats and continued to discuss current hot topics with the front and rear tables.

There are also good girls who come over and ask Qu Zhe, "Are you really gay?" and other questions.He didn't answer, the girls didn't dare to ask Shen Yizhuo, Jiang Yuzhao continued to sleep on the table as if nothing happened.If you don't think about these things, the current situation is just like turning back the previous page of the calendar, turning back to the time before Qu Zhe had spoken to Shen Yizhuo.

He just watched Shen Yizhuo's back silently, watching him occasionally lower his head to reveal the protruding cervical vertebrae, and felt uneasy.

But now, what Shen Yizhuo was thinking, he had no idea.How would Shen Yizhuo evaluate those words and sentences that he wrote down secretly? ...It should be disgusting, after all, Qu Zhe did many things behind his back.

Jiang Yuzhao asked him why he must like men, and why he also likes Shen Yizhuo. He really didn't know the reason, but the last half of the sentence he didn't finish was-he couldn't control it.

If feelings can be perfectly controlled, then it is not called feelings.It is precisely because it is completely contrary to reason and full of uncontrollability that it is so charming and addictive.Even if things were exposed out of control, he didn't have the courage to deny it.

That's what he wrote, and every word of it is true.

It was frank, without any concealment, naked and straightforward about his feelings for Shen Yizhuo.

Now is not the time to think about these things, and what makes Qu Zhe even more uneasy is his mother who is coming to school.Normally speaking, Qu Yihao would not come to school.From childhood to adulthood, Lin Xiuyan came to all his parents' meetings, school opening ceremonies and other occasions where parents were required to be present.Although she has no culture, she is working hard to deal with the trivial matters at home, as well as the problems of her two children at school.Qu Zhe has always known that she is trying to play a qualified mother, even if she is not.

After she learned of Qu Xiaoyu's sexual orientation, she was so sad, she cried secretly, and she didn't even dare to tell her husband.

If possible, Qu Zhe didn't want to make her sad at all.

But the matter has already become an uproar, and there is absolutely no possibility of concealing it.When he thought of the scene of crying, shouting and cursing together that day, he was sincerely afraid.The fact that he likes Shen Yizhuo is about to be exposed to his parents, what will happen?Will be beaten by Qu Yihao?No, in fact, it's nothing, if it's just a beating, it's a good deal.

He had a vague premonition in his heart, but he couldn't figure it out. He couldn't predict what was going to happen. He only knew that it was irreversible.

Go to class, go to get out of class, go to class again...

Qu Zhe never had any contact with Shen Yizhuo again.He was like a criminal waiting to be executed—if the date of death was known, the time before it would be frightening.Just like his current situation, he didn't know when Lin Xiuyan would arrive at the school, so he could only secretly hope that she would come later; or the phone could not be reached, and she still had not received the school's notification.

In the office, the dean seemed to have nothing important to do today, and kept berating Li Tuzhi.Several other teachers also heard some rumors from the students, and looked at Li Tuzhi with strange eyes, which could not be said to be gloating or contemptuous.

The dean was pacing back and forth in the office, still angrily saying: "The top ten students in the grade who are sure to pass the exam will be mixed with these dregs. This is a good thing you arranged!" Li Tuzhi didn't hide the past Asking Shen Yizhuo to give Qu Zhe tutoring, the dean naturally blamed this improper relationship on him, and strongly believed that this was the cause.As he spoke, he asked as if remembering something, "That Qu Zhe, what grade did you rank in the last final exam? Teacher Li?"

Li Tuzhi said with difficulty: "More than 700 people..."

"More than 700 people?! There are only more than 800 people in the first year of senior high school! The grades are not good! And they are doing such disgusting things!" The dean said, "What are you still studying! Don't study! Waste of time!"

"You can't say that, director..." Li Tuzhi was scolded for half the morning, and he couldn't hold back his face. "We are students anyway. As teachers, we should guide them well... I have the responsibility for this."

"Nonsense! Of course you are responsible! Otherwise, who do you think is responsible!"

He was scolding vigorously when Li Tuzhi's cell phone rang suddenly, interrupting his train of thought, and he cursed instead: "Ms. Li! It's working hours! You can't answer private calls, do you know?!"

"Sorry..." Li Tuzhi took out his mobile phone, and it was a call from an unfamiliar number.

He had an intuition that this call had to be answered.

"I'll go out to pick it up..." He pressed the answer button while walking out while holding the phone, "Hello?"

"Hello? There was a car accident here. The last call record of the injured person was with you. Are you the family member of the injured person?"

The last call...is Qu Zhe's mother!

"I am I am! What's wrong?!"

"There was a car accident on Huancheng West Road. The injured are now in the central hospital. Come here quickly!!" After saying this, the phone hung up.

Li Tuzhi's eyes widened in surprise, he quickly turned around and picked up the nickname hanging on the back of the chair, and walked out while wearing it: "Director, Qu Zhe's family may have had a car accident, I have to go over there immediately to have a look!"

"what……?"

He anxiously went to the classroom and didn't have time to explain to the dean again.

When Li Tuzhi arrived in the classroom, the English teacher was in class. He stood at the front door and looked in. Qu Zhe was lying on the table, seeming very uncomfortable.With just a quick glance, he saw a student handing over a note, and Li Tuzhi walked into the classroom without thinking of saying hello to the teacher, and snatched it away.

It says:

——Maybe Shen Yizhuo slept with Qu Zhe!

——It’s so disgusting...

——I don’t want to take classes with gays.

He crumpled the note angrily, and said in a deep voice, "If you don't do well in class, what are you doing talking about other students!"

The English teacher was writing on the blackboard when he heard the voice and turned around: "Ms. Li...?"

"Sorry for the delay of two minutes." Of course, he didn't forget the serious business. After stuffing the note in his pocket, he walked towards Qu Zhe.

He tapped lightly on the table, bent down and whispered in Qu Zhe's ear, "Come out with me."

"what?"

"Your family members may... have something to do, so come out and tell me first."

"Okay, okay." Qu Zhe nodded hesitantly, and followed Li Tuzhi out of the classroom.

He didn't realize what was about to happen now, but the vague uneasiness became more and more clear, making his chest tight and his heart beating faster.