Acting like a baby's daily live broadcast

He Shen lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep. The words Ye Zi said to him during the day kept echoing in his mind.

"Do you think Ji Xiao really likes you? You are just a substitute for him to express his guilt."

He warned himself over and over again not to believe such groundless words, but he couldn't help but think about it, what if, what if this was the case?

Before leaving, Ye Zi also said: "If you don't believe me, go to his house to see, the photo of Ji Xiao and that person should still be there, right? Go and see how similar the eyebrows and eyes of that person are to yours, I believe you You'll understand after watching it."

Group photo?He Shen came to Ji Xiao's house and didn't see any group photos. He has been to Ji Xiao's house many times, and they have done all kinds of intimate things.

Ji Xiao is a man with a bit of cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder. The decoration style of his home is also very simple and clean, but he has been here so many times that he has never seen a group photo.

Don't think about it, sleep peacefully!There will be a live broadcast tomorrow! !

Brother loves you so much, how can it be like what Ye Zi said in the eyes that look at you so clearly? !

Does she know Godot or do you know Godot?

He Shen hypnotized himself over and over again, but his mind seemed to be disobedient, and he couldn't help thinking about the day of Qingming.

That day happened to be the weekend, and the club considered that some members might need to go to worship their ancestors, so they gave them a day off.

It was misty and rainy that day, just in response to the sentence: "There is a lot of rain during the Qingming Festival, and passers-by on the road want to die." His mother was buried in the cemetery on Mengshan Mountain, and the crow-colored smoke was scattered in a small area. In the rain, the cemetery is quiet and no one speaks loudly. This is the reverence of the living for the dead.It's just that there were still a few sobbing sounds faintly visible, and the light rain hit the face, mixed together and dripped down from the face, dripping on the bluestone steps, making it difficult to distinguish whether it was tears or rain.

He Shen found his mother's mausoleum, put the bouquet in his hand beside the stone tablet, knelt down and kowtowed three heads.

The tomb-sweeping time was not very long, but he couldn't help telling her about his relationship with Ji Xiao, and also said that he would bring Ji Xiao to see her next year, hoping that she would wish them happiness.

It is the wish of every child to hope to get the support of their parents for their love. How can He Shen be an exception?

After rambling on for a while, He Shen gently wiped the raindrops off his mother's stele.

"Tell me about you, just go away, and I'm not allowed to hang a decent photo of you on the monument, and you don't even want to leave it to me. You hate him, but in the end, even I hate him." gone?"

"But I don't hate you, never. Well, I should go too, and next year I'll bring him to show you, okay? You know? He's been so good to me, except, he taught How do I love someone".

"Hey, let's not talk about it, you will know when you see it. I hope you can bless me and wish you a happy life there."

When He Shen stood up and was about to leave, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in his eyes.

He rubbed his eyes in disbelief, and called out to Ji Xiao happily.

But the cemetery was so quiet, He Shen didn't dare to shout too loudly, but just called softly: "Brother!".

But Ji Xiao didn't seem to hear it, he walked forward with a bunch of sunflowers in his hand with a sad face.

A man in a black suit followed quickly to comfort him.

"son......"

"Dad, this is Mu Mu's favorite flower. Dad, I'm sorry for him..."

Seeing that Ji Xiao seemed to have something to do, and his parents were also there, it was not convenient for him to go and bother him now, so he just wanted to ask Ji Xiao when he went back.

At that time, he didn't pay much attention to it, and he didn't expect that this matter would be left behind in a short time.

Now I can't help but think of it again.

Mu Mu...

He Shen remembered that Ji Xiao's younger brother was called by this name. He asked Ji Xiao, but every time Ji Xiao said that it was hard to say now, and he had to wait until the right time.

Ye Zi said that Ji Xiao liked him so much because he felt that his features and eyes were somewhat similar to Ji Mu, and Ji Xiao agreed to be with him because of this sense of guilt towards Ji Mu.

He Shen has been with Ji Xiao for so long, and he only heard him mention his family a few times, which makes him have to think about it now.

And the more he thought about it, the more wronged he felt, and the more wronged he felt, the more he wanted to cry.

Tears dizzy the pillowcase, forming a small lake.

Ji Xiao just came out of the bathroom, only wrapped in a loose bathrobe.He was rubbing his black and beautiful hair with a towel, but out of the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of He Shen who was sobbing on the pillow with his back turned to him.

"Baby? What's wrong? Why are you crying??"

Ji Xiao walked over worriedly and sat by the bed.

A piece of the bed suddenly collapsed, and He Shen raised his teary eyes to look at Ji Xiao.

"What's wrong?" Ji Xiao stretched out his hand to probe He Shen's forehead: "Are you feeling unwell?".

Seeing Ji Xiao's outstretched hand, He Shen avoided it subconsciously, and he thought of what Ye Zi said to him again:

"Do you think he really likes you? He just wants to use your hand to repay his guilt towards that person."

guilt?

Why does Ji Xiao feel guilty towards his younger brother?

Is it?

Could it be... Ji Xiao once had some taboo thoughts about his younger brother?

Impossible, impossible, that's his own brother!

But, but... what if...

He Shen wanted to open his mouth to ask Ji Xiao, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his lips.

He was afraid, afraid to hear the answer without any negative.

He is a coward, and he is afraid that after he speaks out, everything he has now will be like foam on the sea, unable to withstand any touch.

"It's okay, I just feel a little uncomfortable."

The words changed when they were swallowed warmly.

Ji Xiao was not feeling well at the moment, and asked him over and over again, but still couldn't get an answer.

The two of you have been together for so long, so you can't open up and say anything, do you have to hide it?

He was a little aggrieved and angry, but he still held his temper and asked again in a gentle voice. After all, he felt that he was older than He Shen, and he should let him and coax him more.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me if you have anything to do."

He Shen turned around, pulled the pillow over his head, and separated himself from Ji Xiao.

Humming in a muffled voice: "Brother, don't ask, I don't want to say."

Seeing He Shen like this, Ji Xiao's brain became hot.

It's been like this since I came back in the afternoon, and it's been like this all the time. I didn't say anything when I asked, and I coaxed me with nice words, or I didn't say anything. What's the matter, let me tell you soon?

I put it there and hold it back, I feel uncomfortable, even with him.

Ji Xiao was a little over the top, lifted He Shen's pillow, and shouted: "What on earth do you want to do? Is there something that can't be solved by two people together? Do you have to put it there by yourself? You just don't like it." Do you trust me? Do you really want to make things like this?!".

He Shen's head was buzzing, as if he hadn't thought that Ji Xiao would attack him, and this attack made him feel even more wronged, and the more he thought about it.

He snatched the pillow, aggrieved but angry, and yelled at Ji Xiao: "I just don't want to say, can't you let me be alone?!"

Ji Xiao didn't say a word, even expressionless, what else could he say like this?

Keep yelling at him?Finally screwed things up?He was not willing to do it, nor was he willing to do it.

At the same time, his mind was also a little hot, and he was afraid that if he said something that was so provocative, he would eventually make the whole thing out of control.

He remained silent, took a deep look at He Shen, took a quilt from the cabinet, and left the bedroom.

When He Shen saw Ji Xiao leaving the bedroom with a sullen face without saying a word, the grievance in his heart grew bigger and bigger.

He felt that Ji Xiao must think he did it, but he really didn't want to say it, and he didn't want to say it, and he didn't know where to say it.

Sometimes conflicts just get bigger and bigger like this, and get bigger and bigger.

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He Shen and Ji Xiao had a cold war.

Although the two are still living together, they will basically never meet again, and even if they do meet, they just keep silent, then turn around and leave.

Ji Xiao didn't know what he was busy with, and he didn't see much of him for several days, but every meal time, a bowl of rice and a plate of hot dishes would be placed on the table.

There is no one else in the family, so it could only be left by Ji Xiao.

But he didn't know where Ji Xiao had gone, and he also knew that this time, it was no longer something that could be solved by just being soft on him and acting coquettishly to Ji Xiao.

What's more, he hasn't confirmed what Ye Zi told him.

Thinking of what Ye Zi said: "You are just a bit similar to that person, otherwise why would Ji Xiao take a stranger in her home for no reason at the beginning?"

Yes, how could someone be so kind as to take a person who has never been masked into his home?

Who knows if this person is good or bad?

The more He Shen thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable. He wanted to see if the Ji Mu that Ye Zi said was really similar to himself?

He Shen looked at the time, it was three o'clock in the afternoon.

Ji Xiao's house in Shibati has been rented out, and this is his base camp, so if there are photos, it should be in this house.

But He Shen has lived here for a while, but he hasn't seen a photo of Ji Mu, which makes him have to think about it.

He Shen rummaged at home for a while but couldn't find it, but finally saw a photo album in a locked cabinet in the game room.

The photo album looks a bit old, and the packaging of the outer casing has been damaged, but the cleanliness makes it clear that the owner has cared for it carefully.

The intuition in He Shen's heart told him that this was the book, and he could confirm it as long as he opened it.

But he hesitated for a while, and put his raised hand down again.

Although the photo album is old, it is still so well preserved, Ji Xiao must cherish it very much.

Although the tip of his nose started to turn sour, He Shen still left the game room.

Because I really like it, I want to respect it. No matter what mentality Ji Xiao had before, I shouldn't touch that photo album.

But how could things be solved so easily?

The second He Shen left the room, he received an anonymous message.

The information is very concise, there is only one photo, a photo of Ji Xiao and Ji Mu together.

He Shen clicked to take a look, the boy named Ji Mu in the photo, the boy whose eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to him, the boy who was full of youth and beauty, the boy who had always lived in Ji Xiao's heart was facing him. With an innocent smile.

At that moment, He Shen's head was buzzing.

In the chest cavity, it seemed that something had burst open.

The author has something to say: I'm about to break apart, and the garbage network at home can't be uploaded for a long time! !