The scumbag lied again [System]

Ou Zaiyang felt that his whole soul had been blasted to pieces by the homemade thunder, but he couldn't move his body. The heat under his lips made him want to dig a hole with a shovel and bury himself.

Li Gengchen's side was not much better, his forehead was smashed suddenly, and the hardness inside his soft lips was also knocked over. The hot breath and moisture pried open his calm and self-sustaining shell, and the two people's rapidly beating heartbeats were completely shocked. Shatter each other's sanity...

Waiting for Qu Zaiyang to regain the right to use his body, he sat up and wiped his lips, his head seemed to be filled with alcohol and rested on his neck, and he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say. The ones with feet shrank themselves into the quilt.

Li Gengchen didn't say a word, he opened his completely clear eyes and gasped silently, a slight pain and the warm and soft moisture remained on his forehead.

Li Gengchen's opponent huddled under the quilt, and turned over like a pancake for a long time. Ou Zaiyang felt that there were hundreds of millions of ants in his body gnawing at his nerves, and he couldn't lie down on the bed like needles.

After a long while, Ou Zaiyang lifted the quilt on his forehead and sat up like a broken pot. In the pitch-black area, he could only faintly make out the silhouette of his opponent, and he didn't know if he was asleep or not.

Ou Zaiyang wanted to explain that he didn't do it on purpose just now, it was just an accident.But he couldn't utter a single word after typing out the draft. At the same time, a nameless irritability ran rampant in his body, and the calmness he recovered was shattered again.

He grabbed two handfuls of his hair, and Li Gengchen over there opened his eyes and sighed again. If he didn't say anything, neither of them would probably sleep tonight.

"Zayang, good night." Li Gengchen's tone was calm, as if he was not affected by what happened just now.

It's just being gnawed on the forehead by a buddy, what's the big deal, what's there to care about?

Ou Zaiyang pulled his hair to build himself mentally, right, based on the friendship between the two of them sleeping in the same bed every day, it's nothing to eat a mouthful, he made such a fuss.

"Good night." Ou Zaiyang tossed back some strands of hair on his forehead that had exploded, and then whispered.

Ou Zaiyang lay back on the bed again, exhaled a long breath, calmed down and hid the disappointment in his heart when he just heard good night.

I don't know how long it took, Li Gengchen opened his eyes and shook his head helplessly when he heard the sound of sleeping sound over there, he was really a heartless little bastard, he covered his forehead with his right hand and closed his eyes again.

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The next day, the two of them woke up with huge dark circles under their eyes. Ou Zaiyang's eyelids were a little sore and he couldn't open them. However, when he heard Li Gengchen calling morning, he still squinted his eyes and pulled his hair back to him: " morning!"

Li Gengchen went down first, carrying the gift box he opened in the middle of the night.

When Ou Zaiyang came back from washing his face, he caught a glimpse of the well-opened gift on his desk. The gift box was originally tied with a knotted ribbon, but now the ribbon went somewhere, and a corner of the inside was exposed from the partially closed lid. .

Li Gengchen washed faster than him. When he came back, his schoolbag was packed, and he obediently stood in front of his desk waiting for him. Ou Zaiyang forgot to unzip his schoolbag after unpacking it last night. Hang up and go outside.

After walking a couple of steps and seeing no movement behind him, he turned his head and found Li Gengchen staring at the gift box thinking, his brows were slightly frowned as if he was struggling.

"Don't go?"

Although Ou Zaiyang was more difficult than climbing Mount Everest every time he got up, Chen Si and Qin Hai only slowly got dressed on the bed when the two of them got up.

Li Gengchen struggled in front of his desk for a minute, Qin Hai yawned and got out of bed, and glanced at his desk as he passed by, his bewildered little eyes immediately became as big as copper bells: "Damn it, Yin fuck!!! Who sent you?"

Qin Hai's saliva was dripping on his feet, he leaned over and smacked his tongue from the crack of the box, so envious, Yin Yin's full set of fucking comics, he really wanted to woo woo woo...

Ou Zaiyang yawned and leaned against the door, listening to Chen Siwan asking what is silver mother. Qin Hai quietly gave him science, although he also loves Two-dimensional, but because of his parents, he has never been able to buy comics With figures, Xueshen is simply too enviable.

Chen Si didn't have much interest in these things, so he yelled and ran to wash his face, Qin Hai asked Li Gengchen a few words in a low voice, Li Gengchen hesitated and shook his head.

"Okay, I'm so hungry." Ou Zaiyang turned back and walked beside the two of them, Qin Hai was rejected and had to follow with a regretful expression to wash his face.

"Well, let's go." Li Gengchen thought for a while, then closed the lid, his eyes lingering in the box for a while before saying anything.

"What? If you want to read it, you can just take two copies and read it?" Ou Zaiyang was also speechless. This person reads comic books in class every day. Isn't it interesting that he gave him a complete set of comic books as a good tablemate?What does this person seem to be confused about?

do not like?

Li Gengchen shook his head, put the box in the closet properly and locked it, then picked up his schoolbag and went out with him.

Ou Zaiyang's eyes were even more confused: "???"

Not just a few comic books! ! !As for? ! ! !

Is it so hard to see? !

Still locked!If you dislike it, just throw it away! ! !

Ou Zaiyang was so angry that he simply ignored him, and directly pushed the door past Qin Hai who was about to come in. Li Gengchen didn't understand why this person was suddenly angry, so he silently followed.

Qin Hai: "???"

These two people fought for a long time last night, are they still not reconciled?

Ou Zaiyang was angry, and very angry, and Li Gengchen silently ate several buns before he felt something was wrong.

Li Gengchen was afraid that he would choke if he ate too much, so he bought soy milk and it was returned directly, with a cold snort.

"You eat slowly."

Ou Zaiyang frantically stuffed the buns with his hand, and looked at him with the same hamster-style cheeks, wanting to scold him: You don't care!

But he gave an indifferent oh to his worried little eyes, and slowed down the pace of gnawing the buns.

……

Li Gengchen went out for self-study in the morning, and when he came back, he took a packing bag and put it on his desk. Ou Zaiyang took a look inside, and vaguely saw a few "secret papers", "questions" and so on. typeface.

Ou Zaiyang: "???"

The confusion in his eyes was too obvious, Li Gengchen answered him directly: "Gift."

Ou Zaiyang: "???"

"Christmas present……"

Ou Zaiyang poured out the contents of the heavy bag, and four sets of freshly baked dense rolls were twisted and twisted on his desk.

He really wants to beat his chest like a gorilla!

My aunt can bear it and my uncle can't bear it!

Ou Zaiyang lowered his head and took two sharp breaths and stood up. Before Li Gengchen could sit down, he was frightened by his heaving chest.

"You...you don't like the gift I gave you! I can bear it if you don't see it in the locker! But what's going on with you? Huh?"

"Zaiyang..." Li Gengchen's mouth trying to explain was intercepted by his raised hand, and Ou Zaiyang's irritability from last night's rise came again, and his small eyes shot cold arrows.

Mo Yue stopped memorizing books with a group of people, and turned around with the textbook to see what the two big bosses were arguing about. Hearing what he said just now, the trouble was because he didn't like gifts?

Zhao Yan also asked her deskmate in a low voice: "Is there a time when Xueshen doesn't like Yangshen (the gift)?"

Mo Yue shook her head, how could she know, but: "Can you stop saying such ambiguous words?"

"Zaiyang..." Li Gengchen couldn't help but touch his forehead, it turned out he was making a fuss about this.

"Shut up!" Ou Zaiyang became angrier and more aggrieved the more he thought about it, he put in a lot of effort for the full set of comics, he was missing the earlier words before, and asked the people in the circle After inquiring about it over and over again, he finally completed it, and specially collected a few autographed copies, including two out-of-print figures that he liked so much.

He doesn't like being pulled down!

Li Gengchen didn't have time to speak, looking at Zaiyang's reddened eyes in Shangqu, he sat down on the ground after a trance.

Mo Yue, Zhao Yan and the others saw with their own eyes the sound of body rubbing and heavy objects falling to the ground in the past. The little nerd was startled by Ou Zaiyang's swift and sharp movements, and silently let out a wow.

It's been a long time since Li Gengchen was thrown to the ground by the school bully comrades, and he didn't expect that he would still feel this way at the end of the semester.

The class was attracted by this strange and familiar movement, and each of them discussed in a low voice which song was sung again?

"I don't like it." Li Gengchen explained palely, and Ou Zaiyang opened his mouth when he heard this, "Who... who cares whether you like it or not."

Shit, I obviously care about it to death.

If he sent Cheng Nan to him, he would spend all his time sending it off, regardless of whether he liked it or not.But it's not good when it comes to the mascot. I know that I am making trouble for no reason, but I just make trouble.

He just forbids that he doesn't like sending it himself.

The school bully has been domineering for so long, and he still restrains his bad temper in front of others, and vents all his anger on the mascot without holding back a single hair.

"I don't like pulling it down! Give me a hammer and a secret scroll!!"

Too perfunctory!blocked!

Li Gengchen: "..."

Facts have proved that comrade school bully's unreasonable troubles will not be coaxed well for a while.

Ou Zaiyang didn't say a word to Li Gengchen during the class, it was time to go to class and study the questions. He stuffed the four sets of secret papers in his desk pocket and pretended not to see them. During the evening self-study, he ran to the self-study room with his homework and notes.

Li Gengchen had no choice but to go to the evening study room and squat at the door of the study room to wait for people. When the people who squatted in the study room went to the dormitory one after another, he couldn't bear to walk in. He always walked in lightly and indulged in the area of ​​books. Zaiyang didn't know anything, the light above his head was turned off, and the black hair showed faint blue.

The drooping eyelashes and the deep eye sockets are only speckled with bright spots, and the slender and white hands are constantly doing calculations, while the other hand is stuffed into the mouth and is being gnawed.

Ou Zaiyang sat in the self-study room at the beginning and vented his anger by brushing the questions. After finishing the two sets, he calmed down. After calming down, he entered the stage of self-loathing. Why did he get angry at his deskmate again? Why did he get angry at him.

why? !

Some little things are just a trigger/fire/lead, just to detonate the irritability in his heart that can't find the source and the direction of the exit, the kind of possessiveness and jealousy that he has never had before, and he can't help but want to get closer but want to escape Thoughts are constantly tearing at him, once he is empty, he will be overwhelmingly stuffed with thoughts.

It's like a prison beast in shackles, unable to find the reason and can only turn around in place. It can't help but show its terrifying fangs to the closest people, trying to scare them away, but they really run away and fall into the endless quagmire Inextricable.

While brushing the questions, Ou Zaiyang remembered Ou’s mother’s previous question: “Are you alright? How are you alright? If you don’t take medicine or treatment, tear up those materials, get under the quilt and close your eyes, will you feel better?”

At that time, Zaiyang bowed his head and knelt on the carpet in the living room, with snow-white fragments all around his knees, and a series of English letters were written on the documents he tore up, among which he could never forget BipolarAffectiveDisorder.

The more you want to forget, the more you will remember it, and the more you want to get rid of it, the more you will follow it.

Ou Zaiyang tightly clenched the hand holding the signature pen, his drooping eyelids concealed the despair in his eyes, what could he keep if he went on like this?

Suddenly, Ou Zaiyang's wrist was tightly grasped by another hand, and that hand pulled hard, and Ou Zaiyang was pulled up uncontrollably.

"Hula—" the swivel chair was pushed back by Diu Zaiyang.

Ou Zaiyang's eyes were cloudy, he couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, and before he could see clearly, the person holding his hand pulled his arm and brought him into his arms.

There are only two shadows stuck together on the floor of the huge and empty study room.

Li Gengchen didn't hold his other hand and slowly caressed Qu Zaiyang's back. There was a table between the two of them, their hips were a little tight, but the only thing he cared about was the warmth gushing from each other's ears. With a heartbeat that cannot be concealed.

"It's because I like it too much and I can't bear to show it, it's because I like it too much and don't want to show it to others."

"Zai Yang, I really like everything you gave me."

Li Gengchen's close voice was deep and gentle, he said similar words many times, but it seemed that he hadn't remembered it yet.

It's okay, he said it again.

Ou Zaiyang pressed his forehead against his collarbone, closed his eyes with trembling eyelids, and showed a bitter smile on his mouth.

What about giving yourself to you?

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BipolarDisorder (BP): bipolar disorder.

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