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Xiao Heng's thinking has never been evaluated by the standards of normal people. Chi Yange knows this. He didn't want to anger the man, but he was so entangled by him during this period of time that he couldn't choose what to say. Instead, he locked himself in this small world and couldn't get out.

The disparity in strength makes people desperate, and Chi Yange doesn't know where he got so much strength. The man looks pale and thin, but it seems to contain infinite strength. Chi Yange, who is 1.8 meters five, can be beaten by him Pressed against the wall and unable to move.

There was a burning pain on the lips, and kissing was no longer a romantic activity, but more like a punishment, or a vent of anger.

Between the lips and teeth is the young man's curse, which is hidden in pain, but the voice is intermittent, weak and unspeakable, the young man is about to give up resistance, and he can only hope that he will be more gentle and not bite his lip until it is bloody. He was thankful for not being able to see anyone.

Strange to say, in the past, even during that period of imprisonment, Xiao Heng was extremely patient with his fierce resistance, and he was always very tempered when he was unilaterally handcuffed and did not cooperate at all. Well, there's an eerie tenderness to the forced sex thing.

But now he seems to be a completely different person, his movements are rough and hasty, occupying his breath like a beast, but his eyes seem to be full of water, looking aggrieved and innocent, as if he is himself being forced at this moment .

After Chi Yange leaned against the wall resignedly and stopped resisting, he felt that the man's kiss gradually became softer, as if being flattered by his submissive movements, Xiao Heng was so pleasantly surprised that he lightly pecked his lips, and even used The tip of his tongue gently licked away the blood on his bitten lip.

Chi Yange couldn't stand him anymore.

"hiss--"

Although the tip of the tongue was soft, it still hurt so much when it touched the injured place that the young man gasped, "Get out, don't touch me."

His voice was not loud enough, nor clear enough, it was more like an inadvertent whisper, and the listeners didn't take it seriously.

Seeing that his body no longer resisted, the man flashed a look of surprise and joy in his eyes, held his face, as if treating some rare treasure, slowly pressed his lips on his uninjured cheek, and said softly, "sorry."

Chi Yange closed his eyes and ignored him.

He had consumed too much physical strength just now, and the air that was captured was too much. Even if he couldn't see it now, he could imagine that his face must be flushed due to lack of oxygen, and his lips were bitten so hard that he couldn't see. , embarrassed.

The young man closed his eyes quietly like a wood carving, just panting heavily to calm himself down from the lack of oxygen, his Adam's apple twitched.

Xiao Heng stared at him obsessively for a few seconds, lowered his head, and pressed his lips obsessively on his protruding Adam's apple.

And when Chi Yange regained his physical strength for a moment and realized what the touch on his neck was, his body stiffened for a moment, then he pushed him away forcefully in the next second, and then punched the man in the face without mercy .

"I fucking told you not to touch me!"

This time the voice was loud enough and clear enough, Chi Yange sucked in the air-conditioning, his lips were aching, but he couldn't suppress the anger all over his body.

It's not enough for this person to take advantage once, but he wants to take advantage of it twice?Do you really think he is a sick kitten?

The man's tall figure staggered a few steps, Chi Yange only backed away, fearing that he would fall on him and hurt him, but Xiao Heng quickly stood firm, because a trace of disappointment flashed in his backing eyes.

Xiao Heng bowed slightly, with the back of his cold hand covering the corner of his mouth that had just been hit, and when he put it down, he could clearly see that his skin was immediately covered with bruises.Because there were blood stains beside it, he also looked extraordinarily oozing.

There was blood on the corners of the pale and handsome man's lips, and even the bruises at the corners of his mouth looked strange. A pair of eyes stared at him quietly, almost wanting to swallow him into his stomach, with an almost distorted possessive desire.

Chi Yange was scared, he was really scared of Xiao Heng.

How many normal people are not afraid of madmen?What's more, he is still a lunatic who is rich and powerful.

"Leave me alone."

He has never been a submissive person, but facing Xiao Heng, Chi Yange was really desperate, "Who do you want? Why do you just stare at me? Are you unwilling to let me go even if I die?" ? I'm just an ordinary person, I can't accompany you, don't follow me, okay, let me live this life in peace."

His lips hurt, his back also hurt from being rubbed, his chest seemed to be tightly held by an invisible hand, and he was almost overwhelmed by the invisible pressure.

Especially when I saw the man's sad eyes that seemed to be real, my heart still hurt a bit.

"Yin Shi, do you really hate me that much?" Xiao Heng's voice became hoarse, his voice had a tear-like texture, as fragile as a fragile product.

He didn't feel any pain when he was pushed away, but just now when Chi Yange begged himself to let him go in such a humble tone, he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly stand up.

He just wanted to hug his lover who could joke with him as before, even if he just watched from afar.Instead, guarding a cold corpse.

Chi Yange leaned against the wall, panting heavily, he deliberately didn't let his eyes meet the man's face.

He will soften his heart.

No matter how much you hate what a man has done, you have to admit that the previous relationship cannot be faked.He once loved the person in front of him so much, when he made up his mind to leave him, it was like breaking one of his own hands with his own hands.

But he didn't want to continue such a twisted life anymore, Chi Yange raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and said softly, "Xiao Heng, forget it."

"..."

"Not everything can be made up for with a fluffy sorry." The young man's voice was not loud, but every word and sentence was very clear, echoing in the small rest room, "After I escaped, didn't you Have you been stumbling me too? All crews don’t want me, all producers hear my name as if they have seen the plague, and even when they go to commercial performances, the organizers are afraid of offending you. I was kicked out. I was really desperate during that time, and Jiang Liu was the only one who took me in. We filmed together and made many friends together. Even if we didn’t have a lot of money, we were so poor that we lived in a small house of twenty square meters. I haven't regretted it either. But what?"

The corners of Chi Yange's lips curled up in a sarcasm, and he said, "We worked so hard. How many days have we worked so hard to make a movie that can't be released just because you said a word. So many movie theaters dare not accept it." , Jiang Liu and I went to ask for it, and would rather pay for the screening, but even that would not work, because you, Mr. Xiao, have let go, who dares to take the limelight to help us? The film lost everything in the end, and it was hard to put it together The cast and crew that came out also dispersed."

If Jiang hadn't stayed home to borrow money at that time, he thought they would have been chased by the creditors until they could not even live in the house.

When Chi Yange talked about these memories, he had a very strange feeling, as if he had made up all of this, but all of these actually happened.

How absurd, it is the person who claims to love him the most, but drives him to a desperate situation.

He was forced to be hidden by the company amidst those exaggerated scandals and swearing, and even a group of people who helped him were so tired that they had bad luck. No wonder so many people said he was a bastard, and no good results were found anywhere. Everyone stay away from him.

But it was the most difficult time, when he was rejected by everyone, it was Jiang Liu who helped him.

He couldn't go to other places to act, so Jiang Liu left him to act in his own crew. Even if he couldn't get those films to be released, he was willing to invest money in them.Without an investor, Jiang Liu invested money in those black hole-like movies with no return.

Jiang Liu's family is a very wealthy family, so it is not that difficult in terms of funds, but Chi Yange can also tell from his tired face every time he comes back from home that he is not having a good time at home.

That's right, my son took the money to train an actor who was hidden in the snow. Even his parents who loved him would hate him and think he was a prodigal son, but Jiang Liu never told him this.

He only said, "As long as you are willing to act, I will continue to act with you."

He and Jiang Liu probably share this kind of relationship.

They have been filming together for more than three years, and none of the movies can be released, but they have tried their best to exhaust every effort for the ideal in their hearts. In fact, he and Jiang Liu are more like family members who depend on each other.

It is impossible for Chi Yange to alienate Jiang Liu because of Xiao Heng's unreasonable guess, and it is even more impossible for him to do anything to Jiang Liu because of this.

But Xiao Heng couldn't refute his tearful statement. He was too immature before and used the wrong method.

"I just, just want you back..."

At that time, he just thought that if Yin Shi couldn't get along, he would obediently come back to him.

But this tug-of-war has lasted for three years, and there is still no result.Yin Shi's bones are too hard, he can't learn to bend over, no matter how hard life is, he never gives in to him, and always treats him coldly, and he also silently competes with Yin Shi in this silent smoke .

But when he finally wanted to ease the relationship with the young man and stop forcing him, what he saw was obituaries all over the entertainment headlines.Everyone was talking about the news of Yin Shi's death. His lover who never gave in to him died on a snowy night.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the light gradually dimmed. Occasionally, a ray of afterglow from the setting sun shone through the glass window, reflecting a little glint of water.

Chi Yange just looked up, then was stunned, and there was a calm atmosphere in the air.

The watery light came from the man's eyes, and the long tears rolled down, leaving transparent traces on the thin cheeks. Xiao Heng covered his face and wept silently, his whole body was trembling, and a part of his slender neck was exposed. It's as fragile as a bamboo that can break at a snap.

"I'm sorry, Xiao, I'm sorry..." He choked up.

The guilt and regret of these years broke the embankment, Xiao Heng couldn't forgive himself, he couldn't forgive the self who caused his lover to die of hunger and cold.

Chi Yange was right, he really didn't have the right to question his relationship with Jiang Liu now.

[The author has something to say]: Speaking of ruining the atmosphere, Xiao Dazhu hoof thought that Xiao Chi starved to death in his previous life, and Jiang Liu thought Xiao Chi died of freezing in his previous life.They both felt sorry for Xiao Chi, especially Xiao Da Zhu Trotter, he thought that he had caused Xiao Chi to be like this.

Brother Chi: I'll say it again, I drank too much!Drank too much!