Brother Yuchen said "I love you" to me.

Brother Yuchen kissed me in front of Ah Zheng.

The world is disconnected.

As soon as my legs were weak, I was about to fall. Brother Yuchen, who was holding me, realized it and helped me in time.

"Brother, Ah Zheng and I, we are..."

"Xiaoyu, I've always loved you, since many years ago." Brother Yuchen's appearance is not a joke at all, but how can I accept this?

I always thought that Brother Yuchen was just caring and loving for my sister. I thought I was a wishful crush. I thought that Brother Yuchen never loved me, so I was mentally prepared early in the morning that this hopeless love would eventually end. I put down my love for him and accepted Ah Zheng without any psychological burden.Now you're telling me it's all wrong, want to go back and do it all over again?

This sudden shock left me stunned and unable to make a decision.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Ah Zheng turned around and left.

On the one hand, there is Brother Yuchen, who I have loved for many years and gave up because of misunderstanding, and now I regret it;

New love and old love are hard to break. I never thought that this kind of thing would happen to me.I, who have a clear conscience in doing things, really obeyed my father's sentence of playing with men?

Hey wait, when did father say that about me?Forget it doesn't matter now.If you make a decision, it can't be considered a game.

"Brother, can you wait for me here for a while?"

Brother Yuchen didn't speak, just grabbed my shoulder tightly.

"Brother, I promise I will come back to you, I have to give Ah Zheng an explanation, let me go." Probably my tough attitude played a role, Brother Yuchen slowly let go.

He walked to the side of the rest chair and sat down, waved his hand at me to signal me to leave, his desolate appearance appeared even more decadent.As soon as my heart softened, I wanted to go to comfort him, but in the end I gritted my teeth and ran away.

There were not many people on the path that Ah Zheng walked, and I saw the red head from a distance, and I finally caught up with him after running all the way. I grabbed his sleeve and refused to let go, fearing that he would leave me again and leave.

I panted and looked at Ah Zheng, my face was so gloomy that it could explode at any time.

"I'm not trying to abandon you, nor is I trying to force you to make a decision." Ah Zheng spit out this sentence very slowly, he was trying to restrain himself, "I'm afraid I will do something."

Tears welled up in an instant.Obviously it's a bad situation for him, isn't it?He knows that I love brother Yuchen, and that I gave up because of a misunderstanding. Now that brother Yuchen says he loves me, he is not afraid that I will immediately turn my back on him and refuse to admit that he has been abandoned. Why don't you think about not doing anything to make it difficult for me?

"Are you stupid?"

"Because I love you." Ah Zheng eased his face and wiped away my tears.Even on the day he confessed to me, he didn't say these words, was he provoked by Brother Yuchen?

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you do it. I will probably be subdued immediately." Ah Zheng's self-knowledge on this point made me laugh out loud. Tears were still on my eyes. Crying and laughing is really ugly. I complained. Looking over, Ah Zheng showed a slight smile.

"What I'm afraid of is not fighting with Xie Yuchen, but fighting with him will make you feel cold, and I will be at a disadvantage. It's not as good as it is now, making you think I'm more considerate."

"Aren't you afraid that I won't be moved if you say it like that?"

"It's not your touch that I want, Ah Yu." Ah Zheng tapped my forehead lightly, and stroked my cheek with one hand.

"It's just a layout. I want to win this round."

"What's the layout? What if I don't come after you?"

"You will come, you must come." Ah Zheng knew that I would definitely come after him, whether it was to give him an explanation or for my own peace of mind.

"But really, Ah Zheng, for a moment, I hesitated when I saw Brother Yuchen's appearance." Although it was hurtful, I had to admit it to Ah Zheng.

"Even if you don't come after me now, I believe that you will not make a hasty decision without giving me a chance. I believe that you will not perfunctory me. No matter what, she is the woman I fancy."

"Your tone of beating is really, really... Really, I'm not worth it for you." I hugged Ah Zheng and buried my head in his arms, not letting myself cry again, "I'm sorry, but now I have met you. to something like this."

Ah Zheng patted my head and asked, "Will you come back?"

"Yeah!" I nodded vigorously, "Brother Yuchen's appearance has many doubts, I went to confirm his condition, and he will go back after he is settled."

"I'm waiting for you."

Ah Zheng's rationality and thoughtfulness saved me a lot of trouble, and even my messy mood was calmed down by his trust.In contrast, brother Yuchen didn't look like an adult.I don't want to blame him. Brother Yuchen has been in charge of Jie's family since he was 8 years old. He has always handled things skillfully and smoothly. He has never said anything like this today. I am worried that he has experienced some major setbacks.

If brother Yuchen really started loving me many years ago, and he has forbeared it and even kept it from me for so many years, it will naturally hinder Xie's status as the head of the family.I have been missing for almost two years and he suddenly found me. Of course there is a surprise, but before he is not sure whether he can take me back, with brother Yuchen's prudence, he has always considered me, and he will never rashly express his feelings to me .Could it be that Xie's family has collapsed?

Brother Yuchen was still sitting where I was when I went back, his sad and dejected appearance made him look a lot older when viewed from the side.Seeing me come back, Brother Yuchen smiled apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, I made it difficult for you."

"Brother, let's not talk about that first. When and how did you come here?"

"Last night, as soon as I woke up, I was at a street corner." Brother Yuchen seemed about to say something, but hesitated for a while, and finally only answered my question.

"Then how did you make yourself like this? The Xie family really collapsed? Did the Huo family stab you from behind?"

"What do you think, of course not."

"What's the matter?"

Brother Yuchen was silent, and I didn't rush him.If he wants to say it, he will say it naturally, but if he doesn't want to say that there is nothing I can do.In the end, Brother Yuchen bypassed this problem.

"Xiaoyu, you have changed a lot. You have acquired the strength of Akashi Seijuro."

"Eh? Is there, really? That's not good, Ah Zheng is always scary, I don't want to be like that."

Brother Yuchen smiled wryly, and said, "You used to be submissive to me, and I was still sad, and now I can't go back even if I want to."

"...Brother, find a place to live first, let's go."

Brother Yuchen and I were silent all the way, and I didn't have much money, so I could only find a cheap small hotel for Brother Yuchen, a single room.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, I did something wrong." After entering the room and sitting down, Brother Yuchen said this abruptly.

"Brother, what do you mean?" My intuition told me that brother Yuchen's apology was not as simple as kissing me in front of Ah Zheng.

However, no matter how much I begged, brother Yuchen refused to explain.The stalemate lasted until dark, I went out to buy some simple food, and I also picked out clothes that fit brother Yuchen to change for him, but the stalemate remained after that.

"Brother, it's getting late, I have to go back." It was past nine o'clock, and the three of them would be in a hurry if they didn't go back to Akashi's house.

"Xiaoyu." The moment I left the seat, Brother Yuchen grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the chair.

"If I give up the Kai family and stay here, will you give up Akashi Seijuro?"

"Brother, what do you know?" Brother Yuchen dared to say that he would give up the Xie family and stay, so he must know how to keep himself in this world and not go back, and he probably knows how to go back.

"If I knew how to go back, would you go back with me?" Brother Yuchen seemed to have just changed the way of asking, but there seemed to be something wrong.

"I don't know if I can really say goodbye to Ah Zheng, but even if there is a little hope, I want to go back and see my father. My unfilial daughter disappeared for no reason. What should he do? Brother, is my father okay?"

"Xiaoyu..." Brother Yuchen looked at me with a strange expression, he was embarrassed for a while, and asked me, "How old are you now?"

I opened the door, and it was pitch black from the entrance to the living room.Of course, at one o'clock in the morning, uncles and aunts must have already gone to bed, I was afraid that Ah Zheng would still refuse to rest because of the phrase "I'll wait for you".

He tiptoed up the stairs and knocked on Ah Zheng's door lightly, but there was no response.I unscrewed the doorknob and opened a small crack, and the room was pitch black.

Ah Zheng was already asleep.On the way back, I kept praying that Ah Zheng would not wait for me to go to sleep, and let me slow down before facing his anger in the morning. Now I really saw that Ah Zheng didn’t care about me sleeping, but his heart was full of grievances. Considering that I have nowhere to complain in the dark, I would rather see Ah Zheng get angry with me.

I decided to arrest Ah Zheng.

I walked into the room softly and closed the door. Immediately, one arm was twisted and I turned back and pressed against the door panel, and my mouth was covered at the same time.I'm familiar with Ah Zheng's smell, so I'm not alarmed, but I don't know what he means.Ah Zheng's breathing was right next to my ears, a little heavy and depressing. After a while, he slowly loosened his grip on me.

"Keep down, I don't want to wake them up." Ah Zheng whispered, I nodded, and he let me go.

Turning on the small table lamp beside the bed, Ah Zheng sat by the bed and looked at me with a look of... annoyed?

Things were messy and I didn't have a clue, I didn't know where to start to explain better, so I had to say first: "I didn't mean it."

Ah Zheng looked at me with a complicated expression, hesitant to speak.

"Brother Yuchen said something I was very concerned about but didn't explain it. I was in a stalemate with him until after nine o'clock and was about to leave, but he asked me if I could go back with him. I found something was wrong. After confronting him, I found many problems. It was 12 o'clock. Brother Yuchen didn't want me to leave, so I insisted on running out, so he followed me far behind and sent me back, above."

"Is there any more?" Ah Zheng lowered his voice, sounding a little hoarse.

"I promise nothing happened, not even a kiss, I won't mess around."

"I know, since you dare to come back, of course you have nothing." A Zheng pressed his forehead with one hand, and hung his head in confusion.

"Then you want to hear what's the problem?"

"I don't want to hear it!" Ah Zheng yelled out in a low voice, and I obediently knelt down next to him on the bed and confessed my mistake.

"I'm sorry, I know you're angry, I shouldn't try to argue even though I know I'm wrong."

"..." Ah Zheng's words were on top of mine, I didn't hear clearly, I was about to ask him, when he suddenly approached, grabbed my shoulder and pulled me over, turned over and pushed me down on the bed.

"You don't know! Ah Yu, do you think I'm rational enough to stay like this afternoon? Do you think I'm rational enough to know that nothing happened so I don't mind you staying together? I want to kill you, you know? Stay in the middle of the night What do you think of me around another man? I've always wanted you, you know?"

Ah Zheng's series of questions confused me, and I forgot the pain in my jaw that was pinched by Ah Zheng.Sure enough, it still pushed Ah Zheng's bottom line, and it made him annoyed to the point of being irritable.I decided to take a gamble and try to appease Ah Zheng with that incident.

"It doesn't matter whether we have the pressure to relieve the family or we don't have the courage. We have already missed it, so let's miss it. I told Brother Yuchen that way. Because Brother Yuchen is actually in a mess right now, I'm worried that he might be agitated or It’s like during the day when I didn’t care about anything, so I told him.” I cheered on myself again for my psychological construction, but I was still embarrassed to look directly at Ah Zheng, tilted my head, and said with a blushing face: “ I said I'm already yours."

Ah Zheng's hand pinching my chin tightened suddenly, and the other hand punched my ear, sinking into the soft bed.

"You still mess with me!"

"If you think the timing is right now, then I can. By the way, I also promised Brother Yuchen to meet him at noon."

"A Yu, you..." Ah Zheng was so angry that he couldn't let go, let go of the support and pressed the weight of his whole body up, and kissed me almost like crazy, biting my lip full of bloody smell Open, the last bite was hard on my shoulder, and the bite was not finished until the internal bleeding.I gritted my teeth and endured the pain and didn't dare to cry out, for fear of disturbing the uncles and aunts in the opposite room, and even more afraid of offending the angry Lord Demon King again.

After Ah Zheng let me go, his face was still full of gloomy displeasure. I made such a big sacrifice and didn’t show face. With a stagnant face, he immediately rolled up Ah Zheng's quilt and slept like a silkworm baby.

In the end, Ah Zheng just sighed helplessly and went to my room by himself.

When I woke up, my shoulders and lips were swollen, and I was woken up by my aunt in Ah Zheng's room. I was embarrassed and huddled under the quilt and refused to come out.Fortunately, Ah Zheng finally calmed down, came out to relieve me, and personally made sandwiches, warmed milk, and applied ointment for me.

Ah Zheng wants to go with me to see Brother Yuchen, and that's exactly what I intend to do, I need Ah Zheng to help me get some words from Brother Yuchen.Although I found many questions yesterday, Brother Yuchen avoided answering them.Some things are easy to talk about, and some things, such as my father, I must find out.

On the way to find Brother Yuchen, I explained the strange situation to Ah Zheng.

Brother Yuchen is three years older than me, I am 20 now, he should be 23 naturally, but Brother Yuchen claims to be 27 years old, but says I should be 21 years old.This complicated and chaotic situation made me dizzy. After traveling through space, time spanning finally appeared, and we can all go to perfect the wormhole theory.

Ah Zheng refused to comment on my narration, and only said that he would ask Brother Yuchen face to face.As a result, the two of them secretly talked and left me aside.Are you going to start with falling in love and killing each other, and then kick me out as a good friend who is in the way?

What's even more bleak is that the two of them unified their caliber when I couldn't intervene, and joined forces to deceive me.Brother Yuchen learned from some old monster (Uncle Wu Erbai was shot innocently) how to deceive people with a part of the truth, and told me the part that is peaceful, peaceful, logical and not afraid of scrutiny, even though my intuition strongly shows that there is something wrong with it. Something is wrong, but I just can't find it.

From A Zheng, if I can get the words out of A Zheng's mouth, I don't have to expect A Zheng to help me get Brother Yuchen's words.In just one day, Brother Yuchen changed back to his familiar appearance. If he hadn’t invited me to leave Ah Zheng to go with him before he left, and after Ah Zheng refused me sternly, he would make me understand that he loves me more , I have to selectively forget this trouble.

Yes, brother Yuchen is gone, he said he couldn't stay here any longer and went to Beijing.His sudden appearance gave me a big burden, and he suddenly left without doing anything, leaving me in a mystery that I couldn't get out of. What exactly is he trying to do?

As an accomplice, Ah Zheng pinched me again, which made me realize more deeply that this is a class enemy. I hated him for several days. It was not until I returned to the capital and returned to my life as a nanny that I gradually let go of this resentment.Ah Zheng also confessed to me that brother Yuchen just asked him if he wanted to destroy his current life, but he denied it, and didn't ask about other things.

Going around in life but still returning to the old way, of course, it would be better if I didn't find that Ah Zheng was reading all kinds of books that seemed to be for special purposes.Ever since Ah Zheng said that he really wanted me, he didn't hide his passion/desire in front of me anymore, although I can understand, but the only time I got to that point, I still ran away.

Give me 1 minute to prepare in my heart, just give me 30 seconds, anyway, I can't prepare well, and it's not bad.

I thought that life would continue to be stable like this, and I would get used to it after a few more times, and I would eat it up for Ah Zheng.What broke this tranquility ahead of time was a necklace given to me by brother Yuchen.

A plain cross pendant necklace with a spar set in the center of the front and engraved in tiny letters on the back:

Akashi Seijyuurou.

The author has something to say: I made Xiaohua a tragedy with deep love

I obviously wanted to abuse Akashi, but in the end I turned into abuse of Hana (although it doesn’t seem to be abused much?) Why? /(ㄒoㄒ)/

Originally, Zhang Xiaohua was released, but no matter how you look at it, it feels like a posthumous photo. Forgive me, Xiaohua!

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