Shanghai 29℃

Dazed and drugged, Chi Yuwan was guarded by several aunts in turn. She heard the movement outside very clearly, and even couldn't help laughing when she heard "Take three pills".

"How can you still laugh? Chi Yuwan, how can you still laugh now?" Xiaochi Yuwan returned to the mirror, looking very weak, as if he had spent most of his energy.

Chi Yuwan wasn't much better, but at least her hair and clothes looked neater. She turned her head and walked to the mirror, looked down at the stubborn and terrifying self, and suddenly laughed again.

"What are you laughing at?" Xiaochi Yuwan was very angry.

"I laugh at our sadness." Chi Yuwan turned around in a circle, and in the surrounding mirrors, various scenes were still being shown, real, imaginary, present, past, and future Yes, it looks majestic and terrifying.

"Do you want to commit suicide, Chi Yuwan?" After pondering, Xiaochi Yuwan finally said that word.

Chi Yuwan's complexion changed, and she turned her back to prevent Xiao Chi Yuwan from seeing her expression. Her eyes were full of gloom, but she smiled and said, "The day Xu Mo became my attending doctor, he told me that mentally ill Most of them will come to this point, but he has been instilling some ideas in me, which makes me look down on this kind of cowardly behavior now."

"Oh, is it?" Xiaochi Yu Wan touched his heart, and suddenly pressed hard, "Then why are you beating so fast here?"

Chi Yuwan shrank in pain, she didn't want to be affected by Yuwan Xiaochi, but she didn't have the strength to get out of the black hole of the mirror, so she could only wait.

"It's up to me, this is my body, not yours." Chi Yuwan sat down cross-legged, closed his eyes and began to rest.

Xiao Chi Yuwan seemed to have found a way to torture her, and kept pressing his fingers on her heart. In this way, Chi Yuwan was in pain, and she was also in pain, but if he could make Chi Yuwan hurt, she was already very happy.

The mobile phone in her pocket suddenly rang, and an aunt helped Chi Yuwan take out the mobile phone to take a look, and said in a puzzled tone, "Husband? Oh, it's this girl's husband who is calling!"

"Let me pick it up, let me make it clear, oops, I have to hurry up and pick him up, it's Chinese New Year..."

no!Can't let Xu Mianji come over!

Chi Yuwan opened his eyes suddenly, and sat up straight with a shock. The aunt who was holding the mobile phone almost didn't scream ghosts. She quickly snatched the mobile phone back, and hung up the phone with a swipe.

"Girl, are you feeling better?" The aunt waved her hand in front of Chi Yuwan's eyes.

"It's much better, auntie, thank you." Chi Yuwan stood up and bowed to everyone, and ran out as if fleeing, and quickly got into a taxi, his heart beating so fast that he could jump out of his throat at any time , from the chest to the top is swollen and full, very uncomfortable.

But anyway, she defeated the inner demon again.

When she got home, Xu Mianji stood at the door of Fu Xilin's house and waited for her, with her head lowered to play with her mobile phone, a few strands of hair on top of her head were still playfully curled, probably messed up while sleeping, and she didn't tidy up after waking up.

Chi Yuwan walked over with heavy steps, and when he got in front of Xu Mianji, he turned into a relaxed expression, "Mengmeng."

Xu Mianji raised her head, put away her phone immediately, and took her hand into Fu Xilin's house, "I got off work early today, aren't you busy during the Chinese New Year?"

"There's been a lot of news recently, but the station said I'm inexperienced and didn't let me go out to follow the news." After Chi Yuwan came back from vacation, his workload was indeed much lighter.

"The winter vacation is coming to an end, you just have to stick to it for a few more days. I've already bought the air ticket back to Shanghai." Xu Mianji looks like a leisurely home from head to toe, and this period of recuperation has almost turned her into a One salted egg.

"What are your plans for the future?"

Chi Yuwan didn't want to ask too many questions, but she couldn't help being curious and worried.

Xu Mianji patted her forehead, "You will know when the time comes."

Selling this kind of trick, apart from making Chi Yuwan more worried, has no additional effect.

But Xu Mianji didn't know this, she just wanted to surprise Chi Yuwan.

Taking advantage of Chi Yuwan's busy internship, Fu Xilin pestered Chi Yuwan to write the script every day whenever she had the chance, causing her to stay up for several nights, and finally finished the script before she and Xu Mianji returned to Shanghai.

"I will never ask you to cooperate again, take your time." Fu Xilin acted like a good boy when he got a bargain, and began to complain about Chi Yuwan's slow speed as soon as he got the script.

"Get lost." Xu Mianji stared at him coldly.

Chi Yuwan was sorting out her internship certificate, and carefully put it away, along with the book that Bai Weixian gave her.

Yang Ziye sent them to the airport, and together with Fu Xilin watched them go through the security check before taking his little daughter-in-law home who had been wronged and yelled at, and closed the door to coax them.

Before the plane took off, Chi Yuwan suddenly felt a little dazed. Subconsciously, he took out the medicine bottle from his pocket, poured a few pills into his palm, and swallowed them directly with his eyes closed. When his brows relaxed, he sank again Fell asleep.

Xu Mianji pretended not to notice, she didn't even want to take a peek at what was written on the medicine bottle, she just silently clenched her fists and let them go again.

everything will get better.

Really.

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After the start of the school year, Wanwan successfully passed the entrance examination and was admitted to the news group headed by Chi Yuwan. After more than a year of hard work by the members of the group, the small group at the beginning has developed into a news research center directly under the college. Many new members were recruited.

As if catching up with the spring breeze of the motherland's reform, Wanwan easily stepped over to Chi Yuwan's side and became her assistant.

The two of them often talk about Xu Mianji while doing business in the research center, chat about the gossip about Xu Mianji and Xun Xia on the Internet, talk about Xu Mianji's upcoming press conference, and talk about how he can catch up with Xu Mianji possibility.

In the end, Wanwan threw the pen away, "I want to give up, about throwing my husband down."

Chi Yuwan's hand paused, and he said while writing, "I don't understand."

"Actually, I can't tell the difference between chasing stars and chasing people. I obviously like her, but if I just regard her as a star, then I will probably be much more relaxed." Wanwan was a little sad, "But I want to be with her She is together, which causes me to treat her as my lover, which takes a lot of my feelings."

Chi Yuwan didn't realize until now that chasing a star is still such a complicated problem.

"No wonder I haven't seen you with others before." Chi Yuwan knew that Wanwan actually rejected many boys and girls in the school. She thought she wanted to concentrate on her studies, but she didn't expect that she wanted to concentrate on chasing Xu Mianji.

"Wan Wan, to be honest, do you think I'll stick to it?" Her crooked fingers scratched at the table, trying to show her struggle at the moment.

Chi Yuwan also put down her pen. She has studied this issue for many years, but the subjects are different. The possibility of Wanwan and Xu Mianji is very small, but she is not a person who will easily persuade others to give up.

After all, she herself is the best proof of persistence.

If it wasn't for her persistence, if it wasn't for her persistence, she might not even have the chance to see Xu Mianji again.

"Wanwan, until you meet someone you like more than Xu Mianji, you'd better keep going, in case you succeed." Chi Yuwan smiled slightly.

"My dear!" Wanwan flew over and hugged Chi Yuwan, rubbing his face on her chest, "Oh, to be honest, I still have feelings for you."

Chi Yuwan immediately became quiet, looked at her as if she was facing a formidable enemy, laughed, and continued to write the manuscript without denying or admitting anything.

When he got out of the office, Wanwan pulled down the zipper of his down jacket, squinted his eyes like a lazy cat in the sun, "It's a nice day today."

"Where did you learn the accent again?" Chi Yuwan turned her head and laughed at her. Wanwan's speech is less and less Shanghainese now, but she always changes into the tones of various local dialects.

"Nowhere." Wanwan suddenly took Chi Yuwan's hand, with surprise in his eyes, "Wanwan, someone wants to confess his love tonight, did you read it on Weibo?"

"Confession?" Chi Yuwan remembered that he hadn't checked Weibo for several days, and shook his head, "I haven't heard of it."

"It's a class in the law department who said he likes a girl in the class next door. He wants to hold a grand confession ceremony in the playground tonight. He also applied to the school to borrow the venue, and the principal actually agreed to him hahaha..."

"Confession..." Chi Yuwan had never experienced such a romantic scene, it seemed that a hundred flowers bloomed in front of her eyes, which made her fascinated, "Then go and see."

"I've seen the boy's picture, he looks pretty good..."

After dinner, Wan Wan dragged Chi Yuwan to the playground almost at the speed of running, grabbed the VVIP seat in the front row before the audience behind, and stood excitedly in front of the unlit candles deal.

Chi Yuwan looked around, and there were quite a few people who came to see the excitement, and there were a few people who were arranging the venue, flowers, candles, piano, balloons, and a bunch of lemons.

"That girl likes to eat lemons, her skin is so white." Wanwan saw Chi Yuwan's gaze fell on the lemons, and explained to her in time.

When people slowly surrounded the entire venue, the male protagonist who wanted to confess finally arrived wearing a white suit, and the crowd automatically made way for him, watching him nervously wipe the sweat from his palms on his clothes. sweat.

"Come on! Brother!" A boy in the crowd shouted at him.

"Thank you, thank you." The boy turned his head and smiled gratefully, with a handsome appearance, which is the type that girls like most at the moment.

The boy took the lighter and bent down to light the candles himself. I heard that there were 99 candles in total. When he lit in front of Chi Yuwan, Chi Yuwan subconsciously stepped back.

The boy looked up at Chi Yuwan in surprise, thinking she was rejecting something, Chi Yuwan quickly smiled at him, and the boy went on to light the candles.

Chi Yuwan is now more and more repelling getting too close to boys, she interprets this as her sexual orientation is gradually undergoing a fundamental change.

Someone yelled, "Here we come! We come! Get ready!"

The flickering flame of the candle illuminated Chi Yuwan's eyes. She lowered her head and quietly watched the flame of the candle swaying in the wind. When she was in a trance, a smell of perfume floated by her side, and she subconsciously looked at it.

She is a very beautiful girl, obviously well-groomed, a little shy, but she looks proud and confident when facing boys.

Chi Yuwan likes this kind of girl the most.

The boy was nervous and speechless, but slowly put his hands on the piano, and then played a wedding march to the girl, and the scene exploded in an instant.

"Is this a fucking confession? This is a marriage proposal!"

The sound of the piano was gentle and pleasant, and flowing water flowed into the center of the brain. Chi Yuwan's eyes moved slightly, and his eyes were fixed on the boy's hands as warm as jade.

"Damn it! Wanwan! These young people are too good at playing!" Wanwan grabbed Chi Yuwan's arm and dangled, "No! I want to go back and learn a piano piece for my husband!"

Chi Yuwan tilted his head and looked at Wanwan, "Can you play the piano?"

"I'm tenth grade!"

that would be great.

Chi Yuwan coincides with Wanwan, she has never learned the piano, but she is willing to learn a piano piece for Xu Mianji, and then play it to her at the wedding.

The confession over there was still going on, and Chi Yuwan looked at it, as if his eyes were burned by the candlelight, and his eyes gradually became moist.

In fact, she has seen such a romantic scene before, on a rooftop in a small county town.

She has met the most romantic and gentle person in the world, and that person also promised to give her the grandest wedding.

And she has been waiting.

Back at the villa at night, when Chi Yuwan saw the lights in the room, he was overjoyed. He thought it was Xu Mianji who had returned, but when he opened the door, he saw Jinshan carrying a suitcase.

The two looked at each other, both a little surprised, Jin Shan said first, "I'm here to get some clothes for Sleeping Season, the weather has gotten warmer recently, and she can't even wear the clothes she brought to the set."

Chi Yuwan blinked in a daze, and then realized that Xu Mianji had been in the crew for two weeks.

"Then...how did the movie go?" Chi Yuwan didn't know what to say, her heart was empty at the moment, but she had to say something to prove that she was still alive.

"Your script is well written, so of course she has to take it seriously. This time the heroine was brought in by an investor, but she is a professional actor, so you don't have to worry." Jin Shan put down the box and walked to the pool in a few steps. In front of Yu Wan, he suddenly raised his arms and hugged her.

Chi Yuwan froze all over.

"I know that Sleeping Season is not here. It must be uncomfortable for you to live in such a big house by yourself, but don't worry, the preparations for this film are relatively comprehensive, even though the project is relatively large, but the filming will definitely be finished in two or three months. She will soon Will be back."

"Well, thank you Sister Shan." Chi Yuwan lowered his eyes, watching Jin Shan pull the box and leave, and when the door closed, his body softened and fell backwards.

It hit the back of the sofa again, Chi Yuwan rolled around laboriously, took out a medicine bottle from under the sofa, swallowed a handful of medicine, then crouched in the corner with his head in his arms, and suddenly cried.

She has almost turned into someone she doesn't know, there will be such moments every day, bored, depressed, unwilling to talk, unable to sleep, and the most frightening thing is that she misses Xu Mianji almost to death.

After a while, Chi Yuwan wiped away her tears, slowly climbed upstairs, pushed open the bedroom door, and a strong fragrance wafted over. She frowned at first because of the fragrance, and then realized the fragrance When she sprayed it in the room when she went out in the morning, Chi Yuwan went crazy instantly.

She hasn't felt Xu Mianji's breath for a long time, and the little bit of her smell left in the house has dissipated completely. She cried when she went out in the morning, and finally sprayed it into the bedroom in anger. After wearing the perfume, it completely overwhelmed the smell of Xu Mianji.

"Ah! Ah! Ah!" Chi Yuwan ran downstairs and smashed all the things that could be smashed in the living room, crying and shouting, and finally collapsed on the sofa. Seeing the mess and mess everywhere, she finally endured He couldn't help but bury his face in his palms.

"Mengmeng..."

I want you.

I think you're going crazy thinking about it.

In the middle of the night, Chi Yuwan still kept his eyes open and looked at the door, imagining that Xu Mianji would come in from the door in the next second, and then she jumped into her arms, maybe Xu Mianji would bow his head to her a kiss.

But time passed by every minute and every second, and the whole world remained silent as before, as if no one had ever appeared from the beginning of the world to the end of the world.

Chi Yuwan gave up, dragged her exhausted body to clean the living room, and then walked upstairs step by step. Every time she took a step, her legs would tremble, so she climbed the stairs for a few minutes, and she climbed for almost half an hour. go upstairs.

There are sleeping pills in the cabinet in the room, and she wants to take that medicine.

She wants to sleep.

Chi Yuwan didn't know how much sleeping pills she could take, she casually poured a handful into her palm, and was about to pour it all into her mouth, when her phone rang at the right time.

That was the ringtone she specially set for Xu Mianji.

As if he had been summoned back to his soul suddenly, Chi Yuwan looked down and saw the sleeping pills in his hand, which was nearly half a palm, suddenly trembled violently, and quickly scattered the medicine, the pill rolled to the ground, making a crackling sound.

Chi Yuwan tightly covered her mouth, tears dripped down her face, she couldn't believe what she almost did, if it wasn't for Xu Mianji's phone call, she would...

She will never see Xu Mianji again.

The ringing of the mobile phone was interrupted, and Chi Yuwan went downstairs supporting her limp body, her eyes fixed on the mobile phone on the table. Not long after, before she went downstairs, the screen of the mobile phone lit up again.

When Xu Mianji was about to hang up, Chi Yuwan finally touched the phone, and picked it up with bitterness, "Hey, Mengmeng..."

"Baby, are you asleep?" Xu Mianji probably just finished work, and yawned while talking, "I'm almost exhausted today, I've been hanging under pressure for a whole day, and my bones are about to fall apart."

"...Pay attention to your body, don't... get hurt." Chi Yuwan spoke with priorities, weakly.

Xu Mianji heard something was wrong, and immediately became alert, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

The author has something to say:

Ah Yixi, there has been a lot of things recently, sorry for the interruption of updates! !