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this is a dream...

Chi Yuwan knew about that kind of multi-layered dream. She must have been hypnotized by a very powerful person, so she stayed in the dream all the time...

"How did we break up...how did this happen..." She stood on the ground with bare feet, and turned around in a daze for many times, but it seemed as if she couldn't see where she was going, and she didn't know where to step on it.

Jin Ze stepped forward and hugged her, "It's okay, it's okay..."

Chi Yuwan cried and pushed Jin Ze's arm, but the man's strength was too great, she couldn't push the shackles away, and finally could only kneel down on the ground, lying on the ground as if she lost her strength.

"You asked me..." Chi Yuwan grabbed Jin Ze's clothes and shook them, both eyes seemed to be unable to focus, "Can you call her?"

Jin Ze squatted down and reached out to hug her, but Chi Yuwan stubbornly did not move. He had no choice but to take Chi Yuwan's cell phone from the side.

"Xu Mianji left the day before yesterday, and explained everything clearly, and asked everyone to give her a year." Jin Ze watched Chi Yuwan press Xu Mianji's phone number one by one, and couldn't help it Said loudly, "She had already broken up with you when she left, and she won't answer if you call."

There was just a busy tone over there, one after another, but no one would ever pick up.

"What the hell happened..." Chi Yuwan slammed his head hard, crying more and more fiercely, "What the hell did I do..."

"I know it's wrong to say this at this time, but I still want to ask, Chi Yuwan, you and Xu Mianji are over, will you let me stay by your side in the future?" Jin Ze stretched out his hand, tightly He held Chi Yuwan's hand tightly.

"No... no..." Chi Yuwan suddenly saw his empty left hand, and immediately screamed again, "My ring! My ring... where is my ring..."

"What ring?" Jin Ze put his hands on Chi Yuwan's shoulders, desperately trying to calm her down, "Say it clearly, what ring?"

Chi Yuwan was sobbing that he couldn't speak, and he choked for a while before looking up at Jin Ze, "The ring that Xu Mianji gave me...that ring is gone...can you help me find it? Okay? I beg you, help me find it... I have no strength..."

Jin Ze hugged Chi Yuwan into his arms, and stroked her head with his palms. He didn't speak any more, but quietly waited for Chi Yuwan to calm down, and for her to accept all this silently.

Chi Yuwan will accept this ending.

Downstairs, in the consultation room sat a man with a refined temperament. His eyes behind the lens were fixed on Chi Yuwan on the monitor screen. There was pity and heartache in his eyes, but more, it was a kind of relief.

He felt relieved for Chi Yuwan.

"Doctor Xu, although my professional ability is not enough, Chi Yuwan is my patient after all. You can just hypnotize her and make her into what she is now." Wen Kexin sat next to Xu Mo, Looking at Chi Yuwan on the computer, his heart ached to death, "Aren't you a little too much?"

"I'm saving her." Xu Mo snorted coldly, "If I leave this life to her own safekeeping, I think it will be a matter of the next life if I want to see her again."

"So, is Chi Yuwan's girlfriend really Xu Mianji?" Wen Kexin's gossip eyes almost lit up, "Is that the big star Xu Mianji?"

Xu Mo didn't want to answer, and frowned, "Why are you so wordy?"

"At least I got involved, okay?" Wen Kexin tapped Chi Yuwan's position on the screen, "If this terminally ill girl can be cured, I will be able to contribute, OK?"

"Okay, I'll come back at night, you can just comfort her." Xu Mo stood up, looked down at Chi Yuwan again, as if muttering, "But... she shouldn't What comfort do you need?"

There is an imperceptible trait in Chi Yuwan, that is, she is actually very easy to accept reality.At the beginning of her four years in college, she didn't dare to cross the distance by half a point. Apart from the demons in her heart, it was more because she didn't dare to move forward.She knew that no matter how hard she tried, she could only look like this. The reality gave her too many slaps, and she silently accepted this inherently imperfect self.However, there was such a good person living in her heart, she dared not give up, nor did she dare to pursue, so she could only bear the pain and tortured herself for four full years.

Now, even if she has no idea why she broke up with Xu Mianji, she still doesn't have the courage to chase her back.She didn't know if she still had that ability, she didn't know if Xu Mianji's heart was still with her, what's more, Chi Yuwan would feel that Xu Mianji's heart had never been with her.Maybe the two years they were together were just rewarded by Xu Mianji, or maybe it was.

Xu Mo sighed, and glanced upstairs, "I want to save you, Chi Yuwan, I hope you can really come back to life."

Before going abroad, Xu Mianji published a long article on the Internet, which described all her thoughts and feelings after entering this circle.Some words worth pondering seemed to speak of her feelings, but no one could decipher the meaning behind those words.

"Maybe I'm too precocious. The world has unfolded before my eyes very early. I'm only in my twenties, but I seem to have experienced the feelings of other people's life. In this circle, the most difficult thing is It is to be yourself. Many times, behind one role after another is an increasingly blurred self. I almost don’t know who I am, and I don’t know what my efforts are for.”

"I don't ask for much, really. But I still think about many problems simply. Either I am right or I am right. Right and wrong in this world are far more complicated than I imagined. I am really tired. Please Give me a year, I want to find the real Xu Mianji in my heart, and see if she is black or white, dead or alive."

"Oh, I can't read any more." Wen Kexin put down his phone, looked at Chi Yuwan who was sitting by the window blankly, and couldn't help but exchange a glance with Jin Ze, the request for help in his eyes was very obvious.

Jin Ze was also pulled by Xu Mo to set Chi Yuwan up. He knew it was shameless for him to do so, but after listening to Xu Mo's analysis of Chi Yuwan's condition, he realized that his heart had always been It's too soft.

Chi Yuwan is a delicate school, but he is not.

"Xu Mianji...where did you go?" Chi Yuwan cried until his voice became hoarse, and it took him a long time to come back to his soul, and asked lightly.

"America." Wen Kexin approached and put her hands on Chi Yuwan's shoulders, "She said that domestic electronic music is very weak now, and an American girl named Christine came to her concert as a guest, It’s electronic music. She went to the US this time to go to the girl’s school, and she said she would study for a year to learn professional knowledge in this area.”

"Really..." Chi Yuwan looked at the colorful clouds in the sky, and suddenly his eyes became sour again, but this sourness and the sourness in his heart were not of the same nature.Xu Mianji has found a new direction, and is already on the way to find her true self, how wonderful it is.She felt relieved for her, but at the same time couldn't help being sad.

The future of Xu Mianji really has nothing to do with her.

"What should I do... What should I do... Without her, what is the point of me..." Chi Yuwan buried her face between her knees, she knew that she and Xu Mianji, It is true that there will be no future.

Wen Kexin hugged Chi Yuwan into his arms, feeling extremely distressed.

It was Jin Ze and Xu Mo who brought Chi Yuwan to the clinic that day, and the two big men didn't explain to her. After putting Chi Yuwan down, Wen Kexin saw that gentle man on Chi Yuwan's waist. He punched her in the face.

"Are you sick?" She hurried over to push the man away, and stood in front of Chi Yuwan like a calf.

Xu Mo turned his wrist and sneered, "Forget it if you didn't kill her."

Jinze later introduced to her, "This is the attending doctor before Wanwan."

Wen Kexin has always felt that even a doctor in charge should not beat up his patients casually.She suddenly remembered that Chi Yuwan had told her about her doctor's killing intent on her master's personality before, and her back broke out in a cold sweat.

"You bastard, you might as well let her go!"

Xu Mo naturally knew what she was talking about, his eyes flashed, and finally he snorted coldly, "I'm saving her." Later, Xu Mo ordered everyone how to pretend after Chi Yuwan woke up , and stayed in the clinic for two full days without sleep, until Chi Yuwan's condition was good enough to be hypnotized before he started to wake her up.

Wen Kexin thought, it seems that this person is not that bad.At least they were saving Chi Yuwan, a girl who shouldn't have suffered so much.

In fact, she didn't understand either, how could liking someone make someone look like this?But she knew very well how serious Chi Yuwan's condition was, and she was a non-professional psychiatrist with no skills, so she always regarded Chi Yuwan as her little sister, and usually came here purely to chat with her.

Now that Chi Yuwan and Xu Mianji are disconnected, the root cause of the inner demon is gone.Wen Kexin thought, everyone should look forward, why can't they live without someone?

Thinking about it, she said: "If you want me to tell you, forget it, anyway, you have already been together, and you have experienced all the feelings in it. Of course, I hope that you will be as happy as that Snow White and the prince." , don’t care about the rights and wrongs in the society, just grow old happily in such a plain way. But not now, baby, you have to realize this problem-you love her, but you actually love her sick, This is doomed to have no good ending between you... right?"

As she said that, Wen Kexin suddenly saw that dazed expression on Chi Yuwan's face, which was similar to an expression of enlightenment. She suddenly realized the meaning of Xu Mianji to Chi Yuwan, and suddenly recalled what she had said What silly words, I quickly shut up.

Chi Yuwan thought that her mind was absolutely sober during the past ten years. She soberly loved Xu Mianji, soberly accepted those mental illnesses caused by Xu Mianji, and soberly felt the repressed emotions in her heart. Some twisted feelings.But this is ten years. She is not a cricket who does not know her age, nor does she have a lifespan of eight thousand years in spring and eight thousand years in autumn. She knows that she will live to be a hundred years old if she is the most perfect.Take out one tenth of it, which may not even be enough, and give it to the only Xu Mian Ji alone. She is willing, and has always been willing.

However, Chi Yuwan looked at the peaceful blue sky and white clouds outside the window. It was different from the exotic and prosperous scene that Xu Mianji saw at the moment. She suddenly felt that what she had always wanted was to have someone by her side all the time That's all.

In the past, Xu Mianji was the one who extravagantly hoped to be by his side, but now it seems impossible, so anyone can do it.

As long as there is such a living person who can speak, it will be fine.

At night, Xu Mo came over, and he asked Wen Kexin to put Chi Yuwan to sleep in advance, and then he went upstairs and sat down next to Chi Yuwan.

Seeing that Chi Yuwan wasn't crying or making trouble, he knew that Chi Yuwan had basically despaired of himself, and he didn't even know how negative and pessimistic thoughts he had.

Reaching out to push back the hair on Chi Yuwan's cheeks, Xu Mo dimmed the lights a bit, bent down and started hypnotizing next to Chi Yuwan's ear, the last line of defense to defeat Chi Yuwan's demons was to make her remember A memory that she deliberately forgot.

Chi Yuwan walked for a while in the dark, and her surroundings were always invisible, but the further she walked, the more she could feel the oppressive low pressure.

There was a sudden light in front of his eyes, and the whole world seemed to be turned on a switch suddenly. Chi Yuwan was blinded by the dazzling light, and couldn't help raising his hand to block it.

"Mengmeng, Mengmeng...you...no, no, I'm not like that...don't get me wrong, okay..."

Chi Yuwan heard her cry, looked up, and immediately froze.

Xu Mianji, Fu Jingxuan, Jin Ze...and her.

How is this going?

"Don't cry." Xu Mianji frowned and walked in front of 'Chi Yuwan', raised his hand to wipe her tears, and then said again with her slightly expectant eyes, "This is not the first time I bumped into you two, huh? What's going on?"

'Chi Yuwan' cried so much that her face was covered with tears and snot, only Xu Mianji was left in her sight, and Fu Jingxuan, who was next to her in bright colors, clearly wanted to ask why Xu Mianji was with Fu Jingxuan, But what he said was still begging Xu Mianji to forgive himself, "It's not like this... It wasn't me who was looking for him, really it wasn't me..."

"It's not you, who is that? Huh? You want to tell me, are you possessed by something?" Seeing Chi Yuwan's dirty face, Xu Mianji frowned and wiped her face clean with his clothes , "Speak well, don't cry at every turn."

"It's really not me..." 'Chi Yuwan' couldn't tell the real reason, so he could only keep shaking his head and crying in a powerless defense, "I really didn't, Mengmeng, can you trust me? "

Xu Mianji insisted on forcing her to say something, "Either give me a reason, or we will break up."

'Chi Yuwan' seemed to be struck by those two words like thunder, and the crying trembled, and immediately came up with a reason no matter what, "I am, I am because I saw you and Fu...Fu Jingxuan is together, I am angry... Mengmeng, I just want to do this to make you angry, can you trust me..."

"I never knew that you are such a person." Xu Mianji sneered, and finally sighed, "Fu Jingxuan and I just met on the set, she is also in Shanghai, today I just want to treat her to dinner That's all."

Before Xu Mianji could finish speaking, 'Chi Yuwan' immediately interrupted her, "I know, I know...I'm not angry, I'm not angry at all..."

She doesn't care how many loopholes there are in her words, it seems that as long as Xu Mianji is still willing to talk to her, even if she asks her to say black into white, she is willing.

Xu Mianji frowned imperceptibly, something flashed in her eyes, she then stepped back and broke away from Chi Yuwan's hand, "Squad leader... I still call you squad leader, I hope Can you see what you look like now, what kind of torture have you tortured yourself into?"

"...What?"'Chi Yuwan' looked at Xu Mianji in disbelief, she never knew that one day Xu Mianji would say such words to her, and would pull out the self-abased her to the bone like this Put it under the hot sun.

"I'm really tired, we are not suitable to be together at all... I have planned a future with you, but we always can't get together, monitor, can you feel it yourself? I face your How careful I was, how afraid I would accidentally touch your inexplicable emotional point..." Xu Mianji continued to back away, and finally raised his eyes to look at Chi Yuwan, "Let me go."

"Why let it go...have I become such a fearsome person to you?" 'Chi Yuwan' couldn't use any strength in her legs, she didn't know how she took a few steps forward, How did he grab Xu Mianji's hand again and hug her unwillingly.

"Mengmeng, Mengmeng, I was wrong..." 'Chi Yuwan' almost knelt down, his humble appearance made the other two people present frown, "Don't ignore me, okay... ...I beg you...it's all my fault, okay..."

"Whether we can meet again in the future depends on fate." Xu Mianji reached out and took off the ring from Chi Yuwan's hand, waved it casually, and pulled Fu Jingxuan away before Chi Yuwan could see clearly.

"Xu Mianji!" 'Chi Yuwan' teared her throat and called out the name she had engraved on her heart, but in the end she coughed, and at the end of the voice, a mouthful of bright red blood was spit out, reflected on the ground, like a A flirtatious flower.

"Chi Yuwan!" Jin Ze stepped forward to catch the crumbling body of 'Chi Yuwan', and looked down, the person in his arms had completely lost consciousness.

Chi Yuwan has been standing aside, staring blankly at the movie-like scene in front of him.She saw herself vomiting blood, and she saw Xu Mianji leave.

Xu Mianji is gone...

"Mengmeng!" Chi Yuwan ran to catch up, she didn't want to bring Xu Mianji back, but let her see if Xu Mianji was crying, her love and persistence for so many years, Did you get a few tears in exchange for the last parting...

But she couldn't take a step forward, and was stuck invisibly by something.

"Mengmeng... don't..."

It turned out that they were separated like this.

It turned out that their story only deserved such an ending.

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Uncomfortable

Finale: Born