run towards the end

"who are you?"

"I am you, and you are me."

Zheng Lu's smile made people wonder, Zheng Lu stood in the darkness, and there were only the two of them here.Zheng Lu looked at her vigilantly, he was clearly still in Qin Nian's ward last second.

"This is the second time we have met in this way." Zheng Lu smiled, as if she didn't feel Zheng Lu's emotional instability at all.

"I think you must find it very strange, why do you control me?" Zheng Lu explained conscientiously, "Because I am a part of you, I am your...love."

"You're not, you're just a ghost."

"I used to be just an evil ghost." Zheng Lu seemed to recall something from the past, but she quickly smiled again, "but I have left there now. I devoured you and became you."

"You don't think that those memories are all free gifts."

"That's the evidence that I'm eroding you."

"Why did you do these things?" Zheng Lu gradually calmed down, and now he is still here talking to Zheng Lu, which proves that she can't completely control herself, so she needs to trap herself here for a while.As long as she hasn't let herself out, Qin Nian is still alive.

"I didn't want to do this at first." Zheng Lu looked a little resentful, "You just need to remember nothing and wait for me to get rid of him."

"But why, why did you stop me? This is obviously your own wish."

"I don't have that kind of wish." Whether in memory or now, he just wants to usher in a brighter future that belongs to the two of them.

"You love him more than anyone else, and you envy him, envy him, and hate him more than anyone else. He has everything you didn't have in the past, but you only have him."

"So you..." Zheng Lu was lifted by his neck, but instead of being angry, she giggled. "Are you scared?"

"Shut up."

"So you have to monopolize him and make him yours." Zheng Lu still had the same smile on her face, she gently put her hand on Zheng Lu's arm, and rubbed it with her slender fingertips. His arm, "You swear sovereignty, but just doing it won't work, the best way is."

"kill him."

Zheng Lu smiled and looked at Zheng Lu with beautiful eyes, as if waiting for him to show his ugliness.

But Zheng Lu just put her down, "I never thought of harming him. You misunderstood, this is just, the curse of that place."

"Did you say that curse?" Zheng Lu tilted her head and looked at him, seemingly puzzled, "But, no matter what kind of fruit you want to bear, you are the one who planted the seeds."

"I don't want to kill him," Zheng Lu emphasized calmly, "This is my wish. If you really belong to me, you should obey my orders."

"I also don't want you to do this kind of thing with your own hands." Zheng Lu said extremely provocatively, "But you know, I finally left that place."

"They all thought that as long as you died and seized your body, they could leave there."

"But no, there is no way for a dead person to leave. So I will help you out and become one with you, all for this."

Zheng Lu was keenly aware that something was wrong. Since she just wanted to leave, her goal had been achieved. Why was he so obsessed with killing Qin Nian?

Or, only by killing Qin Nian can she continue to exist?

"I am a part of you." Zheng Lu reached out to hug him, "I know everything about you, and I know your pain and desire better than anyone else."

"So, accept yourself, okay?" Zheng Lu looked at him eagerly.

Zheng Lu just looked at her calmly, neither accepting nor refusing.If he guessed correctly, without his assistance, she would not have been able to attack Qin Nian directly.That's why she had those plans before.

And now. . .

"Zheng Lu?" Zheng Lu called his name.

She was in a hurry, she needed to kill Qin Nian as soon as possible.

Time passed by, Zheng Lu didn't speak, and Zheng Lu's eyes gradually cooled down.

"Have you found it?"

Zheng Lu let go of her hand, and smiled helplessly, "I lost."

"I won't promise you." Zheng Lu just repeated calmly.

"Are you a devil?" Zheng Lu gave up on herself a little bit, "But it is true that I lost. If you want to ask anything, just say it."

"So easy to talk?" This made Zheng Lu a little surprised.

"I've lived in that place too long. Even death is a luxury."

No wonder he chose to kill Qin Nian directly in the ward, he really didn't care about anything.

"Seven days, the living people who leave there need to be nourished by the anger of the dearest person for seven days. And I can only replace you if I kill him within these seven days."

"The time is almost up."

"I can be counted. I have lived for seven days. I should be content."

"But finally, there is one more gift for you."

When Zheng Lu woke up, he felt dizzy for a while, as if a lot of memories were flooding up.

But he immediately put away the gun, looked around, and breathed a sigh of relief after making sure that no one was paying attention to their situation.

Let's just pretend nothing happened.

What Zheng Lu remembered was the things he and Zheng Lu had done together for so many years.

Thinking of those "people" abused by Zheng Lu, even if they were turned into pieces, they still kept alive.Zheng Lu suddenly understood what she meant, "Death is also a luxury."

But what is the gift?

Zheng Lu was a little puzzled. Looking at Qin Nian lying on the bed, he felt something rampant in his chest. Many emotions were mixed together, so strong that Zheng Lu even felt a little suffocated.

"Only crazy people can leave this place."

It was sunny that afternoon.

The eyelashes of the teenager lying on the hospital bed trembled, and he woke up from his dream.When I woke up, the nightmare had disappeared, and everything was so peaceful and beautiful.

Zheng Lu sat beside his bed, the afternoon sun made him look extraordinarily soft.He is there, no matter what time, will be by his side.

He hugged himself into his arms and whispered softly, "Qin Nian, I will... always be by your side."

happy ending?

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I don't know if I made it clear.if there is not. . .So be it.