Everything is good except for the acting

The kicked bar stood up, shook his body, stretched his limbs, yawned, and looked at the two people hugging each other in a strange posture on the head of the bed in confusion.The position in front of the master was originally its exclusive territory, but now it is occupied by another woman, and the heartless master lets her do whatever she wants.Bang Kai is curious, whether the owner who usually likes to bite its ears and its paws will give this honored pet to that woman.

After thinking about it for a while, the plan to intervene with the two of them again failed, not wanting to be woken up by being moved around all the time, so he jumped out of bed and ran to sleep on the sofa.

Fang Jiang saw it and said with a smile: "Ah, the plan to sleep with the dog failed."

Zhou Zhi also laughed, "Do you want me to sleep on the sofa and let you sleep with Gang Kai?"

"I want to sleep with a bald head."

"...then slept?"

"No." With eyelids together, it is absolutely impossible to say that he is not sleepy, and it is already past Fang Jiang's sleep time in non-working mode.But Fang Jiang didn't want to sleep, and didn't want the night to pass so quickly. "Why don't you be my assistant and I'll pay you?"

"The kind of assistant who is responsible for telling you jokes? There is a specific position in Shakespeare's plays, called the clown."

"I didn't mean that, I just..."

"I know you don't mean that." Sitting against the head of the bed for so long was tiring, especially with a person hanging on her body, Zhou Zhi wanted to lie down, "I apply to lie down."

"Lie down." Fang Jiang asked her to lie down, and when she lay down, he leaned up again.The distance between one person and one quilt, this time she could only lie on her side, propping her head with one hand, wrapping around Zhou Zhi's neck with the other, and touching her earlobe.

The feeling of being finally persuaded by reason came up again. "Isn't it cold?" The temperature at night was only nine or ten degrees, the air conditioner was not turned on in the room, and she stretched her bare arms outside, Zhou Zhi was worried that she would catch a cold.

"It's cold, what can I do, through the quilt." Stretching one arm into the outer quilt, Fang Jiang blamed her dissatisfiedly, as if blaming her for creating such unfavorable conditions for contact.

He was so sleepy that he still forced himself to talk to her, and would rather touch her than catch a cold. This is a human spirit that is different from the barbarian.

Zhou Zhi 1 did not understand, "Either you sleep with me?"

"Okay? Okay." The big star got into her bed shyly and quickly, and put his arms against her coldly, "It's quite cold today."

The dizzy Zhou Zhi gave up understanding, "If it's cold, come closer to me."

This sentence is nonsense, two people, one bed, how far can they go, and how close can they be.However, Fang Jiang still followed suit and brought him closer, with his long legs slightly curled up, his feet resting on Zhou Zhi's, and one arm around Zhou Zhi.

"Why are you as hard as wood?"

"It's not, isn't it because I'm not used to it." If Zhou Zhi's body is not tense, he is afraid that he will soften into a puddle of water, drowning himself and her.

Partial ginger said again. "I'm not used to it either." He said while hugging him well.

I can't tell whether it's the coolness or the electric current, and it just goes back and forth between Zila Zila's head and the soles of his feet, round after round, round after round, and the heart in the center of the body seems to be forcibly shocked by electric shock.

According to the plot of the novel, this is no longer a question of whether to kiss or not, but to what extent...

If the person in front of you is a bar, would you want to kiss her and throw her down?Zhou Zhi asked himself.

Obviously, she won't.A charming dog is no match for a thick-skinned and ignorant woman who acts on instinct, and she is so beautiful and soft, even if it is straight steel, it will be melted into hot molten iron by her.

As for fame, that's a depressant not an aphrodisiac.Fortunately, there is the halo of a big star, which makes people keep calm. At this time, the halo is like barbed wire, with warning signs hanging, the kind that is charged.

"Do you know what you are doing?" Zhou Zhi asked her.

Fang Jiang pressed against her neck, heard her intensified heartbeat, and also heard his own, so nervous, so eager.

"I know." She knew it from the moment Zhou Zhi got into the car.Her throat was knotted and her breath was weak and trembling. "I have no idea."

Zhou Zhi took a deep breath, opened her hands, and let her lie down obediently. "Don't mess around if you don't know. When you're old, don't mess around."

"I didn't mess around."

"I don't know what I'm going to do, and it's a kind of chaos to let my instincts go."

"I know what I want." Fang Jiang was not convinced, she knew that continuing like this would open the door to a new world.She held the doorknob, hesitant and curious.

"You know what a fart. It's just stimulated, excited and nervous, and then finally found a way to vent. I don't mind doing it, but at least you have to be sober. Fang Jiang, you drank too much. "

Fang Jiang wanted to say that she was sober, so Zhou Zhi gritted her teeth and crawled out of the warm bed, wrapped Fang Jiang up, and got into the place she had just been.The quilt without body temperature is reassuring, "sleep!" she said, and turned off the light.

"Zhou Zhi."

"sleep."

"I can not sleep."

"Nonsense, don't think I didn't see your sleepy eyelids."

"Smelly bald head."

"What are you doing again?"

"You are a nun."

Big stars don't make sense at all. Even a nun has emotions. It's been a long, long time since Zhou Zhi has been so close to someone she cares about.She likes to get along with Fang Jiang without any precautions, like two children having fun, very simple and speculative.

But they are not children.

When she saw Fang Jiang lazily leaning on the back of the chair tonight, she wanted to kiss her.But what about after the kiss?They can actually have something happen, they can also have sex, and after that?

"Everyone is an adult and nothing happened"?

Or "stay away from Fang Jiang, you are not worthy of her"?

Or "You are people from two worlds, don't think too much"?

Because of this, they will lose a friend they can talk to, and lose a friend for a night of passion. Is it worth it?

When a person starts to consider whether it is worth it, the answer must be not worth it.Zhou Zhi can pretend that she is free and easy and doesn't care about anything, just like she deleted the Weibo program, not reading or listening, but if she didn't care, how would those words affect her.

If you are seventeen or eighteen years old, don't care about her, if you have love now, do it now, and act as soon as your heart moves.But today she is thirty-four, and when she gets something, she weighs what she will lose.She was no longer the one who would let a single spark start a prairie fire, and would not hesitate to do anything for a single spark.

As for Fang Jiang, she never was.The girl was her age and hadn't yet enlightened.

She doesn't want to be her mentor. "Yes, I am a nun, aunt, go to bed."

"Zhou Zhi."

"..."

"I'm happy with you."

"Happiness is sometimes because of simplicity, so let's continue to be so simple and keep this happiness, shall we?"

After a while, Zhou Zhi was about to fall asleep when he heard a distant voice beside him saying, "Okay."

The greatest advantage of an adult is to be calm and self-restraining. After a night of sleep, both of them thought the throbbing of last night had never happened.After eating the brunch prepared by Zhou Zhi, Song Yuan brought Fang Jiang's clothes and masks, and left in a hurry taking advantage of the lack of people at noon.

Song Yuan fulfilled her wish and shook hands with Bang Kai, Bian Mu's cleverness made her scream in her heart.She naturally had her own thoughts and guesses about Teacher Fang spending the night with the adults. She glanced at the necks of the two of them so many times, hoping to find some clues such as kiss marks or something.

Fang Jiang didn't notice her abnormality, instead Zhou Zhi glared at her several times, and finally warned softly: "Don't cast your eyes around, don't guess randomly, there is nothing. Everyone sleeps normally, only sleep."

Song Yuan felt sorry. "Not even a dream?"

"Read less novels, your brain will be ruined. Is Chunmeng something you want to have?"

"You mean you want to have it?"

Zhou Zhi meant to drive people away.

On the return journey, Xiao Liu was still driving. Fang Jiang closed his eyes and rested his mind, without saying a word, as dull as Song Yuan, but found that her boss had a slight change.I can't tell the specific things, but I feel that Teacher Fang, who has always been heartless and easy to read and understand, suddenly becomes unpredictable.She seems to have something on her mind.

As for staying at Zhou Zhi's house, it was inevitable that Meng Shizhen would know about it. The manager repeatedly warned her benefactor not to have a next time, not to have a next time.The community where Zhou Zhi's house is located is full of people, and if someone accidentally sees something that shouldn't be seen or heard something that shouldn't be heard, it will be a blow to Jiang.Especially at this critical point of transformation, we should be careful at every step. "If you really want to be with someone, call her to your house. It's not like you haven't been there before."

After the Dongchi radish guardian Shangke incident, Meng Shizhen had already affirmed that Zhou Zhi was a very sensible person, and when Fang Jiang didn't know how to get confused, this person would definitely give her a push.Therefore, she has no objection to the relationship between the two of them, whether they are friends or talking about friends, as long as they don't cause trouble to the world and are discovered, they can play as they like.

Fang Jiang humbly said: "I know, let's not make an example. There is nothing you shouldn't look at."

Her attitude was so cold that Meng Shizhen looked at her several times in a row. After confirming that Fang Jiang was not as bloody as before, and not as lifeless as before, she asked: "What happened?"

Fang Jiang waved the printed script of Ben, "Look at the script. It's a sad story."

Meng Shizhen stared at her tightly, no, Fang Jiang like this is wrong.It used to be boring, but now there is a faint melancholy between the brows. Boring means nothing happened, and melancholy means something happened that only Fang Jiang knew about, but everyone didn't know about it.

Calling Song Yuan to ask what happened, both of them couldn't make up their minds, so they couldn't be rejected by Zhou Zhi.

Zhou Zhi——Will a small writer who writes web articles reject Fang Jiang?

Well, according to past records, this man can do it.

But Song Yuan said again that he clearly saw that the two had been in contact.

Fang Jiang naturally didn't know that he had changed, and he didn't know that his changes had been guessed many times by his aunts, managers and assistants at home.She felt that she was the same as before. During the day, she turned into a carrot to call her beloved Da Da, and when she was free at night, she still made videos with Zhou Zhi as usual.

Sometimes the two of them don't speak, but just turn on the video, one of them clacking and typing, and the other clarifying their understanding of the characters.After Zhou Zhi finished writing the novel, the two chatted about gossip or work, complaining about comments and celebrities.Fang Jiang has an unknown hobby. When she is working, she looks like a fairy. No matter what she does, she keeps all the gossip told by others in her heart.What is the most painful thing after listening to gossip?No one can tell.

Most of what she knew about Meng Shizhen also knew that Song Yuan worked with her on a daily basis, and all he heard was gossip.other people?She is worried.You can't open a trumpet and pick it up randomly.

After meeting Zhou Zhi, Fang Jiang's hobbies finally had room to develop. Zhou Zhi, like her, loves gossip in the circle. Another advantage is that once she doesn't know who the gossip is about, she will search immediately.Zhou Zhi also told her the gossip about Lily's writer circle, which would be relatively less interesting. Fang Jiang didn't read much, and knew very limited writers. He had trained a lot recently, so he didn't have time to read their novels.But for her, seeing Zhou Zhi in high spirits and gossip is already a pleasure, and with his beaming face, she is only a stone away from being able to go outside to tell stories.

Celebrities and writers, all people who rely on their performance for a living have one thing in common. It is inevitable to compare with their peers, and the comparison will be full of resentment.

"What should I do when I'm mentally unbalanced?" Fang Jiang asked this question at night, Zhou Zhi scratched the dog's head on the bar, and told her, "At this time, I read poetry. If I want to cross the Yellow River, I will climb the Taihang River." The mountains are covered with snow. When I was free to fish on the Bixi River, I suddenly returned to the boat to dream of the sun. The road is difficult! There is a feeling of being underappreciated, let alone me."*1

"anything else?"

"There is another song: My belief is greater than the mountain, so when the mountain collapses, I will definitely take over the Zihong wheel//plate and lead the way for the sun."*2

Fang Jiang is happy. "Emily Dickinson, have you ever read Nobody?"

"I'm Nobody, who are you? Are you Nobody, too? We could be a couple. Don't say it, they'll blow it up—you know. How tiring being a celebrity. How noisy, like a frog, babbling names , all June-like life, appealing to the swamp of admiration!"*3

"Zhou Zhi." Fang Jiang said, "The opening ceremony will be in a few days, and I'm going to join the filming team."

The author has something to say: Note:

1. From Li Bai's "The Road Is Difficult"

2 and 3, from Selected Poems of Emily Dickinson