eight dance partners with my boyfriend

Jiao Cheng had a dream.

In the dream, he was still a teenager, lying on the abandoned hillside, watching the model tremble in the air, "pa-cha" broke the wing, and in the blink of an eye, heavy snow was flying, he was lying on the back of a man, with his body beside him It's a white dog, snowflakes are spinning around at the ends of the hair, and it won't melt for a long time...

woke up.

When I opened my eyes, I saw the familiar ceiling, a weak light in the room, the curtains were drawn tightly, thin light penetrated into the cracks in the floor through the slots, and there was a bitter smell in the air.

Jiao Cheng's brain froze for a moment, he opened his sore eyes, touched his neck in pain, his neck was stiff, he couldn't even straighten up, he just felt exhausted.

Li Feidan sat on his right side, lowered his head and was stirring something.

Jiao Cheng looked at him quietly, the memories of last night slowly emerged, what he remembered, Bai Chi followed behind him, the weather was very cold, what the other party said, but he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his eyes, and he couldn't remember anything after that up...

His throat was itchy, and he couldn't help coughing, which alarmed the man beside him. Li Feidan got up and helped him put the back cushion and tuck the corners of the quilt. "It's only after six o'clock, so you can sleep a little longer."

Jiao Cheng licked his dry lips and touched his forehead, "Do I have a fever?"

"The fever reached over 39 degrees last night. I just measured it for you and the fever has subsided." Li Feidan sighed, stopped stirring, and handed over the cup.

There were a few wisps of white foam floating on the brown brewing medicine, Jiao Cheng subconsciously felt bitter in his mouth, and pushed, "Are there any capsules, this is bitter."

Li Feidan couldn't hold back his chuckle, he leaned closer and took a sip himself, then handed it over: "Well... it's actually a bit sweet when you drink it carefully, you can drink it like Banlangen, the capsule can't be eaten on an empty stomach."

Jiao Cheng reluctantly took it, drank it quickly, frowned and said, "As soon as I wake up, your medicine will be ready, revenge me?"

Li Feizhang said: "Don't you know that every time you wake up, you will talk in your sleep?"

Jiao Cheng was puzzled: "Really? What did I say?"

"What's broken... and it's snowing or something." Li Feidan responded, then stood up and opened the curtains.

There are white flowers outside the window.

Jiao Cheng's eyes were squinted, the courtyard was covered with snow, and there were several small snowdrifts among the small potted plants.

He suddenly couldn't distinguish between reality and dream. So it really snowed last night?

Li Feidan sat back beside him again, the light was better, so he could see his face clearly, unshaven, dark circles under his eyes, very different from usual.

Jiao Cheng opened his mouth: "Did you come to pick me up yesterday?"

Li Feizhang: "Well, it seems that you didn't come back very late, and your mobile phone can't get through. You and that high school classmate..."

In the middle of talking, Jiao Ma suddenly opened the door, "Fei Dan, there seems to be something wrong with the new pressure cooker again, and the lid cannot be opened, can you help me take a look?"

Li Fei hesitated to speak, and turned his head to respond: "Okay."

Jiao Cheng sat on the bed alone, Jiao Ma didn't leave, she walked in and touched his eyebrows, "Look at you, how old you are, you still don't take good care of yourself, how long has it been since you had a fever, I think you are still a child .”

Jiao Cheng smiled wryly for a moment, listening to her mother nagging.

Mother Jiao suddenly sighed and sat down, "Cheng Cheng, did you quarrel with Fei Dan?" Her tone was cautious, "He picked you up last night, and I heard Wang Zai calling all the time in the middle of the night, so I went out and found the child Secretly wiped tears on the sofa, and asked me if you had participated in recruitment before and then gave up."

Jiao Cheng was startled, and he didn't speak for a while, he looked away and dodged, "I..."

Jiao's mother didn't make things difficult for him, and stroked Jiao Cheng's hair, "You have been together for seven years. Although you haven't got a marriage certificate, you are no different from ordinary couples. Mom knows that you like him, but sometimes life is just a little bit of a mess." To communicate."

Jiao Cheng had mixed feelings, lying on his back on the pillow, heaved a long sigh.

He had never told his parents about the vain, nor had he told Li Feizhang. He thought those things had dissipated like dust and smoke, but they frequently disturbed him these days.

He really didn't want to talk about this matter.

Li Feidan left for a while, Jiao Cheng was really uncomfortable, his back was sticky with sweat, he took a change of clothes to take a shower, and when he came out, he saw Li Feidan sitting by the bed with a dark face.

Jiao Cheng put on his coat and explained, "Sweating is too uncomfortable."

"I can't take a bath even if I feel uncomfortable. What should I do if I catch a cold again? I used to only talk about me, but now I look at you, and I just wear this little thing." Li Feizhang took out his sweater, and abruptly stuffed another one for Jiao Cheng, He casually threw the woolen suit into the corner.

"By the way, Rao Ling called me just now, and I want to go to her place first." Li Feidan frowned.

Jiao Cheng was a little surprised, "What's wrong?"

"She... said that Zhu Yizhe was going to divorce her." Li Feidan said word by word.

Jiao Cheng was stunned.

divorce?

Zhu Yizhe is Rao Ling's husband. The two have been married long ago and their relationship has always been very good. Although Zhu Yizhe is quiet and restrained, he never speaks such excessive words.

It was hard for Jiao Cheng to imagine that he would file for divorce.

"What happened?"

Li Feizhang sighed, pinched his brows: "I don't know, Rao Ling just called and cried very sadly, I couldn't hear clearly, I vaguely heard that she lost her vest."

"Dropped your vest?" Jiao Cheng asked subconsciously.

Li Feidan stared into his eyes and nodded.

Rao Ling has a secret.

Both Jiao Cheng and Li Feidan knew about it.

She is a person with a strong desire to confide in words, which creates a contrast between offline and online. If she hadn't witnessed her large-scale repost, Li Feidan would never have thought that she had known this for more than ten years. My best friend turned out to be a "master of x-writing".

Of course, that's someone else's hobby, and they can't interfere.

Just one thing, they are very clear that Rao Ling is very tired.

Zhu Yizhe is an overly conservative and innocent person, who pretends to be a protective umbrella for Ling Ling's love, and suppresses himself even more intensely because of Zhu Yizhe's words: "You are the most transparent girl I have ever seen."

The scenery outside the window flew by at high speed, the breakfast stalls on the side of the road were selling everywhere, and only afterimages were scattered here and there.

Jiao Cheng leaned against the car window, bouncing.

Li Fei glanced at him in the rearview mirror, "Tired? Why don't I take you back?"

Jiao Cheng shook his head to express his disapproval, and asked after a while, "How long has Xiao Ling been married?"

Li Fei replied: "Three or four years ago, we went to drink wedding wine together at that time."

Three or four years...

The morning light is always ambiguous, Jiao Cheng secretly shifted his gaze to the man beside him, he remembered that four years ago, he and Li Feidan lived together.

The two stood inside the house and rang the doorbell.

The sound of smashing things could be heard inside, and Li Feidan knocked on the door again, only then came the sound of weak footsteps.

It was Zhu Yizhe who opened the door.

The moment he saw Li Feidan, he was obviously very irritable, and when he was about to get angry, Rao Ling pushed him aside.

Rao Ling found two pairs of slippers for them, "Sorry, you guys should wear these first, the house is a bit messy."

When Jiao Cheng walked in, the room was really messy, the living room and study room were turned upside down, and a computer even broke its hard drive.

Rao Ling poured water and asked them to sit down, her eyes were swollen, she had obviously cried.

Li Feidan: "What happened to you guys?"

Zhu Yizhe suddenly pulled his collar, "What else to say? It's because of you, you! She became so weird!"

His neck was flushed red, and the attack was no longer serious. Li Feizhang couldn't help coughing, but he didn't fight back.

Just as Jiao Cheng was about to pull away, Rao Ling couldn't help but slap Zhu Yizhe, "Are you finished? I'm such a person, if you accept it, you accept it, and if you don't accept it, you leave." There was a cry in his tone, and his voice became hoarse.

Zhu Yizhe let go of his hand and left without making a sound for a long time.

Rao Ling sat paralyzed on the sofa, lowered her head and did not speak.

"How was it discovered?" Li Feidan asked her.

Rao Ling continued to lower her head, "I'm sorry, Brother Fei Dan."

Li Feidan patted her on the shoulder, "It's okay, apologies, I can't control my emotions after arguing, I understand."

Rao Ling sniffed, and tears couldn't stop pouring out, "He accidentally saw the hard drive before, and when he got angry, he flipped through my things, and then took it over to question me."

Jiao Cheng picked up a few special editions on the ground, with various tags on them, there were fanfic and otome-oriented, the cover was beautiful, perhaps because the quarrel was too fierce, the corners of the books were torn a lot.

"Actually, it was me that he was angry with, and he just took it out on you." She picked at the crumpled publications.

Li Feidan comforted her: "I'll help you explain to him, don't worry."

Rao Ling suddenly fell silent, and said for a long time: "Brother Feidan, are he and I... really coming to an end, hiding and tucking in every day, and doing this to the closest people, it's very boring and tiring .”

The two sat quietly on the sofa and looked at each other. No one spoke to comfort them. There are no best answers to many questions. Whatever mode of getting along they choose, they have to bear the corresponding consequences.

Li Feidan sat for a while, got up and went out to look for Zhu Yizhe, Jiao Cheng stayed with Rao Ling, when she was in a better mood, the two picked up the things on the ground one by one, Jiao Cheng happened to get a photo album, It may have been thrown to the ground in a mess, and the edges and corners were all smoothed out.

In the photo album, Rao Ling is thin and short, wearing a fancy skirt, with a red dot between her eyebrows, and she is very shy when facing the camera.

"It's funny, I was ugly when I was young." Rao Ling looked at her tears and smiled.

Jiao Cheng turned a few more pages, and the little girl in it had grown up a bit, her hair was neatly tied together, and beside her stood a much taller boy, wearing a nice little suit, with a serious expression on his face.

Jiao Cheng blinked, "Is this Li Feidan?"

Rao Ling nodded, "Well, brother Feidan was eleven or twelve years old at that time, you see I am only a little taller." She paused, and couldn't help feeling: "Brother Feidan is really good, just like a big brother ,very gentle……"

Jiao Cheng didn't speak, but continued to listen.

"When I was young, the girls who learned how to dance were all beautiful. In the institution, I was the ugliest and the shortest, and my dancing was not outstanding. Girls excluded me, and boys didn't want to partner with me. I just refused every day. Go, get beaten up by my mother."

Jiao Cheng: "What happened next?"

"Later..." Raoling couldn't help laughing, "You know, there are more wolves dancing and less meat, who wouldn't want to partner with a handsome guy, and Brother Feidan danced so well, so many people wanted to form a team with him at that time, so I expected When I saw that he would invite me, it was obvious that my conditions were the worst, but later I thought maybe he wanted to help me."

Jiao Cheng vaguely remembered that Cai Xue had said that to Li Feidan that time, but he didn't take it seriously, and he didn't expect that person to be Rao Ling.

"Little girls are very vulgar, just like the Cinderella meeting the prince on TV. At that time, I felt that my whole body was glowing, and I had the illusion of elation." Rao Ling suddenly put down the things in his hand, The tone was low, "It may be those people. I started to pay special attention to other people's eyes, and I couldn't say a lot of things. When I was in front of Zhu Yizhe... it was even more serious."

Rao Ling sniffed, she seemed to feel a lot more relaxed after talking so much, and asked, "Brother Xiao Cheng, you have always been in a good relationship, right?"

"I also quarreled, and I quarreled a lot there just now." Jiao Cheng smiled lightly: "Actually... I also made him angry these few days."

"Why?" Rao Ling asked.

"Like you, the secret was discovered."

Rao Ling was a little surprised, but she didn't ask too much. She flipped through the photo album by herself. One after another, it was her and Zhu Yizhe. It was full of half of the book. She flipped through it very slowly, and the corners of her eyes gradually became moist.

"I don't know why... I even feel a little relieved..."

Rao Ling's crying echoed in the room, unrepressed, unrestrained, a little aggrieved, and a little sad.

Jiao Cheng sat quietly at the side without interrupting.

Not long after, Li Feizhe and Zhu Yizhe came back. Although the latter was very reluctant, he didn't say anything.

Jiao Cheng and Li Feidan glanced at each other, slipped away without staying too long.

Walking on the road in the community, the sun is shining, and the accumulated snow is shining.

Jiao Cheng: "Is it resolved?"

Li Feizhan murmured: "It's not that easy, it's fine if it's someone else, the lover I get along with has been pretending to be me, it's hard to digest it all at once."

Jiao Cheng didn't speak, the two walked slowly, and the sound of their stepping on snow echoed on the path.

Li Feizhang suddenly said: "Yesterday, it was a white switch, right? He gave you the model?"

His tone was flat, without too many ups and downs, the leaves on the branches rustled, and a few rays of sunlight shone through.

"Hmm." Jiao Cheng said.

Li Feidan stopped suddenly, and Jiao Cheng turned to look at him strangely.

"Do you think we will be separated? In the future, in the future." His expression was solemn and serious, like at the end of a love movie, the protagonist stands on the pier and bids farewell to another person affectionately.

Jiao Cheng felt stuck in his throat, he knew that anyone who asked this question hoped to hear "no", but he couldn't say it out. Before when he was childish, he could say "I only like you" without any scruples, but now he can't.

The love of two mature men requires not only commitment, but also a sense of security and courage.

But now Li Feidan was just struggling to find a breakthrough.

When the strong wind blows, the trees rustle slightly, and the fallen leaves hang in small swirls at the feet, rising with the airflow round after round.

Jiao Cheng opened his mouth, but said nothing.

Not far away, a few old men and women doing morning exercises were singing ditties, and the sound of Tai Chi was playing in the tape recorder.

The phone rang, which seemed so abrupt.

The body was restrained suddenly, Li Feizhang grabbed his hand and dragged it into the corridor of the unit building, his palm was so hot that Jiao Cheng had no time to react, and he had already held him against the corner of the wall.

The sudden kiss fell on the lips tightly, forcefully and unquestionably, Jiao Cheng was forced to raise his head, his tongue intertwined and sucked/sucked, and the mucous membrane was licked repeatedly.

Jiao Cheng frowned, there was nowhere to hide, Li Feidan held the back of his head violently, the two of them got closer, their hot lips pressed tightly, and they began to bite hard at the place where they were tossing and turning, Jiao Cheng smelled the smell of iron rust , even breathing trembled.

The strength around his waist continued to increase, the musty smell in the air, the narrow corridor entrance, dark and damp, Jiao Cheng slightly opened his eyes, Li Feizhan's eyes were surprisingly bright, ruthless, with the plunder of a beast.

The mouth was once again occupied, the hand was gripped violently, the phone in the pocket was still ringing non-stop, but Li Feidan acted as if he hadn't heard it, frantically snatching the air from his lover's mouth, even swallowing the coating on his tongue...

The sound of breathing was heavy, and the hot air sprayed continuously in his ears. Jiao Cheng felt the blood stains on his lips, but he didn't even have time to close his saliva. He bit Li Feidan back fiercely. The man hissed, but he didn't back down. Grabbing his chin, he demanded more and more frantically.

Passionate but painful, lingering and alienated, the smell of blood became stronger, Jiao Cheng gave up resisting, and the two were immersed in it together...

After a while, they finally parted. Jiao Cheng took a big breath of fresh air. Holding his breath for a long time made his mind go numb. He touched his hot ears and took out his mobile phone. The other party continued to type persistently.

After connecting the phone, a familiar voice came from inside: Ah Cheng, are you feeling better?

The two looked at each other in the narrow corridor, Jiao Cheng impatiently touched the broken skin on the corner of his mouth, glanced at the satisfied Li Feidan, and growled: "You all have brain problems, right?"