eight dance partners with my boyfriend

The Adam's apple rose and fell with swallowing, and the naked man stood on the balcony for a while, blowing the wind, and the coolness instantly invaded his brain, drying the sweat beads attached to the surface of the skin.

He rubbed the phone screen hesitantly, staring at the news on it for a long time without moving, until the screen dimmed before stuffing it back into his trouser pocket.

Shen Xiaolu was already in a deep sleep, Shen Chuan softly opened the door of his room, tiptoedly took a look, helped him tuck the corner of the quilt, and sat on the side watching blankly.

Xiaolu... is really similar to Shen Ye, from the eyes to the mouth, it seems to be a replica.

Shen Chuan smiled, got up and turned off the night light by the bed, and gently returned to the living room to put on his shirt.

He looked around the house casually, thinking about moving here for a while, feeling a little emotional.

It happened to be the first day of the year at that time, and Jiao Cheng and Li Feizhang downstairs helped, and they brought Xiaolu to eat a sumptuous hot pot, but now there are many more things in the house than before, and it seems a bit homely. ... the taste of it.

Shen Chuan casually picked up a pot of small green plants on the coffee table. This was bought by Yuan Yu a long time ago and placed at the entrance of the Taekwondo gymnasium. On the day when he was injured and moved in, he also brought it in. Every day when he was bored after school, he just watered it Water, it's not bad looking.

He took out his phone again, hesitated for a moment, and he still replied a message.

Shen Chuan: Okay, then open the door yourself tomorrow, you have the key.

After posting, he went to the kitchen and poured a glass of ice water, his index finger and middle finger were still habitually stroking the red string on his left hand, when the phone rang suddenly, he was so nervous that he almost couldn't hold it steady, so he took a closer look——

Not Yuan Yu... just the student's parent...

"Hello, Teacher Shen?"

Shen Chuan smiled and said, "Mother Qin, I'm Shen Chuan, what's the matter so late?"

"Oh! Teacher Shen, what I said before! My cousin, do you remember!"

Shen Chuan recalled for a while and remembered.

Qin's mother was the leader of a large group of parents of his students. She loved to gossip and lead the red line. She usually stopped talking when the children were out of class. Ever since she knew that Shen Chuan was still single, she made sure to introduce him to someone.

"Mother Qin doesn't need it, I'm fine by myself." Shen Chuan said.

"What's the matter? You are a big man with a child. What do you do if you don't have a woman at home? This is because you lack maternal love. If you don't think about yourself, you have to think about Xiaolu."

"It's really unnecessary..."

"Mr. Shen, don't be embarrassed. My cousin graduated from a key university. She is 32 years old and works in a foreign company. She looks good and handsome, but she is usually timid and not good at dealing with people. We must have a good chat-"

Before Shen Chuan could refuse again, the other end had already hung up the phone, and sure enough, the other party pushed a business card over within three seconds.

Shen Chuan has a headache, this is not the first time this month, the older people around him always love to introduce someone, and they are more anxious than himself.

Some time ago, due to face and favor, he would still explain the situation euphemistically after adding it, but now it seems that he doesn't even have the mood to perfunctory...

Lying on his own bed, counting the bits and pieces of these years, like a giant hourglass, passing away bit by bit... Obviously he did nothing, but he was gone forever on the road to four .

Thinking about it, he clicked on Yuan Yu's dialog box again, and opened the big post that read #人世伟物元学长(爱心)#.

After the screen loaded, a link to the video was pulled directly from the first floor of the post.

He opened it curiously.

A few seconds ago, the screen was shaken, it was black and gray, and it was obviously a candid shot. After a while, it suddenly became clear.

The video was directed at the bottom of the boys' dormitory. Several boys walked past the entrance one after another. Perhaps there was too much movement behind them, and they looked back over and over again holding the bathtub.

The focus was on Yuan Yu, who was wearing a white robe with a slightly sullen face. He was holding a thick stack of documents, followed closely by two female classmates, who dragged Yuan Yu's clothes and refused to move. It seemed to be sticking to his back, with a smile on his face.

"Follow in! Follow in!!!"

Someone in the crowd yelled, and suddenly everyone started booing, and the two girls became more daring. Just as they were about to step in with their front feet ignoring the auntie in charge, their back feet were suddenly held down by the person in front of them.

"Wow~~"

"Are you here? Are you here? The seniors confess to the beauty of the Department of Chemistry in public!"

The rustling and chattering sounds of others leaked from the video.

Yuan Yu stood still, "Can you stop following me, it's very annoying from morning to night every day. By the way, there are..."

He seemed to have noticed that someone was videotaping, and he happened to meet the camera, frowning, looking very serious.

"I like men."

The video stops suddenly with the sound of restlessness.

Shen Chuan licked his lips, it was a little dry, he stretched out his hand to take another ice water from the bedside, and was just about to raise his head to drink it, only to realize that it was gone.

"Hold."

He who hadn't sweared for many years suddenly read a sentence, let go of his hand and put the cup back.

Lie on the bed and roll from side to side.

Yuan Yu has always been like this.

Be bold and brave.

never changed.

And he had to admit that he liked Yuan Yu like this.

There was a little heat from his fingertips, and Shen Chuan suddenly remembered the night before yesterday, when Yuan Yu turned back and forth under his body, with a sticky/sensual hum, and that face that was so beautiful that it melted into the moonlight. Every move is fatal, and the indescribable attraction makes him forget it...

In fact, he was not drunk at that time, but slightly tipsy, but when Yuan Yu pushed open the door and ran towards him excitedly, the strings in his heart broke, and he wanted to throw everything away in such a second. Hug him tight, tight...

It's just that these are really not the behaviors he should have at his age.

It's out of line.

Guilt too.

Shen Chuan stepped on the floor with bare feet, and turned out the thick diary in the bedside table. He has always had the habit of keeping a diary. From the first day he was a soldier, he kept a diary every now and then.

Take out a photo clipped in the title page, with the traces of the years, some colors have faded around.Inside, Shen Ye stood in the middle, and he and Yuan Lu stood shoulder-to-shoulder on both sides. The sun was just right, and they were smiling happily, in their prime.

Signed: After retiring, everyone's future looks like a mirror!

Shen Chuan wanted to laugh and cry a little.

In the past, he was obviously a thorn in the head, he had to be one step ahead of everything, he didn't know how to restrain his sharpness, and often fought with others, but until he met these two people——

"You are good at martial arts! Have you ever practiced martial arts?" Sitting cross-legged next to him, he was wearing a camouflage cap with a smile on his face.

Shen Chuan cast a glance, and didn't want to talk to him, but this person didn't leave for a long time, "Taekwondo."

"Well, that's good. Your name is Shen Chuan. We have the same surname. My name is Shen Ye." As soon as the man finished speaking, a fierce figure ran up from a distance, with a full body of flesh, watching them motionlessly. .

Shen Ye pointed: "He sleeps on my upper bunk, and his name is Yuan Lu."

Yuan Lu sat down quietly on his own.

Shen Chuan didn't speak, Shen Ye who was beside him suddenly poked him with an elbow, and handed over a bottle of sports mineral water, "We will train with us in the future, the others are too weak."

Originally in the team, Shen Chuan was disliked because of his bad temper, so he gritted his teeth and replied, "Okay."

"Then it's settled! What about Yuan Lu?"

"Ah."

Shen Ye: "Oh, don't be ashamed! It's like Taoyuan's three-knit friendship, do you understand, you will be good brothers in the future..."

……

After stuffing the photo, Shen Chuan sat down cross-legged again.

he thinks.

Shen Ye should be doing well, with a stable job, a beautiful wife, and a newborn son, obviously the happiest and most fulfilling of the three of them——

But the accidental police call took away everything.

It should have been Shen Chuan who was on duty that day.

But because of a temporary change in his family, he did not go through the procedure and privately found Shen Ye as a substitute, and this substitution... changed too much.

If there is no exchange, if the normal process is followed, even if the leader is notified to change shifts first, maybe all the timelines will be different.

They wouldn’t be on that road, they wouldn’t be in that mob, they wouldn’t be in that riot, there wouldn’t be a bombing, there wouldn’t be… no… none of that would happen.

The person who died might just be Shen Chuan himself.

Over the years, he has calculated all the possibilities in his brain countless times, but in the end everything is just a dream.

As Yuan Lu said:

Shen Chuan, roll, roll, roll, these years, you have already rolled yourself from a crooked rock to a cobblestone.

Sleek and sophisticated, suppress all desires/desires.

He is no longer the same Shen Chuan who was the thorn in the past.

Things are unpredictable.

Shen Chuan felt his eyes were sore, so he squeezed them hard, thinking that he would have to take Shen Xiaolu to meet his grandma every two days, they still missed their grandson.

Thinking of this, the old diary in his hand suddenly fell to the ground, probably because the glue fell off, the cover and the inner volume were directly separated, and a few pages fell in pieces, Shen Chuan bent down to pick it up, and one of them floated into the bed At the bottom, he reached for it, then blew on the ash on it, his eyes suddenly froze.

April 8

Weather: Sunny Sunday Mood: Very Good

Today is a holiday, Yuan Lu said he would take me to his house to play, Yezi went on a date with his girlfriend, and let us go.

However, I was really scared. It turned out that Yuan Lu really had several brothers like Ye Zi said, it was too scary!Three identical faces, but to be honest, Yuan Lu looks the fiercest.

And, uh...

Yuan Lu has a fourth younger brother who looks different from them. He is very young, average in stature, and very beautiful.Yuan Lu told me that it was a child adopted by his family. At that moment, I felt a little bit of sympathy for him, really only a little bit.

Then I wanted to tease him, so I said to him, "You're so pretty, prettier than most little girls."

He doesn't seem to like me very much.

Called "crazy".

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, I don’t know why it’s funny, I’m very happy.

Shen Chuan smiled when he saw it.

In a diary many years ago, he remembered that he wrote it very smoothly and happily that day.

Lying back on the bed again, he suddenly recalled the day when Yuan Yu confessed to him three years ago. He seemed to ask himself quietly in his heart: If nothing happened, forgetting the age difference, would you agree to him?

Ask yourself quietly, very quietly.

So quietly that he almost forgot about that little emotion.

But what qualifications does he have to choose his own life and so-called love?

He had always thought about it before, to give Xiaolu a good life, to have a father and a mother, to make up for him as much as possible, and nothing else matters.

How despicable, knowing that Yuan Yu likes him, and let him hang around, but he just blindly hints that he stays away, but he holds it in his palm with extravagant hopes, unwilling to part with it.

From beginning to end, he is the most hypocritical.

It rained all night, the air was very fresh, and the weather seemed to be getting hotter.

After waking up from the dream, Shen Chuan went to the Taekwondo gym for class every day, and Li Feizhang next door went out. When he got off work, he saw Jiao Cheng. He seemed to have brought the interns to the studio to play.

After class, he didn't have time to say hello to the neighbor, so he went directly to the supermarket to buy some noodles and vegetables. Although his cooking skills were average, at least three people in his family... considered the best.

Hmm... three people.

Shen Chuan's brain got stuck unconsciously.

Yuan Yu: I'm home, have you picked up Xiaolu yet?

Shen Chuan looked at the dialog box and paid the money hastily, walked out of the supermarket, and replied with the bag between his hands: His female classmate is also coming, and the other party's mother said to bring it for me together, you can play by yourself when you arrive.

There was no message from the other side, and Shen Chuan drove all the way home.

He skillfully took out the key and was about to open the door when the little figure tied to him on the key chain made a crackling sound. He just stretched out his hand halfway when he suddenly heard loud footsteps inside.

Shen Chuan didn't move suddenly, he just stayed where he was and listened quietly, a little lost in thought.

"pat-"

"You're back."

Facing Yuan Yu's staring eyes, he unconsciously looked away, and subconsciously began to fumble for the red rope on his left wrist again.

"Don't go barefoot, remember to wear slippers." Shen Chuan said.

Yuan Yu: "Oh."

Yuan Yu glanced at him, with a smile on his face that was much more restrained than before, "Come in quickly, I've arranged everything."

"Arrangement?" As soon as Shen Chuan stepped into the room, he was taken aback by the scene in front of him.

From the living room to the dining room, they are in a straight line, tied with balloons and ribbons, and there is a huge box at the end. Shen Chuan walked over and took a look at the label of this gift. It was indeed the very expensive Gundam that Shen Xiaolu had pestered him to buy before. .

"Where did you get so much money?" Shen Chuan frowned.

"I have a scholarship and have always had side jobs, don't worry."

Yuan Yu got up and went to get the cake in the refrigerator, and calculated that it was almost time to put the candles in. Shen Chuan stood alone in the living room at a loss, and followed him into the kitchen with the vegetables he bought.

There was a rattling sound in the sink, Shen Chuan stared at the vegetables in his hand in a daze, and unconsciously remembered the scene of that night again, Yuan Yu and his figure overlapped with himself...

"Do you want to help?" A figure suddenly approached beside him, and Shen Chuan was taken aback. Yuan Yu was standing beside him when he recovered.

"Then wash the chicken wings for me." He said.

Yuan Yu rolled up his sleeves and began to wash. His hands were very white, and the scar on the side of his hand became more and more obvious in the splash of water. Shen Chuan unconsciously saw the bloodshot stitches, swallowed and asked, "Are your hands still itchy easily?" ?”

Yuan Yu listened, and the movements of his hands paused for a while.Some time ago, during the suture repair, it was very itchy every day, and I couldn't help scratching, and was caught by Shen Chuan almost every time.

"It's not itchy anymore, just a little bit last night."

Shen Chuan nodded, "The wound seems to itch easily on rainy days. Next time, I'll contact the doctor for you to see if you can do hand plastic surgery."

After Yuan Yu washed the last chicken wing, he wiped his hands, "It's all right, it doesn't get in the way anyway."

After all, the two fell into silence again.

A few days ago, this kind of atmosphere was really weird. After all, Yuan Yu was very talkative. Even if Shen Chuan didn't speak, he would always find something to talk about and keep on reading.

Yuan Yu opened his mouth, and said with a slightly unnatural smile: "I found that Jiao Cheng and Li Feidan are very good at cooking."

Shen Chuan: "Have you ever eaten made by Li Feizhang?"

"Well, when you were not at home, I often took Xiaolu downstairs to eat." Yuan Yu said.

Shen Chuan didn't respond, and suddenly turned on the faucet without turning sideways.

"sorry."

Yuan Yu was a little confused: "Ah? What did you say that you were not at home? Haha, it doesn't matter, anyway, your cooking is terrible..." As he spoke, he raised his head and met Shen Chuan's gaze. The man's forehead was shaped like a gear. The scar was still there, and he couldn't resist reaching out to touch it.

"It was also the night before yesterday, I'm sorry." Shen Chuan said.

After speaking, Yuan Yu's hand stopped, and then withdrew his hand.

He turned his back and rummaged through the lattice window for a lighter, flicking his hands wildly, but his thoughts flew away...

"Slap".

Candles are lit.

"Then do you continue to meet those women in the future?"

Shen Chuan was a little surprised: "What woman?"

Yuan Yu: "Didn't those parents in your class do everything possible to find you a partner every day? They're very happy, like sweet potatoes..."

There was an unknown emotion in his tone, and he didn't even know what he was talking about.

"Dad!!! Dad!!! Brother Yuan Yu!!! I'm back! Open the door!!"

Suddenly there was a loud knock on the door, and it was that brat Shen Xiaolu. Shen Chuan put down the things in his hand and was about to open the door.

Yuan Yu coughed a few times quickly, adjusted his mood and went out with the cake, drew the curtains before opening the door, and turned off the lights...

"Happy Birthday! Xiaolu!"

"Wow!!! What a beautiful cake!!!" Shouted Shen Xiaolu, then glanced behind him as if he was concerned, a little shy.

Shen Chuan followed his gaze, and there was a beautiful little girl standing behind his son, and said shyly, "Hello, uncles."

Shen Xiaolu happily took her hand, pointed, "They are not the same age at first glance, this is my father, this is Yuan Yu's brother, you can call him brother with me too!"

The little girl smiled: "Hi brother!"

Yuan Yu happily led them into the house, Shen Xiaolu blew out the candles smoothly, made a birthday wish, and rushed to the oversized gift box in the living room with a "wow".

Shen Chuan shook his head helplessly, and closed the door. Why does his son like to bury his father so much? Although he is older than Yuan Yu, he is not... so old just by his appearance...

Having a member of the opposite sex in a family is not the same. Although the opposite sex is only six years old, Shen Xiaolu's nympho character can be seen.

He yelled "Xiaokui Xiaokui" the whole time, and even when Shen Chuan served the longevity noodles, he still stared at his beautiful female classmate the whole time, which was really similar to Shen Ye before.

Xiaokui ate the noodles, and suddenly asked, "Shen Xiaolu, doesn't your family have a mother?"

"Ah?" Shen Xiaolu answered blankly, with a confused expression, and said for a long time: "Isn't it good to have a father and brother Yuan Yu at home? Of course, if you want to add a mother, you can, but there are only three beds in the house. No more, I think about it or forget it..."

Xiaokui also thought about it blankly: "Hey, it's okay to think about it this way! Your house is so cool!"

Shen Xiaolu giggled, halfway through eating, he took Xiaokui's hand to play with his precious Gundam.

The words of a five or six-year-old child were innocent and immature, and ultimately meant nothing. Yuan Yu stirred up the noodles in the bowl and laughed.

After the meal, the two simply cleaned up, and the two children jumped up and down on the sofa, very happy.

Yuan Yu charged up his battery, pulled out his cell phone and prepared to go back to his home. Yuan Luzhen might pick his skin later.

When I went to the entrance to change my shoes, I suddenly heard someone chasing me out.

Shen Chuan: "Are you leaving now?"

"Well, my parents asked me to go back and I won't go to school tonight." Yuan Yu was tying his shoelaces. I don't know if he moved too fast. When he brushed the side of his left hand, he scratched a small wound that was faintly visible. Beads of blood came out immediately after.

Shen Chuan closed the door but didn't see it, so he followed him out a few steps, and the two stood at the anti-theft door like this.

"What's the matter? Send me off? So polite." Yuan Yu looked at him with a playful smile.

Shen Chuan dawdled for a few steps, and it happened that Yuan Yu was leaning against the wall. He was standing on the outside and leaning against the outside. This posture was a little embarrassed, "I... I... will not have a blind date with those people again."

After being lukewarm for a long time, he only said this sentence.

Yuan Yu: "Really, why?"

"It seems... I don't like them." Shen Chuan said.

"You used to say that blind dates are like that. Most of the time, it's not about whether you like it or not. In the end, it's all about whether it's suitable or not."

The corridor lights suddenly flickered a few times.

"Well, I dare not..." Facing myself.

It's me, cowardly and hypocritical.

Yuan Yu didn't seem to care about what Shen Chuan was saying, he leaned against the white wall and suddenly moved closer, the two of them were very close, so close that they could hear each other's breathing...

"I can always be behind you for a long time, a long time, but I want to know if such a quantitative change really has a chance to make a qualitative change..."

A gust of wind blew through the open window next to the elevator, and it bulged. It was the wind of early summer, and it flowed into his chest together with his voice.

Shen Chuan swallowed his saliva and lowered his head, suddenly found Yuan Yu's bleeding left hand, and pulled it nervously.

"Why are you bleeding again?"

Yuan Yu glanced at it and smiled, and said indifferently, "It's a small wound by accident, it's fine."

"Hmm." The man made a gasp from his nose.

Another gust of wind blew by, and the lights in the corridor suddenly went out.

The hand was gently pulled up, Yuan Yu couldn't see clearly, all other senses were infinitely magnified, he heard the breathing of the man opposite him, one after another, one after another...

After a while, the sticky touch spread on the fingertips, with soft friction and rough lines, like an electric shock, spreading from the fingertips to the back of the spine...

Shen Chuan...

licking his hand.

The secreted saliva traveled in the palm, stopped at the wound, repeatedly sucked/sucked, sucked/sucked...

Shen Chuan said: "It has changed a long time ago."

Afterwards, something slipped across with his left hand, and it wrapped around Yuan Yu's wrist thinly.