eight dance partners with my boyfriend

When he heard the news, Pu Xiuyun was sitting in the driver's seat of the car, passing by the former site of Swan Poetry.

In fact, I can't remember exactly where I heard it, but I saw Li Feidan hugging a strange woman that I didn't know that day, her behavior was not the same as before, and she looked sleepy.

Said he was frivolous, it seems not.

It's just that it's really different from before.

The floor on the third floor is very cool, especially in late autumn.

Pu Xiuyun was lying flat on it, without socks or shoes, when suddenly there was a jingle of bells and palms at the stairway, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps, and then he pushed open the door hastily.

He turned his head.

"Master, you're being lazy again."

Fa Xiao said so.

Pu Xiuyun didn't move, glanced at his shoes, and said silently: "Take off your socks and let me wear them, it's cold."

"Huh?" Fa Xiao thought he heard it wrong, and sat down next to him with a push and push, "Don't be like last year, you know how to pick my clothes and put them on all day long. Where are your own socks and shoes?"

Pu Xiuyun yawned unhurriedly, and then yawned again, the physiological saline mist covered his eye sockets, then he turned over and muttered nonsense, "Sleepy."

Fa Xiao directly pressed his head, "Why are you sleepy? Are you going to participate in the black pool? Come on, the business group. The Korean girl who played with me last time wants to form a team with you. Just go play, you Dad also urges you to practice and practice."

"What's the experience, I only practiced the basics." Pu Xiuyun turned over again, face down, pressed on the floor, it was cool, and there was a smell of shoe soles.

"Hey, then what are you learning from the national standard picture? It's not good to continue dancing ballet." After posting the novel, I glanced at the light blond hair of the person lying on the ground, softly spreading from the sides of the crown of the head, and sticking it casually. On the floor, I couldn't help touching a thread, but Pu Xiuyun raised a hand and shook it, motioning for him to take it away.

"Why is your hair so long, isn't it short before?"

Pu Xiuyun sat up slowly, smoothed his hair, got up and looked outside, it was dusk.

"There's no reason, I just find that long hair looks good, but." Standing in front of the mirror, he said softly, "It's true...it's too long, why don't you accompany me to get your hair cut."

Originally, he was only here to urge this person to sign up for Blackpool, but he was called to be a driver, driving him door to door to find barbershops.

Pu Xiuyun was obviously able to drive, but he stayed silent in the passenger seat, half leaning and looking out the window.

"You haven't danced ballet this year?" Fa Xiao turned her head and asked sadly.

Pu Xiuyun: "Basic training is still going on."

"Oh that's it." Fa Xiao jumped to a rock song, the bass sounded in the car, he suddenly thought of something, turned down the volume, "Suddenly remembered something, do you remember? Before... was last year, old man Bu, The side with cold noodles...what is it called..."

"Brownies. costwold."

"Yes! That's right there."

Pu Xiuyun listened, scrolling through the pictures in his hand to browse all kinds of hairstyles, trying to find the one that suits him.

Fa Xiao continued: "Isn't there a man named Li Feidan among the several people?"

The screen went dark, and Pu Xiuyun didn't find a good one, so he simply threw it into the slot beside the car.

"Nathan, are you listening?"

Pu Xiuyun leaned back on the seat with both hands, "Yes."

"I heard that he was scolded by the four-eyed man in the column, saying that he danced so badly and told him to get out of the UK. I also searched on the Internet. It seems that the voice is quite loud. Do you know about this?"

Pu Xiuyun subconsciously rolled his hair, and he could wrap his index finger around three times, but he stopped halfway and let go.

"know."

Of course I know, it was all over the place two weeks ago.

I forgot what the original name of the four-eyed man is. Anyway, he is a very old-fashioned ballroom dance review expert here. In the past 20 years, countless outstanding dancers have been on his column and accepted his advice. To a large extent, it is a direction in the circle. marked.

But it is rare to publicly insult a dancer like this.

"Four-eyed men seem to discriminate against Asians." Fa Xiao waited for the red light to mutter.

"Really?" Pu Xiuyun asked tremblingly.

"However, there are quite a few Asians in the circle. Why did he suddenly come out to scold them and name them by name? It's very strange. The person surnamed Li is not particularly famous, so what's bothering him? He still scolds so much. It's ugly, saying that he doesn't know how to dance at all, like juggling, he has no essence of fart."

Also said he has no emotions.

Pu Xiuyun silently added a sentence in his heart.

"I don't know, everyone has a different taste." Pu Xiuyun said.

Fa Xiao was a little surprised to hear the answer.

He knows Pu Xiuyun best, this person never talks too much about others, nor gossips behind their backs, or even swears.In this kind of post-dinner chat in this kind of circle, I usually say a few words casually, and it is usually only a unilateral output, and Pu Xiuyun does not reply.But today, the other party seemed to be in a bad mood, so he opened his mouth...

The barber shop has arrived.

What I chose was really a big store.

Pu Xiuyun washed her hair, looked in the mirror for a while, stared at the hairstyle reference list in her hand, and finally said in English, "Just blow dry for me."

"You don't want to cut it?" Fa Xiaodu had already started to cut it, and when he turned around, he found that this guy was dozing off.

"Well, that's pretty good."

"Okay, as long as you think it's good. I haven't finished asking just now. Have you ever been to Costwold? I miss the cold noodles at the old man's house...it's really delicious..."

"Actually, two months ago, his shop opened on the street where your house turned right." Pu Xiuyun yawned and said.

"Really?!" Fa Xiao sighed, almost having his sideburns cut off by the barber, and then settled down a bit and asked, "Then Nathan, do you want to live there?"

Want to?

Pu Xiuyun's hair was dry, he nodded.

Two months later it was colder.

Pu Xiuyun went back to the old site of Swan Poetry with his family, it was re-leased to someone else, and some things needed to be moved back.

Old Swan Poetry is in the middle of the urban area, it is very noisy, and it is easy to get stuck in traffic.

Pu Xiuyun got out of the car and walked to the side. It was previously vacated for them to practice small ballet lessons, and it was not bordered by other ballroom dance classrooms.

It's just like that, apart from there, Pu Xiuyun doesn't have any nostalgia for other places.

Some people were moving their things when passing by.The few rooms here have been used as public classrooms for more than a year, and there are many people coming and going for convenience.

And more than two months ago, he saw Li Feidan outside here.

I thought I would see them again in a short time.But the way is different, the people in these houses are keen to go to different practice rooms every day, take classes from different masters, and then go to one stadium after another.Then there was no chance.

Many people are right, national standard dancers, at least more than [-]% of the first half of their lives must be in the arena to realize the value of dancers.

Pu Xiuyun found two or three pairs of pointe shoes in the dance room that were left here more than a year ago. The soles of the shoes were worn off a lot, and the straps were also dusty. Presumably, they skipped class and kicked into a corner one day.

When I came out, I accidentally bumped into a familiar person, who was squatting in the corner of the flower bed and crying.

"Anna?"

Crying is Pu Xiuyun's most incapable move, so he stood in front of Anna with two pairs of pointe shoes in his hand, the scene was indescribably strange.

Anna's eyes were red from crying, and she vaguely heard someone calling her name in Chinese.

It is said that in a foreign country, when you meet old acquaintances when you are sad, the desire/desire to vent will increase sharply, and even gush out.So when Anna looked up and found that it was Pu Xiuyun who had grown taller, even though she hadn't seen him for a long time, she still resolutely threw herself into the boy's arms, hugged him and cried bitterly...

Pu Xiuyun threw away two pairs of pointe shoes, went to the vending machine and bought two cans of milk tea, handed the hot one to another person, and covered his forehead with the iced one, water dripped down.

Anna whispered "Thank you", staring at the ground with her milk tea in her hands, she didn't say anything. The gaffe just now made her feel ashamed. The boys around her were many years younger than her, and they were not particularly acquainted.

After a while, she said with some doubts: "Don't ask me why... is this so?"

Pu Xiuyun pulled the tab, and the milk stains gushed out of the can. He took a sip: "You can say what you want, but I'm actually not curious."

Anna suddenly laughed in a low voice, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with emotion: "It's very similar to what you would say."

She took a sip of milk tea with her head down, and said intermittently: "Actually, it has something to do with Li Feidan...he...is very strange now, it's different from before, I don't know what to say, maybe every dancer has a weak moment Right. You may not pay attention to these things. Some time ago...he was scolded, and he was scolded very badly. Because of this, he is discriminated against everywhere now, cooperation has been cancelled, some competitions cannot get a participation certificate, and the media follow suit Blatantly insulting him, the original dance partner is preparing to retire..."

The fog had settled down, Pu Xiuyun looked at the sky.

"and then."

"He seems to have emotional cognitive impairment."

After Anna finished speaking, she just met the boy's slightly wrinkled eyes, and then hurriedly waved her hand, "It's not a medical emotional disorder, he's in good health, but...can't distinguish between life and career... I will also say specifically I don't know..."

"Ah."

The weather is bad, the fog is getting bigger and bigger, the whole city of London is always gray all year round, and today is no exception.

Pu Xiuyun bid farewell to Anna and exchanged contact information with her. On the way back, he passed by the city center and saw a newly opened "Xiaobu Baked Cold Noodles". Flying.

More than two months ago, Pu Xiuyun also heard the words "Li Feidan has changed". He is not a nosy person, although he also knows that the evaluation of the outside world will cause a lot of negative emotions on a person, but at least this man As I said - "I want to stand on a higher stage", so how could it change to make another girl feel sorry for him.

should not.

Following the address Anna gave, the place I found was obviously not a house, but a privately rented practice room.

Pu Xiuyun stood at the door and thought for a while.

The brain just started to work, and after half a circle of hair, he heard a burst of incoherent footsteps outside, mixed with the laughter of men and women talking, as if a little coquettish, and he couldn't explain it. Kind of alike.

Turning his head, Li Feidan was hugging a woman. It was different from the last time. They should have drunk some wine and talked together while laughing. The two were very close, smelling of perfume.Li Feidan saw him, he was a little surprised, he called "Xiao Pu", then he lowered his head and said something to the woman, the woman looked over and walked away with a bag and a smile.

The key turns the lock and it opens.

"Your new girlfriend?"

Li Feidan pushed open the door, turned on the light, and instantly the room was brightly lit. He suddenly stopped talking, and no longer smiled frivolously as before. he.

"Why are you here? I haven't seen you for a long time. You are about as tall as me." Li Feidan took off his down jacket and sat on the floor. He opened a can of beer and drank it down.

Pu Xiuyun turned the packaging of the soda, carefully looking at the comic strips pasted on it.

Li Feizhang did not force the child to speak, after all Pu Xiuyun has always had his own style and is rarely influenced by others.It's just that more than a year ago... I hoped that I could at least bring him something, even if it was just a vague direction, just like my uncle's influence on me, but now it's a mess, how can I have the right to point fingers at others up.

He put down the beer, opened the window, and the wind from outside blew in.

"You have long hair, which suits you well. Mixed races look good."

After reading the comic strip, Pu Xiuyun gave a "hmm", then suddenly sat up straight and said, "I know that someone criticized you before."

Li Feidan's fingers froze, and then he said softly, "Really, everyone should know something, so you came to care about me today?"

"No." Pu Xiuyun smiled happily and shook his head.

Li Feidan: "It doesn't look like it either, so what do you want to do, I have nothing to teach you now."

Pu Xiuyun got up and stood beside the man. He had grown a lot in one year, and he was almost at the same level as the man beside him. Then he looked away and said a little: "You are too much pursuing innovation and tricks in dancing. Ballroom dancing can be like this. , but I don’t think it should be exactly like that, yet.”

At this point, he paused, Li Feidan frowned, and laughed at himself: "You still want to say that the big words I told you before are ridiculous."

Before the words "not ridiculous" could be said, Li Feidan had already denied himself, "I think it's ridiculous too. Mr. Rosenkelmans commented on what I said, dancing is very arbitrary, you can't see your partner, you can't see Partner. But... I am really looking at them, what is really looking at them..."

Li Feidan's words drifted into the air outside the window accompanied by the smell of alcohol, Pu Xiuyun listened quietly.

"Is it because I don't understand feelings? I used to think that dancing is not difficult. Communicating with a partner, body and eyes, or trying to understand the music and understand the story behind it. Now I find it difficult. It is difficult to dance with anyone... "

Pu Xiuyun listened and did not speak.

"The relationship in life, the relationship at work, the relationship between dancing partners... I can't tell the difference..."

Li Feizhang's last few words became smaller and smaller, as if they had been squeezed out between his teeth, they were thinly sucked into the air, and the ending trembled slightly, and then he immediately covered his eyes with his elbow, like someone else One more look and he couldn't speak anymore.

"What should I do?"

With a crying voice.

Pu Xiuyun backed away from him and looked far away at the sky where he couldn't see anything.

"do not know."

Um.No one knows the answer to this question.

Pu Xiuyun couldn't answer either, even though he had been an audience member, he hadn't gone the way of Li Feidan, so he couldn't answer his question.

He really wants to tell this person that he wants to open up, and there are many choices.If it was like when he himself had nowhere to go, he might go back home immediately, without a trace of nostalgia, swaggeringly, and would not look back.

But Pu Xiuyun also knew that they were different.

It's very different.

"Nathaniel."

Before leaving, Li Feizhang suddenly called out his full name.

Pu Xiuyun's brain didn't react subconsciously, the water in the soda bottle slipped into the palm of his hand along the gap between his fingers.

The man turned his back to him and said, "You don't hate dancing, you just don't want to feel like someone else made you dance. So, if I'm still like this after a year, give me a hand."

On the day I came home, it was windy.

"Xiaobu Roasted Cold Noodles" didn't close, so Pu Xiuyun bought a box.

He sat in front of the computer, staring blankly, ruffling his hair irritably.

He clicked out of the interface distractedly, and after 2 minutes of irritability, he clicked "Exit" on the drama course.

The cold noodles were cold, but he suddenly calmed down.

There's no need to be entangled, what he wants to do, in fact, he knows better than anyone else in his heart.

Pu Xiuyun, no one stood on the stage like dancers of the same age.He moved out to live, but he is not absolutely free. Ballroom dance has become the whole of his life. He no longer takes drama online classes. He has passed the major of "GB and Ballet" and started to go to college. His hair has always remained the same as it was a year ago. length.He is empty most of the time, and even occasionally hates Li Feizhang.

Li Feidan's words were like "kidnapping" someone.

In the past, he obviously wouldn't be affected by any words, but now he obeys inexplicably - "Give me a hand".

He even found out later that his female steps were better than male steps, so many male students who lacked a partner often approached him for rehearsals. He always refused with straightforward words such as "I like men so I am more picky about male partners". up.

He was still the same Pu Xiuyun as before.

In addition to growing up, in fact, it is no different.

The summer is still the same, Pu Xiuyun sent a message to Li Feidan, I heard that this man went to retreat to practice, and also heard that the other party changed several dance partners, and he really fell in love with the partner in the middle, such as Liu Weisi he knew, and him The mixed-race woman Joe who didn't know.

But they haven't seen each other for a year.

So Pu Xiuyun was surprised when he heard that he was in Costwold.When he drove to the cabin, Lao Bu was fishing in the lake. The stagnant canal was really open, and there were a few egrets passing by, stepping on the water to wash their paws.

Old Bu's eyes were not getting better, so he waved to him after recognizing him for a long time.

Pu Xiuyun came directly from school, the weather was too hot, he tied a low ponytail loosely, and it was itchy when he brushed his neck.

Standing in front of the wooden house, he looked at the familiar furnishings inside, and suddenly looked up.

"It's so fast, the driving skills are good." Li Feidan sat by the window with his face propped up, a willow and wisteria fluttered with the wind, and then fell on his head. This man lost a lot of weight.

Pu Xiuyun stepped on the steps, his back was straight, his skin was very white.

Pushing open the door, half leaning against the door and looking inside, the man is half sitting in front of the table, the bed inside is covered with spots of light, the bamboo mat and pillows know that someone has been living here recently.

"Are you retreating here?" Pu Xiuyun asked.

"No, I've only been here for half a month, let's relax." Li Feizhang said.

"Then you can do it? It's been a year."

Pu Xiuyun sat on the side where he used to sleep, with his hair loose, and lay on it alone, looking at the old roof, which seemed to be moldy this summer.

Li Feidan still turned his back to him, "You should have listened to other people, I just broke up these two days, and I just lost my dance partner."

"Who?" Pu Xiuyun turned his head.

"Anna."

Pu Xiuyun had never heard of this matter, so he raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Li Feidan: "Some time ago she offered to form a group, and I actually agreed."

"She values ​​you, and it's right to end."

Pu Xiuyun leaned on the pillow, and unexpectedly remembered the summer vacation two or three years ago, "Have you figured it out, the emotion when dancing."

"No." The person next to him didn't speak for a long time, leaning on the wicker chair, making a "creaking" sound, "I remembered, I went to the dance at your school before, why didn't I see you, I thought you were I will study hard, it seems that I still skip class."

"That..." Pu Xiuyun lazily sat up halfway, and drew out his tone: "It's too boring, so I didn't go."

"Then you are not very strong now, can you give me a hand." Li Feidan suddenly laughed.

Pu Xiuyun got up, stepped on the floor, then stretched out his hand to pull Li Feidan, "Neng, pull it up."

Li Fei was close to Chi Chi, listening to his jokes, he laughed even more happily, and then casually said: "It would be great if you were my younger brother."

Pu Xiuyun heard it, but didn't make a sound.

"It's been almost two years, and I seem to be still at the same place." Li Feidan stopped laughing suddenly, his face was tense and expressionless, "Actually, I said that as a joke a year ago, but I didn't expect you to continue dancing. I want to stimulate you, little brat, so let me fend for myself here alone, why don’t you do it, I can’t dance on my own, who can help me..." Li Feidan said nonsense, his whole body buried his face in the pillow.

"You have a hole in your right ear, I didn't notice it before." Pu Xiuyun suddenly approached and said.

Li Feizhang continued to be bored in the pillow, and said softly: "The fortune teller used to tell me that my marriage is not going well, and I have to wear a pair of holes in my body to marry a wife."

Pu Xiuyun looked at the small hole in his right ear, then turned to look at his left ear, "But there is only one."

"I was afraid of pain and blood, so I stopped hitting halfway through the fight." Li Feizhang said.

"Wouldn't it mean that you won't be able to marry a wife?" Pu Xiuyun said casually in a drawn-out voice, the sunlight outside was very good, and the nets piercing through the wisteria dappled the man's face.

Pu Xiuyun suddenly remembered that night two years ago, when the man on the bed looked drunk, he pinched a wisteria ear outside the window and hummed:

"Abiding by the agreement, 'give you a hand', I will be your dance partner, okay?"

This was the first time Pu Xiuyun uttered the three words "okay?" Even though there was no hint of coquettishness in the tone, it was indeed giving in to another person.It seems that subconsciously, Li Feidan gradually changed.

This feeling……

It's hard to say, but he obviously felt that when he said the three words "good or bad", he felt a burst of joy spontaneously, this kind of joy surpassed the surge of countless emotions over the years, surging and overwhelming...

They started partnering.

This partnership is strange.

Although male and male partners have never appeared before, but one of them has never even participated in a regular competition, and without any experience in competitions, it sounds absurd to recklessly be another dancer's "female partner" .

But Li Fei knew that this person was serious.

When he took the boy's hand for the first time, he felt it.

All this is no joke.

End shoulders, lower waist, side head.

Calm as water, smooth as water.

You don't feel that it's a man in your hand, as if he was born to exist in this position, born to dance this way, born to look like this.

Miracle.

They danced, where no one else could see, in the familiar log cabin.

There is a lake outside, there are wisterias and Mario's night lights, and occasionally you can see the dark sky without fog, which is as pure as washing.

Pu Xiuyun usually had to go to class during the day, and he didn't know what Li Feizhang would think about lying alone on the floor of the wooden house, but the older he got, the less he would think.

Li Feizhang is far away from his life in the past year, the life he knew he would fall into but still trying to distinguish, put aside the words of Mr. Rosenkelmans, let himself go, the messy life seems to be orderly again .

He never thought that it was Pu Xiuyun who had been by his side these days.

For more than a year, Li Feidan didn't go anywhere.

I didn't participate in the competition, I didn't go out of the city of London, I couldn't control the so-called emotions in the dance, but it was like studying the dance style with another person.

Those who are familiar with each other know that Li Feizhang and Pu Xiuyun danced together, and thought they danced in the same position.

But only Anna and He Zhang saw with their own eyes that two men in front of the mirror, one male step and one female step, were dancing their dance steps.

A different style than before.

Anna would often say: "Xiao Pu, you seem very different. The other dance partners are led by Li Feidan, but you are the only one who pulls Li Feidan invisibly, like two magnets, both attracting and repelling each other."

Pu Xiuyun sometimes thinks back on this sentence, but he doesn't fully agree with it.For a year, he didn't have the opportunity to perfect himself, he just managed to be "okay". Now the self in the wooden house is gradually gaining wings. He knows what the girl-jumping self should bring to Li Fei. Know what to bring to yourself.

The women's step is never to dance like any woman, nor is it to follow the male partner blindly, but to dance like herself.

The days gradually moved forward like this.

The circle began to forget about Rosenkelmans, what happened to Li Feizhan back then, and the jokes and gossips of old rotten millet.The newer the era, the stronger the inclusiveness. The city of London is no longer just a paradise for Europeans and Africans to dance. More and more Asians come here to pursue their dreams. They have stronger self-awareness and choices. Unknowingly, the names of "Anna", "He Zhang", "Liu Weisi" and "Li Feidan" have also become a monument in the hearts of many beginners and become their predecessors.

Pu Xiuyun is still very young.

On the one hand, he tastes the freedom and casualness of his prime, and on the other hand, he hides in the ivory tower, avoiding those international competitions that are exciting for dancers and fans all over the world.

He still likes to wear a loose ponytail that is neither high nor low, and his back is very straight. Sometimes he practices dancing, sometimes bungee jumping, and sometimes he is too lazy to drive around in a small car.

Only one thing, he felt different.

He liked Li Fei a little bit.

Pu Xiuyun knew that he would not be twitchy, and neither was his relationship.

To be sure of your mind is to be sure.

He must tell this man.

At the same time, Li Feizhang's 25-year-old is coming to an end. Someone helped him to contact a new dance partner, surnamed Ning. I heard that he had danced male steps for a long time before, and recently transitioned to a career path. The people over there asked if he wanted to dance Try forming a team, Li Feidan discussed with Pu Xiuyun and agreed.

Pu Xiuyun accompanied them to a competition, witnessed the success of their first run-in, and felt happy for them from the bottom of his heart.

But now it seems that his "dancing partner" career is coming to an end.

The dance partners would leave as soon as they said they would, not to mention that they were just honing their dance skills together, and had never appeared in front of everyone.

It's just that for some reason, in the last few days when they were about to part ways, Li Feidan would often stay by the door and stare at him dancing. Only then did Pu Xiuyun gradually realize that such scenes often happened in the past year.

Men usually frown, and then you call him, and it takes a long time to recover.

Until one day Li Feizhang told him that he was going back to China for a vacation, and he might not be back in a short time, and he would continue to form a team with Ning Yifei later.

Pu Xiuyun understood that they were going to be separated for a short time.

He is not afraid of separation, because he knows himself very well, but he will not hold back some words.

The sun was shining outside, the shadows of the trees were mottled, and the leaves by the lake were shining golden.

Pu Xiuyun, like when he was fifteen or sixteen years old, likes to squat by the lake to blow the wind, waving his hair against the lake.

There were footsteps behind him, and he opened his mouth without looking back, "The professor asked for leave today, so I didn't go to school."

Li Fei replied, and then stood beside the boy, "What are you going to do next?"

"The future?" He looked up vaguely, "I haven't thought about it, I'll talk about it when the time comes, you know mine, you can do whatever you want."

Li Feidan squatted beside the boy, looking back at the boy's profile.He didn't wear a rubber band today, his light blond hair was as beautiful as an oil painting in the sun, and his half-squinted cat-like eyes were embedded in the eye sockets like the surface of a waxed lake.He had always known that this man was superior to anyone else.

"when are you going back to China."

"Tomorrow night's flight is coming soon." Li Feidan replied.

Pu Xiuyun shook his head, smiled, his eyes became more active, "Yes."

"Thank you very much." Li Feidan said suddenly.

"no need thank me."

"Give me a hand."

"Everyone takes what they need." Pu Xiuyun stood up, patted the grass on his buttocks, his hair was blown across his face by the wind, and his whole face seemed to be hazy.

Li Feidan also stood up, and then gently hugged him, "Thank you."

In the middle of speaking, Pu Xiuyun interrupted him, grinning and said: "Actually, I like men, can I pursue you?"

The wind blew again, and the grass set off a small green wave.

Li Feidan stood in the wind for a while, then turned to the boy in front of him, bent his shoulders, lowered his waist, turned his head, and stretched out his hand to him, "It's okay, I don't need to answer, pursuing you is my own business. So, Can I have one more dance before I leave?"

waltz.

Suitable for meeting, also suitable for farewell.

"Embers" was the first time they danced together as a partner.

Li Feidan obediently led the boy to dance four eight beats, and then gently let go.

The wind blew harder.

The two stood on the lawn more than one meter apart, Pu Xiuyun smiled, lazily, without sharing, just like the usual him.

Li Feidan's black hair was also shaken by the blow, and he suddenly called out in a low voice, "Nathaniel."

Pu Xiuyun looked directly at him: "Yes."

"Do you know the meaning of this name your parents gave you?" Li Feidan looked up at the sky.

Pu Xiuyun shook his head.

"A gift from God."

The man opened his mouth lightly, and the five words floated out with the wind, and followed the grass clippings in the grass to the lake, or to a further place.

"You are a gift from God."

gift.

Pu Xiuyun chewed this word, and heard the sound of the lake being blown by the wind.

"We are different."

Li Feidan lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, then turned to look back at the cabin where he was, and stared firmly into the light golden boy's eyes, "But we will always be relatives, and I will never forget you."