I'm just rotten

The name column of the class reads——

Grade 8 ([-]) class, Zhai Jian.

Cheng Hao: "..."

Junior... junior high?

Can the appearance not be so confusing, I have always regarded him as a little brother for being so thin and small!

I'm only in the second year of junior high school! !

Suddenly he found that the guy who was almost two heads shorter than him was actually bigger than him. This kind of sharp contrast made it difficult for Cheng Hao to accept.

Then, he quickly remembered what he did that day...

Whoever is said to be a primary school student or the younger brother of junior high...wouldn't be uncomfortable?

Cheng Hao suddenly remembered something again, and his expression became very tangled in an instant.

There seems to be one more serious matter that hasn't been addressed...

He subconsciously glanced at Zhai Jian who was immersed in writing exercises, thinking about what happened an hour ago, secretly organized his words, and after a long while, he said slowly, "Actually, I didn't intend to laugh at you at that time." This habit of wanting to tease little kids has to be changed! ——Cheng Hao said viciously to himself in his heart.

Hearing this, Zhai Jian stopped writing, and looked straight at him with his dark eyes.

Cheng Hao met Zhai Jian's gaze, and felt more and more that he had to emphasize it, so he continued seriously and slowly, "I really didn't know you were already in the third grade of junior high... I just wanted to tease you at that time, it's nothing Malicious, if I said something bad, I apologize to you."

Cheng Hao's tone was very sincere, and Zhai Jian looked at him silently with his small face sideways, and kept watching for a long time... until Cheng Hao was looked at a little unnaturally, and when cracks appeared on his calm expression. , he responded with a soft "hmm", then lowered his head and continued to look at his practice questions, his expression did not change.In fact, if Cheng Hao paid a little attention to his eyes at this time, he would find that his eyes were a little lost in the practice questions—obviously wandering.

Seeing that Zhai Jian lowered his head and continued to study his practice questions, Cheng Hao subconsciously looked down at the exercise book in his hand.At this moment, he suddenly thought, since the little guy has a higher education than himself... then there is nothing to worry about if he can't understand the English question.

Thinking of "little one", Cheng Hao couldn't help but turned his face to look at Zhai Jian again.

Zhai Jian looked like he really had nothing to do with the third-year junior high school students.However, although he is thin and small, his eyebrows and eyes are pretty... At least it makes him look quite pleasing to the eye.

Well, with a pointed chin and a small face.Although the face was pinched a bit... But what is this sudden feeling of wanting to pinch again?

Cheng Hao was startled by the thoughts in his heart, and tried his best to keep calm.

"By the way... don't you have an English dictionary here?" Cheng Hao suddenly thought of this and asked.

Hearing this, Zhai Jian's eyes dimmed, and he shook his head: "No."

Not even?

Cheng Hao choked, and said after a long time: "I have it at home, or I'll bring it to you tomorrow."

The other end was quiet for a while, and Cheng Hao waited patiently for a while, but he was stunned when Zhai Jian raised his eyes.

It was a very complicated look, and he couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was. What made him a little at a loss was that Zhai Jian's eye circles slowly turned red under his gaze.

"Cheng Hao," Zhai Jian stared at him deeply with such eyes, and said in a low voice, "Why are you being so nice to me?"

There was a hoarse voice in this voice, coupled with the slightly furrowed brows, it seemed that he was trying to suppress something.

For some reason, Cheng Hao blurted out: "Because we are friends."

As soon as these words came out, Cheng Hao paused slightly, as if realizing something, he firmed his eyes, and repeated it seriously: "Because, we are friends."

Zhai Jian looked back steadily, and asked unconsciously, "Why do you regard me as a friend?"

Cheng Hao looked at him, and suddenly wanted to laugh. He said, "Because, I think it's not bad to have you as a friend."

Zhai Jian opened his eyes slightly, and at that moment, something was touched, and he felt warm all over his body, as if soaked in soft warm water.

Because, I think it's not bad to have you as a friend.

——This is really, the most beautiful thing in the world.

"Come on, friend, shake hands." Cheng Hao said.

Looking at Cheng Hao's eyes full of warm smiles, Zhai Jian couldn't help stretching out his hand, grabbed it, and squeezed it back tightly.

Then, he smiled in front of Cheng Hao.

He was already pretty, and with this smile, Cheng Hao was so cute that he wanted to rub his head madly. In fact, Cheng Hao did the same.

He stretched out the hand that was not being held, grinning and rubbing Zhai Jian's head vigorously a few times, jokingly said: "Hey, it feels more pleasing to smile like this."

Hearing this, Zhai Jian's eyes flickered, shrank slightly as if shy, and stretched out his hand awkwardly, trying to shake off Cheng Hao's raging claws on his head, but suddenly thought of something, and abruptly withdrew his hand back.

The two looked at each other silently for a while. Cheng Hao felt that his right hand was being held by something cold, so he subconsciously followed the feeling and found that his other hand was still tightly held by the other party. in his hand.

Cheng Hao blinked and asked, "Why are your hands so cold?"

Zhai Jian felt the warm and soft touch in his hand, didn't speak, just looked at him fixedly.

Cheng Hao tried to pull back his hand, but Zhai Jian unconsciously tightened his hand when he noticed it. Cheng Hao was stunned for a moment, thinking that Zhai Jian was joking with him, so he squeezed back harder.

The two looked at each other, and it was unknown who increased the strength, so the other followed suit.The two competed with each other for an unknown amount of time, until Cheng Hao realized that Zhai Jian was not his opponent at all, so he laughed and relaxed, only to find that the other party was still tightly choking his hand.He blinked, looked at Zhai Jian inexplicably, and shook his hands a few times, but Zhai Jian still stared at him persistently, but did not let go.

Before Cheng Hao had time to think about what Zhai Jian meant by doing this, Zhai Jing's soft voice came from not far away——

"Ah Jian, come and have dinner with your friends!"

As soon as the words fell, the force on Cheng Hao's hand was loosened, and before he could react, Zhai Jian stretched out his arms to wrap them around.

Cheng Hao looked at Zhai Jian, who was supporting the table with his other hand. At the same time, the hand around his arm trembled a little. Only then did he remember that Zhai Jian's leg was injured, so he stretched it out quickly. He held Zhai Jian with his other hand and supported him to stand up.

After Zhai Jing set up the dishes, when she looked up, she saw Cheng Hao coming out of the room supporting Zhai Jian.There was a gentle smile in her eyes, and she felt that a big stone in her heart was finally let go.

For so many years, I haven't seen Zhai Jian make any friends.This child is taciturn, doesn't like to laugh, and has a stubborn temperament, even if he comes back from suffering outside, he won't tell her.Sometimes when she saw the inexplicable scars on Zhai Jian's body, she felt very distressed, but she couldn't find out what was going on.She was worried that Zhai Jian would get sick if he went on like this, and wanted him to make some friends, but the children in the neighborhood were not very friendly, so she asked Zhai Jian to make more friends at school.At that time, Zhai Jian had no expression on his face and didn't say anything, but Zhai Jing could see that he was silently resisting, so he could only sigh helplessly in his heart.

In order to escape the usury owed by that bastard, she brought Zhai Jian here not long after she picked it up, but she was still discovered a few months later.

Those days were simply a lingering nightmare, those perverts tortured them crazily... It would have been nice if it was only tormenting her alone, but in fact, these perverts didn't spare even children a few years old!Several times, he even hung Zhai Jian up in front of her, and directly poked his delicate skin with a cigarette butt with sparks... She began to look for jobs everywhere, trying to make money, and she didn't do the job of selling her body at all. , but those perverts didn't let her go... She almost wanted to commit suicide, but when she thought of the young Zhai Jian, she abruptly interrupted her thoughts.What would Zhai Jian do if she died?How will they treat Zhai Jian?She hardly dared to think about it.

Difficult days passed day by day, and she watched Zhai Jian grow bigger and bigger, and her originally clear and innocent eyes became more and more cloudy and dark because of everything around her.

Although her body is filthy, she still hopes that Zhai Jian can keep a clean heart.

When Zhai Jian was about nine years old, he was once provoked by a neighbor's child: Your mother is a whore!

After hearing this, Zhai Jian rushed over, and the two rolled over together, you punched me and I kicked.Zhai Jian's shots were extremely fierce, almost desperate to fight. At the end of the fight, the child cried for his father and mother and screamed for pain, but Zhai Jian just didn't stop, punching and kicking him like crazy, until he was bleeding. The flow came out. At that time, many children gathered in a circle to watch the excitement, and there were many applauding people. Some of them often played with the child who was beaten.

When Zhai Jing came back from buying vegetables, she saw Zhai Jian getting up from the unconscious child covered in blood. At that time, she was startled and her whole body was cold. What was even more shocking was still behind. After Zhai Jian got up from the child, he didn't finish. After he stood up, he reached out and patted the dust on his clothes. After a word, he said coldly: "You, he, mother, the, all, family, all, yes, bitch!"

Zhai Jian's voice was still immature, but at this moment, it sounded with an inexplicable ruthlessness, which made people feel chills from the bottom of their hearts.

Zhai Jing immediately understood the reason why Zhai Jian was so angry. Her eyes became hot, and it would be nonsense to say that she was not moved. She trembled involuntarily, but when she recovered, she had already appeared in the In front of Zhai Jian, in front of everyone, he slapped him hard in the face!

"Snapped!--"

Zhai Jian was stunned by the beating, his face was tilted to one side, and he never came back to his senses for a long time.

Why does mom beat him?

"Mom..." After a long time, Zhai Jian called out in a low voice.

The person standing in front of him was short of breath, as if he was suppressing something, he realized that Zhai Jing was angry, and it seemed that he had never been so angry before.

"Don't call me mom!" Zhai Jing said sharply, her eyes carried a strong sense of hatred for iron and steel, and even collapsed inside, "Who allowed you to swear!"

Zhai Jian gritted his teeth, lowered his eyes and did not speak.

He suddenly remembered that Zhai Jing once said to him: "No matter what happens to you, don't swear! If you really say it, don't recognize me as a mother!" He suddenly realized that those perverts often cursed Dirty words tortured Zhai Jing.

For Zhai Jing, whenever she heard someone swearing, she would think of those things reflexively. If Zhai Jian also swears, then in Zhai Jing's heart, Zhai Jian and them seem to be the same person.

So Zhai Jian never swears again.From then on, the other children didn't dare to provoke Zhai Jian, at most they whispered bad things about them in secret, and when they saw Zhai Jian, they would immediately make a detour carefully.Of course, except for some older children, they would occasionally find fault with Zhai Jian, so fights also happened from time to time.

Because of these experiences, Zhai Jian is very resistant to making friends. In his eyes, except for his mother, no matter who it is, there is always something malicious about being with him.

But for Zhai Jing, at least Zhai Jian has started to make friends, and the friend she made feels pretty good to her. Although she can't jump to conclusions when they meet for the first time, at least it can be seen that he is sincere to Zhai Jian.She used to be inaccurate in reading people, but after so many years, she has gradually learned to read people.

Everything that followed made Zhai Jing feel more and more fond of Cheng Hao, and became more and more fortunate that Zhai Jian could make such a good friend.

She found Cheng Hao very talkative.

During the meal, Zhai Jing asked about his situation, and Cheng Hao answered them one by one, without any affectation, and the language was quite humorous, which made Zhai Jing laugh several times.While chatting, Cheng Hao began to talk about his own family affairs. When he talked about his father, Cheng Hao subconsciously turned the topic to talk about other places.After realizing this, Zhai Jing didn't say much.

Cheng Hao also talked about a few jokes that his English teacher made in class. She found that Cheng Hao's English was pretty good. Di compared Zhai Jian's English pronunciation, and found that the two were not at the same level.Afterwards, Zhai Jing told Zhai Jian that he should learn more.

In fact, a big reason for Cheng Hao’s standard English pronunciation is that he often watches foreign movies, because he can pretend to be cool in front of his female classmates, and it feels cool to say a few birdsong occasionally, and he has also met many girls because of this.

In fact, as far as Cheng Hao brought back the injured Zhai Jian, it was enough to make Zhai Jing like him.

She deliberately added more food to the two children, and she ate less.However, the keen Zhai Jian noticed her behavior, kept bringing her food, and signaled her to eat more with his eyes.

When she touched Zhai Jian's caring eyes, she felt warm and smiled slightly.

Her Ah Jian is always so well-behaved and sensible.

During the meal, Zhai Jian basically didn't speak much. He listened to Cheng Hao's narration silently while eating in small bites. When some humorous narration by Cheng Hao made Zhai Jing laugh, his heart surged. A strange feeling.

Even he himself couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, in short, this feeling made him addicted.

It wasn't until a long time later, when Zhai Jian recalled it again, that he realized that the original feeling was the feeling of home.

However, when he understood, there were many things that could not go back.