[Tutor] The Heart of Dwelling Myself

There is my own reflection in the starlight in the night.

Qianqiu indeed saw his own starlight in that ink color, even if it was faint, it still had an existence that could not be ignored.A heart is beating hotly, and what breaks out of the scorching temperature is a delicate mood like a cocoon.The subconscious mind in her head kept telling her over and over again that this person was dangerous and a ticking time bomb that must never be touched.But on the other side, he pushed himself a little closer.

It's as if this silent night is a light shining through the mist.Obviously lonely and meticulous, but also inexplicably familiar and kind.

Qianqiu doesn't want to see a doctor, because if you do a blood test, everything will be exposed under your nose.But the unrefutable tone made her feel at ease.

Just accommodate Mr. Skylark once, only once, nothing will happen.

Such small thoughts swayed slowly amidst the dire straits.

No, if this continues, the painstaking efforts of the leader will be ruined.

Qian Qiu pretended to mutter in a daze, and wrapped his hands around the cool neck even tighter.The frighteningly hot cheek was leaning against the cool chest, such an intimate gesture seemed to make the heart thump, and it was about to jump out of the throat.But the coldness of her body clamored for her to get closer.

Suddenly she felt that she seemed to have forgotten something important.But the sense of satisfaction that is delicate and slowly unfolding at the moment is inexplicably familiar.In the long memory film, the days when you come and go can no longer be more familiar, and there is nothing else in the plain and watery intersection.But now the mood filled with honey is making a comeback, so complicated that it makes Qianqiu lose his mind.

Mr. Skylark said she was a captive animal.

Even though her hearing became dull, these words slipped into her ears impartially.

Qianqiu also thought that this relationship that is neither far nor close, seems to be only a few feet away, but in comparison, it may be as thin as a window paper.But in fact, they are very far away, just because of the unclear relationship.

In her memory, she was the child brought up by the leader from the orphanage, and she came here only for such a ridiculous and random reason.And what she is most grateful for now is that her younger brother has returned to her side and is loyal to the person she admires.

It's like a play, right from the start.She is the beleaguered underdog, to be protected.As a matter of course, he entered Yunshou's mansion for a short stay, and incidentally took care of the owner's three meals a day, just to get closer.Playing a gentle scene, but it seems that someone is caught in it.

In the memory, the cheeks were slightly flushed, and the wet eyes that even saw the red face and heartbeat, carried the lines written in advance by someone.Today's Qianqiu is like standing on the sidelines watching the comings and goings of the past, clearly feeling the throbbing.

That's like it.

A chronic poison more intoxicating than anything else.

Little by little, it penetrates into the pores and flesh, reaches the nerves in the brain, and controls the accelerated secretion of hormones.

But I can no longer understand that feeling.The night is just an ordinary night, and the floating clouds are after all just looking up at high altitudes that cannot be touched.So she chose to forget about this lingering disturbance.But the more she forgot about it, the more curious she was about the disrupted rhythm.

Forget, cannot forget.Even now, Qianqiu will inadvertently think of those elegant and bright eyes, a symbol of loneliness and innocence, an unattainable and unapproachable majesty.

But now, in these alienated and indifferent eyes, she saw the same thing as herself in memory.

"Mr. Skylark..."

Relying on the hazy consciousness, it seems that even the courage has inflated countless times.The questions poured out from the lips naturally, soft and waxy like pink sticky strawberry rice cake.

Qian Qiu quietly shook hands, met those questioning eyes without fear, and smiled silly.

"Mr. Hibari...do you like me...?"

If you have ever had that vague feeling, it is called liking.Then the ripples in the eyes of the man in front of him should be the same thing.

"..."

"Don't you like it..."

Qian Qiu smiled lowly, faint loss melted in his chest, buried in his face that he couldn't see clearly, the crisp ending sound was a little hoarse with a sick voice, giving birth to a bit of laziness.

She didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but she only felt that the hands holding her body were stiff.

But until he got to the room, Skylark never answered, not even a single response.

"I'll call the doctor." After putting Qianqiu down, Yunque just dropped a sentence concisely, turned around and walked out of the room.

People who heal others do not heal themselves. Although Qianqiu has never seen a doctor before, he still has a little knowledge about this aspect.She put the back of her hand on her forehead, and said softly with a confused expression: "It's just a fever, it's okay."

The cold eroded the nerves a little bit, Qianqiu couldn't help shivering and wrapped Lark's coat even tighter.The smell that only belonged to Mr. Skylark came from the warm cloth through the clothes, and her face became hotter.

"Also... Mister Skylark, won't it be too thin to only wear a yukata?" Qianqiu, who was burning in a daze, took off the coat that was draped over his body, as if he wanted to hand it to a young man in thin clothes.

However, Skylark just glanced at her shallowly, and did not show any discomfort from the cold attack.

"No." After leaving this sentence, he left the room.

This well-timed departure finally made Qianqiu's nerves relax.

This is a room she is familiar with, with familiar furnishings, familiar clothes and familiar bedding, but there is no Mr. Skylark.There was only room for her now dull thoughts in this small space.

Fortunately, Mr. Skylark left, so she can think about the next countermeasures.Although his thoughts became sluggish due to the symptoms before the onset of drug addiction, Qianqiu still clearly realized that such an onset must not be seen by others.

Just be patient.

Even thinking this way, Qianqiu still didn't have the courage to endure.

She is so eager for that hallucination, and the beautiful scenes are presented one by one in this greedy dream.A happy and happy family, a childhood full of laughter, growing up with relatives and friends, a carefree family environment... far away from the peace and tranquility of the outside world.

In the illusion, I lived with my younger brother and my parents whose faces I couldn't see clearly, in a big house.Every morning, you will be called out by the smell of burnt toast, and the orange-red jam is spread on it like clear crystal crumbs.They have a dog named Michelle who is the pistachio of this little world.

The impulsive and arrogant younger brother who always stays in bed, the self who hurriedly took the bread and ran to open the shop, and the person who walked together in these years and waited under the flower tree.The rustling wind rang in my ears, like a long-awaited ballad, with this comfort, I was gently pushed by the wind to come to the front, and grasped the outstretched warm palm.

Oh, right.

How long has it been since she prayed to God?

... Such a clean and worry-free life seems to be gone long ago, together with faith.

And the moment he woke up from the hallucination, it was like falling into an endless hell.

In the cold and dark room, the needles scattered on the side, and the dense needle holes on the arm, the subtle pain seemed to be infinitely magnified, turning into a nightmare in this void.

It is only because it is better than reality that it becomes easy to sink.

Although she knew better than anyone that this emptiness couldn't go on forever, she couldn't bear to live without it.

Even though she swears allegiance, she is still a girl with a soft heart, longing for a life of growing old together in quiet years.In the inner cage, a small piece was vacated to place this little hope.

And when it happened, the pain was too unbearable.

"Sister, you..."

The slapping sound came from far to near, and soon a maroon figure appeared in front of the door, and then rushed in.

The young man with soft eyes held Qianqiu's hand impatiently, tightly, with the comfort of siblings.

"You..." His voice suddenly softened, he knelt down beside Qianqiu, and brought his mouth closer, "Did you...have a seizure?" The wide palm wrapped the sweaty little hand in it, gently trembling slightly.

This is just the beginning.

What happened after that none of them experienced.

And this long night is now the prelude.

Qian Qiu nodded with difficulty, and took the quilt from Ling.She was gently placed on it, and the quilt wrapped her body inch by inch.

"Ling..."

"please……"

The request, which was as light as a feather, was like a heavy stone on Ling's heart again.

The palms holding both hands visibly stiffened, and Ling bit her lip, not knowing how to answer.

Choose the temporary safety of my sister, or choose to tell the truth and gamble for eternal safety.

Ling was afraid of the old man's surveillance, afraid of being transformed into this, and afraid of the pain of her sister losing the only potion.He has seen the pain in the early stages of drug addiction, but he can't imagine what kind of mental torment there will be afterwards.

If he is discovered, he will not die, but will continue to live as a running dog who is no longer himself, just like his sister.Hang around in this other world forever and ever, and end with a bloody end.

His elder sister is loyal to his family enemy, but his heart is longing for Peng Lie's rescue, and at the same time, he accepts his elder sister's gentle coercion to act as a tiger.

Thinking of the remorse that I made a big mistake, and thinking of my sister's desperation to be contaminated with the potion for me.

But now... he is escaping with this selfishness.

"Miss Cage Island."

Before Ling could say anything, there was a knock on the door.The panic-stricken doctor glanced at the black-haired man standing beside him, and hurriedly stepped into the room.

The two who came out of nowhere just found a way for Ling's embarrassment to go down. He bowed to the doctor, gave up his seat and walked out of the room.

Consultation takes time, and it is not convenient to stay in the room during this time.

After closing the door, Ling leaned against the door in a daze, looking at her toes.

Mi Xiu, who was staying in Ling's room, poked his head out curiously, and walked out cautiously on tiptoe.It didn't seem to know what happened to its master at this moment, but it still happily ran to Skylark's side and rubbed his feet.

Looking in the direction of Mi Xiu, Ling met Yunque's unfathomable eyes, which were so dark that they seemed to suck people in.But even Ling, who is very nervous, understands that Skylark is actually worried about his sister.

Otherwise, according to his usual actions, he wouldn't just take his sister back to the room for treatment without saying a word, without thinking about other issues at all.Not to be entangled by others, not to be moved by others, this seems to be his principle all along.And this bottom line seems to be slowly collapsing now.

As if feeling the young man's searching eyes, Yunque also glanced at it calmly, then moved his body as if to leave.

"Report to Master Yunshou, Miss Cage Island is weak, and it is reasonable to catch a cold and have a fever this day. If possible, please don't let her move around too much during this time." The room was suddenly opened, and it was too late Ling almost fell from the door, he staggered and quickly stabilized his figure, breaking the somewhat delicate atmosphere.

Immediately glanced at the doctor with somewhat piercing eyes, and the doctor who felt the commanding eyes couldn't help shivering.But he still nodded respectfully and saluted respectfully.

After receiving the response, Skylark didn't linger anymore. He glanced lazily at the boy who rushed into the room and knelt beside the woman. His eyes were full of anxiety and worry, and he seemed to be able to see the fine sweat oozing from his forehead.And the woman was tightly wrapped in a quilt like a ball of glutinous rice, she coughed lightly, opened and closed those eyes that seemed to be in a daze, with a hazy expression.

Doubt crossed my mind for a moment.

He glanced at the doctor hesitantly, still choosing to believe the words of the doctor who was staying in the mansion.

After completing his task, Skylark didn't stay any longer, and left without hesitation.

……

It wasn't until a person walked in the corridor and calmed down that Skylark remembered that today's dinner hadn't been settled yet.After tossing for a long time, I still haven't eaten a grain of rice.After rubbing his shriveled stomach funnyly, the tight curve around his mouth finally softened a little bit.

And until now, he didn't feel the slightest bit of chill on his body invaded by the cool wind.No matter how good your body is, you can't resist a single shirt in this cold winter, but fortunately, the winter in Italy is much warmer than that in Japan.

Skylark quickened his pace, but directly passed his room and came to Cao Bi's room.

Apparently, Cao Bi was taken aback by the sudden arrival of the god, but he still pretended to be nonchalant and stood up straight to salute Skylark, "Mr. Gong."

"Hmm." Yunque just sat down casually with his hands in his sleeves, without saying a word.

"...Mr. Gong, is there anything I need to do?" After waiting for a long time, Cao Bi finally spoke with some doubts.

"No, I'm just a little hungry." Skylark bowed and raised his bland eyes.

"Is this point...?" Cao Bi glanced at the clock in surprise, "Miss Qianqiu should have..."

"She's sick." Yunari interrupted Sokabe's question bluntly, with a hint of displeasure flashing in his eyes.

So the meaning of coming here is to let him go and order a meal?Kusakabe wiped the cold sweat off his forehead, and left the room immediately after getting the hint.

After Kusakabe left, Skylark began to examine the furnishings in the room.And he glanced at the table case, but didn't find the little airplane doll placed there.

Um.He is very satisfied.

Seeing this, Skylark's aura couldn't help softening.

"Mr. Hibari...do you like me?"

The soft whisper in the memory hit the heart directly, and suddenly sounded in this empty space.

Skylark frowned suddenly and closed his eyes.

"Your pet seems to be sick, don't you really think about treating it? It looks pathetic."

"Mr. Hibari... is also a Mafia?"

"Mr. Hibari...is it delicious?"

"Welcome back, Mr. Skylark."

"If Mr. Hibari is here, there is nothing to be afraid of."

Under the bright golden sunlight, the warm expression of the woman with long chestnut hair seems to melt into the warm light at any time. She is holding a furry Samoyed, and her eyes seem to be filled with the brightest lights in the sky. starlight.

A little dependence and trust, as well as a smile that seems to melt the ice, is like a sharp weapon that breaks through the barrier, hitting the lonely tower bit by bit.

"...Don't you like it..."

The falling of the ending sound with a thick nasal sound caused Yunque to suddenly open his eyes without impurities.There was a trace of confusion in those eyes that had always been firm and lonely.

"Mr. Gong, there are only some simple meals in the kitchen, please don't blame me."

The door of the room was opened again, Cao Bi walked in with a simple meal and put it on the table.Of course, he didn't dare to ask more about what happened in the kitchen just now, so that it became as horrible as a battlefield.

Looking at the steaming hot, simple meal just finished.Although it can still be seen, it has become a different scene in the eyes of Skylark.

——It’s not refined enough, it’s not hard enough, it doesn’t look like it’s heartfelt enough...it must have taste, too.

Just like this, he missed the delicate and delicious dishes served by Chiaki Cageshima, as well as those eyes full of anticipation.

Only when there is a contrast, there is a gap. Just looking at it like this, Yunque felt that she still owed her a compliment.

He thought about the meal in front of him for a while, but didn't intend to move his chopsticks.No matter what, the figure in my mind cannot be erased.

"Mr. Gong?" Cao Bi looked at the food that was getting cold, and looked at the meticulous boss who seemed to be in a daze.

Skylark looked at Cao Bi calmly as if awakened, and called out his name, "Cao Bi."

"Yes."

"Like... what is it?"

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