open relationship

Until the dead of night, I was lying on the bed alone, and my heart was still pounding: Is all this really not a dream?Did I really, see her again?She became my girlfriend again?We just met and we're together again?

What is it all about.The absurdity of the encounter made me unable to help feeling the impermanence and absurdity of life, with a few shreds of broken feelings that I dare not make public, but more, I feel uneasy.Once you get it, you will be afraid of losing it again. Isn't this asking for trouble?With the first time, there will be a second time.

I knew why I made an open relationship one of the conditions—I needed a way out, not the same way I had before.Under such a double torment of sweetness and panic, this night was very restless, but it also made the body more tired. After all, it was swept away by the exhaustion of the day's work, and the consciousness gradually blurred. When wandering on the edge, I thought about the scene in the coffee shop .

Before leaving, I honestly confessed to Kang Na: "My home is nearby. But I think I should need some time alone next time, so I won't invite you to sit there. I will write you an address, and when you want to come Just let me know. If you have anything else to say on your mobile phone or WeChat, I will also... write you a note."

She suddenly reached out and pinched my face, and said with a smile, "Well... can I come over tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow is fine. I don't go to work on Saturday. I should be here all the time."

"Okay, then I'll come over tomorrow." His hands didn't leave my face.

I had to raise my hand to break her hand.It didn't work out, but in the end even I felt like I was holding her hand and putting it on my face.I became angry from embarrassment: "let go."

She obediently replied "Okay", but instead held my hand and hung it by her waist.Never seen such a brazen person!

I was stunned and followed her out of the coffee shop as she took my hand.The soft texture of her palm and the familiar temperature passed over, my whole body seemed to be burned by this temperature instantly, and I felt myself trembling uncontrollably.When I walked out of the coffee shop, I hurriedly took my hand out of her hand, said hastily, "Then I'm leaving, be careful on the road", then turned and left.I'm afraid that if I'm one second late, I won't be able to help asking her to come home with me.

The next morning, I was woken up by the doorbell.In the past two years, I have been sleeping lightly, and I can wake up with the slightest noise.

I glanced at my phone, it was sixteen seventeen.It's night time.Wrong place.

I walked towards the door in a daze, and looked into the cat's eye.she?I rubbed my eyes and looked again.a her.As if still in a dream.

Wasn't yesterday a dream?

Another sound of the doorbell woke me up from my daze.I open the door.

She looked me up and down: "Xiao Guang, good morning!"

"It's early, it's early. Why is it so early?" I pretended to be ironic.

She smiled embarrassingly: "I can't sleep anymore." Pause. "Sorry... to disturb your rest."

Soft, lost his temper in an instant. "No... Where did the bus come so early?" IQ changed the topic off the line.

"Ah... I drove here by myself."

"Oh, how long has it been on?"

"Half an hour."

While talking, the two of them walked into my bedroom together.When I came back to my senses, I pushed her out again and again.Two people stood at the door of the room. "I'm so sleepy, I still want to sleep for a while. Why don't you just play outside for a while?"

"I'm a little sleepy too. Let's sleep together."

"Huh?" I looked up at her in shock.What did you hear?Is it really different after being married?

But she lowered her head instantly, her head was buried, and the small ears hidden in the hair were glowing red, like a little ostrich.I can't help but smile, it's still the same.It's no wonder I'm not sleepy when I wake up so early... I give myself a reassurance: this person is my girlfriend.

"Then come in."

She raised her head and looked at me in surprise: "Yeah!" Bright eyes.I quickly turned my head away from looking at her.

She stepped into the room and looked around.I crawled back into Shang Wen's bed, leaving an empty seat for her, listening to the sound of her clothes being taken off one by one, and quietly watching her neatly folded one by one on the sofa.She put on her underwear calmly, walked to the bed quietly, lifted the quilt quietly, and lay down next to me.It's as if nothing has changed.My beating heart also suddenly calmed down at the moment she lay down, a familiar feeling cleared my mind like it could make people fall asleep, and I just instinctively turned to the familiar smell Leaning over, nestled in the warm scent, comfortably closed his drowsy eyes, and quickly fell asleep.

This must be the best, sweetest, and sweetest sleep I've ever had, I thought comfortably when I awoke more than an hour later.She is still asleep.She was still holding me, holding me in her arms like a baby.I looked up at her for a while, and saw a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.So I closed my eyes again, as if I was still awake, with a warm breath lingering in my nose, which is the warmth that only she can bring.

Another hour passed.I slowly opened my eyes, and gently retracted into the quilt to get out of her arms, and then gently moved to the side of the bed, and finally emerged from the quilt, stood up and stood beside the bed , I tiptoed to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took a shower, and tiptoed back to the bed, only to see her smiling and looking at me quietly.

"Are you awake?" I returned to the bed.

"Hmm..." She answered me in a long voice, and slapped me.

I lay quietly with her for a while.Face to face again.

I suddenly said: "Does Nana know, I woke up an hour ago. But I didn't get up, does Nana know why?" As I spoke, I leaned close to her, meeting her slightly astonished eyes. "Because your body is so comfortable, I can't bear to get up." I hugged her body, held her face in one hand, and kissed her firmly on the lips.

My lips crushed every inch of hers.Every touch made me feel myself burning more and more wantonly.Maybe I wanted to do that when I first met her yesterday.

The astonishment in her eyes disappeared quickly when I hugged her, and when I kissed her, I closed my eyes obediently, only the eyelashes were still fluttering.Her appearance of giving and taking seemed to make the fire in my heart grow wildly like weeds. The moment she hugged me tightly, I deepened the kiss and began to siege cities and lands crazily.Like □□, like the most delicious food in the world, I really want to eat her in one bite.I am like an innocent child, no matter how I do it, I just want to touch every inch of her skin with my hands, kneading and savoring its texture and texture carefully, as if treating it as a treasure that belongs to me.

And so we did a long first.The rhythm is fast and slow, completely under my control.Sometimes slowly, I looked at her as if I was studying a proposition, and when I saw her body again, I responsibly wanted to check every mole to see if they had become darker or lighter.Sometimes quickly, like a lunatic, like a wild beast, wanting to kiss her and cry (pin wood next to the handle) to cry her, wanting to hear her voice choked with sobs.

three times.The second time, I turned her over with my mind, so that her hips were raised and faced me, and she knelt on the bed.She didn't know what I was going to do at first, but she was already so shy about this posture that the spring gurgled instantly.When I knew what I was going to do, I could only bury my head firmly in the bed and never raised it again.In the past, she would definitely refuse, or at least pretend to refuse.

For the third time, I hugged her sideways, but my hands were still inside her body and did not come out.Just put it like this, holding her and kissing her forehead.a long time.

Maybe she really wanted all these things, but if it was changed to the past, she wouldn't be so straightforward and obedient to cooperate, and she couldn't help but feel that the conditions were very useful.Or, it's not because of the conditions, it's just that there are too many changes in it, and it's not the same as before.

The author has something to say:

After finishing the thesis, I quickly posted a chapter_(:з」∠)_

Not sure if it will be that

This chapter is not as good as the first two chapters

Also, I feel like the name "Kang Na" seems to give me a meltdown.Yes, I just watched my sister Doulong name it as a waste of time to save trouble and move it here.Now I have a better name, but it seems that I can't change it anymore, err, since I wrote it, let her do it.

Let me spoil it again.The original intention of opening this pit is super simple, it is my own brain hole about playing with letters.Be forewarned. (o_o)