I have him in this life

Xiao Luomiao came back from out of town today.

His working hours are unstable and he often travels on business. This trip took more than three months.

I couldn't accept spicy food at first, but now I'm used to adding some spicy food to every dish.

Not half a day after Xiao Luomiao got home, her mother called.At first he lay on the sofa and didn't want to answer it, but the bell rang again and again, so he had no choice but to answer it.

"What are you doing."

"rest."

"You can't answer my phone when you rest?"

Xiao Luomiao didn't want to mess with her, so she replied lazily: "No. I'm a little tired. I'll call you later."

Ms. Nian snorted coldly, "Do you dare to hang up on my phone?"

"...Then what are you going to say?"

Xiao Luomiao glanced at the clock on the wall, it was already past five o'clock in the afternoon.He planned to finish talking on the phone with Ms. Nian, order a takeaway and eat whatever he wanted.In the last few days, he had to revise the plan day and night, and he thought he was going to die suddenly in the hotel.

Ms. Nian paused, as if hesitating.Xiao Luomiao waited for half a minute, almost thinking that she had hung up the phone.

"Jiang Yue has returned home."

"Oh."

Xiao Luomiao was lying on the sofa, about to fall asleep.

Ms. Nian didn't expect such a reaction from him, and felt a little sad, she said after consideration: "His family held a dust-cleaning banquet and invited us. If you don't want to go, you don't have to go."

"what?"

Xiao Luomiao didn't know why, and his mind hadn't gotten over the plan and staying up all night, "Didn't he return to China very early?"

He remembered that it had been at least ten years since he came back.And she's already with Zhang Zhi, isn't she?

Ms. Nian thought he was too sad, so she started talking nonsense.

"I know, you are still complaining that I separated you and Jiang Yue back then. But you have to think about it, at that time, homosexuality would be discriminated against in society."

Well now, the country has passed the legalization of same-sex marriage.

Xiao Luomiao didn't understand.

"Hasn't ten years passed by now?"

He got up and looked at the calendar on the porch, and suddenly felt dizzy.

How did it become ten years ago?

"Mom, how old am I?"

Ms. Nian felt even more distressed, and her voice was full of worry: "Miaomiao, don't scare me. Didn't you just graduate?"

Xiao Luomiao returned to the sofa in a daze, still unable to recover.Is he dreaming?Otherwise, how could such absurd things happen?Ten years ago when he learned that Jiang Yue was back, he was overjoyed and happy, and felt that he and he would definitely get back together.Unexpectedly, Jiang Yue already had a foreign boyfriend abroad, and the two of them were about to get engaged.he is sad

Desperate, got drunk and slept with someone.He still remembers that nightmare to this day, and there is nothing more painful than that.

Now tell him he's back in this nightmare time?

No, no, he can't accept it.

If that person hadn't left earlier than him, Xiao Luomiao would have hacked him to death.

"Mom, I'm not going."

Xiao Luomiao refused.

"Are you still blaming me?"

"Do not."

Ms. Nian opened her mouth and smiled wryly, "Then why don't you go to see him? Do you still like Jiang Yue? I was wrong. If it's still possible, maybe you can be together."

Xiao Luomiao rubbed his forehead, he walked to the bathroom, and saw a cold and delicate face in the mirror in front of him.Because of that incident, he has always had a shadow of that thing about men, and he has resisted having a boyfriend for ten years.And because he is an outright gay, he doesn't respond to women.He didn't want to harm others, and he didn't want to make ends meet, so he simply relied on work to paralyze himself.good

Lai still has a job to give him some psychological comfort, and now he has to do it all over again, Xiao Luomiao wants to go back to bed and sleep, maybe when he wakes up, he will find that this is really a dream.

"I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep for a while."

"Miaomiao!"

Xiao Luomiao slammed his calf against the foot of the table in the living room, and he suddenly woke up from the pain.He wanted to cover his face and cry bitterly, but he might as well be in a daze just now.

"Miaomiao, you have to cheer up. After you graduate, you stay at home all day. Didn't several companies send you invitations?"

"mom……"

"What's wrong?"

Xiao Luomiao hugged her legs, leaned on the sofa, and changed the subject while rubbing: "I think it's small."

Ms. Nian was taken aback, then smiled: "It's not that you don't like Xiaoxiao, every time you come to my place, you have to put on a face."

"I was bitten by a dog when I was a child, and I have a psychological shadow."

"Then you come here later."

Xiao Luomiao's leg no longer hurts so much, "Okay."

Xiao Luomiao washed his face and swore to himself that even if it was a dream, such a tragedy would never happen to him again.Thinking of him waking up with a sore back and backache, especially the sluggish little guy, and he still couldn't find the culprit, Xiao Luomiao felt his teeth itch with hatred.After that, he even rejected everything related to this, so that ten years later he was still an old virgin.But no matter what, it was always a psychological shadow for him.

Ten years ago, taxi-hailing apps were not popular.Xiao Luomiao went downstairs with her mobile phone that she had used for a long time. After walking for about 10 minutes, she took a taxi at the intersection.

It was the rush hour at this time, and Xiao Luomiao waited for a long time without seeing an empty taxi.

"No."

Ten years later, Xiao Luomiao would naturally be able to drive his car back to Ms. Nian's home.But now, he thought about whether to go further and take the bus.

Thinking about it is still unacceptable.

Why!His house and his car are gone.Once he returned to the state of poverty, Xiao Luomiao felt a big gap in his heart.

Xiao Luomiao simply took out his mobile phone and looked through what he was doing ten years ago.Although I still don't want to admit it, this dream is too real, right?While opening the Weibo that he used to visit frequently, he saw those words that were tired and crooked and moaning because of Jiang Yue's going abroad.Xiao Luomiao didn't understand what kind of demon he was possessed ten years ago, to be obsessed with someone who treated him indifferently.I quickly deleted and deleted, deleted everything completely, and I was relieved that there was nothing left.

When he finally took a taxi and arrived at Ms. Nian's house, all Weibo was deleted.Xiao Luomiao stopped following Jiang Yue, and unfollowed many big Vs. He was relieved until the number of people became very few.Most of his microblogs are zombie fans, because high school and college are addicted to a love affair that ended without a disease, basically he has no friends, likes lack, and life is boring.Xiao Luomiao doesn't even know how he spent these ten years——

I searched on Weibo and searched Gentleman Not Affectionate. At this time, he had just released his first drama, and it hadn't become a big hit yet, and he only had more than 1000 followers.After Xiao Luomiao paid attention, he left a message under the only Weibo posting the drama.

Ten years later, almost no one remembers him.

A gentleman is not affectionate. He once acted in the CV of a drama, and it was that drama that made Xiao Luomiao notice him.It's a pity that at that time, he basically didn't take on dramas very much, and there were fewer and fewer people who paid attention to gentlemen who were not affectionate.After that, he has become a veritable outdated CV.

"Mom, I'm here, open the door."

Xiao Luomiao rang the bell and seemed to hear someone talking.

"Luo Miao! Long time no see!" When the door opened, it was Jiang Yue.

Xiao Luomiao subconsciously looked at the house number, that's right.Why did Jiang Yue come here?He didn't reply, but looked at Jiang Yue indifferently.

Jiang Yue was a little embarrassed, this reaction was completely different from what he thought.He stared at Xiao Luomiao with wet eyes, seemingly aggrieved.It's just that Xiao Luomiao has already looked away, and took out his mobile phone from his pocket to call Ms. Nian.Ms. Nian divorced his father when he was in junior high school, and took him to live with him until college.Their relationship has always been very good, unlike the one who took the mistress

Marry the father who came in.Xiao Luomiao never asked the Xiao family for money.

Therefore, Ms. Nian lives alone.Then I raised a little one.

Xiao Luomiao watched as Ms. Nian came out of the kitchen, with a phone in her hand, walking towards the entrance.

"Why do you call when you come?"

Xiao Luomiao remained expressionless: "You told me it was a family gathering."

The implication is that Jiang Yue is superfluous.

Ms. Nian glared at him, but before she could speak, Jiang Yue explained first: "Luo Miao, I haven't seen Auntie for a long time, so I came here specially to have a look. Xiaoxiao didn't even recognize me, and even bit me."

He points to the back of his hand.

Xiao Luomiao looked at the clean and unmarked back of his hand, "Then I'll get a little injection."

Jiang Yue felt incredible: "I was bitten."

"Oh."

Xiao Luomiao changed his shoes, walked around Jiang Yue, and called Xiao Xiao.After a while, a big dog about the height of his knees ran over and barked happily at him several times.Xiao Luomiao's mood suddenly improved after being a little unhappy. He rubbed the soft hair on Xiaoxiao's body, and buried his face in its fur.Only in this way can he control his mood and not want to cry.

His little.

Ms. Nian was surprised, "What's wrong with you."

She remembered that since the dog was taken over, Xiao Luomiao bluntly expressed her dislike many times and asked her to send it away.However, Xiao Xiao is very close to him.

Xiao Luomiao gently touched Xiaoxiao again, and he raised his head, not minding his face being licked by Xiaoxiao at all.

"Little is very cute, and it likes me so much."

Jiang Yue stood aside, with doubts in his eyes.

"You talk to Jiang Yue, and I will continue to cook. It will be muddy later."

"Oh."

Seeing Ms. Nian walk into the kitchen, Xiao Luomiao immediately put away her expression, and strenuously walked over to the sofa with Xiao Xiao in her arms.

"Xiao Xiao, you are so heavy, it's time to lose weight."

"Luo Miao..."

Jiang Yue quickly followed and called him in a low voice.

Xiao Luomiao picked up the remote control and changed the TV program, completely ignoring Jiang Yue, and ran along the little hair, "Little, I think you have to change your name to Da Da."

"It's quite cute." Jiang Yue continued.

Xiao Luomiao still ignored him.

Sitting beside him, Jiang Yue naturally grabbed Xiao Luomiao's hand, and said in an aggrieved tone, "Luo Miao, don't ignore brother, it's just that we were too young at that time. I'm afraid you were acting impulsively."

"Well, I am."

Jiang Yue was stunned, her body trembling slightly.Compared with five years ago, he was much taller, and he was already the same height as Xiao Luomiao. He was thin and handsome.Xiao Luomiao couldn't even match a tenth of this appearance.Looking at Xiao Luomiao in disbelief at this moment, Jiang Yue didn't understand what happened in the past five years.Didn't Ms. Nian say that he still can't forget himself?

"Luo Miao, actually I treat you..."

Xiao Luomiao's face turned cold, and he said coldly, "Don't you still have a fiance?"

Jiang Yue's face turned pale, and her tone was desolate: "So you ignored brother because of this?"

"..."

Why didn't Jiang Yue feel so annoying before.Xiao Luomiao stroked his little hair, and after thinking about it, he realized that he had already experienced these ten years.After some things have been experienced again, it will naturally become clear that Jiang Yue is just hanging herself as a spare tire.Otherwise, why did they clearly say that it was impossible for them, and then leave a message on Weibo saying that they miss him, miss him and so on.It was also because of this that Xiao Luomiao couldn't let it go.

"I don't like you, I don't have feelings for you anymore."

"Miaomiao, it's all brother's fault. If I hadn't just left, we wouldn't have made it like this."

Xiao Luomiao has a good temper, but it doesn't mean he won't get angry.He frowned, "Don't make me say it a second time."

"Miaomiao, just forgive me, let's start over, shall we?"

Thinking back to the past, Xiao Luomiao was like this too, breaking down and getting angry at their party.I don't understand how sad that Jiang Yue, who said in the text message that he was together when he returned to China, already had a fiancé.

But now, Xiao Luomiao just finds it ridiculous to switch sides.

"I told you, don't be so self-righteous."

"Why did you treat me like this?! Did I treat you badly! Xiao Luomiao, you remember, today is all because of you! Thanks to me, I came to see you when I returned home!"

Jiang Yue yelled, tears fell, and slapped Xiao Luomiao angrily, and then ran out.

Ms. Nian hurried out when she heard the door slamming shut.

"Miaomiao, your face?"

"It's okay. I'll just apply it."

"How did Jiang Yue leave?"

Xiao Luomiao shook his head, "I've told him, Mom, don't contact him in the future. He's not my type."

"Hey, forget it, don't mention it."

Ms. Nian walked back to the kitchen, while Xiao Luomiao took out a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator and stuck it to his own face.While covering his face, he took out his mobile phone, and all the communication records were ordering takeaway, just like a complete otaku.Xiao Luomiao felt relaxed, and clicked on the high school button group.Basically, no one talks in their group, if the group leader @all staff, Xiao Luomiao would not be able to remember.

For him, it has been more than ten years.

Harajuku: @All Members high school gathering this weekend! !Is there anyone coming!

high school reunion

The author has something to say:

Xiao Luomiao is attacking.

Misunderstanding.