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"Wen Tong, let's go eat."

Hanyu picked me up who had just woken up, and carried me to dinner.

Hanyu picked up the bowl and chopsticks, and made a gesture to feed me, but I didn't shirk it.

From now on, Hanyu's will must come first in everything.Take Hanyu first.

This decision, which I should have done a long time ago, is still subtly forgotten by me.

Then, another bad thing happened...

"Wen Tong, I went to see Yi Ning today."

"Um……"

Han Yu went to see Yi Ning?What's wrong?

But I didn't ask. Hanyu has his own reasons for everything he does, so I shouldn't need to ask more.

Seeing that my reaction was flat, he continued to ask me.

"Aren't you going to ask me why I went to him?"

I swallowed and he handed over a chopstick of rice, "Why did you look for him?"

He turned around and picked fish for me again, "Wen Tong, he belongs to Wei Youdong..."

Hanyu put down his chopsticks, and I paused.

I said, "I know."

I know, how could I not know, working together for two years, Yi Ning has been by my side, of course I know why.

Hanyu was not shocked either, on the contrary he was calmer than me,

"Wen Tong, is your store still open?"

"Well, turn it off."

It doesn’t make sense to talk about other things. The original intention of opening the store was just because I didn’t want to stay at home. When I stayed at home, Wei Youdong also stayed at home. I couldn’t share the same room with him.

Hanyu evoked a smile that was not joyful, "Well, are you full?"

"Ah."

"You slept all day today, may I take you to wash?"

Hanyu touched my face, I held back the feeling of repulsion that I wanted to avoid, and let Hanyu hug me into the bathroom.

That's when I realized how big a mistake I had made.

"I'll wash it myself."

Before I could say this, Hanyu had already stared at my watch.

Hanyu started to take off my watch, and after I subconsciously broke away, I saw Hanyu's frown.

My heart tightened, and I immediately realized nervously whether Hanyu was suspicious, suspected that I was hiding something.But I can't quibble, this is indeed something that was kept from him.

I looked at the brand new watch for a while, feeling a little embarrassed, a little sad...

Take off the watch.

That was a scar I hadn't seen for a long time and didn't face up to.

It covered the purple blood vessels that my skin couldn't hide, and hit the deathbed.

Hanyu sat down on the ground with a bang.

His eyes widened, fixed on my wrist.

-

"Wen Tong, tell me, how have you been doing these years without me..."

Hanyu still helped me take a bath with red eyes, and then helped me put on the watch again, then lay on the bed, pressed me on his chest, and hugged me tightly.

Haven't you had... all these years?

"I'm doing fine."

"...You went to see your uncle that day."

"Ah."

"Why haven't you told me all this time, huh?"

"..."

"You...how did you get this wound..."

"... I kind of forgot it. After waking up one day, it was like this..."

"Did you do it while serving your sentence?"

"...Well, but, it seems that the sentence was reduced because of this..."

"..."

After a long silence, suddenly my forehead got wet, I looked up at Hanyu, his face was full of tears.

But it didn't seem to arouse any emotion in me. I should feel sorry for him and tell him eagerly that it's okay and everything is over.

But I am so calm now.

Hanyu also looked down at me with eyes still stained with water, neither wiping away his tears nor avoiding my gaze.

"Xiao Tong, I'm sorry."

Then, slowly, he pressed my lips tightly.

-

After a dreamless night, I was easily awakened by the sunshine. It is already autumn, and such sunshine is rare.

Hanyu was still sleeping beside me, holding me tightly in his arms, and what I saw when I opened my eyes was his beautiful sleeping face.

I broke away from his embrace a little bit, and got a little farther away to see his full face clearly.

He is still as good-looking as he was when he was a child.

It's just that there are still a few more opportunities to watch him quietly like this.

I lowered my eyes...

I don't want to, once the shop is closed, I have nothing to do, so get up early and make breakfast for Hanyu.

I made some porridge and baked a few simple breads. When I put the washed cherry tomatoes on the table, Hanyu also got up and finished washing.

"Good morning."

Hanyu's voice was clear, and the corners of his mouth were still slightly raised. I was a little stunned, and looked at him quietly for a few seconds, and the person who slapped the file bag on me disappeared completely.

Then, I shouldn't care about it.

"Good morning! Have something to eat."

"Ah."

Hanyu sat down to eat, and I was going to wash my face.

As soon as I took a step and stopped again, I felt a palpitation, maybe...

Hanyu doesn't like me doing anything without telling him, so I should do everything with him from now on.

I thought about it, went back to sit down, and had breakfast with Hanyu.

Hanyu didn't seem to be thinking about anything, he was eating breakfast seriously.

I broke off a piece of bread, and my stomach convulsed again.

I quickly put down the remaining bread in my hand.

Bow your head and drink porridge.

I threw away all the medicines, and the doctor's phone number was also blacklisted.

I can no longer hide anything from Hanyu.

But this disease, why not hide it from Hanyu...

It's the last time, the last time, it's all a white lie, and it will all be gone on the day I disappear.

It's just that I don't know, white lies are often the most hurtful...

"Wen Tong, are you full? I'm going to work?"

I put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Are you going out?"

"Yeah, I'm going to work."

Only then did I realize that Hanyu was wearing a formal suit.

Isn't that... we can't stay together...

"Can I go with you?"

Hanyu put on his coat and looked at me in surprise.

I don't know what to say, and I don't know why Hanyu should take me to work together.

"Okay, then, come with me."

Fortunately, Hanyu didn't reject me. I packed the dinner plate, washed up, and went to the company with Hanyu.

Stay with Hanyu all the time, now, he won't suspect what I'm doing behind his back.

-

I met the people of Hanyu Company once, so I don't have too many introductions, they seem to be very busy,

"Wei Youdong robbed me of a case, and now we have a lot to deal with."

Hanyu told me so.

"You sit here for a while, if you are bored, you can play with my computer, and if you are sleepy, you can go to the lounge to sleep."

Hanyu put me in his office, and only then did I realize that I came with Hanyu just to cause trouble for him. I was a little frustrated, why didn’t I learn some business majors in college, at least for now, it’s not as useless as music .

Regarding music, I felt that I was born with such a talent, so I chose this path.

Now, it is also delayed.

I was so bored that I couldn't sit still after staying for half an hour. Hanyu didn't stay in the office all the time, and was discussing various plans with colleagues outside.

I searched and went out to find Hanyu, but I didn't want to bump into a hurried staff member who was walking away with a lot of documents in his hands, and the documents rose and fell like scattered flowers in the sky.

I quickly squatted down to pick up the paper.

"Isn't it..."

My apology has not yet been said, and the angry abuse has also fallen.

"Do you have eyes? Everyone is very busy, can you be more serious, oh, forget it, get up and drive, the more you mess up..."

She knocked out the papers I had already picked up and sorted them neatly.

But it seems that she has not calmed down, and she is still thinking about it.

"Who recruited this intern, it's so annoying..."

"Sorry……"

I continued to apologize, not sure if she heard it.

I thought about it, I'd better go back to Hanyu's office, I didn't turn around, and then I was pulled back by a staff member.

"Hey, which department are you from, are you a new intern?"

"I'm not……"

"It's okay, please help me make two copies of this document and order it for me, the copier is over there, please hurry up, thank you..."

Before I could finish speaking, the girl hurried away again.

People here don't listen to what people say...

I curled my lips and went to the copier to help the girl copy the documents.

-

I printed something and planned to send it to the girl, but Hanyu opened the door from the outside, "You..."

He looked at what I had in my hand in surprise.

The girl happened to pass by the door just now, so I hurriedly called her to stop.

"Your files."

The girl also looked at me in surprise.

"How did you get out of Mr. Xu's office..."

She looked at Hanyu, then at me, her eyes widened.

"I didn't find the photocopier you mentioned, but there just happened to be one here..."

"You use Mr. Xu's phone?!"

"Are you helping with something?!"

After hearing my explanation, the two men yelled at me in unison.

I was a little scared, "What did I do wrong..."

-

"Hahaha... My newly recruited intern, Wen Tong..."

Hanyu understood the ins and outs, handed over the documents in my hand to the staff, hugged me and said to the girl dignifiedly: "This is my lover, your boss wife, you know me now."

The girl's complexion was as pale as a bitter melon.

"Don't laugh, I will still copy things..."

"Then you will work for her?"

Hanyu rubbed my head, put down the document in his hand, and sat down beside me.

"Wen Tong, go find Cheng Jun, he told me that you are very good at composing music."

Are you looking for Sung Joon?

This is good, I can pick up what I have learned.

However, if so...

If I'm not around you.

"Then you can't see me, we won't have any misunderstanding when I'm around you..."

The words came out of my mouth, and seeing Hanyu's gradually ugly face, I realized how hurtful things I said.

But Hanwoo...

After this time, including the future...

Can you still trust me completely and without doubt like when you first met?

Please, just trust me like this.

Because, I really, only you.

-

"Wen Tong, I'll take you to dinner."

After I said such hurtful words, Hanyu just turned pale for a while, then put down his work and called me to dinner.

"Hanyu... I didn't mean that, I just..."

I'm just scared...

But Hanyu didn't listen to me, turned around and left the office to tell the other busy staff that they had dinner.

Then he came back and put on his coat without even looking at me.

My heart is getting weaker and colder.

What to do, I made Han Yu angry again...

-

All the way in silence, Hanyu looked around from time to time, looking for a place to eat.

However, he didn't look at me at all.

I suddenly remembered that in the coffee shop in early summer, I saw Hanyu for the first time in these years.The atmosphere between the two of us at that time was not much different from that at this time.

Going around and going around, back to the original point...

I didn't know what to say, and I was afraid that if I said too much, I would be wrong.

"Get off."

I was still in a daze, Hanyu had already found a good place to stop the car.

"Get out of the car, let's go to eat."

Hanyu called me again, with no angry expression on his face, but he couldn't see any joy either.

"Small noodle shop?"

When I got out of the car, I realized it was... "This is the street at the south gate of the school..."

"correct."

Hanyu finally had a smile on his face.

"I thought this piece was demolished."

I used to come here when I was just released from prison, but they were all stamped with a big sign.

"Isn't this place going to be demolished? Why is the noodle shop still here?"

When I went to school with Hanyu, I often skipped classes and came out to play. When I came back late, the cafeteria was closed, and Hanyu took me here to fill my stomach.

"It's going to be demolished. The upstream has already been demolished. It is said that there are a few nail households in the downstream. The construction has not started, and the noodle shop has not been moved. But..."

Hanyu took my hand and led me in, "This place will be gone tomorrow."

Everything is still the same as I am familiar with, the small blackboard with the menu on the wall, the small TV hanging on the refrigerator, and the babbling fan, even the big boxy tables and chairs have not changed.

Immediately, I felt warm in my heart, and the warm tears were about to be forced out.

"Aunt Ding, here we come."

Hanyu took me to a seat by the wall, where we have been eating here for so many years.

"Hanyu, you...Wen Tong?"

"Aunt Ding."

I asked Aunt Ding obediently. Aunt Ding was much fatter than in college, and she also had wrinkles and gray hair.

Tears piled up in his eyes.

"You, Wen Tong, you are here. A few years ago, Hanyu came here alone, and this kid hesitated to tell me where you were. I thought something happened to you."

Aunt Ding took my hand, and I didn't know how to continue the conversation after being poked by Wuxin.But my heart is filled with the touch and happiness that will overflow from being filled with familiar people and things.

"Aunt Ding, get us something to eat."

Hanyu smiled and came out to rescue me.

"Look at me, I'm just talking about myself, I'll get you something to eat."

I sat down, shook my head, looked around, and filled in the blurred space in my mind.

-

The noodles came, just looking at the bowl and smelling the taste is very familiar.

Hanyu and I looked at each other and smiled, and started eating!

After taking a few mouthfuls, my stomach started to churn.

I looked at Hanyu, who was eating Zhengxiang, and Aunt Ding, who had been sitting next to us looking forward to it.

I was so cruel that I swallowed the whole bowl of noodles whole.

-

The tormented meal time finally passed, and we left after talking about the past with Aunt Ding.

"Where are we going now?"

Hanyu fastened his seat belt and finally smiled.

"Aren't you going back to the company?"

Hanyu didn't reply, he tilted his head and looked at me, his smile still hasn't faded.

After a while, Hanyu smiled deeply at me.

"If you don't go back to the company, I'll take you to a place."

-

"Hanyu...where are you taking me?"

When Hanyu drove at an intersection I was most familiar with, the thoughts in my heart became more and more swollen.Hanyu was stunned for a while, but didn't answer me.

The car stopped in front of a small courtyard, and the thoughts in my heart fell to the ground.

This is, my home... the home that I stayed in for 20 years suddenly collapsed.

I looked at Hanyu emotionally, and was slightly out of breath.

"You want... you want..." What are you going to do...

Hanyu held my hands tightly to stabilize my mind.

Then take me step by step into the small yard again.

The flowers planted by the wall have disappeared, and only a speck of mud remains in Dad's small garden.

dad……

I endured it and kept the tears from falling.

Hanyu took my hand and continued to take me to the depths, towards the past, away from me for many years, those things that have been rotten and rotten, but they are still alive and burning, full of hope, warmth, Familiar, nostalgic past.

It was still shining white, and it was still beyond my reach.

-

"Hanyu, I'm afraid..."

I paused in the stairwell, even if it was so beautiful, the familiar feeling was right in front of me, right beside me.

However, they have collapsed and decayed...

Hanyu didn't say anything, and continued to lead me everywhere in this small two-story building.

I've been to every place I've been to thousands of times.

"This house, in fact, I have been in contact with you for a long time. I will pay the house payment tomorrow, and this house will be yours."

"Hanyu..."

What slowly popped up in my heart didn't seem to be pure emotion, but something warmer than emotion.

We stood in my room, the sun was particularly good today, the whole glass was covered with sunshine.

Hanyu was standing in the sun, standing in the sun.

"Wen Tong, because of all the things I lost, I will return them all to you."

"So, keep trusting me."

-

Well, trust you.

Tight and warm lips stick up, but no matter the time, place, or environment.It can't be safe anymore.

I opened my mouth slightly, allowing Hanyu to poke the tip of his tongue in wantonly.

Hanyu was stunned for a few seconds, then gently opened the gap between my teeth, and gently began to explore every place in my mouth. I was a little nervous, and my heart began to pound, which is a feeling called panic.

I thought about it, and carefully began to respond to him, looking for his tongue, which seemed to be a token of permission for Hanyu, Hanyu became impatient, and the tongues that were just touching each other became entangled, Hanyu's panting Gradually thickened, and the movements in the mouth also became intense.

Then the tip of Hanyu's tongue retreated slowly, and I chased after him until all of Hanyu's tongue was withdrawn.

I immediately raised my eyes to look at Hanyu in embarrassment, Hanyu was really laughing at me.

"I……"

Han Yu looked at Wen Tong's shy look with wandering eyes, he couldn't help but smile happily.

Well, happy.

-

There is a thick smoke in the room, and the sky is full of stars outside.

Ah, by the way, much less than usual.

It may be because, happy together, lively and fragrant.

Many stars are shyly hiding.

But it doesn't matter, the moon is still hanging high, which means that the night is still long.

The author has something to say:

Pfft...can I pass the trial...that's all I have to say..."Driving to Jinjiang, don't even think about it"...