My vase is broken

Kuchiki Diaoya / Text

"Ling An, give me a reason why you don't accept this drama."

In the not-so-spacious living room, a young man with a baby face pushed the glasses on his face with a serious expression, which did not match his soft and sweet appearance at all.

Ling An paused as he ate the cake, his thick and slender eyelashes drooped, covering his expression, and his voice softened, "I want to spend time with my parents, I miss them."

Ling An didn't know what happened. He clearly remembered that he didn't avoid the oncoming truck. He still remembered the pain of the glass piercing into his body when the collision occurred, but he opened his eyes again, only to wake up on the bed again.

And, back to three years ago.

He couldn't believe it for a while, thinking it was a dream.

But this is not a dream.

Ling An put down the cake and picked up the milk tea next to him. The hem of the pajamas printed with SpongeBob SquarePants was rolled up a little, revealing a thin waist. The sunlight came in through the clear floor-to-ceiling windows and fell on his head , making his eyes brighter and firmer, "This is my reason."

Gu Linhan choked speechlessly, "Let's be serious, okay?"

"I'm serious."

Gu Linhan saw Ling An taking a mouthful of cake and a mouthful of milk tea, as if he was consuming calories without money, the corners of his mouth twitched, "Can you stop and stop eating?

Cake and milk tea, do you want to get fat first? "

"What's the matter, I didn't announce it now, it's a rare opportunity, just eat more, by the way, do you want it?" Ling An finished speaking, and took another sip of milk tea.

"No, thank you." Gu Linhan brought the topic back, "So, why didn't you accept this drama?"

Looking at Gu Linhan, after a long while, Ling An sighed slightly, "I know this opportunity is rare, I should seize it and take this opportunity to increase the exposure, but I just want to go home now, sorry."

In her previous life, one of Ling An's most regretful things was that her father didn't go back for her birthday to prepare for this drama, and asked them to travel by themselves, which caused them to encounter landslides and never came back.

And this drama, in the end, was suppressed because the leading actor was exposed to smoking and drugs, and it has not been aired for three years.

To be able to do it all over again, he just wants to spend time with his parents.

If Gu Linhan hadn't come to look for him today, he would have already taken the earliest flight home.

"..." Gu Linhan had an expression of "you're fucking kidding me".

"I'm sorry." Ling An said again.

Gu Linhan was a little annoyed, picked up the beer on the coffee table and drank half of the can, hating that iron could not be made into steel, "Do you know that this is your only resource, if you don't want it, it will be gone!"

Ling An was beautiful, although there was never a shortage of good-looking people in the entertainment circle, but Ling An stood out from the crowd and could attract all eyes.

He has a pair of talking eyes, bright and clear, and the color of the pupils is relatively light. Under the sun, it looks like a clear amber stone.

Because of this, rotten peach blossoms continue.

Ling An liked acting since he was a child, and entered the entertainment circle because he enjoyed the feeling of acting and wanted to show the role to everyone.

But the company he signed with was unreliable, good actors couldn't be promoted, and if he wanted good resources, he had to follow the unspoken rules. Ling An had a bottom line and was determined not to do so.

The person who originally signed him was optimistic about Ling An's appearance, and found that Ling An didn't want to be sneaked, so he simply threw him to his manager, Gu Linhan, who was also a newcomer.

In the past year, the two newcomers worked together, starting from the set, and finally made progress. He received the role of the male second, but after a meal, everything returned to zero.

At the dinner table that day, because the investor sitting next to him kept touching him, Ling An couldn't bear it anymore, and splashed water on the other's face.

As a matter of course, the male lead he finally got was gone.

On the company side, because they were afraid of the power behind the investor, they forced him to apologize. If he refused, all resources were confiscated, and they planned to hide him.

"I know." Ling An looked very indifferent.

Gu Linhan stared at him, couldn't help but increase the volume, "Since you know, why are you still refusing?!"

Ling An suddenly asked: "Do you trust me?"

Gu Linhan froze for a moment, "What?"

"Do you believe me?"

Gu Linhan nodded subconsciously, "Yes."

Ling An laughed, "Then just give me some time, there will still be opportunities."

It's just that in this life, he will no longer spend all his energy on acting like in his previous life. He wants to enjoy life and peace more.

Maybe it would be nice to be a Buddhist vase?

Gu Linhan stared at Ling An with doubts on his face.

Ling An bit the straw and tilted his head, "Huh?"

"Why do I feel that you are a little different today."

Ling An thought, that's not true.

The me now is the me three years from now.

You can't say this kind of nonsense, but even if you say it, no one will believe it. After all, it is against science.

"What's different?" Ling An asked, resting his chin.

Gu Linhan looked him up and down, stroked his chin and thought for a long time, and finally shook his head, "It's nothing, but I thought that you would be very happy and firmly grasp this opportunity, but you didn't want it at all."

Ling An smiled, did not speak, and concentrated on sucking pearls.

In his previous life, he was really happy. After getting the script, he was so excited that he didn't sleep all night. He stayed up all night to review the script and take notes.

I put all my energy on it, hoping to use it to break Xuezang's fate.

Now that he knew the result, he was not in a happy mood.

Gu Linhan was silent for a few seconds, and then said again, "Are you sure? If you refuse, there will be no more."

"Definitely." Ling An's decision remained unchanged.

With Ling An's attitude so firm, Gu Linhan had no choice but to sigh heavily and gloomily drank the remaining half of the can of wine in one go.

Rejecting Gu Linhan's company, Ling An returned to S City alone.

Thinking of seeing his parents again and being on the plane, Ling An couldn't wait, and when he landed at the airport, he even started to run.

Fortunately, he is not well-known now, and he is very transparent outside the [-]th line. In addition, he has not worked for several months. He is almost like a passerby, and no one recognizes him.

At most, it's because he looks good, so he can take a few more glances.

Ling An was wearing a simple white T-shirt, a pair of long legs wrapped in jeans, a pair of white sneakers under his feet, and a hat. He ran towards the door with his suitcase, ready to take a taxi.

There was a strong wind in S city today, Ling An ran all the way out, the wind blew head-on, the hat was blown off, he went to reach for the hat, but he didn't pay attention, and bumped into the man in front.

Rubbing his sore nose, Ling An quickly apologized, "I'm sorry."

Raising his head, Ling An realized that the man was tall, 1.8 meters tall, while the opponent was half a head taller, nearly 1.9 meters tall.

"Your hat." The other party spoke, his voice was as elegant and low as a cello, he pinched the brim of the hat with his slender fingers, and handed it to Ling An.

"Thank you." Ling An smelled a very light cedar fragrance, light and cool, he has always liked it.

He was a little curious about the man's appearance.

Suddenly realizing that the distance was a bit too close, Ling An took two steps back, finally seeing the man's appearance clearly, he couldn't help but gasped.

The man is tall and tall, and he is also neatly dressed in a suit in summer. He has deep eyebrows, handsome features, and clear and three-dimensional facial features. He is very handsome, but he has no expression.

Ling An admitted that he was overwhelmed, and he was sure that the man's wealth was extraordinary.

During the three extra years of living, he has experienced a lot and learned a lot. He can almost recognize luxury brands and which designers they come from at a glance.

K's high-end suits, millions of watches on his wrists, and handmade leather shoes under his feet, men are definitely rich.

Ling An wasn't too curious, he just looked away after a few glances.

Turn your mind back to your parents.

He put his hat on, poked his head for a while, and looked at the time for a while, showing his anxiety completely.

Finally a taxi came over, Ling An really wanted to go straight up, but the man came earlier than him, so he had to wait for the next one.

At this time, the man took a step back.

Ling An looked at him in surprise.

The man raised his thin eyelids slightly, and glanced at Ling An, there was no extra emotion, just indifference.

...Is this what you mean by giving yourself?

"Aren't you going to sit?" Ling An asked.

"Yeah." Very lightly.

"Thank you." Ling An beamed with joy, nodded at him, stepped up and got into the car.

The car window was lowered, Ling An smiled at the man again, the dimples around his mouth bloomed.

After reporting the address to the driver, Ling An turned his head sideways and looked at his own face printed on the car window, thinking narcissistically that being good-looking is a natural advantage.

—

Qin Yan watched the taxi drive away, paying attention when he left.

"What are you looking at?"

The shoulder was patted, and a familiar voice came from his ears. Qin Yan turned his head and said to the visitor: "I found that person."

Jiang Xingyue didn't react for a moment, "Who?"

After a second, I immediately understood, and I was so surprised that the volume was raised, "Where is it? Which one? I have to thank him very much!"

"gone."

Jiang Xingyue didn't speak for a long time, "...No, you didn't stop me? You've been looking for him for so long!"

Qin Yan didn't speak.

The car that came to pick them up stopped beside them, and when they got in the car, Jiang Xingyue couldn't stop talking, "Then did you ask his name? Where is his contact information? Where is he from? A native of S City?"

Qin Yan turned on the computer, processed the sent documents, waited for Jiang Xingyue to stop, and said, "I didn't ask."

Jiang Xingyue: "..."

After a while, he gave a thumbs up, "Cousin, you're really good."

After searching for seven years, I finally found someone, without even asking for his name... However, this is very cousin, after all, I just didn't want to owe a debt of gratitude, I just wanted to find the other person and return it to him.

This kind of, it seems that there is really no rush.

Jiang Xing was quiet for a few seconds, feeling uncomfortable without speaking, and asked again: "Then what does he look like? Is he good-looking? Is he fat or thin? Give me an idea, and I'll help you find someone."

Now that the technology is so advanced and there are cameras everywhere, since they appear at the airport, as long as they have facial features, they will definitely be able to find someone.

Qin Yan's typing hand paused, a pair of bright and clear eyes and a bright smile flashed in his mind.

"Looking good." Concise and concise.

"..." Jiang Xing wanted to sing "Little friend, do you have many question marks?"

But come on.

Anyway, there are two words "good-looking".

To be able to describe my cousin as "good-looking" must be very good-looking, enough to screen out most people.

Patting Qin Yan on the shoulder, Jiang Xingyue puffed out his chest and promised, "I will definitely find someone for you."

Qin Yan didn't raise his head, "Yes."

—

As the surrounding scenery became more and more familiar, Ling An suddenly felt nervous, his hands clasped tightly, and his feet trembled unconsciously.

Near nostalgia timid.

In his previous life, after his parents passed away, he never returned home. Even if he came back to work, he would only stay in a hotel and leave after work. He never stepped into the house where all his precious memories were stored.

Now, he is back.

His parents are still there, and the home is still intact.

Access to the community is very strict, and taxis can't get in. Ling An got off the car at the door, and walked in with the suitcase.

He got off at the door closest to his home, and walked a few minutes after entering.

The villa in front of me is still the same as it used to be. Looking in from the iron gate, the yard is full of flowers of various colors. There are hanging chairs, rattan chairs and tables in the left corner, and a big parasol is placed on it.

This time, a woman in a white dress was sitting on the hanging chair, holding a snow-white Persian cat in her arms, her hair was simply tied with a headband, with a few strands of hair on her temples, and she had a gentle smile.

On the rattan chair in front of her, sat a man, holding a paintbrush, and quickly drew the appearance of a woman on the drawing board.

Ling An looked at them greedily, afraid that they would disappear again in the blink of an eye, clasping his fingers on the railing, making a sound.

Hearing the sound, the two people in the yard turned their heads.

In the next second, surprise appeared on his face.

"Children?" Mother Ling jumped off the hanging chair and hurried to open the door.

Hearing the familiar voice and name, Ling An suppressed his emotions for a long time, and finally couldn't hold back anymore. He hugged his mother tightly, bent down and buried his face in her shoulder, his voice was crying, "Mom!"

Being hugged by her son, she heard something wrong with his voice. Mother Ling patted him on the shoulder and asked softly, "What's wrong? Who bullied my son?"

"No," Ling An felt his nose sore, "I just miss you very much."

Ling's mother turned her face and looked at her husband with a soft expression, "How old is my son, and he is still acting like a baby."

Ling An calmed down, let go of his mother's hand, took a step back, and looked at his father standing next to him, his vision was a little blurred, and he blinked several times to suppress his tears.

"Dad." His voice contained too much apology and longing.

Papa Ling patted him on the shoulder, "I will stay for a few more days when I come back, and Papa will cook you your favorite dishes, eat more, and lose a lot of weight."

Ling An nodded, his beautiful eyes curled up, and he smiled, "Then it's settled, I've been staying for a long time, and you are not allowed to drive me away."

Ling's mother flicked Ling An's forehead, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Ling An rubbed his forehead and smiled very happily. He dragged the suitcase with one hand and squeezed between his parents, his heart finally settled down.

His parents are still there.

very nice.

Ling An's room is on the third floor. After taking the luggage back to the room and putting it away, his eyes fell on the group photo on the bedside table, and his expression turned cold.

Walking over and picking up the group photo, he looked at it expressionlessly.

After a while, he took the picture out and tore out the two people besides him.

He almost forgot that going back to the present meant that he, Ji Chen and Ye Chengyu were still friends, and they still thought he was a fool, and they teamed up to deceive him and use him.

He will not be used again.