[Quick Transmigration] The Truman Show

Truman leaned against the wall, smoking a cigarette casually.

If the old man who lived in the south room of the courtyard was still alive, maybe he would have to be scolded again, just like scolding his own grandson, full of spittle, it would be heartbreaking.

So every time Truman smoked a cigarette, he was like a thief.After all, the old man is really for his own good.Although he was a little muddled and short-tempered, he really couldn't shake face for a lot of older people, and he could only bear it when he was scolded.If people are willing to scold you, it is really for your own good. No matter how impatient they are in their hearts, they will coax them with their mouths.

Truman is a bit of a naughty kid, but he can't hold back his cleverness. When he is sensible, he is really sensible. He has got the temper of the old man, and he is very good at coaxing people with his mouth.Later, the old man stopped scolding Truman very much, and the more he looked at this boy, the more he liked him, and he felt that even if he took drugs and hurt others, it was not the boy's fault.The old saying is true - "It is the father's fault whether to raise or not to teach". If you want the kid to stop smoking, I have to quit smoking.

I was scolded, so I lost my temper, and I listened to my words.

The 20-year-old smoker really quit smoking, but Truman has become addicted to smoking.

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Truman did not smoke before, and his addiction to smoking was caught when he was quitting drugs.

The first time he smoked was one night.

When he finally recovered from his drug addiction during the day, it was already dark, but his face was as pale as paper.The old man was sitting in the cold moonlight, smoking a cigarette on the steps.Even if he is smoking, this person is still straight, with deep eyes, lips pursed, and his expression is so serious that it makes people feel palpitations at first glance. His whole person is cold and serious, which is intimidating.

When Truman saw him for the first time, he felt that he was an unselfish person. At that time, he was still young, and his whole body exuded an aura of self-control, and he was a little fierce; but now, the old man is really old, and the corners of his eyes There are already wrinkles, but he is still serious, his eyes are still firm, the white vest outlines the hard muscles, and the teeth marks bitten during the day are faintly visible.

"You left me behind for two years, why bother to tie me back?"

"Actually, you are the same as those gangsters, right? When you are done using them, you kick them away. Whether you live or die has nothing to do with you."

"Oh, but you're pretty good, and you know your conscience is disturbed, otherwise you wouldn't have come back to find me"

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The old man didn't answer, just smoked a stuffy cigarette.

Truman was annoyed in his heart, staring at his dry and white lips, he felt dry mouth again.As if he had been bewitched, he suddenly clenched the old man's wrist, leaned over to press him, and when he was breathing close to him, Truman's heartbeat suddenly became chaotic. When he met his deep eyes, Truman somehow , a little guilty, he tilted his head slightly, and saw the half of the smoke——

There are clear tooth marks on the cigarette holder.

Truman's throat was tight and his nose was sore.

Although he didn't explain anything, Truman understood his silence.

When he hears a sentence, if he subconsciously clenches his teeth, it means that what he heard is a lie.

He was refuting what he just said——

He didn't use himself, let alone kick him away and ignore him, and he didn't come to him because of a disturbed conscience.

At least, he cares about himself.

Truman clenched his wrist even tighter, his heart beat faster and faster, he couldn't help wanting to get closer to him, he didn't know why he had this desire, it was stronger than the desire when drug addiction broke out .

His face rubbed against the old man's lips, the touch was a little rough, rubbing his skin, scratching his heart itchy.Before he knew it, Truman had already taken a deep breath of the cigarette he was twisting around his lips. During the process, Truman closed his eyes and obsessively kissed the tooth mark, as intoxicated as if taking drugs.In the moonlight, when he opened it again, his cheeks were flushed, the sound of his own heartbeat and the breathing of the two people could be heard next to his ears, and the white smoke slowly escaped, just right on the old man's face...

Since then, he has started smoking, and he smokes a lot.

Gradually, the drug was quit, but Truman became addicted to the half-lit cigarette in the old man's hand.

When you become an addiction, you will crave and have psychological desires.

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When he was addicted to smoking, he couldn't control himself at all. His agent forced him to quit several times, but he still didn't quit.On the first day of quitting smoking, it was normal, except for a little anxiety, bad temper, and poor appetite; on the second day, I started to have a fever, blood pressure, body temperature increased, heartbeat accelerated, top-heavy, general discomfort, hot and cold, hot and cold sweats DC; on the third day, the whole body will convulse, even severe convulsions, vomiting, and profuse sweating...

The doctor said that this is a sequela after quitting drugs. Although the drug addiction has been quit and the drug withdrawal reaction has been eliminated, his psychological "addiction" still exists, and he still cannot get rid of the psychological desire for drugs. a mental illness.The heavy smoking addiction is because he psychologically replaced cigarettes with drugs in the process of detoxification, and regarded cigarettes as a spiritual dependence, which led to his smoking addiction.

Truman himself knew that his addiction was not cigarettes.

This addiction is worse than drug addiction.

At least he can get rid of drug addiction, but this kind of mental addiction, he probably won't be able to get rid of it for the rest of his life.

Whenever he thought of that person, his addiction would strike, his hands would tremble, and he would want to smoke.

During the eight months of detoxification, his mind was full of one person. He remembered the burning cigarette in that person's hand, the tooth marks on the half of the cigarette, his breathing, his eyes, the breath on his body, this person Instead of drugs, it became his addiction.

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Because the advertisement time is a bit long, the sunspots on the bullet screen have already exploded. When the live broadcast finally started, the energy accumulated by the sunspots for a long time exploded at once:

It's the first time to insert such a long advertisement in a live broadcast.

It must be that Uncle Chu has made a fuss again.

Look at the cigarette butts all over the floor, haha

Why is a scum like Uncle Chu still alive and kicking? This kind of person should have been banned a long time ago

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Truman was a little absent-minded at the moment.

Although he had smoked several cigarettes, Truman's hand holding the key to open the door was still trembling.

The door opened, familiar and strange.

This courtyard house is a typical Beijing-style structure, with five rooms in the north and three rooms in the south. There is a well outside the kitchen near the gate, and the plane tree is next to the well.

Two years have passed, things have changed.

The old man who lived in the south room passed away a year ago. When he passed away, his sons and daughters were all abroad, and they were buried by Truman.It was only later that Truman found out that in his will, he transferred the property rights of the three houses in the south to him.

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Truman's thoughts went back to when he was 15 years old.

This year, he was carried into a courtyard by an old man and tortured for eight months before his mother gave up the drug.

These eight months were a hurdle he couldn't get past.

He was 13 years old when he took drugs. He was not too old, but he could get along well in the casino. As long as he wanted white powder, he could get it easily. There were even people who knelt in front of him and called his father, crying and begging him , I just want to order some goods.He hadn't thought about quitting drugs at all, no matter where he was, he could find the most comfortable way of life, not to mention, the kind of sin of drug rehabilitation is not something that people suffer, he is not the one who rushes to suffer.

In two years, his gambling skills have become more and more exquisite. He has played in dozens of casinos all over the world, and he has gained a lot of fame. is missing.Truman thought he was thrown away, just like all cops treat informants, and he harbored hatred in his heart.

When Truman was found, he had been poisoned for 21 months.

At the beginning of drug rehabilitation, Truman didn't cooperate at all. Even if the drug addiction didn't break out, he was very irritable and scolded badly.The drug addiction broke out, and he would hurt people. The most serious time he took a knife and stabbed the old man. The knife was in the abdomen. The old man didn't say anything, and he didn't deal with the wound immediately. Watching his movements, "It's okay, don't worry, it doesn't hurt..."

Looking at the blood on his hands, Truman's mind went blank, he was already insane, completely lost his mind, he didn't even know to send the person to the hospital, and pushed the person who was holding him to the ground, cursing at him, " Why don't you fucking hide, don't think that you don't owe me if you deliberately took this knife! Let me tell you, you owe me all your life, and I have never been so hurt since I was a child, and I have suffered so much Sin, it's all because of you... You f***ingly threw me away in that kind of place, I was finally not afraid, and you didn't know how to appear..."

Truman's scolding voice became smaller and smaller, and his whole body trembled more violently. He gritted his teeth and retreated instinctively. As soon as the old man approached, he backed up even harder, until he cornered himself , curled up pitifully, and when the man hugged him, he didn't bite him like usual, but hit his head on the wall, bleeding out immediately, the old man rested his head with his hands, and he followed Instinctively, he wanted to stay away from the hand on the wall and shrink in another direction. When he was completely embraced and had nowhere to escape, he curled himself up even tighter, his body violently uncontrollably twitch……

After Truman's drug addiction broke out, he hadn't really woken up yet. Looking at the blood on the bed, his pupils were dilated.

Later, the old man at the opposite door heard the movement, ran over to the hospital where he was sent, and had an operation.

At the door of the operating room, Truman was crying hysterically, with tears and snot all over his face, but he didn't make a sound while crying, and his whole body was shaking violently.

When he was in the hospital, Truman didn't dare to look at it. The old man delivered the meal. Truman asked him to tie himself up with a rope, and it was tied tightly. When the drug addiction broke out, he had to carry it alone.

The old man stood at the door with his hands behind his back, walking back and forth restlessly, and when there was finally no movement in the room, he ran in in a hurry, untied the rope for the child in distress, and brought the prepared meal to him. But Truman had no appetite at all, and would vomit even if he drank some sugar water.

When the old man was discharged from the hospital, Truman was already so thin that he lost his human shape.

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At that time, Truman's drug addiction had just finished, and the rope had not yet been untied.

When the old man untied him, his eyes were red when he saw the wound on the child's body, and he didn't dare to use force.The original fair skin, through the clothes, was strangled with deep and long wounds by the hemp rope. The old wounds had not had time to scab, and there were new ones. Because of the intense struggle during the detoxification process, the clothes were strangled by the rope In the flesh and blood of the skin, it can no longer be removed.

A tough and cold-blooded soldier has never had red eyes at any time, but at this moment his eye sockets are wet.

Truman's "I'm sorry" choked in his throat for a long time, but he still didn't say it. He knew that he didn't abandon himself, and he didn't owe him anything, but seeing him feel guilty because of himself, Truman felt inexplicably A perverted pleasure.

Later, every time the drug addiction broke out, Truman asked him to tie him up, but the old man refused, so Truman began to say all kinds of hateful words, and he blamed him for throwing himself down, telling him to get out , If he didn't leave, he would call him a bitch...

The 15-year-old Truman didn't know what liking was, and he gave all his malice to the person he wanted to be close to the most.

He loves someone in the most despicable way.

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