Traceable
Chapter 52 (1)
Lin Yuyao didn't remember how he hung up the phone or came to the police station.A man in uniform spoke to him, said a lot, but he couldn't remember, what seemed to be "Dead..." "The time was three days ago..." "When found..."
The tinnitus was so loud that it filled his brain, causing him to hear nothing clearly.The person next to him helped to open the door, and the chill instantly squeezed into the bones. He stood at the door and looked at the person lying on the stretcher inside, without moving.
"Go in." Someone next to him said.
He held on to the door frame, but he couldn't move his foot for a long time.It took a long time before he regained consciousness, and walked in slowly. In front of him seemed to be the mouth of a wild beast, devouring him bit by bit.
Lin Yuyao stretched out his hand to lift the white cloth, retracted it when he was about to touch it, and stretched out his hand again. He held his breath, and the white cloth was lifted, and Liu Hongyun's swollen face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. He took two steps back in fright, and hit Something metal, banging.
"My condolences." The person who brought him in comforted him, but maybe he had seen this kind of thing too much, and his voice was a little cold.
Something rushed from his stomach to his throat, and Lin Yuyao felt nauseous. He took a big breath, but it became more and more uncomfortable, as if there was some kind of rotten smell in the air, he sucked it all into his body, and rotted along with it.
Gu Xun was still participating in the event when he received the news, and a few staff members with mobile phones were whispering about something, Jiang Yunzhou walked up to him and whispered something in his ear.
In the information society, it is well known that everyone can wear clothes in a short period of time.Gu Xun was startled when he saw the news, and immediately quit his job and hurried back.Qin Yue called and told him to calm down and finish the work. He was with Lin Yuyao.
Gu Xun was worried, but he had to do his work. After finishing, he hurried back to Beijing, but there was a series of car accidents on the road and he was stuck in traffic for a long time.This is the first time he has felt this kind of mood - longing to run to someone, but there is nothing to do, nothing to do.He can only wait until the work is over and the road is clear.
When he arrived, Gu Xun was already drenched in sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the water, panting heavily, he asked where Lin Yuyao was.Someone showed him the way, and Qin Yue said beside him: "He hasn't come out, he doesn't eat or drink, he doesn't talk, and he can't be pulled away."
Gu Xun ran over the last part of the way, with pain in his chest: "I'll go in and have a look."
The room was cold, Gu Xun opened the door and walked two steps in. Lin Yuyao sat on the ground in the corner with his knees hugged. Gu Xun walked over lightly, squatted down, and reached out to touch his hair.
"distant."
Lin Yuyao remained silent.
"Let's go out first, shall we?" Gu Xun said softly.
Lin Yuyao raised his head slowly and stared at him for a few seconds without saying a word.Then he pushed him away, Gu Xun was pushed and fell to the ground.
"Get out! She doesn't want to see you!" Lin Yuyao shouted, "Don't come here! Get out!"
Gu Xun put his hands on the ground, looked at the corpse covered in white cloth next to him, turned his eyes back, and said, "Okay, I'll go, can you go too? Here..."
"Can you go out? I want to be alone for a while." Lin Yuyao buried her face in her knees again.
Gu Xun knew that being here might only irritate him more, so he took a deep look at him and walked out.
He closed the door without leaving, and stood outside the door waiting.
"I'll deal with things first when you're here, and now there's a commotion again." Qin Yue raised his forehead, this workaholic now also showed tiredness on his face.
Gu Xun nodded, and waited for the person to leave to check his phone.Sure enough, there was heated discussion on the Internet again, clamoring that it was Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun who forced Liu Hongyun to death, guessing how deep the water was and how many hidden secrets there were.A gossip news has now become a suspense drama. False news from all sides is constantly flowing out, and there is no limit to random speculation.
Gu Xun didn't bother to look any further, turned off the phone and wiped his face, his mind was also very confused, he couldn't figure out what to do, he didn't understand how a person died as soon as he said he was dead, without warning.
Qin Yue went back and forth, and handed him a few pieces of paper: "Look at it."
Gu Xun stretched out his hand to pick it up, but Qin Yue held it with all his strength and didn't pull it over.
"I didn't expect Yuyao..." Qin Yue sighed, his face full of sadness.
Gu Xun knew something was wrong by looking at his expression, he pulled out the few pieces of paper vigorously, and was shocked after reading it.
Liu Hongyun drowned and died. The police wanted to investigate whether there was a possibility of homicide. This investigation first found out her mental illness, and then followed the clues, and her past was completely wiped out.
They never knew that Lin Yuyao, who always seemed to be gentle and gentle, had such a family. His father was a gay man who cheated on marriage, and his mother was a mentally ill child abuser.How did he come here for so many years?Gu Xun couldn't remember the last time he cried, except when he was acting, he seemed to be five or six years old.But now, he couldn't help his eyes getting watery looking at these cold black and white words.
He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said with difficulty: "I don't even know, he never told me..."
Qin Yue also sighed, and left after a while. There are still a lot of things waiting for him to deal with outside. Now is not the time to feel that everyone has difficulties.
Gu Xun squatted down, recalling every scene he had with Lin Yuyao in the past few years, thinking of him felt sore, it was unbearable.
His Yaoyao is probably the kindest person in the world, although this kindness may be worthless in the eyes of others.But Gu Xun understood that Lin Yuyao never told these secrets, not only because he couldn't say it, but also because he didn't want to drag himself into that deformed family.
With red eyes, he raised his hand backwards and knocked on the door.
As long as Lin Yuyao stayed inside, Gu Xun waited outside as long as he knocked on the door every once in a while.He wanted the other party to know that someone was with him, always there.
The sky darkened, it was already late at night, and the pale light shone overhead.Gu Xun didn't eat dinner, but he didn't feel hungry.It had been a long time, and he was thinking about whether to go in again, but the door opened from the inside first.
Lin Yuyao came out and walked under the light. His face was whiter than the light, and his lips were pale.
"I'm sorry." He looked up at Gu Xun, then lowered his head, and apologized.
"Why do you say sorry?"
"I was inside just now, I shouldn't get angry at you..." Lin Yuyao had no expression on his face, and his words had no warmth.
Gu Xun hugged him, and the other person's body was stiff and cold, and the moment he hugged him, he trembled violently.
"You can vent to me anything, anything." Gu Xun hugged him tightly, trying to pass his body temperature over.
Lin Yuyao moved her fingers, as if she wanted to hug her back, she stayed in mid-air for a moment, but finally let it go again.He remained motionless, letting Gu Xun hold him.Gu Xun's body was very warm, like the sunshine in early autumn, but even though the two of them were so close, Lin Yuyao still felt cold hands and feet, as if he couldn't perceive anything outside.
Maintaining the embracing posture, after an unknown period of time, Gu Xun felt the body under his hand gradually tremble, the trembling was very subtle at first, and then became violent.
—he was crying.
Gu Xun understood instantly, except when he was in bed and acting, he had never seen Lin Yuyao cry.But now this person was crying, he was crying quietly, Gu Xun couldn't hear a sound, he could only feel the shaking of the body that was close to him, and the wet marks on his shoulders.
"Why did she do this..." Intermittent choked sobs sounded, and the silent Lin Yuyao said, "She is taking revenge on me, right?"
Gu Xun closed his eyes, feeling that he was also being torn apart, and it hurt everywhere, but the person in front of him was a hundred times more humble than him.
Gu Xun caressed his trembling back and said, "No."
Lin Yuyao buried her face in his shoulder, her voice became muffled, and she said bitterly: "I...I have decided to let go, I want to let go, I don't ask for a reconciliation with her, but why does she want to do this? ? She didn't forgive me until the end..."
You didn't do anything wrong, how can you forgive me.Gu Xun wanted to say this, but knew that Lin Yuyao couldn't listen to it now.He could only hold the body tighter in his hands, hoping to calm his trembling, restlessness, sadness and despair.Although he knew it was futile.
"Is it my fault? If I contact her these days to see her, won't it happen and she won't die?" Lin Yuyao said.
He was determined to let go, completely cut off contact with Liu Hongyun, and even agreed to disclose the other party's mental illness.He didn't have any warmth for his mother in his heart, and he didn't want to ask any more.But in the past few days of not asking, something happened.Aunt Song returned to her hometown, and Liu Hongyun was alone. She was soaked in the icy river for three whole days, and no one cared about her.
Lin Yuyao had to think, if he was willing to make a phone call and visit her house these few days, would Liu Hongyun not die?
Gu Xun said firmly, "No, it's not your responsibility."
"Then why...why did she do this? Why didn't she let me go?" Lin Yuyao sobbed, and the clothes on Gu Xun's shoulders were soaked.
You can't escape the deep sea, you can only go deeper, and you have to drown yourself.Liu Hongyun also fantasized that when Lin Yuyao grows up, gets married and has children, she will occasionally go to his house to sit, have a meal, go shopping, and the relationship will be neither distant nor close. Best ending ever.It's just that she was no match for good fortune, and when she knew that Lin Yuyao was gay like his father, she almost collapsed, and she never slept peacefully since then.Lin Yu is in every night's dream. The other party is lying on the hospital bed and looking at her with a vicious smile.
Her nightmare continued day after day, and finally crushed herself.Some media approached her, and she stood up to expose her son.Tiger poison does not eat its offspring, but she still did such a cruel thing.She couldn't control it, she couldn't control it at all.
Her fate was to drown in that deep sea.She walked towards her end step by step.The water gradually covered her legs, heart, and breath. She thought of Lin Yu who knelt down to beg her for forgiveness many years ago, and thought of Lin Yuyao's forbearance and flattery towards her... She suddenly tasted a salty taste, which was the taste of water , or something else.There is no way to tell, and it doesn't matter anymore.Then there was a crash, and the whole person was submerged in the water.
——I can't forgive anyone, and I don't expect anyone's forgiveness.
Lin Yuyao cried until she fell asleep, and the last words before going to bed were "I'm very tired", Gu Xun waited for a while before hearing the weak breathing in his ear.He picked him up - Lin Yuyao was only a few centimeters shorter than him, and it was very difficult to lift him up, but he tried his best to carry him into the car as steadily as possible, letting him lean into his arms.
Qin Yue was sitting in the co-pilot, turned his head and was about to speak, when Gu Xun made a "shh" gesture to him.
Qin Yue glanced at the sleeping Lin Yuyao, and had no choice but to hand over his mobile phone to Gu Xun.The interface is Weibo, and the content is disgusting-someone actually picked up Lin Yuyao's deformed and miserable family.
Liu Hongyu jumped into the river and his body was found. It was a social case in itself. It was linked to a scandal in the entertainment circle, and it was widely circulated. If someone who cared about it got a little deeper, those secrets would soon become unresolved and surfaced.But this is privacy. The celebrities' personal scandals can be cleaned up, but they should not affect their family members.
Gu Xun threw the phone back to Qin Yue, half dead with anger.Looking down, Lin Yuyao was not calm when he fell asleep - his brows were tightly frowned, the corners of his mouth were downcast, and it seemed that he was preoccupied.And when he woke up, he had to deal with countless voices and pointing fingers.
Gu Xun gently rubbed Lin Yuyao's eyes with his fingertips. There were still wet spots there, and his eyelashes were soaked, making his heart ache.
Lin Yuyao didn't sleep for long, and woke up after more than an hour.Gu Xun has been observing his movement, seeing his eyelids trembling, said: "Don't move, don't open your eyes."
Lin Yuyao stopped and felt something soft wipe around his eyelids.He fell asleep again after crying, and when he woke up his eyes must be glued, Gu Xun wiped them clean with a wet towel.
"Okay." Gu Xun withdrew his hand.
Lin Yuyao opened his eyes and blinked slowly a few times, as if his brain was tangled and confused, he stared blankly at Gu Xun for a few seconds before getting up and sitting up.
"What time is it?" He said with a hoarse voice.
"It's past two o'clock, go home and sleep again." Gu Xun said.
They are still in the car, the driver and Qin Yue have already left.Lin Yuyao got off the car and found that she had arrived at the parking lot of the community.
When the two went upstairs, Lin Yuyao took out the key from his pocket and inserted it into the keyhole for a long time before inserting it.
"You..." Gu Xun said, "The company at the police station is dealing with it, so you don't have to worry about it."
"Yes. Thank you." Lin Yuyao turned the key.
He was about to enter the door when someone grabbed his arm and turned his head. Gu Xun looked at him and said, "Do you need me to accompany you?"
Lin Yuyao stared straight ahead without any expression, lowered his eyelids again, shook his head and said, "No need."
"real……"
"I'm fine." Lin Yuyao interrupted him, "Go back to sleep, it's late."
He moved his arms, broke away from Gu Xun's shackles, and entered the door.
Gu Xun was left outside the door, feeling a burst of frustration.
In the next few days, Lin Yuyao was extremely calm-on the surface, it was true, and there was no trace of the collapse of Gu Xun's shoulders when he cried that day.He started to deal with his mother's funeral in a clear and stable manner, regardless of the pressure of public opinion.
However, the more he was like this, the more uneasy Gu Xun felt.
After the matter was dealt with, the police determined that Liu Hongyun committed suicide. He was burned to ashes and buried in the ground.After all the dust settled, Lin Yuyao had to return to the crew to continue filming.
It's only been a few days, but he seems to have lost a lot of weight.If Gu Xun asked a few more questions, the other party would avoid talking about it.He had no choice but to insist: "There is no hurry to film, have you not had a good rest recently?"
Lin Yuyao said: "It's okay to rest, don't delay the progress of the crew."
Gu Xun didn't let him go, but Lin Yuyao was a living person, so he couldn't control it.After entering the film crew, Chen Xuemin also disagreed, saying: "You should rest for a few more days, don't be in a hurry."
Lin Yuyao rarely even listened to Chen Xuemin's words and insisted on filming.Chen Xuemin had no choice but to agree.
Lin Yuyao was in very good condition when filming, but he was so scary.Chen Xuemin frowned as he watched, pulled Gu Xun aside, and said, "This won't work, look at him, he feels a little bit angry in his spirit, and now he's all using it on filming."
After the filming of the filming is over, this person will definitely collapse.Gu Xun understood that when Lin Yuyao went out the next morning, he waited at the door early, looked at the bruises and bloodshot eyes and said, "Look for yourself, how long have you not slept well?"
Lin Yuyao walked around him without saying a word, and Gu Xun grabbed his wrist: "Don't be like this, okay, you are punishing yourself."
Lin Yuyao turned around and said in a flat tone, "I want to find something to do."
"Then you have to take care of your body."
"I can only do this." He lowered his head, his voice was soft, "This is the only thing I can do now."
His tone was obviously calm, but Gu Xun felt that he could hear the sadness, so that when he let go of his hand, Lin Yuyao pulled out his wrist, and flew out of sight like a light bird about to fall to the ground.
Lin Yuyao only does one thing every day, which is to go to the "Shadow of the Mirror" crew to film. He doesn't speak during off-set breaks. He concentrates on reading the script and reading his lines. Others don't dare to look at his calm but turbulent appearance. disturb.Gu Xun felt powerless, he thought, the other party was venting or avoiding, it was not in a good state, but no one could persuade him.
Rumors are still circulating on the Internet, and Lin Yuyao's family has been stripped of everything.Even the staff of the film crew occasionally whispered in private. Gu Xun heard it a few times and got angry, and everyone gradually learned to shut up.But the mouth can be closed, but the eyes cannot be controlled.The eyes glued to Lin Yuyao's body still existed, and those people held the mentality that watching the excitement was not a big deal, and they just looked at Lin Yuyao who was buried in the filming all day long.Gu Xun wanted to drag him away many times, hide him at home, hide him in a place where only he can see, and protect him from all malice—but these are just unrealistic fantasies, he can't do it arrive.
Only then did Gu Xun realize that he had so many limitations and powerlessness.
But things did not move in a good direction, but slipped into a deeper abyss.
The filming of "Mirror Shadow" was at the end, and when there were two last scenes left, an accident happened.That day, Gu Xun was filming a rival scene with Lin Yuyao, and during the filming, he heard the off-set staff whispering, whispering some secrets to each other.Chen Xuemin also found out, a little angry, and stopped filming.
Wu Simin and Jiang Yunzhou hurried forward, Jiang Yunzhou said: "Brother Gu, something happened again."
This time the evidence is much stronger than before.Liu Cheng's team actually released a bed photo—a bed photo of Gu Xun and Qi Le.
The scale is not big, it was when Gu Xie and Qi Le finished their work, and Qi Le took a selfie while smoking on the bed, but you can tell what happened just by looking at it.
It is impossible to wash the real hammer.
Recently, the successive accidents have caused headaches for all EL employees. Seeing that the heat is slowly decreasing, there are big twists and turns.Liu Cheng's team lived up to their reputation. Watching Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao keep silent and waiting for the heat to disappear, they began to explode violent stories, insisting on forcing them to come out and respond positively.
Netizens were half excited to watch the drama and half bored, claiming that the two had a lot of dramas, and they were already tired of watching it in a short time.
When Lin Yuyao saw the photo, his eyes that hadn't been emotional for a long time widened for a moment, then returned to normal, and looked down at the threads on his clothes.Gu Xun looked at him, and suddenly felt that bit of energy in him was extinguished a little bit.
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The EL executives were very angry about the recent frequent accidents, and summoned Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao to criticize them severely.Liu Cheng's bed photo was taken from Qi Le. Qi Le had given a few intimate photos of Gu Xun and the nightclub lady before. For the explosive stuff.
Liu Cheng turned his face and refused to recognize anyone, Qi Le jumped his feet angrily, but he was in the HIV window period and had no time to clone himself, and he was powerless to deal with the current situation where he was ruined along with Gu Xun.
There was a lot of quarrels on the Internet, and Gu Xun's affair was immediately stamped.The company's senior executives discussed the solution, and the two returned to the set to film after being criticized.
In the car, Gu Xun wanted to talk to someone several times, but Lin Yuyao kept staring at the script in his hand. He had read the script hundreds of times, and there were scuff marks on the corners.But Lin Yuyao looked at it extremely seriously, turning a blind eye to others.
Gu Xun was depressed in his heart, he knew that he had made a mistake in Qi Le's matter, but now it doesn't work to act coquettishly and obediently with others, he doesn't care at all.
When the crew started shooting, Lin Yuyao put on her makeup and stood in front of the camera with a pale face.Chen Xuemin instructed: "Come on, Gu Xun, lie down here. Yuyao, you lie on his right hand, a distance of one or two centimeters away. Okay, that's it. Come on, start shooting."
The scene was built by the crew themselves, a dirty bridge hole, artificial rainfall rustling outside.Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun lay side by side, they spoke their lines, and there was a long silence after they finished speaking.
"Okay, now Yuyao, you half lift up and pinch Gu Xun." Chen Xuemin said.
Lin Yuyao obediently followed, raised her upper body halfway, stretched her hands around Gu Xun's neck, and slowly exerted strength.
Gu Xun felt a sense of suffocation in the half-dream and half-awake state, opened his eyes wide and opened his mouth in horror.
"Zheng...Zheng Hai..." Gu Xun spoke his lines intermittently.
Lin Yuyao's fingers became more and more vigorous. He played the role of a mute, unable to speak, only sobbing in his throat from time to time.
Gu Xun rolled his eyes and stretched out his hand to grab the hand stuck around his neck, but those two hands were like entangled vines, twisting tighter and tighter.
"Ah... ah..." Gu Xun cried out in pain, his face flushed red, and the veins on his forehead popped out.
Lin Yuyao didn't relax at all, he couldn't tell the reality from the drama.This is Gu Xun, this is not Gu Xun.He was in a trance and restless, unable to tell who the person in front of him was, he just wanted to strangle him to death, just cut off the other person's neck like this.
Why?Why is he the only one suffering so much?
This person, this person is also in pain now.It was the pain he gave him.
Gu Xun really felt suffocated. Lin Yuyao used too much strength, which was beyond the normal range of filming.His survival instinct made him pull hard, but he didn't pull it away.
"Okay Yuyao, okay, come here, Gu Xun, lie down and close your eyes." Chen Xuemin shouted.
Lin Yuyao let go of her hand as if she had just woken up, and watched Gu Xun close her eyes and lay down on the ground.
--he died.
Lin Yuyao stared blankly, panting.Then with a bang, it fell backwards.
"Okay, very good. Cut! This one is over." Chen Xuemin said.
Hearing the field manager yelling "Cut off", Gu Xun immediately opened his eyes and subconsciously rubbed his neck. Lin Yuyao had really exerted his strength just now, but now he still felt suffocated.He turned his head to look at the person lying next to him. Lin Yuyao didn't move, his eyes were still closed, and the camera lights next to him were packing up his things. Gu Xun thought that Lin Yuyao hadn't played yet, so he patted his arm and said: "It's time for work."
There was no movement.
Gu Xun patted his arm again, and the person lying still remained motionless, as if he was dead—this thought that came out of nowhere startled him, and he hurriedly shook Lin Yuyao's shoulder, saying Shouting: "Yuyao, Yuyao, wake up."
Gu Xun's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and Lin Yuyao, who was shaking in a coma, almost lost his mind.
The staff next to him noticed something was wrong and surrounded him one by one.
It was already dark when he woke up, Lin Yuyao's mouth was dry, his lips were chapped, he was a little dazed, he tilted his head to one side and saw Gu Xun.Gu Xun was pouring water with his head down, and when he finished pouring, he found that he was awake, so he hurried over and handed him the water glass.
"A hospital?" Lin Yuyao asked.
Gu Xun's face was gloomy, hiding his anger, but he tried his best to restrain his tone: "Do you know what the doctor said? How long have you not eaten or slept?"
Lin Yuyao's eyes were black and blue, and his lips were pale. Lying on the white sheets, he looked like a terminally ill patient, thin and lifeless.Gu Xun looked at him, only thinking of the words shocking.
Lin Yuyao lowered his head to drink water, which was a gesture to avoid talking. Warm water poured into his empty stomach, and hunger was showing signs of gnashing and clawing, but he didn't want to eat anything, and would spit it out again after eating, which was meaningless.
"You go on like this..." Gu Xun was furious seeing him like this, and was about to say something else.
Lin Yuyao interrupted him: "Has the company decided how to deal with it?"
The topic changed too quickly, and Gu Xun was forced to swallow his words back.
"It's still under discussion."
If you admit that Gu Xun cheated, it means that Gu Xun is over.And admitting to breaking up, Lin Yuyao will also be imprisoned.He could have won sympathy by relying on Gu Xun's derailment and his mother's suicide, but once he disclosed the fact that he had broken up long ago, he would be branded as "deceiving the audience".
"Admit the breakup." Lin Yuyao suddenly whispered.
Gu Xun clenched the hand hanging by his side: "It's okay not to admit the breakup, just say I cheated."
"I want to break up publicly, tell the truth." Lin Yuyao raised her head, her expression was weak but her eyes were firm.
In fact, the company also decided in this way. Although deceiving the audience will affect his career, if Gu Xun is allowed to confirm the cheating rumors, he will be ruined. It is impossible for EL to give up Gu Su, who has a bright future and great commercial value.
Gu Xun turned his eyes away to look at the gray walls of the hospital, and didn't speak for a while.
The company decided to break up publicly.
In modern society, microblogging is easier to use than press conferences, and its spread is faster and wider.Gu Xun sent a message to the effect that he broke up with Lin Yuyao at the end of March, and kept hiding it from everyone, so he apologized.
Lin Yuyao forwarded it, and a fan in the comments asked if it was because of Gu Xun's cheating. He forwarded it and replied: No, Gu Xun and Qi Le were together after breaking up. There is nothing wrong with this relationship. Someone cheated.
The company arranged for someone to sort out a timeline, and the cheating rumors seemed to be broken.However, it is a fact that they continued to sell people to make money after they broke up, and the two encountered numerous attacks because of this.Many people even dug out "Best Partner" to watch carefully, took detailed screenshots to analyze their "amazing acting skills" in the show, and ridiculed them.
The big star who was in the limelight for a while became a street rat overnight.
The world is unpredictable, there are causes and effects.
Admit it if you make a mistake, and you have to bear being scolded. The two rumored protagonists have no complaints.It's just that the last two episodes of "Best Partner" are not suitable for recording, and the company will directly terminate the contract with the program team for compensation.
The sword hanging above his head finally fell down.
When Lin Yuyao came home from the hospital, Gu Xun originally followed him, but when he got off the car, he left again, and he didn't know where he went.
Lin Yuyao opened the door and entered the room, and read the messages on the Internet in the living room.Some people began to take the rhythm, and through them attacking the LGBT group, the other party fought back, and it was another bloody storm.
He was tired from watching, turned off his phone and pinched the base of his nose.The room was dark with no lights on.Leaning on the sofa, the consciousness seems to be floating in the sea, floating up and down, blurred.
There was a knock on the door, and there was a tuk-tuk sound.He frowned, changed his posture, and covered his ears in the sofa to block it. The doorbell was still ringing cheerfully, piercing the silent night.
He had no choice but to get up and open the door. Gu Xun was standing outside the door, holding a steaming bag in his hand.
"Have you eaten yet?" Gu Xun asked him.
Lin Yuyao subconsciously shook her head, then nodded again: "I'm not hungry."
Gu Xun ignored his words, and said to himself: "I bought your favorite shrimp dumplings and porridge. You haven't eaten much for a few days, so you can't eat too strong flavors."
"I..." Lin Yuyao wanted to say that he was not hungry again, but Gu Xun just stared at him like that, as if he would not stop until he reached his goal, took the bag and said, "Thank you."
Gu Xun said cheekily: "I haven't eaten yet, I bought a portion for two, shall we go together?"
Lin Yuyao lowered his head to pick out the things in the bag, took out a portion, and returned the rest to him.Gu Xunfan was sent to the army, and took over resentfully, watching Lin Yuyao close the door, blocking himself out.
He originally wanted to talk to the other party about Qi Le at the dinner table, but the other party didn't give him the chance at all.
What you see with your own eyes is always different from what you imagined. Does Lin Yuyao still like herself now?Gu Xun had a half-hearted answer in his mind, and how much pain would he feel when he saw such a photo after his mother passed away?Gu Xun didn't dare to think about it.He stayed up all night, watching the indignant insults from netizens, watching the love they showed on Weibo when they were together before, watching past video interviews and double variety shows... Gu Xun watched it all night, and the next morning, when the dawn was twilight, he Looking at the gradually brightening sky through the window, recalling the sweetness of the past that I saw that night, I suddenly feel like a lifetime away.
The doorbell rang, and he put down his phone to answer the door.Lin Yuyao stood outside the door with a gloomy expression, and handed a bunch of keys to Gu Xun.
"Return the key to you. I have lived in your house for a long time. If you need rent, you can tell me. I should have lived for more than six months..." Lin Yuyao said.
Gu Xun was secretly excited when he saw him coming to find him, but after hearing this, it was as if a basin of ice water had been poured on his face, and his face was covered with chills.
"What do you mean?"
"This is your house. Since you have broken up publicly, it should be returned to the original owner."
"You!" Gu Xun was annoyed, he wanted to say, you are mine too, why don't you return it to the original owner!But it's not appropriate to say this now.
Lin Yuyao stood there, motionless.
Gu Xun calmed down and said softly, "No need, you continue to live."
Lin Yuyao was unmoved.
Gu Xun said: "Do you know how scared I was when you fainted on the set before? I don't worry about you moving away by yourself now. Can you continue to live here?"
Gu Xun didn't pick up the key, Lin Yuyao's hand stayed in the air for a long time, so long that it was sore, but he still maintained the posture.
"I'll find a place myself, and it'll be fine."
Are you looking okay now!Gu Xun could hardly suppress the anger in his heart, he grabbed Lin Yuyao's outstretched hand.
"You just live here. When I rent it to you, you pay my rent, okay?"
Lin Yuyao wanted to break free from him, but he was in such poor health that he had no strength to break free at all.
"Let me go," he said.
Gu Xun didn't let go: "Live here, okay?"
Lin Yuyao argued with him for a long time, but couldn't hold back the other party, so he nodded.Gu Xun heaved a sigh of relief, and was finally willing to let go of him, the other's wrist was bruised all over by him.
It's a good thing that Lin Yuyao doesn't move away, even if the other party is still not looking good and getting thinner every day.But only one door away from him, Gu Xun felt much more at ease.He would deliver three meals a day to Lin Yuyao. He wanted to stare at him to eat, but he was turned away every time.If Qi Le's accident hadn't happened, Gu Xun would still be brazen enough to pester others, but now he's not sure if Lin Yuyao wants to see him, and if seeing him would make him feel sick.Gu Xun didn't know anything.
This is the price he paid for what he did wrong.When his career was hit, he laughed it off, but when facing Lin Yuyao, he couldn't let it go.
In a few days, Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun both completed "Shadow of the Mirror", and the filming came to an end.The crew encountered countless accidents during the filming, and no one was in the mood to hold the finale banquet. After filming, they left and went home.
Gu Xun asked the housekeeper to cook a table of dishes that Lin Yuyao liked. After rushing home, he arranged them himself, thinking about inviting people over later in the evening.The sky was dark, and the fallen leaves were blown by the wind, so Gu Xun knocked on the opposite door.He finished the draft, thinking about how to word it to invite people over.
But when the door opened, it was Zhang Tingyun.
"Are you looking for Yuyao?" Zhang Tingyun was also surprised for a moment.
"Why are you here?" The smile on Gu Xun's face disappeared.
"Yuyao's finale today, I'll come over to help him celebrate." Zhang Tingyun said with a smile.He had seen all the recent news, and guessed that Lin Yuyao's situation would not be very good, so he took the time to visit him.
Lin Yuyao walked through the living room to the door: "Who knocked?"
"Gu Xun, I probably have something to do with you." Zhang Tingyun said.
"What's the matter?" Lin Yuyao asked.
Gu Xun was full of unspoken words and nervousness at this moment, he looked at the two people standing side by side in the door, lowered his eyelids, and concealed his emotions: "It's nothing, I just want to borrow some medicine from you. box."
"Where are you hurt?" Lin Yuyao blurted out.
"It's not me, it's Aunt Zhu." Aunt Zhu is the housekeeper hired by Gu Xun, "She boiled the food."
"I'll find it for you." Lin Yuyao said and returned to the living room.
"Want to come in and eat together? I made hot pot." Zhang Tingyun invited.
Gu Xun glanced at him, Lin Yuyao came back, and handed him the medicine box.
"No need." Gu Xun said, "You guys celebrate."
Zhang Tingyun said: "Okay, see you then."
Lin Yuyao stood beside him, his face was hidden in the shadow, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he didn't speak.The door closed slowly, blocking them and never seeing them again.
Gu Xun stood alone on the long corridor, experiencing an unspeakable taste for the first time.
From this day on, Zhang Tingyun would appear at Lin Yuyao's house from time to time, and Gu Xun bumped into him a few times.But he has no right to say anything. It is a good thing that someone is with Lin Yuyao, who is mentally unstable now, and Gu Xun has no right to interfere.
Lin Yuyao had already suspended work, and it was difficult for Gu Xun to see him. Since the other party refused to let him deliver meals, it was difficult to even meet him.Gu Xun endured it for a few days and finally couldn't stand it any longer.Woke up in the middle of the night, touched the key and went out.The house is his, so he naturally has a backup key. He didn't use it before because he respected the other party's privacy, but now he can't help but betray his own principles and become a thief secretly.
He turned the key, kept his voice as low as possible, walked around the hallway, and tiptoed into the house.The room was very quiet, only the sound of water in the living room was the group of koi swimming.
The living room was dark, the curtains were closed, Gu Xun couldn't remember the layout of the room, he kicked something hard, the sound was loud, he was startled, and then he heard someone on the sofa in front of him gasp.The voice of the other party was so small that if it wasn't for the silence of the living room in the middle of the night, it would be impossible to hear clearly.Gu Xun sensed something was wrong there, he smelled a faint smell of rust in the air, and immediately pressed the light switch.
Blinding shiny man eyes squinting
The tinnitus was so loud that it filled his brain, causing him to hear nothing clearly.The person next to him helped to open the door, and the chill instantly squeezed into the bones. He stood at the door and looked at the person lying on the stretcher inside, without moving.
"Go in." Someone next to him said.
He held on to the door frame, but he couldn't move his foot for a long time.It took a long time before he regained consciousness, and walked in slowly. In front of him seemed to be the mouth of a wild beast, devouring him bit by bit.
Lin Yuyao stretched out his hand to lift the white cloth, retracted it when he was about to touch it, and stretched out his hand again. He held his breath, and the white cloth was lifted, and Liu Hongyun's swollen face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. He took two steps back in fright, and hit Something metal, banging.
"My condolences." The person who brought him in comforted him, but maybe he had seen this kind of thing too much, and his voice was a little cold.
Something rushed from his stomach to his throat, and Lin Yuyao felt nauseous. He took a big breath, but it became more and more uncomfortable, as if there was some kind of rotten smell in the air, he sucked it all into his body, and rotted along with it.
Gu Xun was still participating in the event when he received the news, and a few staff members with mobile phones were whispering about something, Jiang Yunzhou walked up to him and whispered something in his ear.
In the information society, it is well known that everyone can wear clothes in a short period of time.Gu Xun was startled when he saw the news, and immediately quit his job and hurried back.Qin Yue called and told him to calm down and finish the work. He was with Lin Yuyao.
Gu Xun was worried, but he had to do his work. After finishing, he hurried back to Beijing, but there was a series of car accidents on the road and he was stuck in traffic for a long time.This is the first time he has felt this kind of mood - longing to run to someone, but there is nothing to do, nothing to do.He can only wait until the work is over and the road is clear.
When he arrived, Gu Xun was already drenched in sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the water, panting heavily, he asked where Lin Yuyao was.Someone showed him the way, and Qin Yue said beside him: "He hasn't come out, he doesn't eat or drink, he doesn't talk, and he can't be pulled away."
Gu Xun ran over the last part of the way, with pain in his chest: "I'll go in and have a look."
The room was cold, Gu Xun opened the door and walked two steps in. Lin Yuyao sat on the ground in the corner with his knees hugged. Gu Xun walked over lightly, squatted down, and reached out to touch his hair.
"distant."
Lin Yuyao remained silent.
"Let's go out first, shall we?" Gu Xun said softly.
Lin Yuyao raised his head slowly and stared at him for a few seconds without saying a word.Then he pushed him away, Gu Xun was pushed and fell to the ground.
"Get out! She doesn't want to see you!" Lin Yuyao shouted, "Don't come here! Get out!"
Gu Xun put his hands on the ground, looked at the corpse covered in white cloth next to him, turned his eyes back, and said, "Okay, I'll go, can you go too? Here..."
"Can you go out? I want to be alone for a while." Lin Yuyao buried her face in her knees again.
Gu Xun knew that being here might only irritate him more, so he took a deep look at him and walked out.
He closed the door without leaving, and stood outside the door waiting.
"I'll deal with things first when you're here, and now there's a commotion again." Qin Yue raised his forehead, this workaholic now also showed tiredness on his face.
Gu Xun nodded, and waited for the person to leave to check his phone.Sure enough, there was heated discussion on the Internet again, clamoring that it was Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun who forced Liu Hongyun to death, guessing how deep the water was and how many hidden secrets there were.A gossip news has now become a suspense drama. False news from all sides is constantly flowing out, and there is no limit to random speculation.
Gu Xun didn't bother to look any further, turned off the phone and wiped his face, his mind was also very confused, he couldn't figure out what to do, he didn't understand how a person died as soon as he said he was dead, without warning.
Qin Yue went back and forth, and handed him a few pieces of paper: "Look at it."
Gu Xun stretched out his hand to pick it up, but Qin Yue held it with all his strength and didn't pull it over.
"I didn't expect Yuyao..." Qin Yue sighed, his face full of sadness.
Gu Xun knew something was wrong by looking at his expression, he pulled out the few pieces of paper vigorously, and was shocked after reading it.
Liu Hongyun drowned and died. The police wanted to investigate whether there was a possibility of homicide. This investigation first found out her mental illness, and then followed the clues, and her past was completely wiped out.
They never knew that Lin Yuyao, who always seemed to be gentle and gentle, had such a family. His father was a gay man who cheated on marriage, and his mother was a mentally ill child abuser.How did he come here for so many years?Gu Xun couldn't remember the last time he cried, except when he was acting, he seemed to be five or six years old.But now, he couldn't help his eyes getting watery looking at these cold black and white words.
He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said with difficulty: "I don't even know, he never told me..."
Qin Yue also sighed, and left after a while. There are still a lot of things waiting for him to deal with outside. Now is not the time to feel that everyone has difficulties.
Gu Xun squatted down, recalling every scene he had with Lin Yuyao in the past few years, thinking of him felt sore, it was unbearable.
His Yaoyao is probably the kindest person in the world, although this kindness may be worthless in the eyes of others.But Gu Xun understood that Lin Yuyao never told these secrets, not only because he couldn't say it, but also because he didn't want to drag himself into that deformed family.
With red eyes, he raised his hand backwards and knocked on the door.
As long as Lin Yuyao stayed inside, Gu Xun waited outside as long as he knocked on the door every once in a while.He wanted the other party to know that someone was with him, always there.
The sky darkened, it was already late at night, and the pale light shone overhead.Gu Xun didn't eat dinner, but he didn't feel hungry.It had been a long time, and he was thinking about whether to go in again, but the door opened from the inside first.
Lin Yuyao came out and walked under the light. His face was whiter than the light, and his lips were pale.
"I'm sorry." He looked up at Gu Xun, then lowered his head, and apologized.
"Why do you say sorry?"
"I was inside just now, I shouldn't get angry at you..." Lin Yuyao had no expression on his face, and his words had no warmth.
Gu Xun hugged him, and the other person's body was stiff and cold, and the moment he hugged him, he trembled violently.
"You can vent to me anything, anything." Gu Xun hugged him tightly, trying to pass his body temperature over.
Lin Yuyao moved her fingers, as if she wanted to hug her back, she stayed in mid-air for a moment, but finally let it go again.He remained motionless, letting Gu Xun hold him.Gu Xun's body was very warm, like the sunshine in early autumn, but even though the two of them were so close, Lin Yuyao still felt cold hands and feet, as if he couldn't perceive anything outside.
Maintaining the embracing posture, after an unknown period of time, Gu Xun felt the body under his hand gradually tremble, the trembling was very subtle at first, and then became violent.
—he was crying.
Gu Xun understood instantly, except when he was in bed and acting, he had never seen Lin Yuyao cry.But now this person was crying, he was crying quietly, Gu Xun couldn't hear a sound, he could only feel the shaking of the body that was close to him, and the wet marks on his shoulders.
"Why did she do this..." Intermittent choked sobs sounded, and the silent Lin Yuyao said, "She is taking revenge on me, right?"
Gu Xun closed his eyes, feeling that he was also being torn apart, and it hurt everywhere, but the person in front of him was a hundred times more humble than him.
Gu Xun caressed his trembling back and said, "No."
Lin Yuyao buried her face in his shoulder, her voice became muffled, and she said bitterly: "I...I have decided to let go, I want to let go, I don't ask for a reconciliation with her, but why does she want to do this? ? She didn't forgive me until the end..."
You didn't do anything wrong, how can you forgive me.Gu Xun wanted to say this, but knew that Lin Yuyao couldn't listen to it now.He could only hold the body tighter in his hands, hoping to calm his trembling, restlessness, sadness and despair.Although he knew it was futile.
"Is it my fault? If I contact her these days to see her, won't it happen and she won't die?" Lin Yuyao said.
He was determined to let go, completely cut off contact with Liu Hongyun, and even agreed to disclose the other party's mental illness.He didn't have any warmth for his mother in his heart, and he didn't want to ask any more.But in the past few days of not asking, something happened.Aunt Song returned to her hometown, and Liu Hongyun was alone. She was soaked in the icy river for three whole days, and no one cared about her.
Lin Yuyao had to think, if he was willing to make a phone call and visit her house these few days, would Liu Hongyun not die?
Gu Xun said firmly, "No, it's not your responsibility."
"Then why...why did she do this? Why didn't she let me go?" Lin Yuyao sobbed, and the clothes on Gu Xun's shoulders were soaked.
You can't escape the deep sea, you can only go deeper, and you have to drown yourself.Liu Hongyun also fantasized that when Lin Yuyao grows up, gets married and has children, she will occasionally go to his house to sit, have a meal, go shopping, and the relationship will be neither distant nor close. Best ending ever.It's just that she was no match for good fortune, and when she knew that Lin Yuyao was gay like his father, she almost collapsed, and she never slept peacefully since then.Lin Yu is in every night's dream. The other party is lying on the hospital bed and looking at her with a vicious smile.
Her nightmare continued day after day, and finally crushed herself.Some media approached her, and she stood up to expose her son.Tiger poison does not eat its offspring, but she still did such a cruel thing.She couldn't control it, she couldn't control it at all.
Her fate was to drown in that deep sea.She walked towards her end step by step.The water gradually covered her legs, heart, and breath. She thought of Lin Yu who knelt down to beg her for forgiveness many years ago, and thought of Lin Yuyao's forbearance and flattery towards her... She suddenly tasted a salty taste, which was the taste of water , or something else.There is no way to tell, and it doesn't matter anymore.Then there was a crash, and the whole person was submerged in the water.
——I can't forgive anyone, and I don't expect anyone's forgiveness.
Lin Yuyao cried until she fell asleep, and the last words before going to bed were "I'm very tired", Gu Xun waited for a while before hearing the weak breathing in his ear.He picked him up - Lin Yuyao was only a few centimeters shorter than him, and it was very difficult to lift him up, but he tried his best to carry him into the car as steadily as possible, letting him lean into his arms.
Qin Yue was sitting in the co-pilot, turned his head and was about to speak, when Gu Xun made a "shh" gesture to him.
Qin Yue glanced at the sleeping Lin Yuyao, and had no choice but to hand over his mobile phone to Gu Xun.The interface is Weibo, and the content is disgusting-someone actually picked up Lin Yuyao's deformed and miserable family.
Liu Hongyu jumped into the river and his body was found. It was a social case in itself. It was linked to a scandal in the entertainment circle, and it was widely circulated. If someone who cared about it got a little deeper, those secrets would soon become unresolved and surfaced.But this is privacy. The celebrities' personal scandals can be cleaned up, but they should not affect their family members.
Gu Xun threw the phone back to Qin Yue, half dead with anger.Looking down, Lin Yuyao was not calm when he fell asleep - his brows were tightly frowned, the corners of his mouth were downcast, and it seemed that he was preoccupied.And when he woke up, he had to deal with countless voices and pointing fingers.
Gu Xun gently rubbed Lin Yuyao's eyes with his fingertips. There were still wet spots there, and his eyelashes were soaked, making his heart ache.
Lin Yuyao didn't sleep for long, and woke up after more than an hour.Gu Xun has been observing his movement, seeing his eyelids trembling, said: "Don't move, don't open your eyes."
Lin Yuyao stopped and felt something soft wipe around his eyelids.He fell asleep again after crying, and when he woke up his eyes must be glued, Gu Xun wiped them clean with a wet towel.
"Okay." Gu Xun withdrew his hand.
Lin Yuyao opened his eyes and blinked slowly a few times, as if his brain was tangled and confused, he stared blankly at Gu Xun for a few seconds before getting up and sitting up.
"What time is it?" He said with a hoarse voice.
"It's past two o'clock, go home and sleep again." Gu Xun said.
They are still in the car, the driver and Qin Yue have already left.Lin Yuyao got off the car and found that she had arrived at the parking lot of the community.
When the two went upstairs, Lin Yuyao took out the key from his pocket and inserted it into the keyhole for a long time before inserting it.
"You..." Gu Xun said, "The company at the police station is dealing with it, so you don't have to worry about it."
"Yes. Thank you." Lin Yuyao turned the key.
He was about to enter the door when someone grabbed his arm and turned his head. Gu Xun looked at him and said, "Do you need me to accompany you?"
Lin Yuyao stared straight ahead without any expression, lowered his eyelids again, shook his head and said, "No need."
"real……"
"I'm fine." Lin Yuyao interrupted him, "Go back to sleep, it's late."
He moved his arms, broke away from Gu Xun's shackles, and entered the door.
Gu Xun was left outside the door, feeling a burst of frustration.
In the next few days, Lin Yuyao was extremely calm-on the surface, it was true, and there was no trace of the collapse of Gu Xun's shoulders when he cried that day.He started to deal with his mother's funeral in a clear and stable manner, regardless of the pressure of public opinion.
However, the more he was like this, the more uneasy Gu Xun felt.
After the matter was dealt with, the police determined that Liu Hongyun committed suicide. He was burned to ashes and buried in the ground.After all the dust settled, Lin Yuyao had to return to the crew to continue filming.
It's only been a few days, but he seems to have lost a lot of weight.If Gu Xun asked a few more questions, the other party would avoid talking about it.He had no choice but to insist: "There is no hurry to film, have you not had a good rest recently?"
Lin Yuyao said: "It's okay to rest, don't delay the progress of the crew."
Gu Xun didn't let him go, but Lin Yuyao was a living person, so he couldn't control it.After entering the film crew, Chen Xuemin also disagreed, saying: "You should rest for a few more days, don't be in a hurry."
Lin Yuyao rarely even listened to Chen Xuemin's words and insisted on filming.Chen Xuemin had no choice but to agree.
Lin Yuyao was in very good condition when filming, but he was so scary.Chen Xuemin frowned as he watched, pulled Gu Xun aside, and said, "This won't work, look at him, he feels a little bit angry in his spirit, and now he's all using it on filming."
After the filming of the filming is over, this person will definitely collapse.Gu Xun understood that when Lin Yuyao went out the next morning, he waited at the door early, looked at the bruises and bloodshot eyes and said, "Look for yourself, how long have you not slept well?"
Lin Yuyao walked around him without saying a word, and Gu Xun grabbed his wrist: "Don't be like this, okay, you are punishing yourself."
Lin Yuyao turned around and said in a flat tone, "I want to find something to do."
"Then you have to take care of your body."
"I can only do this." He lowered his head, his voice was soft, "This is the only thing I can do now."
His tone was obviously calm, but Gu Xun felt that he could hear the sadness, so that when he let go of his hand, Lin Yuyao pulled out his wrist, and flew out of sight like a light bird about to fall to the ground.
Lin Yuyao only does one thing every day, which is to go to the "Shadow of the Mirror" crew to film. He doesn't speak during off-set breaks. He concentrates on reading the script and reading his lines. Others don't dare to look at his calm but turbulent appearance. disturb.Gu Xun felt powerless, he thought, the other party was venting or avoiding, it was not in a good state, but no one could persuade him.
Rumors are still circulating on the Internet, and Lin Yuyao's family has been stripped of everything.Even the staff of the film crew occasionally whispered in private. Gu Xun heard it a few times and got angry, and everyone gradually learned to shut up.But the mouth can be closed, but the eyes cannot be controlled.The eyes glued to Lin Yuyao's body still existed, and those people held the mentality that watching the excitement was not a big deal, and they just looked at Lin Yuyao who was buried in the filming all day long.Gu Xun wanted to drag him away many times, hide him at home, hide him in a place where only he can see, and protect him from all malice—but these are just unrealistic fantasies, he can't do it arrive.
Only then did Gu Xun realize that he had so many limitations and powerlessness.
But things did not move in a good direction, but slipped into a deeper abyss.
The filming of "Mirror Shadow" was at the end, and when there were two last scenes left, an accident happened.That day, Gu Xun was filming a rival scene with Lin Yuyao, and during the filming, he heard the off-set staff whispering, whispering some secrets to each other.Chen Xuemin also found out, a little angry, and stopped filming.
Wu Simin and Jiang Yunzhou hurried forward, Jiang Yunzhou said: "Brother Gu, something happened again."
This time the evidence is much stronger than before.Liu Cheng's team actually released a bed photo—a bed photo of Gu Xun and Qi Le.
The scale is not big, it was when Gu Xie and Qi Le finished their work, and Qi Le took a selfie while smoking on the bed, but you can tell what happened just by looking at it.
It is impossible to wash the real hammer.
Recently, the successive accidents have caused headaches for all EL employees. Seeing that the heat is slowly decreasing, there are big twists and turns.Liu Cheng's team lived up to their reputation. Watching Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao keep silent and waiting for the heat to disappear, they began to explode violent stories, insisting on forcing them to come out and respond positively.
Netizens were half excited to watch the drama and half bored, claiming that the two had a lot of dramas, and they were already tired of watching it in a short time.
When Lin Yuyao saw the photo, his eyes that hadn't been emotional for a long time widened for a moment, then returned to normal, and looked down at the threads on his clothes.Gu Xun looked at him, and suddenly felt that bit of energy in him was extinguished a little bit.
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The EL executives were very angry about the recent frequent accidents, and summoned Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao to criticize them severely.Liu Cheng's bed photo was taken from Qi Le. Qi Le had given a few intimate photos of Gu Xun and the nightclub lady before. For the explosive stuff.
Liu Cheng turned his face and refused to recognize anyone, Qi Le jumped his feet angrily, but he was in the HIV window period and had no time to clone himself, and he was powerless to deal with the current situation where he was ruined along with Gu Xun.
There was a lot of quarrels on the Internet, and Gu Xun's affair was immediately stamped.The company's senior executives discussed the solution, and the two returned to the set to film after being criticized.
In the car, Gu Xun wanted to talk to someone several times, but Lin Yuyao kept staring at the script in his hand. He had read the script hundreds of times, and there were scuff marks on the corners.But Lin Yuyao looked at it extremely seriously, turning a blind eye to others.
Gu Xun was depressed in his heart, he knew that he had made a mistake in Qi Le's matter, but now it doesn't work to act coquettishly and obediently with others, he doesn't care at all.
When the crew started shooting, Lin Yuyao put on her makeup and stood in front of the camera with a pale face.Chen Xuemin instructed: "Come on, Gu Xun, lie down here. Yuyao, you lie on his right hand, a distance of one or two centimeters away. Okay, that's it. Come on, start shooting."
The scene was built by the crew themselves, a dirty bridge hole, artificial rainfall rustling outside.Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun lay side by side, they spoke their lines, and there was a long silence after they finished speaking.
"Okay, now Yuyao, you half lift up and pinch Gu Xun." Chen Xuemin said.
Lin Yuyao obediently followed, raised her upper body halfway, stretched her hands around Gu Xun's neck, and slowly exerted strength.
Gu Xun felt a sense of suffocation in the half-dream and half-awake state, opened his eyes wide and opened his mouth in horror.
"Zheng...Zheng Hai..." Gu Xun spoke his lines intermittently.
Lin Yuyao's fingers became more and more vigorous. He played the role of a mute, unable to speak, only sobbing in his throat from time to time.
Gu Xun rolled his eyes and stretched out his hand to grab the hand stuck around his neck, but those two hands were like entangled vines, twisting tighter and tighter.
"Ah... ah..." Gu Xun cried out in pain, his face flushed red, and the veins on his forehead popped out.
Lin Yuyao didn't relax at all, he couldn't tell the reality from the drama.This is Gu Xun, this is not Gu Xun.He was in a trance and restless, unable to tell who the person in front of him was, he just wanted to strangle him to death, just cut off the other person's neck like this.
Why?Why is he the only one suffering so much?
This person, this person is also in pain now.It was the pain he gave him.
Gu Xun really felt suffocated. Lin Yuyao used too much strength, which was beyond the normal range of filming.His survival instinct made him pull hard, but he didn't pull it away.
"Okay Yuyao, okay, come here, Gu Xun, lie down and close your eyes." Chen Xuemin shouted.
Lin Yuyao let go of her hand as if she had just woken up, and watched Gu Xun close her eyes and lay down on the ground.
--he died.
Lin Yuyao stared blankly, panting.Then with a bang, it fell backwards.
"Okay, very good. Cut! This one is over." Chen Xuemin said.
Hearing the field manager yelling "Cut off", Gu Xun immediately opened his eyes and subconsciously rubbed his neck. Lin Yuyao had really exerted his strength just now, but now he still felt suffocated.He turned his head to look at the person lying next to him. Lin Yuyao didn't move, his eyes were still closed, and the camera lights next to him were packing up his things. Gu Xun thought that Lin Yuyao hadn't played yet, so he patted his arm and said: "It's time for work."
There was no movement.
Gu Xun patted his arm again, and the person lying still remained motionless, as if he was dead—this thought that came out of nowhere startled him, and he hurriedly shook Lin Yuyao's shoulder, saying Shouting: "Yuyao, Yuyao, wake up."
Gu Xun's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and Lin Yuyao, who was shaking in a coma, almost lost his mind.
The staff next to him noticed something was wrong and surrounded him one by one.
It was already dark when he woke up, Lin Yuyao's mouth was dry, his lips were chapped, he was a little dazed, he tilted his head to one side and saw Gu Xun.Gu Xun was pouring water with his head down, and when he finished pouring, he found that he was awake, so he hurried over and handed him the water glass.
"A hospital?" Lin Yuyao asked.
Gu Xun's face was gloomy, hiding his anger, but he tried his best to restrain his tone: "Do you know what the doctor said? How long have you not eaten or slept?"
Lin Yuyao's eyes were black and blue, and his lips were pale. Lying on the white sheets, he looked like a terminally ill patient, thin and lifeless.Gu Xun looked at him, only thinking of the words shocking.
Lin Yuyao lowered his head to drink water, which was a gesture to avoid talking. Warm water poured into his empty stomach, and hunger was showing signs of gnashing and clawing, but he didn't want to eat anything, and would spit it out again after eating, which was meaningless.
"You go on like this..." Gu Xun was furious seeing him like this, and was about to say something else.
Lin Yuyao interrupted him: "Has the company decided how to deal with it?"
The topic changed too quickly, and Gu Xun was forced to swallow his words back.
"It's still under discussion."
If you admit that Gu Xun cheated, it means that Gu Xun is over.And admitting to breaking up, Lin Yuyao will also be imprisoned.He could have won sympathy by relying on Gu Xun's derailment and his mother's suicide, but once he disclosed the fact that he had broken up long ago, he would be branded as "deceiving the audience".
"Admit the breakup." Lin Yuyao suddenly whispered.
Gu Xun clenched the hand hanging by his side: "It's okay not to admit the breakup, just say I cheated."
"I want to break up publicly, tell the truth." Lin Yuyao raised her head, her expression was weak but her eyes were firm.
In fact, the company also decided in this way. Although deceiving the audience will affect his career, if Gu Xun is allowed to confirm the cheating rumors, he will be ruined. It is impossible for EL to give up Gu Su, who has a bright future and great commercial value.
Gu Xun turned his eyes away to look at the gray walls of the hospital, and didn't speak for a while.
The company decided to break up publicly.
In modern society, microblogging is easier to use than press conferences, and its spread is faster and wider.Gu Xun sent a message to the effect that he broke up with Lin Yuyao at the end of March, and kept hiding it from everyone, so he apologized.
Lin Yuyao forwarded it, and a fan in the comments asked if it was because of Gu Xun's cheating. He forwarded it and replied: No, Gu Xun and Qi Le were together after breaking up. There is nothing wrong with this relationship. Someone cheated.
The company arranged for someone to sort out a timeline, and the cheating rumors seemed to be broken.However, it is a fact that they continued to sell people to make money after they broke up, and the two encountered numerous attacks because of this.Many people even dug out "Best Partner" to watch carefully, took detailed screenshots to analyze their "amazing acting skills" in the show, and ridiculed them.
The big star who was in the limelight for a while became a street rat overnight.
The world is unpredictable, there are causes and effects.
Admit it if you make a mistake, and you have to bear being scolded. The two rumored protagonists have no complaints.It's just that the last two episodes of "Best Partner" are not suitable for recording, and the company will directly terminate the contract with the program team for compensation.
The sword hanging above his head finally fell down.
When Lin Yuyao came home from the hospital, Gu Xun originally followed him, but when he got off the car, he left again, and he didn't know where he went.
Lin Yuyao opened the door and entered the room, and read the messages on the Internet in the living room.Some people began to take the rhythm, and through them attacking the LGBT group, the other party fought back, and it was another bloody storm.
He was tired from watching, turned off his phone and pinched the base of his nose.The room was dark with no lights on.Leaning on the sofa, the consciousness seems to be floating in the sea, floating up and down, blurred.
There was a knock on the door, and there was a tuk-tuk sound.He frowned, changed his posture, and covered his ears in the sofa to block it. The doorbell was still ringing cheerfully, piercing the silent night.
He had no choice but to get up and open the door. Gu Xun was standing outside the door, holding a steaming bag in his hand.
"Have you eaten yet?" Gu Xun asked him.
Lin Yuyao subconsciously shook her head, then nodded again: "I'm not hungry."
Gu Xun ignored his words, and said to himself: "I bought your favorite shrimp dumplings and porridge. You haven't eaten much for a few days, so you can't eat too strong flavors."
"I..." Lin Yuyao wanted to say that he was not hungry again, but Gu Xun just stared at him like that, as if he would not stop until he reached his goal, took the bag and said, "Thank you."
Gu Xun said cheekily: "I haven't eaten yet, I bought a portion for two, shall we go together?"
Lin Yuyao lowered his head to pick out the things in the bag, took out a portion, and returned the rest to him.Gu Xunfan was sent to the army, and took over resentfully, watching Lin Yuyao close the door, blocking himself out.
He originally wanted to talk to the other party about Qi Le at the dinner table, but the other party didn't give him the chance at all.
What you see with your own eyes is always different from what you imagined. Does Lin Yuyao still like herself now?Gu Xun had a half-hearted answer in his mind, and how much pain would he feel when he saw such a photo after his mother passed away?Gu Xun didn't dare to think about it.He stayed up all night, watching the indignant insults from netizens, watching the love they showed on Weibo when they were together before, watching past video interviews and double variety shows... Gu Xun watched it all night, and the next morning, when the dawn was twilight, he Looking at the gradually brightening sky through the window, recalling the sweetness of the past that I saw that night, I suddenly feel like a lifetime away.
The doorbell rang, and he put down his phone to answer the door.Lin Yuyao stood outside the door with a gloomy expression, and handed a bunch of keys to Gu Xun.
"Return the key to you. I have lived in your house for a long time. If you need rent, you can tell me. I should have lived for more than six months..." Lin Yuyao said.
Gu Xun was secretly excited when he saw him coming to find him, but after hearing this, it was as if a basin of ice water had been poured on his face, and his face was covered with chills.
"What do you mean?"
"This is your house. Since you have broken up publicly, it should be returned to the original owner."
"You!" Gu Xun was annoyed, he wanted to say, you are mine too, why don't you return it to the original owner!But it's not appropriate to say this now.
Lin Yuyao stood there, motionless.
Gu Xun calmed down and said softly, "No need, you continue to live."
Lin Yuyao was unmoved.
Gu Xun said: "Do you know how scared I was when you fainted on the set before? I don't worry about you moving away by yourself now. Can you continue to live here?"
Gu Xun didn't pick up the key, Lin Yuyao's hand stayed in the air for a long time, so long that it was sore, but he still maintained the posture.
"I'll find a place myself, and it'll be fine."
Are you looking okay now!Gu Xun could hardly suppress the anger in his heart, he grabbed Lin Yuyao's outstretched hand.
"You just live here. When I rent it to you, you pay my rent, okay?"
Lin Yuyao wanted to break free from him, but he was in such poor health that he had no strength to break free at all.
"Let me go," he said.
Gu Xun didn't let go: "Live here, okay?"
Lin Yuyao argued with him for a long time, but couldn't hold back the other party, so he nodded.Gu Xun heaved a sigh of relief, and was finally willing to let go of him, the other's wrist was bruised all over by him.
It's a good thing that Lin Yuyao doesn't move away, even if the other party is still not looking good and getting thinner every day.But only one door away from him, Gu Xun felt much more at ease.He would deliver three meals a day to Lin Yuyao. He wanted to stare at him to eat, but he was turned away every time.If Qi Le's accident hadn't happened, Gu Xun would still be brazen enough to pester others, but now he's not sure if Lin Yuyao wants to see him, and if seeing him would make him feel sick.Gu Xun didn't know anything.
This is the price he paid for what he did wrong.When his career was hit, he laughed it off, but when facing Lin Yuyao, he couldn't let it go.
In a few days, Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun both completed "Shadow of the Mirror", and the filming came to an end.The crew encountered countless accidents during the filming, and no one was in the mood to hold the finale banquet. After filming, they left and went home.
Gu Xun asked the housekeeper to cook a table of dishes that Lin Yuyao liked. After rushing home, he arranged them himself, thinking about inviting people over later in the evening.The sky was dark, and the fallen leaves were blown by the wind, so Gu Xun knocked on the opposite door.He finished the draft, thinking about how to word it to invite people over.
But when the door opened, it was Zhang Tingyun.
"Are you looking for Yuyao?" Zhang Tingyun was also surprised for a moment.
"Why are you here?" The smile on Gu Xun's face disappeared.
"Yuyao's finale today, I'll come over to help him celebrate." Zhang Tingyun said with a smile.He had seen all the recent news, and guessed that Lin Yuyao's situation would not be very good, so he took the time to visit him.
Lin Yuyao walked through the living room to the door: "Who knocked?"
"Gu Xun, I probably have something to do with you." Zhang Tingyun said.
"What's the matter?" Lin Yuyao asked.
Gu Xun was full of unspoken words and nervousness at this moment, he looked at the two people standing side by side in the door, lowered his eyelids, and concealed his emotions: "It's nothing, I just want to borrow some medicine from you. box."
"Where are you hurt?" Lin Yuyao blurted out.
"It's not me, it's Aunt Zhu." Aunt Zhu is the housekeeper hired by Gu Xun, "She boiled the food."
"I'll find it for you." Lin Yuyao said and returned to the living room.
"Want to come in and eat together? I made hot pot." Zhang Tingyun invited.
Gu Xun glanced at him, Lin Yuyao came back, and handed him the medicine box.
"No need." Gu Xun said, "You guys celebrate."
Zhang Tingyun said: "Okay, see you then."
Lin Yuyao stood beside him, his face was hidden in the shadow, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he didn't speak.The door closed slowly, blocking them and never seeing them again.
Gu Xun stood alone on the long corridor, experiencing an unspeakable taste for the first time.
From this day on, Zhang Tingyun would appear at Lin Yuyao's house from time to time, and Gu Xun bumped into him a few times.But he has no right to say anything. It is a good thing that someone is with Lin Yuyao, who is mentally unstable now, and Gu Xun has no right to interfere.
Lin Yuyao had already suspended work, and it was difficult for Gu Xun to see him. Since the other party refused to let him deliver meals, it was difficult to even meet him.Gu Xun endured it for a few days and finally couldn't stand it any longer.Woke up in the middle of the night, touched the key and went out.The house is his, so he naturally has a backup key. He didn't use it before because he respected the other party's privacy, but now he can't help but betray his own principles and become a thief secretly.
He turned the key, kept his voice as low as possible, walked around the hallway, and tiptoed into the house.The room was very quiet, only the sound of water in the living room was the group of koi swimming.
The living room was dark, the curtains were closed, Gu Xun couldn't remember the layout of the room, he kicked something hard, the sound was loud, he was startled, and then he heard someone on the sofa in front of him gasp.The voice of the other party was so small that if it wasn't for the silence of the living room in the middle of the night, it would be impossible to hear clearly.Gu Xun sensed something was wrong there, he smelled a faint smell of rust in the air, and immediately pressed the light switch.
Blinding shiny man eyes squinting
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