love life

I know why, when I heard him like this, my nose felt hot, and I turned my eyes away, "If I said it, would you really care? I told you before what your friends said about me, you Have you stopped them?"

He probably had never heard me complain like this, so he paused for a while before saying, "I've learned to care now, okay?"

Meng Jinyang sat at the dining table, the warm yellow light shone on his face.

I think of the first time I met, there was a strange cool fragrance in his arms.At that time, my mind was blank, and then I remembered that when I was chatting with Ruxu and Qiyue not long ago, I mentioned "love at first sight". I dismissed it and felt that it was impossible for me to meet such a person.

Now, when I look at Meng Jinyang, it is rare for him to show such a sincere, aggrieved and a little bewildered expression.

People who have loved deeply will always leave traces in my heart. I really worked hard and slowly let go of my feelings for him.

"Sorry, I made a mistake just now. In recent years, my father's health has not been very good. Maybe I have to leave here and go back to my hometown." I smiled and tried to say in a relaxed tone, "Maybe At that time, I will meet with the blind date they introduced, and get to know someone else again..."

I heard the sound of the plate falling to the ground, "Stop talking."

He sat there, and I knew he was really angry at this moment.

I silently closed my mouth.However, I really don't know what else to say to him.

We didn't break up that night, but we had nothing to say in the end.

He came to the door again and again, of course I knew what he meant.

When I am in love, if he beckons, I will be willing to give up my principles for him.But we have separated, no matter how much I still have feelings for him in my heart, my reason also tells me clearly that if I continue to be with him, it will only repeat what I have experienced in the past few years .

The ending will not be any different.

【16】

After Meng Jinyang went back last night, I had some insomnia.

When I woke up in the morning, I received a WeChat greeting from Chen Zhenghao.

This guy thought he was pretty good at first.

Now, I blocked him directly, and Zhong Yi's evaluation seemed reasonable.

Shortly after waking up, editor Luo contacted me, telling me not to forget today's appointment.

A newly established film and television company wants to buy the film and television copyright of my newly published novel, and wants to chat with me face to face.

Although I don't object to my novels being adapted into film and television works, I have to hand them over to some more reliable teams or companies to make people feel at ease.However, Editor Luo said that this company has strong strength and has already purchased the copyrights of many authors' novels and movies, so you can consider it.

I later agreed to him and made an appointment.

That day, I was in a tea room with a very elegant environment. The person in charge I met was very good-looking. He was wearing a smart white suit, not like an ordinary staff member.

"Writer Fang, it's a pleasure to meet you. My name is Liu Yushuang." Ms. Liu smiled generously and naturally.

"Miss Liu, hello, Fang Yizhen."

Editor Luo expressed the wishes of both of us on his behalf.After that, Ms. Liu also explained their company's thinking.But after all, they are new companies with no representative works, so I still hesitate.

Perhaps seeing that I hadn't made up my mind yet, Ms. Liu proposed to chat with me alone.

"Writer Fang, in fact, I have known you for a long time." Miss Liu took a sip of tea and smiled meaningfully, "However, I didn't take it to heart at the time. I just read your work recently, and it's really good."

"But such an ability is of no use to Jinyang."

My hands shaking the teacup.

"Miss Liu came to me today, probably not because she wanted to talk about my work."

The smile that I thought was good-looking before became dazzling now, "Jinyang and I got engaged when we were very young. I have been studying abroad. He has had some boyfriends and girlfriends intermittently, including that he likes you now. In fact, I am a little I don't mind either. No matter how many lovers he has had and whether he likes me or not, he will always marry me alone. "

"Then I wish you and Mr. Meng a happy marriage for a hundred years."

Ms. Liu probably didn't expect me to say that, maybe she still prepared the check in her bag.

She froze for a few seconds before saying: "Mr. Fang is really interesting, no wonder Jinyang likes you. If it wasn't for this relationship, I would also want to be friends with you."

"It's unnecessary to be friends, and we don't need to talk anymore."

I got up and was about to leave. When I opened the door, I heard her say: "We will get married soon, and I hope you will appreciate it."

I slammed the door hard.

Editor Luo was waiting outside, seeing my complexion, he cautiously asked me what was wrong.

I took a look, and he didn't know anything, so he just said that he would refuse any cooperation with this company in the future.

I'm rarely that angry.

Meng Jinyang's fiancée's condescending expression and unintentional contempt when she talked to me made me feel as if there was a fire burning in my heart.

It wasn't until that afternoon that my mood slowly calmed down.

As a result, while eating dinner, the doorbell rang.

There are very few people who come to see me. When I saw it was Meng Jinyang, I sat back to eat and didn't want to open the door for him.

A few minutes later, the sound of the door opening was heard.He has my home code.

Because I always rang the doorbell when I came here, I kept forgetting about it.

I put down the chopsticks in my hand and watched him walk in from the outside, "Why don't you open the door for me, I thought you weren't here."

"Go out, you are not welcome in our house."

He is getting thicker now, completely ignoring my words, took the rest of the rice from the pot, and sat down to eat with me.

"Don't make trouble, I have to go back to the meeting later."

I found that all of them only care about what they think, and don't take other people's words to heart.

There was no other way but to regard him as a large mass of air.

I was full after just a few bites. Anyway, he said he was going to leave later, so I hid in the study, thinking that I would change the password at home immediately after he left.

After staying in the study for a few minutes, I heard the sound of something falling to the ground and breaking.I didn't want to talk about it at first, but the voices sounded one after another.

I walked into the kitchen and saw that Meng Jinyang's hands were covered with foam, and there were debris around his feet.

"What are you doing?"

He rolled up his sleeves, showing an innocent and aggrieved expression, "I want to help you wash the dishes."

I took his hand to rinse it off, and pulled him out of the kitchen, "You don't want to be like this. I can't bear it."

"I broke your bowl, sorry. I'll buy you a new one tomorrow."

I pushed him towards the door, "I accept your apology, these bowls are not worth much. If you really feel sorry, then don't come, whether it's tomorrow or later."

After speaking, when I wanted to push him again, I couldn't push him anymore.He is a person who will exercise strictly according to the plan no matter how late or tired he is. His muscles are hard and solid. When he really exerts his strength, I really can't match him.

He hugged me, "Can't you be the same as before, be nice?"

"Boss Meng wants a better-behaved lover, are you afraid you won't find one?"

"I'm afraid of your mouth. Who made you angry again?"

I wanted to break free, but I really didn't have enough strength, so I could only look at the front without saying a word.

He lowered his head to kiss me. When the familiar smell hit me, I was in a trance for a moment. When I wanted to resist, he had already tightly hugged the back of my neck and pushed me against the wall of the living room.

He kissed so hard, as if I was his lost treasure.

I wanted to cry and bit down on his tongue before he stopped and looked at me with a heavy face.

Fortunately, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated at this time, he kissed my forehead, answered the phone and said "know".

He wiped the corner of his mouth, "I'll go first. The kid next door to you, let him be quiet."

I walked back to the kitchen, and the floor under the sink was littered with debris, mixed with dish soap foam and water stains.

If such a scene were placed in the past, instead of feeling bored like now, I would be so happy that I couldn't hold it.

Later that day, when I was half asleep, I saw him again.

He sat by my bed, with complex eyes, reached out and gently touched my face.

"Zhenzhen, the marriage contract between me and Yushuang is not just a matter between the two of us, the bond is very deep. If we go back now, the loss will be unimaginable.

"She actually doesn't like me either. After a few years to find a suitable opportunity, we will divorce."

He said, sighed again, and kissed my mouth.

When I woke up the next morning, I saw the desserts from the shop I liked in the refrigerator, so I realized that what I said yesterday was not in a dream.

I sat alone and ate the cake silently. His gentleness was sometimes heartbreakingly cruel.

I changed the password at home, but he waits outside the door every day, ringing the doorbell non-stop, and I always open the door for him in the end.

It's useless if I don't open the door. If he really wants to come in, there is always a way. He is just showing weakness to me in this way.

I felt that I had entered a state of self-destruction, and I didn't dare to tell Ruxu what happened recently.

One day when I accompanied Ruxu to the shopping mall, I met Mr. Zhang, whom I hadn’t seen for a long time. He was shopping with a lady. When he saw me, he didn’t show a mocking expression as usual, but instead had a probing look. stare at