love life

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Then he looked up at Meng Jinyang, "What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet you here."

Whether the emotion flashed in his eyes was shock or panic, it doesn't matter anymore, because it's not what I need.

On the way back that day, Ruxu looked at me and hesitated to speak.

"Can I stay at your place for a night?"

"...Of course, it doesn't matter how long you want to stay."

I don't know how to face Meng Jinyang.

If I had been more confident, I should have gone up to take an oath of sovereignty and said to Cheng Lu, "Hello, I am Jinyang's boyfriend."

Too bad I didn't.

If I had been more decisive, I would have walked in front of him and said to him with contempt and contempt: "Meng Jinyang, I don't want you anymore!"

It's a pity I can't do it.

Received a text message from him before falling asleep: When will you be back?

I took a look and put it back.

After a while, no more news came in.

The next morning, Ruxu knocked on the door and came in and said, "Yizhen, someone is looking for you."

It's his assistant, respectful, with no fault in his attitude: "Mr. Fang, the boss is waiting for you below."

"Yizhen..."

"It's okay, Ruxu, I'll leave first and then contact you."

When I got in the car, I thought he was going to say something to me.

The result was speechless all the way.

The car was parked in front of another high-end shopping mall in the city.

"What does it mean?"

The assistant came over and opened the car door, "Mr. Fang, please get out of the car."

"If you don't make it clear, I won't go down."

He rubbed his nose, and I realized that his eyes were a little black, probably because he didn't have a good rest last night.

"Be obedient, what do you want to buy, let the assistant take you there."

"Heh... I want to buy all the clothes you bought for Cheng Lu yesterday, is that okay?"

"You know him?"

"Why, shouldn't I know?"

His eyes suddenly sharpened, and I looked at him not to be outdone.

Finally he patted my hand, "Go ahead, don't play your temper."

Be obedient and be good, that's what he loved to tell me when we first started dating.

He is in charge of such a large group by himself, and he is under tremendous pressure.Therefore, I always tell myself to be a considerate lover. Now that I have decided to like him, I am afraid that some happiness and joy that ordinary people can experience when they are in love will have to be sacrificed.

So even if he doesn't remember the anniversary of our love, the flowers and gifts he received from his assistant on Valentine's Day, and I need to make an appointment with him in advance to spare time for my birthday, I used to think it didn't matter.

Thinking about it now, I'm afraid it's because I don't care.

I thought we were in a relationship, maybe it was just a clean and obedient lover for him.

"You answer me a question, and I'll get out of the car."

"Go ahead."

"What am I to you?"

His fingers moved, "What answer do you want to hear? I thought we had a consensus at the beginning."

After that attack, Meng Jinyang came to visit me once, but it was only then that I really took a good look at him.

Although he didn't say a few words to me in total, my face was so hot the whole time that I didn't know what I said to him.The rest of the day after he left was restless.

Assistant Chen who was standing behind him left me a phone number before leaving.

When I was discharged from the hospital, I saw Assistant Chen again. I politely expressed that I would like to treat Mr. Meng to a meal and thank him for his care.

He said he would convey it to me.

In fact, I didn't hold out much hope, but one day after a week, I really received a call from him, saying that Mr. Meng agreed to have dinner with me.

Of course, the dinner that day was not my treat in the end.

When I was eating, I was so nervous that I kept encouraging myself in my heart, "He is willing to eat with you, maybe he also has a crush on you", and I kept denying myself "How could it be so".

In the middle of eating, Meng Jinyang put down the knife and fork in his hand, and I looked up at him.

"Mr. Fang, do you want to see me, what's the matter?"

I was supposed to say a bunch of scene words that I thought about before I came here, but it turned into: "I...I want to be with you."

The scene suddenly became even stranger.

Thinking about it now, I was really impulsive and lost my mind at the time. If he wasn't gay at all, if he had already had a date, how would I end up?

But he was just stunned for a moment, then quickly recovered and looked at me silently.

At that time, I was so ashamed that I lost my ability to respond, and I couldn't even say an explanation, I just looked at him stupidly.

When he finally left, he said to me, "I'll think about it."

Almost two months later, I received another call from Assistant Chen, telling me that Mr. Meng was waiting for me downstairs at my house.

I was supposed to change into my normal clothes and go downstairs, but I was stupid again and went down in cartoon pajamas.

When I opened the car door and saw him, I could clearly see the corner of his mouth twitching.

I just realized that I was wearing something wrong, and I said "sorry" stammeringly.

He didn't mind and let me sit next to him.

"Mr. Meng, what can you do with me?"

He stared at me for a while before he said, "I agree with your proposal that day."

Make... a proposal?

"Ah, actually that... that is..."

"I'm usually busy, and we don't have much time to meet. You can move to my house in the urban area. I hope that our relationship can be stable for a long time and maintain a certain degree of privacy. Can you Guaranteed?"

Actually, thinking about it now, he didn't say he wanted to be my boyfriend, nor did he say he liked me.

And I didn't find it.

Maybe I'm the legendary "love brain", or the kind who thinks I'm in a relationship.

"Maybe I haven't been able to understand the consensus you're talking about."

I got up and got out of the car, he looked at me and hesitated to speak.

After watching the car drive away, I said to the people behind me: "Assistant Chen, go in and buy all the sizes that suit me from every store and send them home. I'm tired, so I'll go back first."

Assistant Chen opened his mouth in surprise and nodded.

After being with Meng Jinyang, although he gave me a card, saying it was for living expenses, I never used it, and I don't want to use it.

Now I can't wait to spend all his money.

After that, it took me an afternoon to pack my things and put the door card and bank card in a conspicuous place.

After putting the luggage in the trunk, I sat in the driver's seat in a trance until it was dark before I came back to my senses.

I didn't know where I was going, and by the time I realized it, I had already parked the car in front of the hotel where we met for the first time.

【3】

For a long time after college, I thought I was going to die alone.

I am used to living alone and working alone, and occasionally meet Qi Yue and Ruhuai.Looking forward to love, but life can go on without love.

The night I left I thought it would take a long, long time to get out of such a bad relationship.

But now more than a month has passed, except for the occasional involuntary daze when I stop, and sometimes insomnia and tears in the middle of the night, my life has been moving forward.

The novel that was completed a year ago was picked up by a film and television production company.Together with several other editors, I have been revising the script for more than two months.

The editor teacher who worked together praised me for working hard, I just wanted to keep myself busy, from early morning to late night, every minute and every second, I hoped to forget him.

Before retreating to revise the script, I explained the situation to my parents and two friends, and during this time I seldom contacted other people.

After dinner that day, I received a call from Assistant Chen. I instinctively wanted to hang up, but I still pressed the answer button involuntarily.

"Mr. Fang, didn't I bother you?"

"Assistant Chen, what's the matter?"

"Are you satisfied with the clothes you bought last time?"

"kindness."

"...Mr. Fang, when will your job end this time?"

I kept silent and didn't speak. I thought my behavior had made it very clear based on my relationship with him.

Maybe he never went back at all?

"It should be a few months."

"So...Mr. Meng is going on a business trip to City C in a few days. Do you have time to have a meal together?"

I sighed in my heart, some things must be made clear in person after all, so I agreed to him.

When that day came, I was restless all day.

At night, I tidied myself up and changed into a more formal set of clothes.

When we got downstairs, Assistant Chen was already waiting downstairs.

The door of the back seat opened, and Meng Jinyang was seen again.We looked at each other, he looked a little thinner, his face was not very good.

On the contrary, the mood at that moment became very calm, with a kind of calmness that had settled down.

Now that he has decided to leave, he will not hand over the power that can easily hurt himself to others.

I stood outside the car without moving, and he finally said helplessly, with a hoarse voice, "Zhenzhen, come here, sit beside me."

The place to eat is in a relatively remote and private local private restaurant.I heard from an editor in the team that the reservation list has been scheduled for next year.

When I came here today, I didn't see any customers.

The taste of the food was really good, but I felt embarrassed at first and didn't know how to speak.After the dishes came, I gradually had no time to take care of them.

He was almost done eating, but when he looked up, he barely moved his chopsticks.Looking at me, there seems to be a smile in the eyes, "Do you like it? Their daily dishes