The whole world thinks I can exorcise ghosts

The three of them finished their meal with their own thoughts. Zhou Qi originally planned to go back to school with Fengyue after eating. There was a seminar to be held at noon, but since he knew that Fengyue was chasing someone, he felt that this The wattage of the electric light bulb was too big, so he rarely got to know it for a while, and he left by himself after paying the bill.

Song Nan had to go back to the school gate to get the car, Feng Yue did not leave with Zhou Qi, the two left the store together, and walked towards the school gate together.

Song Nan was about to open his mouth to ask, but when the words came to his mouth, he felt that it was not appropriate. Everything was just his guess, but if he didn't ask, he felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratching his heart.

The two walked to the school gate, Feng Yue looked at the time, and said to Song Nan, "It's still early, you can find a place to stay for a while, and come back after watching the time."

Song Nan agreed with a hum, a little absent-minded.

Feng Yue did not leave immediately after he finished speaking. He has been observing the expression on Song Nan's face since he came out of the closet. Although Song Nan acted as if it was none of my business, he was not very emotional.

It was the first time that Song Nan ran over to find him for dinner at noon. According to past experience, Song Nan took the initiative to find himself and usually encountered trouble. He was not sure what was related to Song Nan's low mood. Ask, "Is there something wrong with you looking for me?"

Song Nan pondered his words for a long time, and his mind was in a mess. Hearing Feng Yue's question, he blurted out the words without thinking too much.

"You like men." Song Nan said.

Feng Yue originally thought that Song Nan ran over specially to tell Wang Min's real business, so he nodded after a moment of stupefaction.

Both of them fell silent unanimously. Fengyue was not sure why Song Nan asked this question, but Song Nan was thinking about how to ask the question stuck in his throat.

The two of them just stood at the gate of the school where people come and go, you staring at me and I looking at you, looking at each other like two eminent monks who are about to enter meditation.

After a while, Fengyue still couldn't resist the silence, and said first, "Do you mind this?"

Song Nan subconsciously shook his head, thinking that this person might be his younger brother, he nodded immediately.

Feng Yue frowned slightly, wondering if he nodded and shook his head whether he minded or not.

Song Nan also felt that he was a little too hypocritical. He straightened his mind and said following what Feng Yue said at the dinner table before, "Whether a man likes a man or a woman is his personal preference, and no one can influence it."

Feng Yue breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you for your understanding."

Song Nan didn't want to understand him, he thought for a long time, and then said, "You said you have someone after you?"

Feng Yue didn't expect him to ask such a detailed question. He hesitated whether to say it or not, but Song Nan had already seen it from his expression, and continued, "Do I know you? Let me introduce you when you have time. They are all friends." .”

He spoke easily, but his heart seemed to be twisted, for fear that Fengyue would say something related to Huang Diwen in the next second.

After all, Feng Yue is much older than Song Nan. He has seen all kinds of people beyond count, and some people and things he has experienced can't even be recalled by himself, so although Song Nan's tone of voice is very relaxed, but subtle The change in expression still betrayed his mood at the moment.

For some reason, Feng Yue had a strong feeling in his heart that Song Nan might have already guessed something. The reason why he asked such detailed questions was just to confirm further.

To say or not to say, that is the question.

Feng Yue raised his breath, saying that sooner or later he will have to pass this test. Today's topic was brought up by Zhou Qi. It will be difficult to have such an opportunity next time. Do you want to strike while the iron is hot?

Before Fengyue could think clearly, Song Nan suddenly looked at him and said, "You are a very good person, rich but not powerful, and you have helped me and my brother a lot, I am grateful to you." Song Nan laughed He smiled and shrugged, "I am very open to everything, and I don't care much about anything, just like Wang Min really died and I took the blame for no reason. Although I am angry, I don't really care about it. I don't care No father or mother, no matter what happens, no one will feel sorry for me, but my brother is different."

Song Nan paused at this point, as if he was thinking of words, and continued after a few seconds, "He is my only relative in this world, and he is also the person my adoptive father entrusted me to take care of before he died. Hope that changes anything in his future life."

Feng Yue listened quietly to each word, Song Nan laid a lot of groundwork, Feng Yue waited for him to say the most important sentence, but secretly sighed in his heart for the child's keen heart.

"I didn't mean to look down on you by saying this. I said that you can't decide your gender when you like someone. Whether you like a man or a woman doesn't have any effect on me, but..." Song Nan paused and looked straight at Feng Yue, "My brother is different from ordinary people. He always has a certain dependence on people who are older than him. I don't want your sexual orientation to affect him, so... can you please keep a certain distance from him in the future. "

Fengyue probably understands Song Nan's meaning. I don't mind that you are gay, and the fact that you are gay has no effect on me at all, but my brother is still young and dependent on others. Please tell me He keeps his distance, don't bring him like you.

Feng Yue thought for a while, so Song Nan didn't guess anything. The reason why he was depressed was because he was afraid that he would become gay if he got too close to Huang Diwen?

Although there is a certain discrepancy with Fengyue's guess, it is much better than Song Nan's direct guess that he has Huang Diwen's idea. At least it gives both parties a buffer time and opportunity.

But now that the topic has been extended to this point, Feng Yue feels that it is necessary to pave the way for his future. Although he doesn't have any feelings about Huang Diwen now, it's hard to say what will happen in the future, not to mention that he found 1000 People who have lived for many years, even if there is no throbbing, they still have to make up for it.

"Are you afraid that I will make your brother gay?" Feng Yue said.

Song Nan nodded without thinking, "Yes, didn't you teach me how to get close to Zhu Zhechi?"

Feng Yue couldn't help but want to praise him. Compared with Huang Diwen, Song Nan is indeed very talented in learning things, not only has an amazing memory, but also has a strong comprehension ability.

"Yes." Song Nan said without hesitation, "He is young, and he is different from other children. He usually learns from others. In fact, his comprehension ability is not strong, and he doesn't know what is good and what is bad. ,so……"

"So from your point of view, it's not necessarily acceptable for me to like men." Feng Yue interrupted him a little annoyed, "You also think it's bad, but you take my self-esteem into consideration, so the front Those so-called don’t care and don’t care are all fake.”

"I didn't mean that..." Song Nan said anxiously, "I...I don't know how to speak, but I really didn't mean that..."

Feng Yue didn't mean to embarrass him, maybe Song Nan just said such words out of overprotection of Huang Diwen, but it was still a little uncomfortable to hear.

"Huang Diwen is your younger brother, that's right. He is your only relative in this world, so it's reasonable for you to overprotect him." Feng Yue closed his eyes, put away the smile on his face, and said solemnly Said, "But have you ever thought that he is a single person, not a pet you raise, let alone an object that can be manipulated at will. He has his own thoughts and the ability to think independently. Other children are not the same, and even have certain flaws, but he still has the ability to distinguish right from wrong and recognize his own preferences. You can’t control what he likes or dislikes, let alone make friends.”

Song Nan's expression became uglier the more he heard it, so his previous guess was not wrong?Fengyue is indeed playing with his younger brother's idea.

"Whether a person is gay or not is determined by another homosexual," Feng Yue sighed, and his tone became a lot gentler, "Don't think that anyone who gets close to me will be judged by me just because I like men." I'm biased, let's just say from you, I spend more time with you than with your brother, so do you think you like men too?"

"No." Song Nan replied without thinking.

"That's right," Feng Yue wanted this answer, and he said smoothly, "Although Xiaowen doesn't know much about the world, he has the right to choose to make friends. Besides, I just like men and I haven't done anything harmful. Why can't I have friends?"

Song Nan felt that what Feng Yue said was very reasonable, and even felt that his previous remarks were simply unreasonable and nonsense in front of him, but in his heart he felt that this was wrong and he should stop it, but he was powerless to refute it.

"Besides, a person's sexual orientation may change as he grows up. There are a large number of people in this world who do not like the same sex at birth," Feng Yue continued, "I didn't say that I like the same sex, but I just happen to like it. who is of the same sex as me."

Song Nan opened his mouth, but couldn't find the words to refute.

"I will not keep a distance from Xiaowen," Feng Yue made the final concluding statement, "I will get along with him as I am now, and as for the future..." He paused, looking Xiang Songnan, "If he changes, you should respect him."

Feng Yue actually didn't have a clue when he said this. Huang Diwen listened to Song Nan's words very much, and he could use the words "fate and obedience" to describe him, but he had to give Song Nan a vaccination first.

Song Nan is not stupid, Feng Yue almost made it clear, how could he still not understand?

But Huang Diwen is different. He is the last blood of the Huang family. He is the quasi-champion scholar that Huang Dingguo will let him cultivate at any cost when he is dying. As his only guardian in this world, how can he let his younger brother To such a road of no return?

If it really becomes like that, he is not afraid that Huang Dingnan will come back to settle accounts with him, he is only afraid that he will have no face to see him.

Thinking of this, Song Nan showed a rare helplessness on his face. He looked at Feng Yue, and his tone completely lost the sharpness of the previous question, "Then can you tell me who you want to chase?"

It was someone Song Nan knew, Feng Yue had admitted before, but Song Nan and Feng Yue knew very few people at the same time, except for Lao Yang and Pei Guang, only Zhou Qi was left.

Lao Yang has a family and a family, and Feng Yue and him rarely interact in private. Pei Guang changes a girlfriend every week, which is as straight as the clothes-drying pole on his balcony, and Zhou Qi is even more impossible. Everyone's heart is on Su Ke.

He could only put this possibility on Huang Diwen, but if Feng Yue didn't say it himself, there was still a glimmer of hope.

Feng Yue didn't answer, he pursed his lips tightly, only looked at Song Nan calmly, his eyes were calm, Song Nan didn't know what he was thinking at the moment.

"Let's put it this way," Song Nan felt that he had been too tactful before, he took a deep breath, and said bluntly, "You're right, homosexuality is not a bad thing, nor does it mean being led It can be done, but I hope you can understand the mood of being a parent. I don’t know what my brother will become in the future, but right now, as you who like men, you can be good friends with my brother, but Only friends."

Feng Yue didn't speak for a long time, the silence made the atmosphere a little awkward and dignified, Song Nan sniffed, and continued, "It may be too narcissistic to say this, maybe no one would like a fool who is only fourteen or five years old ..."

"Sorry." Feng Yue interrupted him, "I can't guarantee that."

"what?"

"Like comes from the most primitive throbbing of the body," Feng Yue said, "I can promise you now, but I can't guarantee the future."

Song Nan frowned, "Why doesn't it make sense to you? Don't tell me you fucking like a minor? Is your taste a little too strong?"

"This kind of thing is inherently uncertain." Feng Yue said, "You can guarantee that you like women now, but can you guarantee that you will not like men in the future?"

Song Nan raised his chin and said firmly, "I can!"

Feng Yue raised his wrist and glanced at the time on the watch, shrugged, "Remember to pick me up at [-]:[-]."

Seeing Fengyue's back going away, Song Nan gritted his teeth and gave him a middle finger on the back, cursing secretly: If you dare to mess with my brother, I don't care how strong you are, I will beat you anyway!

Although Feng Yue acted calm and strong, he was actually quite entangled in his heart.

After learning that Huang Diwen is the person he has been looking for for several years, the excitement cannot be concealed. He can't wait to treat him well, and let him enjoy what children of his age can enjoy everything.But at the same time, he was also a little unexplainably disappointed, not with the reincarnated Qingqing, but with himself.

Although he can tell Song Nan very sincerely that liking someone comes from the most primitive throbbing of the body, but he just doesn't have the slightest throbbing feeling for this person he finally found, so he treats him twice as well, hoping to be able to Make up for the lack of spirituality.

The decisive words he said to Song Nan just now are full of doubts deep in his heart. In the near future, even he himself is not sure whether he will be able to fall in love with him again.

So he is irritable, depressed, and guilty, because in this relationship, he changed his heart first.

[The author has something to say]: Hold on to the restless you~ The budget is wrong, it seems to be in the next two chapters~ Don't hit me (top pot cover.jpg)