Zhang Yang

49

Yan Ci and Ning Zhe did not talk to each other throughout the morning, and a stiff atmosphere spread around the two of them.

Li Jiang and Han Song wanted to persuade them to fight, but they didn't know how to persuade them.

Yan Ci's irritability and anger are obvious, not to mention making some noise and kicking Li Jiang's stool. Li Jiang didn't dare to complain when he saw that he was unhappy.

Han Song just sighed.

Well, it was because of a love letter.

The point is that I still don't know who put it.

Now only Dou Wu is proud of the whole class, and he has taken a step towards love.

Ning Zhe felt anxious all morning, lost his mind in class, and refused to talk to others after class. Others told him that he just moved stiffly and avoided as long as anyone came close.

After enduring it for almost a whole morning, he finally couldn't take it anymore in the last quarter of the day. He had to go back.

Yan Ci looked at the back of him leaving, pouted, angry, I'm not angry yet, it's just a love letter, as for such a treasure, he wants him to write it for him, 365 letters, he can choose whatever he wants.

Li Jiang turned around and saw it well, and said worriedly: "Ning Zhe's face is not very good-looking, his lips are white with anger, pale and pale, Brother Yan, this is not the first time Brother Zhe has received a love letter, you treat it like a shit-stirring stick Was it disturbed by someone?"

Yan Ci tugged at his hair irritably, looked at the empty table, "Fart, annoying, if you say it again, I'll sew your mouth shut"

Han Song sighed, "Brother Yan, you two have something to say, can't you talk about it, isn't it just a love letter, ah, maybe it's not a love letter, it's just a thank-you letter written by a classmate, look at how angry we are looks like"

They all saw Ning Zhe's state, so it was impossible, but Ning Zhe's behavior was too much, which made them a little scared.

Yan Ci's eyes were piercing, "Have you ever seen a thank you letter like this? Look at what he means, isn't he just a love letter baby?"

Ning Zhe had a big reaction at the time, and he didn't want him to see it at all. He was also dizzy at the time, and said anything without thinking. He felt that Ning Zhe had been living in his own small world and didn't let others Get close, but he treats him so well, and he still treats him like an outsider.

Li Jiang looked outside worriedly, "What do you think Brother Zhe is doing?"

How did Han Song know, "Oh, I don't know, someone ran away in anger, if I am also angry, the person concerned hasn't spoken yet, some people's reaction is called a big~~Brother Yan"

Yan Ci hit him on the head with a paper, his eyes were still on the back door, and he hadn't returned from class soon.

"To shut up"

Ning Zhe went to the office, the next class was not Lao Jiang's class, he had to come.

"Mr. Jiang, I have something to ask you"

Lao Jiang was about to make tea with a pot in hand, when he saw him standing at the door and did not come in, the other teachers also looked at him.

Lao Jiang put down the pot, "OK"

The two found an empty classroom. Old Jiang saw that his expression was not good, "Ning Zhe, what can you do?"

Ning Zhe turned pale, "Teacher, I'm not feeling well, can I ask for three days off, I..."

Old Jiang asked worriedly: "What's going on?"

"Body……"

Ning Zhe smiled, "No big problem, the teacher is worried, I want to rest for three days, and my brother will call the teacher later."

Lao Jiang: "It's not a problem. Is three days enough? If it's not enough, tell the teacher that you should pay more attention to rest when you are young. Although you are nervous in the third year of high school, your body is more important. Don't waste your body just because you are young. You will know when you are old." Now, you go home first and have a good rest."

Ning Zhe wanted to answer Lao Jiang's words but he had no strength, "Thank you teacher"

Yan Ci found out that his deskmate hadn't come back since he left for class.

Li Jiang saw the person outside the window, "Brother Yan, brother Yan, look quickly"

Yan Ci: "What are you looking at?"

Li Jiang: "Isn't that Ning Zhe?"

Yan Ci immediately looked over, "..."

Ning Zhe came here with an elderly man and a woman. The woman was very worried. The man handed him a coat, but Ning Zhe refused. The three of them left together without knowing what they said.

Yan Ci withdrew his gaze and stopped talking. Li Jiang didn't expect such a development. He remembered Ning Zhe's pale face when he left.

"Brother Yan, Ning Zhe will be fine, right?"

Yan Ci suddenly remembered that boy in the dark corridor curled up and hugged him.

He didn't cry.

Ning Zhe watched the driver uncle and aunt come to pick him up, "Auntie, uncle"

Auntie felt distressed, "Mr. Xiao Zhe is very busy, let us pick you up"

Ning Zhe was used to this kind of saying, and smiled lightly, "Well, I know, I'm in trouble today, and I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable."

Driver: "Xiao Zhe, let's go home first, Mr. explained to me"

Ning Zhe glanced at the third floor, "Well, let's go."

Ning Zhe sent a message to Liu Xi, asking him to help him find a reason to ask for leave from the head teacher. Liu Xi had already thought about this, and Ning Zhe has a good brain so that even if he doesn’t go to school, it’s good to ask a tutor at home, even the tutor Full of praise.

Are you going to suffer those horrible things at school?

Ning Zhe didn't reply, he didn't know what to say, except that he felt really good at school today.

50

Ning Zhe took five days off and didn't come once in between.

"Su Yu, I don't want to go"

Su Yu called and asked him to go to the shopping mall. Ning Zhe stood in his room and looked at the flowers in the yard. The sunshine outside was just right. Under his feet was the newly bought carpet that Ning Sui bought for him, and it was soft to step on.

Ning Sui knew about his physical problems, but he didn't know if it was because of his guilt over the past. Apart from the relationship between father and son, Ning Sui has always used other ways to compensate him. He hired the best tutor, and used the best food and clothing, as long as it was his. Ask Ning Sui to do a good job.

The person on the phone was very happy, "Xiao Zhe, let's go and have fun, you are bored at home all day, I see a new cake shop opened in the mall tomorrow, and there are some activities, should you go?"

As Su Yu said, Ning Zhe was a little irritable, "But I don't like cakes, and I don't like..."

Su Yu: "Don't, Xiao Zhe"

Ning Zhe saw Ning Sui's car driving towards the garage.

"I hang up Su Yu, I really don't want to go"

Ning Sui came in quickly, a little happy. Seeing his son standing on the stairs, the happy expression on his face didn't change at all, "Xiao Zhe, Mr. Yan and I finally got that project down today."

As he spoke, he tugged on his tie and started to grab his red wine.

Although the relationship between Ning Zhe and his father and son is not very good, Ning Sui is very happy. Dr. Yang also said that he must get in touch with Ning Sui and get over this hurdle in his heart, otherwise there is nothing he can do.

"Congratulations"

Ning Sui was stunned for a moment, and the corner of his mouth turned up. Seeing that his son had grown up, he suddenly realized that the chaotic time had passed for so long, and the relationship between him and Ning Zhe had become extremely rigid. If he was not too happy today, he would not He will talk to Ning Zhe about these business matters. After that, he wants to make up for Ning Zhe, but he doesn't know when Ning Zhe became calm and self-disciplined. He doesn't lose his temper like other children. What does he want? I will tell him directly, and Ning Zhe will not mention it a second time if he refuses.

Ning Sui has no intention of marrying a wife, he just wants to continue to compensate Ning Zhe, "Xiao Zhe, let's go out for dinner today."

Ning Zhe clenched the armrest tightly, looked at Ning Sui, "Okay"

He didn't know how to describe his own mood, he didn't hate Ning Sui, he wanted a father-son relationship, but he was afraid that Ning Sui would return to the violence he had when he was at his worst.

If something goes wrong, they beat and scold at every turn.

Now obviously he has changed.

Yang Cheng said that he still wanted Ning Sui as a father in his heart. When their family's business was not in such a shambles, Ning Sui was like other fathers. some expensive toys.

But then he had thoughts of fear, he would not accept Ning Sui at first, and was even afraid of contacting him.

Ning Sui was in a good mood, "How is your life in the new school? I heard you took five days off?"

Ning Zhe didn't look up, he continued to look at his phone, Yan Ci pulled him into a group, which was very active, the name was: Saturday Amusement Park Day Tour, a small group of eight people, the agreed time is 08:30 tomorrow morning, They go together by bus.

Ning Zhe: "Well, I feel a little uncomfortable"

Ning Sui sighed: "...Is there anything you don't like? I'll take you to the hospital. I was on a business trip a few days ago and you didn't explain it to me carefully."

Ning Zhe kept his fingers on the head of the three oranges for a long time, "I don't like onions, ginger and garlic, I don't like soup, I don't like... I like orange-flavored food"

Ning Sui: "Your food is the same as mine. I don't like onions, ginger, and garlic. I've never heard of orange-flavored rice. What else?"

Ning Zhe felt that he sincerely wanted to treat him well, "No more, I want to go out this Saturday"

Ning Sui nodded, "With whom?"

Ning Zhe glanced at the passing scenery outside the car window, "classmate"

Ning Sui: "It's good to go out with them, make more friends"

Ning Zhe didn't know what to think of, suddenly turned his head to look at Ning Sui, it happened to be a red light, Ning Sui rubbed his wrist, and found him looking at him, "I..."

Ning Sui: "What's wrong?"

Ning Zhe gritted his teeth, lowered his head and dared not look at him, "I'm gay, I don't like girls, I like boys, I'm gay, I'm sorry"

It took a lot of courage for him to say this. The relationship between their father and son was already formatted. He said this and pushed their relationship into the abyss. Ning Zhe felt his eyes swell, and his eyes were full of tears. .

There was an eerie silence in the car.

Ning Zhe pinched his palm tightly.

The car behind started to honk to remind them, Ning Sui started the car and continued driving.

After a long time, Ning Zhe felt Ning Sui's palm land on the top of his head and rubbed it.

"I know," Ning Sui smiled, encouraging and comforting him, "I was a jerk at that time, wasn't I?"

Ning Zhe raised his head, a little unbelievable, tears fell from his eyes, he thought that Ning Sui would be furious, beat him up, drive him out of the house, and even felt that his son was disgusting, but he never thought that Ning Sui would accept it.

Ning Sui attaches great importance to his reputation, and he is also very concerned about his career. He knows what will happen if his son's gender orientation is known by the company, and the stock price will fall lightly.

Ning Zhe didn't know how to speak, the invitation was wet and vague, "But aren't you angry?"

Ning Sui immediately stepped on the brakes when he saw the red light in front of him. He was surprised that Ning Zhe told him, explained to him, and even apologized to him. He felt that he hurt Ning Zhe too much during that time. The gap is enough for Ning Zhe to refuse to say these words.

"Why am I angry?" Ning Sui looked at him, pulled out a tissue, and wiped his tears, "It's up to you who my son likes, and besides, I've seen clearly over the past few years, nothing is important to my son, Don’t cry, I’ve earned enough money, if you don’t like girls, let’s find a boy to marry, we don’t allow marriage in our country, so let’s take money and live abroad, okay?”

Ning Zhe cried even more fiercely. He knew Ning Sui's character, but he could feel that what Ning Sui said was sincere, "Dad, I'm sorry."

Ning Sui had never had any contact with Ning Zhe, "Oh, you...you don't need this between father and son"

Ning Sui didn't tell the truth. When he first found out that Ning Zhe liked boys, he almost broke his leg with a stick. At that time, the company was very busy, and he didn't have time to go home every day, so he had to stay in the company and finally returned home. Now, he found that Ning Zhe didn't know why he liked to be in a daze, standing alone by the window looking at the people outside the house, and standing alone in the yard.

Ning Zhe has a tendency to self-mutilate, psychologically and behaviorally, he keeps himself in the room and examines himself over and over again, sometimes unconsciously holding a knife and scratching his arm, and then he realizes what he did back then , but it was too late to regret, he could only find a psychiatrist to counsel Ning Zhe.

The effect is minimal but somewhat effective. He will not harm himself. He doesn’t know how to communicate with Ning Zhe, so he has been avoiding the two of them meeting. He regrets and feels guilty but he has no choice. A painting he once had was taken by the person he once invited to take care of Ning Zhe. It was taken on both sides, with a boy on the front and his name written all over the back.

He felt ashamed at that moment, but fortunately, there were too many things in the company, he couldn't go home, he didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't make Ning Zhe's condition worse.

Ning Sui drove the car and saw that he was in a better mood before saying: "I thought you liked Su Yu from the neighbor's house. I was angry at that time and felt ashamed to have a son like you. Enough is enough, I have no way to make up for what I owe you, I can only start from life, but then you fell ill, I realized that I am more afraid of your illness than I am afraid of you liking a boy"

Ning Zhe has a nasal sound, muffled: "I"

Ning Sui: "Then I will take you abroad in the future. Is there something wrong with the school these days? You went home unhappy."

Ning Zhe looked sadly, "No, I felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to go home, Su Yu also asked me out, and my classmates, they pulled me into a group and said they wanted to take me to the amusement park"

Ning Sui stopped the car, "Well, go play, do you have enough money? Get out of the car, let's go eat first"

Ning Zhe suddenly said: "Dad, I don't like Su Yu, he's just my brother"

Ning Sui saw that he was explaining seriously, "Okay, come down, I remember you liked to eat here when you were young."

Except for that stern speech hugging him, Ning Zhe once again felt that everything was fine, and he and Ning Sui only owed a chance to talk for so many years.

Although Ning Sui did something wrong, he used another method to make up for it. Although he couldn't let go of him beating his mother, he was glad that he had Ning Sui as his father.