Zhang Yang

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Ning Zhe walked to the bathroom, he didn't like to come to KTV at all, he always felt that he was not suitable for this kind of place, it was messy and noisy.

As soon as he turned around, he saw the person at the door, and Ning Zhe felt his breath stopped.

The man saw him with deep eyes and smiled self-deprecatingly, rubbing his head, "I'm dreaming again, why is this dream so long?"

Yan Ci's eyes fell on him, and after not seeing him for a year, it turns out that Ning Zhe will always be so clear in his memory.

Even if he was drunk, even if his consciousness was blurred.

I haven't seen each other for more than a year, and he still thinks of a person named Ning Zhe.

Yan Ci came over, Ning Zhe smelled the alcohol on his body, Yan Ci has not changed for a year, there is no smile on his face, deep eyes, high nose bridge, after walking over, he felt uncomfortable standing beside him , He didn't think about what kind of posture he should use to meet.

"Ning Zhe, why did you walk so ruthlessly for a year, I really hate you so much"

But I miss you very much, and I live in my own dream every day.

Ning Zhe didn't know what to say, he didn't say anything when he heard that he hated him, he just felt distressed, and he only left him a sentence: I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

It is right to hate him.

Yan Ci's eyes were dark, "Why don't you let me go, why don't you let me go, I saw you when I was drunk, why did you come back after I tried so hard to get out of there!"

Grief, self-blame and annoyance flashed across Ning Zhe's amber eyes, "Strictly say you are drunk, where do you live now, I will send you back"

"Go back, where to go? Tell me where I should go back? Ning Zhe, you let me waste so much energy for a year, I can't escape the vicious circle you are in", Yan Yan gritted his molars , watching Ning Zhe's eyes become more and more deep, possessive, and irritable, "Ning Zhe..."

"I'm sorry... um"

Ning Zhe opened his eyes wide and watched Yan Ci lower his head to kiss him, he could feel Yan Ci's anger, he bit it as if to vent his resentment and also as punishment.

Ning Zhe didn't push him away, he grabbed his clothes with his hands, Yan Yan put one arm around his waist, and pressed his head with the other.

The more Yan Ci thought about it, the more something went wrong, and he woke up with a bang. Ning Zhe was real. He looked at him with amber eyes without blinking. He saw his figure in the clear eyes. The two of them kiss now. What.

It was Ning Zhe who felt sorry for himself, so he was willing to do whatever he did.

Yan Ci bit his lip and pushed him away, "Sorry for admitting the wrong person."

Ning Zhe took a step back, recognized the wrong person, didn't he call his name just now, "..."

Li Jiang was a little flustered after watching a scene, and when he saw the two finally separated, he called out: "Brother Yan, Ning Zhe!"

Sternly sneered, "Let's go"

Before going out, another person came to the bathroom, with yellow hair and wearing a floral shirt, saw Ning Zhe pounce on him like a butterfly, "What's wrong with your mouth?"

Ning Zhe touched the corner of his mouth subconsciously: "I'm fine, didn't I tell you just now that I went back first, why did you come out again?"

Han Yi smiled and said, "You want someone to make up excuses for you again."

Ning Zhe: "I'm leaving first, I'll contact you later"

Han Yi originally wanted to confess, "I like you, will you marry me?"

Ning Zhe was a little helpless, he didn't know where Han Yi fell in love with him, if he refused, he told him a hundred and eighty times, "I... sternly say what are you doing?"

Seeing this tasteful marriage proposal, Yan Ci finally burst out the repressed anger and resentment in his heart. Li Jiang didn't hold back, and Yan Ci kicked Han Yi's leg, "Fuck, who do you think you are, you propose who's that, I'm gonna fucking kill you"

Han Yi was kicked and fooled. He originally thought that Ning Zhe rejected him and it was over, but he never expected to be beaten. He proposed ten times if not twenty times, and confessed his love countless times.

"who are you?!!"

Yan Ci tugged at his collar, Han Yi swallowed a mouthful of saliva, Yan Ci's eyes were gloomy and paranoid, it was just dark.

Han Yi: "...Zhe Zhe"

Yan Ci gritted his teeth: "Who is it called? Are you so familiar with it? Zhe Zhe I have never called that before"

Ning Zhe grabbed his arm, "Strictly say that he is just..." friend.

Yan Ci looked at him: "Are you stopping me? You fucking want to do it because of this mess, Ning Zhe, you really..."

Too disappointed.

He knew that Ning Zhe was very good, and other than himself, there must be other people who would like him, but he never thought that Ning Zhe would talk about himself for others.

Ning Zhe: "I didn't..."

Let go of the strict words: "Okay, you can do it"

I have been waiting for you for a year, and you fucking brought me back a wild man, a miscellaneous hair who ran out of nowhere.

One radish, one hole, his radish went to someone else's hole so quickly.

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The two stood calmly at the door of the KTV.

Only Ning Zhe calmed down.

Yan Ci felt like a volcano that could erupt in a second, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, held it in his mouth and didn't ignite it.

Why did Ning Zhe come back?What did he want to do when he came back?When to go back?What does that bastard want to do?What is the relationship between the two of them?

Fuck the proposal, I haven't proposed yet.

Yan Ci squatted on the ground, the more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he put one hand in his hair and whimpered casually.

Ning Zhe is whiter than before, his legs are long and straight, his buttocks are raised, standing there is attractive everywhere, there is nothing wrong with it.

The only thing he didn't expect from the beginning to the end was Ning Zhe, he thought that this person would never come back.

Now that you're gone, why come back.

"Where do you live, Yan Ci?"

Yan Ci glanced at him, "Is it related to you?"

Ning Zhe smiled, and clenched his hands in his pockets into fists, "It's okay, so does it have anything to do with you when someone proposes to me?"

Yan Ci was stunned, the two of them didn't even talk about love, what's the relationship, shit, look at how cruel these words are, why it doesn't matter, he was straight before he met Ning Zhe, and Ning Zhe even helped him block it It doesn't matter what a stick is, "Fuck, a radish is still a hole, although we haven't started or ended, you fucking change your temper so fast, right?"

Ning Zhe frowned, Yan Ci was moody now, like a fucking bucket, he should explain to him later.

Yan Ci stood up and walked to him, and slapped his palm on the pillar behind him, making a loud noise, Yan Ci trapped him in his arms, gritted his teeth, "You can do it, as long as you can run, run away If you don't like me, why would you send me a message, you just tell me that I don't like you, can I still chase you like a dog?"

Ning Zhe lowered his eyes, he was surrounded by the smell of strict words, the smell of wine and the long-lost rose scent, "...you are not a dog"

Yan Ci let out a hey, "You changed the subject a little too quickly"

The two of them were a little close together, Yan Yan stepped back uncomfortably, his eyes fell on his lips and neck again, secretly wanting to strip him naked and throw him on the bed.

He has wanted to do this for a long time.

Thinking about it, I felt like I was holding back a burst of anger and had nowhere to vent it.

Obviously wanting to ignore Ning Zhe but approaching him unreasonably.

Ning Zhe knew that he was feeling uncomfortable, but he couldn't explain it now. His mother hadn't solved it yet, and his father's side hadn't solved it yet. What's more, his father's company had some problems for some reason. It was his busy time. Can't do it.

Ning Zhe looked at him, ignoring the dark and deep eyes and the fiery gaze on him, "... I never promised him strictly, and it's too late today, you should go back."

Yan Ci joked: "Why did you tell me? Why did you find an affair and went abroad? Fuck you, I'll tell you that I can't find anyone to marry for a day, so you just leave me as a fucking single for the rest of my life"

He threatened him and cheated before he got married. Ning Zhe was dishonest and relied on his pampering.

"...I see you are still awake"

Ning Zhe heard this explanation.

Yan Ci gritted his teeth: "I know very well that I am too kind to you to let you play around with me. I have left the words here. You ruined me for a year, and I will let you hang around me for the rest of your life."

Ning Zhe sighed, "You're talking nonsense again, I ruined you for a year, but you don't have to worry about me, you like the person you like, I won't..."

Sour and sad.

The first time he saw him, he found that his strict speech had changed. He used to love to laugh and play, but now he was a little gloomy except for the simmering resentment in his heart.

Stern speech: "It's none of your business, eat salty radish and don't worry about it"

"It's all bullshit, I won't believe you anymore"

One radish and one hole, before the radish entered his hole, he ran away like a ginseng.

And he ran away for a fucking year, he really wanted to tie him with a red thread.

Ning Zhe: "No more, or no language?"

Yan Ci said angrily: "...I like to say that, you bite me!"

Ning Zhe saw that his interest was no longer so decadent when he finally brought it up, and walked over, Yan Ci retreated subconsciously, but he was very interested, "Why are you hiding, I can still eat you"

Stern speech: "The dog hid"

Ning couldn't move anymore, "The car is coming soon, I'll go first, so I will resign."

Yan Ci said nothing.

He didn't know if he just stopped here occasionally this time or what.

89

Go to bed and turn off the lights.

Before going to bed, Yan Ci kindly helped him put on the quilt, just like in high school, but with a different mentality.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that Yan Ci unconsciously revealed a somewhat dangerous atmosphere.

He hoped he was thinking too much.

He and Yan Ci slept head to head, and Yan Ci was still playing with his mobile phone. The dim light hit his face, and he could see it just by looking up.

After all, he was sorry and stern.

No matter what Yan Ci said, he promised him.

He felt guilty and blamed himself.

"What are you looking at?" Yan Ci put away his phone, but he didn't look at him, "I haven't changed so much in a year?"

Ning Zhe: "No, I won't look at you anymore"

Yan Ci sneered: "Don't look at it, let me find out once"

While Yan Ci was talking, there was no sound. Ning Zhe opened his eyes suspiciously, and found Yan Ci's magnified handsome face appeared in front of his eyes, as if he was quite satisfied with his astonishment. He whispered in his ear: "I will kill you!"

His voice was hoarse, and it seemed to be a threat. Ning's ears turned red, and he felt the fiery breath leave. He quickly covered his head with the quilt, and he couldn't get out of the quilt.

Once again, he realized that Yan Ci had changed, that he was hooligan and pissed off, but...

Ning Zhe felt the wetness of his palms, and he felt that Yan Ci was more attractive.

He likes Yan Ci. He had already discovered and figured it out before leaving the country. He thought Yan Ci was a straight man, and it was immoral to break him up. He didn't know when Yan Ci bent him.

The meaning that Yan Ci wanted to confess to him that day was what he wanted to understand by hiding in a corner the night before he went abroad.

That night he called Yan Ci’s name 5210 times, 3000 times to wait for me to come back, he knew he couldn’t tell him anything else, Yan Ci might not wait for him to come back, he didn’t want to use this sentence to live a rigid life.

Maybe the reality is a bit counterproductive?

Before he went abroad, his condition suddenly worsened, and he almost lost his consciousness. Coupled with his unfamiliarity with the school, if Jiangnan hadn't told him from time to time that Yan Ci was waiting for him, that Yan Ci often fought, and that Yan Ci was waiting for him to go back, he might have been decadent. , anxiety, autistic suicide and died.

There is still a knife mark on his wrist, that was when he saw Yan Ci standing under his window that day, he did not dare to go out and cut it on his wrist, in order to let him know how painful Yan Ci was.

Ning Zhe sighed slightly. After all, he was wrong. He should treat Yan Ci better in the future. If he doesn't like him, he will fly abroad and live there.

If Yan Ci has someone he likes, then he...

leave?No, he is still not reconciled.

But if Yan Ci hates being around his wife or boyfriend, then he really has no purpose to live.

Ning Zhe fell asleep after thinking about it, and his sleep was restless, Yan Ci's figure swayed in his dream, asking him to leave for a while, leaving him for a while, no matter how much he struggled and begged, it was useless.

"Stern speech..."

Yan Ci heard a little sound, like a cat meowing, small and small. He looked up and saw Ning Zhe covered himself in the quilt and revealed the back of his head.

"Not afraid of suffocation"

Tucked the quilt for him, and found that there were tears on his face, Yan Ci was a little flustered and hurt, he didn't know what Ning Zhe was thinking, "What's wrong?"

Tears flowed from the corners of Ning Zhe's eyes, which were hidden on the pillow cover, his brows were tightly frowned, his eyeballs rolled around, and he couldn't sleep peacefully in a dream.

Yan Ci patted him on the back, and coaxed him softly and softly, "I'm fine, I'm here, don't worry."

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