HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

Zhenwen left for 143 days, he didn't look at his IG, and didn't contact him in any way, just like Zhenwen, he was afraid that once he opened his mouth, he would lose control and would be greedy for more.

He read Zhenwen's letter over and over again, thinking that Zhenwen had been entangled and struggling in pain for such a long time, and finally chose this way to grow up, Zhenwu's heart would always be pulled.

He knew that Zhenwen's heartache would not be less than his, and it was like going back to the time when Zhenwen had a crush on him, the Zhenwen who decided to give up again and again, and the Zhenwen who held hope again and again, the one who confessed humbly behind his back Zhenwen.

It is because he has never felt Zhenwen's feelings, or he was deceived by Zhenwen's disguise, and was deceived by their original sentence of not hiding, thinking that Zhenwen would definitely say something.

Ke Zhenwen did not.

Zhenwen didn't say anything, because it was just like what was written in the letter, nothing could be changed by saying it, because he was the younger brother who wanted to give Zhenwen a greenhouse, and Zhenwen was the kid who used to hide under his arms.If they keep getting along like this, they may never change.

But occasionally he still feels very angry, angry that Zhenwen is so decisive, and even avoids him like the plague.Therefore, although he wanted to contact Zhenwen countless times every day, he gave up countless times.

When he was really getting used to such entanglements, Zhenwen sent him a message.

Looking at those short six words, it was as if he had said countless words that he missed tens of thousands of times.

Zhenwu stared blankly at the phone, holding his hands in a circle against the tip of his nose, trying to suppress the sore feeling there.He suddenly put the phone on the table, and pressed his hands to his forehead. After counting silently for three seconds, he picked up the phone again, and Zhenwen's message was still there.

It turned out that it was not a dream.

Zhenwu dreamed countless times that Zhenwen called him, and dreamed that Zhenwen suddenly appeared at the door of his house. When he woke up, the gap between the dream and reality made him even more painful.

Zhenwu laughed, and finally Zhenwen couldn't help it anymore, does that mean he's coming back soon?

But Zhenwu immediately dismissed this idea, don't hold too much expectation, maybe it's just a piece of information.

How would he reply?Say I miss you too?Although it was true, he didn't intend to say it.Because he thought much more than these few words.But he didn't want to throw all his thoughts to Zhenwen, he didn't want to beg from Zhenwen in this way.

He closed the Line interface, opened IG, found Zhenwen's profile picture, opened his photo, went back all the way to the time when he left, and clicked on it.

After doing something in one go, Zhenwu began to look carefully at Zhenwen in the photo.

April 8

Zhenwen with a sad face: "I'll be back, wait for me!"

April 8

In a clean and beautiful apartment, Zhenwen stood by the fireplace, clasped his hands together, and begged for mercy: "My cocoon, I want to break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly."

April 9

The teaching building is faintly visible behind a piece of green trees, surrounded by people who look like students. Zhenwen took a selfie, but the picture was still terrible: "New school, I am surrounded by blonde hair and blue eyes, help!"

April 9

For the western food on the table, Zhenwen's slender fingers held the fork and moved it back and forth on the plate: "My cooking skills are too bad, just like this western food!" Feeling in a trance, those hands became much thinner.

April 9

Zhenwen shook the textbook in his hand, cheering himself up, his face was indeed thinner: "I found that the textbook in English is too difficult!!"

April 9

Zhenwen held up a bag of daily necessities in his hands, and grinned with gritted teeth: "After running three times, I finally bought everything!"

April 9

A photo of two plates of stir-fried vegetables and a bowl of rice: "It finally tastes like you made it!"

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April 9

A screenshot of the message under one's own information: "Are you watching?"

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April 10

Zhenwen cut his hair, so that his forehead was completely exposed, and the scar was exposed without any cover: "Is the new hairstyle handsome? They say my scar looks like Harry Potter! But I think if it is in the middle, it will be Isn't it more like Bao Qingtian?"

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April 10

Zhenwen wore a silver-white wig on his head, dressed up as Zeus, and many people behind him seemed to be attending a party: "White hair is also handsome, right?"

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April 1

Big Ben blowing fireworks: "PatrickHappynewyear! Iloveyou!"

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April 1

Zhenwen took a selfie lying on the bed, with his bare shoulders exposed outside the quilt: "Weekend, in the lazy bed, are you going to practice tomorrow?"

Zhenwu saw the last photo all the time, couldn't help but licked his lips, just seeing the photo, he was actually impulsive, Zhenwen is really poisonous!

He clicked a series of exclamation points under the post and clicked send.

With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Zhenwu put his phone on the table, looked up at Yan Cheng who was facing him with his head in his hands and frowning:

"You finally looked up at me, and you didn't respond to your words. I almost thought I was a ghost!"

Zhenwu hadn't recovered from the excitement just now, and he was a little dizzy: "What? Ah, sorry, I just received an important message!"

Yan Cheng poked his head over and asked, "Whose information? Girlfriend?"

Zhenwu shook his head, lowered his head and smiled, scooped up a spoonful of porridge and put it in his mouth. The porridge was already cold, but it felt sweet.

"Is the porridge cold? You have an upset stomach. Change the bowl and it will be hot."

Zhenwen shook his head: "It's okay, the temperature is just right." Seeing that Yan Cheng's dishes were empty, Zhenwu stopped and said, "You've finished eating? If there's anything else, you can go first."

Yan Cheng tilted his head and looked at Zhenwu: "I seem to have said that I am bored to death because I have nothing to do."

Zhenwu seemed to remember that he had indeed said that, he hurriedly said with a smile, "That's right, I forgot."

Yan Cheng crossed his hands and looked at Zhenwu with his chin: "Do you know that your smile is so warm? With this face and this smile, you can definitely catch beautiful women in less than a week. Why do you keep a straight face like an old man?"

Old Master, Zhenwu remembered that Xia Yuhao always said that he was like an old master when he was in high school, even Zhenwen sometimes used this title to tease him.

"Hey, you're back." Yan Cheng's voice sounded again.

Zhenwu looked at him in confusion: "Huh? What's the matter?"

"What's the matter? You lost your soul again. This message must have been sent by someone who is very important to you. You look like you are out of your mind. Did she ask you out? When? Don't worry about me, if there is Just go on a date, I can go home by myself." Although Yan Cheng said this, there was a disguised plaintive voice in his tone, as if Zhenwu should send him home and broke the appointment.

Zhenwu smiled wryly and said, "He's in England, we have to wait for him to come back if we want to date."

Yan Cheng patted the table and said, "Does that mean you really have a girlfriend? Let me tell you, you're so handsome, you definitely don't need a girlfriend."

Zhenwu lowered his head and fiddled with the porridge in the bowl, silent.

"Is she going to work or study? Wait for her..."

Zhenwu interjected in the middle of Yan Cheng's chatter: "It's not my girlfriend, it's my boyfriend."

"...It's good to have a holiday? Ah? What?" Yan Cheng choked back halfway through his words, his eyes widened, his curly eyelashes fluttering up and down: "That is to say..."

Zhenwu nodded and continued to drink the porridge in the bowl.

"Wow, hey, are you really fake? Didn't you use this to coax me?"

Zhenwu finished the porridge in two or three gulps, wiped his mouth: "Why should I coax you?"

Yan Cheng scratched his head anxiously and said incoherently: "That's right, that's right, it doesn't make sense, we just met today. It's not right, we just met today and you tell me this?"

Then, as if suddenly realizing it: "Isn't it because I held your hand today that I said it? Make it clear, I like beautiful women."

Zhenwu was amused by his eagerness to get rid of the relationship: "You are so long-winded, didn't you ask me who sent the message? I told you, it's as simple as that."

Yan Cheng looked around, there were many customers in the shop, and they all spoke loudly, their voices were drowned out and only the people opposite could hear them.

He approached Zhenwu and asked, "Aren't you afraid that I will spread the word?"

Zhenwu fingered the phone and said, "What are you afraid of? I didn't do anything wrong, and I didn't break the law. The company doesn't seem to have any regulations on orientation." He started to beat his heart, not knowing that Zhenwen had received his reply No?Or was his reply really too abstract for Zhenwen to understand?

Yan Cheng was still struggling: "It's true to say so, but such a thing doesn't seem to be so easy."

Zhenwu squinted his eyes and looked at Yan Cheng: "You discriminate?"

Yan Cheng hurriedly shook his head and said: "I don't, I think everything is fine, as long as it is true love." Then he said mysteriously; "I heard that the son of our President Wang is gay. If you break up, you may have Chance and Mr. Wang become a family!"

He wants to go back and look at Zhenwen's photo again, and he has to look carefully at it. Thinking of this, Zhenwu picks up his phone and stands up: "Okay, I won't chat with you anymore, I'll go back first."

"Okay, let's go together." Yan Cheng stood up to put on his coat.

Zhenwu picked up his coat and put it on his hands, and said in a hurry: "I'm in a hurry, so I won't go together. I'll see you tomorrow when I have a chance. Oh, and thank you for the dinner."

Before Zhenwu finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the porridge shop quickly without waiting for Yan Cheng's reply.

Yan Cheng shouted from behind: "Hey, it's cold outside! Put on your clothes before you go out!" Zhenwu didn't hear it, but made the other customers in the store stop talking suddenly, and there was a sudden silence, everyone turned their heads look at him.

"Hehe, he's too anxious." After the words had been spoken, he wished he could slap his own mouth. Why are these words so ambiguous?

Zhenwu returned to the residence, took off his coat and threw it on the ground, nestled in the sofa and turned on his phone. Under Zhenwen's post, besides his message, there was also Zhenwen's reply: "You finally replied, that is, you didn't Angry with me?"

Zhenwu is angry, angry?When was he really angry? It's obvious that this kid didn't let him get in touch, right?

He wrote below the post: "Should I be angry?" Then stared at the phone until his eyes were a little sore, and there was no movement there.He started to take off his clothes until only his underwear remained, before he picked up his phone again.

"should!"

Is there a mistake?Waiting for so long, in exchange for such a two-word reply?Can't you just say more?

"How did you know I was going for an internship? Dad said?"

This time the reply was quick: "Yes."

Zhenwu stared at the one-word reply on the phone, and Zhenwen suddenly became stingy with words?He began to wonder if the person over there was Zhenwen.

Zhenwu simply switched to the dialog box of Line:

"Are you Zhenwen?"

"Otherwise? Who do you think?"

"Suddenly I became less talkative, and I couldn't get used to it."

"Have it?"

"I still don't believe it, you send a limit motion!"

"It's so troublesome!"

Zhenwu stared at these words, but before he could figure out what they meant, a video chat invitation popped up in the dialog box.

Zhenwu, who was engrossed, almost threw the phone away.

After he grabbed the phone firmly, he quickly sat upright, cleared his throat, and then took a deep breath and clicked accept.

The long-lost face and eyes appeared on the phone, and the eyes looked bigger. He was wearing a gray sweater, and the hair he had cut before had grown back, vaguely covering the scar. He looked like It looks like sitting in a fast food restaurant, with people coming and going behind him.

Zhenwu stared blankly at Zhenwen in the camera, feeling as if his heart had been scratched, and there was a tingling pain in the itching feeling.

"Hi! Long time no see!" Zhenwen's voice came over, and his smile still moved his heart so much.

"Hi! Long time no see!" Zhenwu repeated Zhenwen's words, the corners of his mouth opened, and he couldn't help but smirk.

"Zhenwu, you will make me unable to sleep."

"why?"

"You're showing off!" Zhenwen snickered.

Zhenwu looked down, and then remembered that he was staring at the phone while taking off his clothes, unknowingly took off his clothes, and now his whole body is exposed to the camera.

Zhenwu felt a little embarrassed, adjusted the camera so that he could only see above his shoulders, and looked at the person opposite who smiled more:

"You have to notify me before you open the video!"

The author has something to say:

Sorry for being late again, I had migraines again today, always migraines!I am also helpless!

So, if something is not ideal, tell me, I will be fine tomorrow, and I can modify it.

Always modify, hey! !