On the correct way to do fake dramas

Zhou Nanjun was subconsciously taken aback again: "Huh?"

Xie Yaochen said that he is the same as Zhuang Yanbei...

...Same as Zhuang Yanbei?

After he realized the meaning of Xie Yaochen's words, he suddenly felt bad.

"Are you kidding me?"

Zhou Nanjun gave a dry laugh. He looked at Xie Yaochen's face, trying to find any hint of a joke in Xie Yaochen's expression, but Xie Yaochen looked fixedly into Zhou Nanjun's eyes, and there was no hint of a joke in his eyes.

"...Is today April Fool's Day? Isn't today April Fool's Day?"

Zhou Nanjun lowered his eyes, avoiding Xie Yaochen's sight in a panic.

"This kind of joke is not funny at all, don't make such a joke casually."

Xie Yaochen said lightly, "I'm not joking, I'm serious."

Zhou Nanjun pursed his lips: "Stop joking!"

Xie Yaochen sighed: "I'm not joking, you know, I never joke like this."

Zhou Nanjun looked up at Xie Yaochen, his eyes widened. The bamboo horse who grew up with him actually said that he likes him?This was even more shocking than Zhuang Yanbei's sudden confession!He had known Xie Yaochen for nearly 20 years, and he knew Xie Yaochen very well, so he knew very well that Xie Yaochen would not joke about such things.

...However, how could Xie Yaochen like him?

How could Xie Yaochen, who was better than him since he was a child and a model of "other people's child", like him?

Leaving aside that both of them are men, the two of them are so familiar with each other that they have witnessed almost all embarrassing things about each other... Xie Yaochen has seen all the stupid and ugly things he has committed since he was a child, if he is in Xie Yaochen's eyes What other advantages are there, maybe only looks?But no matter how good-looking he is, Xie Yaochen has been watching him for almost 20 years, don't you get tired of watching him?

Zhou Nanjun only felt that Xie Yaochen was absurd. After the absurdity passed, he felt a little confused.

If Xie Yaochen really liked him...then why didn't he see it?He obviously stayed with Xie Yaochen every day, but he never found out Xie Yaochen's thoughts for him. Did Xie Yaochen hide it too well, or was he a fan of the authorities?

He silently recalled the bits and pieces of his time with Xie Yaochen before. As he thought about it, he suddenly realized that everything was not without clues. Xie Yaochen had always been very kind to him, like a considerate big brother, but he always He thought it was Xie Yaochen's gentleness with peace of mind, but he forgot that Xie Yaochen would never treat others like this.

Xie Yaochen's concern, Xie Yaochen's thoughtfulness, Xie Yaochen's gentleness, everything has already been revealed, but he always subconsciously ignored those signs. He should have noticed something was wrong long ago, but he was always blindfolded by the labels of good brothers and good buddies .

Whenever he doubts whether Xie Yaochen is too gentle to him, the first thought in his mind is always—"We grew up together, the best buddies, how can I doubt our relationship? ?”

Maybe he is really a fan of the authorities.

Zhou Nanjun was silent for a long time. Looking at Xie Yaochen's calm expression, he felt a little depressed. Fortunately, Xie Yaochen, after confessing casually, threw all the troubles to him, and he felt relaxed.

He twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to lighten up the heavy atmosphere by joking: "...When did it happen? I can't tell, you're hiding it too well! I didn't even see it at all! Yes, I am so handsome, it is only natural to fall in love with me!"

Xie Yaochen smiled: "It's been a long time."

"It's been a long time?" Zhou Nanjun was startled again, "How long is it? Since freshman year?"

Xie Yaochen said calmly: "From the second year of junior high school."

Zhou Nanjun immediately groaned: "Since the second year of junior high school? That is indeed a long time!"

It turned out that Xie Yaochen had looked at him differently since the second year of junior high school?

"...I didn't expect you to be quite precocious, and you actually started to fall in love in the second grade of junior high school."

He was still addicted to games when he was in the second year of junior high school!Although he is still like this now.

Xie Yaochen was silent for a while, then smiled: "...do you feel sick?"

Zhou Nanjun paused, and was about to say something when he heard Xie Yaochen whisper: "Being coveted by your best friend for so many years, would you feel sick? It's like being betrayed by me."

Zhou Nanjun was also silent. He didn't feel disgusted by Xie Yaochen's feelings, but he did have an absurd feeling of being betrayed. How do you say that?

——"I treat you like a brother, but you want to fuck me?"

Seeing Zhou Nanjun's silent expression, Xie Yaochen smiled, and continued on his own: "I have always regarded you as my younger brother, the first time I found out what I thought of you, I felt that I was really disgusting... …but I can't control my feelings, even though I've tried so hard to like people."

"I know you only think of me as a brother, friend, and good brother. I originally planned to hide this idea for the rest of my life and never tell you until I fell in love with someone else and let this shady secret love disappear."

"...But I'm not reconciled."

Xie Yaochen didn't continue talking, but Zhou Nanjun suddenly understood everything.

No wonder Xie Yaochen suddenly made a bet with him, no wonder Xie Yaochen insisted on dragging him to make a Tanmei drama.

"I just wanted to enlighten you," Xie Yaochen smiled wryly, "If we acted as a same-sex couple, maybe there would be a chance to make love through the drama, and the fake drama would be real... I know my thoughts are naive, but Even if it's impossible, at least we used to be lovers, even if it was just acting, but we didn't expect to be cut off halfway."

"I often think, if only he hadn't appeared in the first place."

Because Zhuang Yanbei appeared.

Thinking of Zhuang Yanbei, Zhou Nanjun suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

"Even without him, I wouldn't accept you," Zhou Nanjun laughed dryly, "I'm a straight man, and that's the only thing that will never change...Even if I play a couple with you, I won't treat you Tempted, because we are friends, just friends, nothing else."

Xie Yaochen looked at Zhou Nanjun's expression, and said sharply: "He is different, he is special."

"How is he different?" Zhou Nanjun blinked, "He is also a man, as long as he is a man, I will never be able to like him."

Xie Yaochen still said the same thing: "No, he is different."

Zhou Nanjun laughed dryly: "What's the difference?"

Xie Yaochen said lightly, "You are shaken."

Zhou Nanjun pursed his lips: "I didn't."

Xie Yaochen said lightly: "You know your own affairs, and there is no point in deceiving yourself or others."

Zhou Nanjun was speechless. After a while, he glared at Xie Yaochen: "What are you doing? Helping him with an assist? What if I really fall in love with him?"

Xie Yaochen shook his head and smiled, "I'm not helping him, I'm helping myself."

He paused, then continued: "You used to be like a clam shell, and now a gap has finally appeared. Although I am not the one who opened this gap, if I can pry it open, the one who can finally get the pearl It might be me."

Zhou Nanjun snorted: "Then you should give up. We have known each other for so many years, and if something happens, it will happen sooner."

...His heart has been pried open by Zhuang Yanbei?

Xie Yaochen looked into Zhou Nanjun's eyes and said, "How do you know if you don't try?"

"Try some wool," Zhou Nanjun glared at Xie Yaochen, "You forget everything that happened just now, and I can pretend that nothing happened today... In this way, we can still be friends again."

"But I don't want to be friends with you anymore." Xie Yaochen said calmly.

Zhou Nanjun was dumbfounded, Xie Yaochen smiled, and continued: "I'm already mentally prepared to be benevolent if I fail, and I don't want to bear it any longer."

Xie Yaochen looked at Zhou Nanjun calmly, waiting for Zhou Nanjun's answer.

He has endured it for a long time, and he doesn't want to bear it any longer.

Zhou Nanjun lowered his eyes, avoiding Xie Yaochen's sight again.

Xie Yaochen waited quietly for a long time, and finally got the answer in silence.

"……I understand."

Zhou Nanjun was silent for a long time, and finally opened his mouth: "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Xie Yaochen smiled, "I'm the one who should apologize for this thought that shouldn't be there."

Looking at the faint smile on Xie Yaochen's face, Zhou Nanjun suddenly felt a little flustered, as if he would lose his best friend forever in the next moment: "You don't have to apologize to me, I can pretend nothing happened... "

"But I can't," Xie Yaochen interrupted Zhou Nanjun calmly, he paused, and continued, "I will move out of the dormitory within this week."

"Move out? Where will you move?" Zhou Nanjun pursed his lips, "Could it be that we can't even be friends, can we only be strangers?"

Xie Yaochen looked at Zhou Nanjun steadfastly, without speaking.

"If there must be one person who wants to move out," Zhou Nanjun sighed, "I'll move out."

Xie Yaochen shook his head: "I plan to move out and rent a house for my postgraduate entrance examination. It's quieter by myself."

"The postgraduate entrance examination?" Zhou Nanjun was stunned for a moment, "We are only sophomores now, aren't we? We will only be juniors next semester!"

Xie Yaochen smiled: "I plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination across majors, and start everything from scratch. It's better to prepare early."

"Inter-professional postgraduate entrance examination?" Zhou Nanjun suddenly smiled angrily, "It's fine if you don't want to see me, is it necessary? Just because I'm in this major?"

"You misunderstood," Xie Yaochen said lightly, "I just don't think this major is suitable for me. If you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, it's better to choose a major that suits me."

Zhou Nanjun was a little disbelieving: "You have been studying this major for two years, and now you realize that this major is not suitable for you? Then why did you choose this major in the first place?"

At this point in questioning, he suddenly stopped, because he suddenly remembered that when he applied for the exam, he was the one who applied for this major first, and then Xie Yaochen applied for this major with him, and before filling out the volunteer application, he never listened to Xie Yaochen said that he likes designing as a profession...

So that is to say, maybe Xie Yaochen applied for this major because of him.

Xie Yaochen looked at Zhou Nanjun's expression and seemed to know what he was thinking. He denied it lightly: "It's not because of you. I really liked this major at the beginning, but whether I like it or not is suitable for me are two different things... don't you think Am I the type to joke about my future?"

Zhou Nanjun stared blankly at Xie Yaochen. He knew that Xie Yaochen was indeed not the kind of impulsive and irrational person. Xie Yaochen was someone who had already planned his life for the next few decades when he was in junior high school...but it was precisely because of this that he more sad.

For some reason, he suddenly thought of Zhuang Yanbei again.

A star like Zhuang Yanbei who is destined to be the star of the stage, if he is with a man, he is definitely making fun of his future and will definitely destroy his future.

People like Zhuang Yanbei are destined to shine on the TV screen and be loved by thousands of fans.

So he absolutely cannot... waver.