From now on in the entertainment industry, I have you in my heart

The world is impermanent, sometimes people who are still around you will suddenly disappear when you don't expect it.

Li Youyan knew the news was from her grandfather who called. She knew that Min Yunqi was still abroad, and he should have received the news at this moment. Since Min Yunqi was not here, she should have gone there immediately, so she pushed the matter in her hand and returned without thinking. Daegu.

The scene of parting from life and death was uncomfortable, and she couldn't say anything when she arrived.

The business was done in her hometown, and many relatives and acquaintances from her family came over. Mother Min asked her to stay in the room for a while, always thinking that there were too many people outside, and the relationship between the two children should be protected.Brother Min told her that Yunqi had been notified and was rushing back on the plane back home.

Li Youyan's thoughts were very sad, for someone he only met this year, time flies too fast.She stayed in the house all the time, and occasionally Min's mother would come in to talk to her, until it got dark and there were no outsiders in the house, Li Youyan went out to worship.

The atmosphere in the room was quite heavy. Mother Min said that things were basically arranged, but it was too sudden, and it was a bit difficult for everyone to accept.This is not a suitable scene for introductions. Min's mother is also a person who can do things. Before Li Youyan came out, she had already mentioned Li Youyan's identity with her close relatives, and everyone knew it.

She has been guarding with everyone all the time, and Min's mother told her to go to rest and said it's okay, at least she has to take his share here until Min Yoongi comes back.

But it is still easy to recall the old scene. In her memory, she has not recalled such a cold and chilling scene for a long time. She also knelt in front of the person she loved until her legs were numb.It seems that you will follow along without warmth, and will question the rules of survival in this world. After sorrow, there is helplessness and compromise for life.

Li Youyan also remembered the amiable smiling face of the old man when they first met, the warmth of holding her hand, and the friendly dialect talking about some usual trivial matters, but she was also fascinated by them.

Loss and death seem to be just a momentary thing. If you don't know life, you can know death. If you don't know death, you can know life.I still remember that she didn't dare to stay too long in the ward for several months. As soon as she entered, a restrained vine would automatically wind up, making people suffocate and unable to breathe.It took a long time for her to accept the fact that death is an inevitable day, it will come eventually, and we cannot avoid it.Facing this kind of ending of life and life requires both courage and wisdom.

It was late at night on the second day when Min Yoongi arrived, and she didn't stop coming all night. The family members were still up at this time, so it should be said that she had just returned from her hometown.

"Let's go to the room and rest for a while. Yesterday's return to my hometown has already been dealt with. Your uncles are watching over at my hometown." Mother Min saw her son's rustic and simple appearance, and his clothes still smelled of driving in the early morning, thinking about the practice of going back and forth He can't rest well. "Youyan slept in the room. She came over yesterday afternoon and came back with us at two o'clock in the evening."

It was not easy to arrange in their hometown, so they drove back first and waited for dawn before going back.

Min Yoongi gently opened the door of the room, the side of the bed was bulging, probably she was not very fast asleep, just when she closed the door and turned around, she saw the person on the bed turn over through the light from the window.

Then Li Youyan reached out and turned on the small lamp beside the bed, and saw the person who came in clearly.Min Yoongi was wearing a hat and was carrying a black bag.

"Did you just arrive?" She sat up and rubbed her eyes.

Min Yoongi casually put the luggage bag on the ground, hummed lightly, then took off her coat, opened a corner of the quilt and got on the bed. "Lie down with me for a while."

Tired, tired, he had already thought a lot about the hours on the plane, or accepted it.When he stretched out his hand, Li Youyan also leaned towards him, moved into his arms and touched the light stubble on Min Yoongi's face.She also stretched out her arms around his waist, rather than saying that he was holding her, she was also giving him strength and support.

His long and heavy breathing slowly fell on the top of his head, and it was so long that Li Youyan felt that he had fallen asleep before he heard his suppressed and weak breathing.

"Thank you." Thank you for being able to have her by my side at this time, it seems that the part that was missing in my heart after hearing the news was filled again the moment I heard her presence.

"It's okay." Li Youyan tightened his arms again, stroking his thin back, "I'm here."

Min Yoongi thought she wouldn't fall asleep, but there was someone by her side, someone with a different temperature who was warm with him, so she felt more at ease.When he woke up, Li Youyan was no longer on the bed, and the voices of his parents were outside the room. He got up, put on his shoes, and walked out of the room.

Before he could ask, his brother had already answered him, "Youyanxi received a call in the morning and said that she had to go back to Seoul for work. Her manager came to pick her up, and my brother delivered her to the car himself. Don't worry."

Then Min's mother added, "Mom made breakfast, and she ate before leaving."

Everyone was so thoughtful, Min Yoongi raised her hand and brushed the hair on the back of her head, and asked, "What time shall we go there, I'm going to wash up now."

"Well, it's too late, it's only seven o'clock."

When he was washing up, he looked at his phone. It had been turned off when it was charging. Li Youyan sent a message saying that he had arrived in Seoul.There are also messages from the members, most of which are concerns for him to deal with with peace of mind, and also sent some words of encouragement.

It seemed that I was calmer than I imagined, without hysterical sadness, and gradually being able to calmly deal with my emotions in the face of these things, restraining and forbearing.He thought that another world should be peaceful and happy.

Being criticized, when Li Youyan went back, Yunying Ouni said a few words to her. After all, she asked for leave on the phone, so she didn't have time to say too much.

"Don't worry Ernie, no one knows I'm here except his family."

When going to pick her up, Han Yunying also saw Min Yoongi's family members in the car, and told them to be careful on the road and take good care of her body when they go back. It seems that if her status as the daughter-in-law of the Min family is recognized by the other party.

The sudden incident made them meet briefly, and then they each returned to their busy schedules. It was as if nothing had happened to him, and he always acted as if nothing had happened in front of the camera. If it wasn't for the broadcast of the show, he was suddenly absent. will know.

Min Yoongi also said that it is unnecessary, that part is left to life, he wants to separate a little distance.It's true that Li Youyan and her family are getting closer. Even if Min Yunqi is not in the country, Min's mother will call to ask Li Youyan if she is busy when she cooks something delicious. If she has time, she will go there for dinner.

Because Min's mother has lived in Daegu for most of her life, she came to Seoul to start a new life. Apart from taking care of the daily affairs at home, and occasionally going out with Min's father, it is much more boring on weekdays.Women are not like men who can meet a few people by watching others play chess in a nearby park, so Mother Min can only find her son's girlfriend.

When Li Youyan has time, she also goes shopping with Min's mother, and when she goes shopping, she also chats about ordinary topics, which also increases the understanding of each other in life.Of course, I also heard a lot about Min Yoongi's childhood from Min's mother, including being beaten several times for being naughty.

"My mother always tells you about this." Min Yoongi operated the device with one hand, watched the software opened by the computer, and played it in the studio.

"Believe it or not, I know now how many times you wet the bed before." Li Youyan was writing the lyrics, scratching the paper twice, and the two of them just focused on the matter at hand without looking at the camera, and they also talked about the video separately.

He could be heard saying a modal particle helplessly, and then changed the subject, "Listen to me, aba, that you helped oma find a new hobby."

"Ah, yes, didn't I ask the teacher to learn how to make small biscuits before, and then I took my aunt to an experience class. I wanted to say that if my aunt is usually bored, she can come out and learn how to make cakes, but after the class, my aunt said : I have been in the kitchen for most of my life, and I am still a little tired. Then we happened to meet an art institution distributing leaflets in the mall, and my aunt seemed to be very interested, but she was afraid that she would not be able to keep up with the learning ability of young people when she was old." Li Youyan Putting down the pen, leaning back in the chair, looking at the side face of Min Yoongi on the phone, "I said give it a try, take your time, and told the story of Grandma Moses, it just so happens that the institution has a middle-aged class, After we consulted, we signed up for the course for my aunt, and maybe my aunt can make friends in it.”

It’s not too late to learn something new in middle age, and it’s only for cultivating an interest, not to be good at painting, but to have time for yourself in an ordinary and step-by-step life.

"It's pretty good. I've been too busy this month, and I don't have time to go back for dinner." Obviously, his family is also in Seoul, but he still can't go back every day. Due to the intensive schedule and work, even during the production of the album, he will still be in the dormitory. rest.

"You guys are very diligent in coming back this year, are you sure?"

"Oh?" He pretended to pause, "Why do you want to inquire and avoid us?"

Why does it sound so confident, Li Youyan raised the notebook on the table as if begging for a fight, "We won't be back in the second half of the year, Yingna is going to release a solo."

But it should be something close to autumn, after all, we can't get too close to the solo of the last member, and the results will be divided.

"Okay, let her be careful." Jokingly, Min Yoongi grinned at the camera, revealing two rows of fine teeth. "But it's true that we haven't set a time yet. We don't book the time in advance now. After the production is completed on the stipulated time, we will decide when it will be released. But it should be August, next month?"

There is no plan in advance, and the company has experienced changes in response, so I am afraid that there will be another conspiracy.

"Can you make it?"

"You have to believe that even if you shoot the MV half a month in advance, you still have time. Anyway, you have to work overtime. This time the style is completely different, absolutely."

Min Yoongi is playing sex again, and it's still the kind that makes you itch and look forward to it when you smell it.Li Youyan folded his arms around his chest and said calmly, "Then I have to tell you something."

"What?" Min Yoongi stopped the movement of her hands, imitating her appearance and appearing in front of the camera in the same pose.

"I went to Senior Tablo's studio to play around a while ago. We made a song. We said we composed it out of interest and posted it on the Internet. But today, Senior Tablo said that he had a burst of inspiration and decided to post it after completion."

The senior is also in the hiphop style, so he can improvise, and his unique delicate sensibility is also quite in line with Li Youyan's musical orientation.She also liked to improvise in the band before, and it has been a long time since she played the guitar or operated the equipment effector in the music, and she didn't expect that the music communication with her predecessors would be in good time.

"Okay, why are you telling me now."

"It's good that I didn't wait until you saw the news to tell you. The seniors also said that it's a pity that they didn't invite me to the album they released last year, and said that the next album will definitely include me." Tablo seniors are also sincere , Said that at the time I thought she was only a girl group style, but I didn't expect Li Youyan's style to be unlimited. After listening to their new song this time, I also searched for her personal album to listen to.

"You didn't ask either." She shrugged.

Well, I thought that was the end of the matter.They will come back when they come back. The title song "IDOL" not only combines dance music with electronic elements, but also combines elements of traditional Korean music theory. There is even a version in collaboration with Nicki Minaj. Their breakthrough was very successful, and the first song won a lot. , celebrities and entertainers from all walks of life are listening.

Is this the end?When Li Youyan heard Min Yoongi's solo song in this album, he was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth for a long time.Never met another Min Yoongi style, one that you didn't expect him to do a mass pop song.

When singing, the deep voice was gentle and suffocating. When Li Youyan smiled slightly and shrugged his nose for the first time, he felt that this must be a song that would make female fans scream and go crazy.What is the seesaw of love in the lyrics, it is clearly the Gogou rope that Min Yoongi put.

Even her members couldn't help asking if there was something wrong with their relationship after hearing it?But it looks normal.Li Youyan will always give examples from the past at this moment. Do you still remember writing small compositions during training?The lyrics come from life and thinking, not necessarily my own experience.

To be honest, Li Youyan listened to their album several times, talking about the music concept and continuation, BTS did a good job.

The whole year of this year seems to be a bulletproof year. The awards in the first half of the year and the awards in the second half of the year may also be taken home.Back in October, they were also featured in Time magazine in the United States, and were awarded the Corolla Culture Medal at this year’s Korean Popular Culture and Art Awards ceremony. When they knew they were going to the awards ceremony, Min Yoongi also told her Too excited to sleep.

Li Youyan had time to watch the live broadcast, and patiently saw where they were awarding the award. Seeing the man's smile from the bottom of his heart, she couldn't control the corner of his mouth, so she laughed too.In terms of comfort, Li Youyan couldn't help laughing when he heard his thank you speech, the honor of the family, and spoke very truthfully.

It was indeed the glory of the family, even his father called to congratulate him when he saw it, it was the first time Min Yoongi received a call from his girlfriend's father, she tremblingly and respectfully answered, it turned out to be congratulations.

Min's mother also made a table of delicious food and told him to go back to eat. He was busy, so he still had time to have a meal before the next trip.Li Youyan also received a call from Min's mother, asking her to come to the house for dinner.

The address of his new home was well concealed, and the security of the community was also very good, so Li Youyan went quietly, not daring to act with him.As soon as I got to the elevator entrance of the parking lot, I found someone standing there.

It was only when I walked over that I could see who it was. He was all in black and wearing a hat and mask, which was scary.He lowered his head to play with his mobile phone and didn't notice Li Youyan approaching, so she boldly stretched out her foot and lightly kicked his shoe with her toe.

"Handsome~ Waiting for someone?"

Min Yoongi looked up at her, squinted her eyes and smiled, and put the phone into her pocket along with her hand, "waiting for my girlfriend."

After automatically taking the fruit bag in her hand and pressing the elevator, he opened his arms and pouted angrily.

"Let's go." Li Youyan pulled her up with kindness.

As soon as you enter the room, you can smell the smell of food. It's not the first time Li Youyan has come here. Mother Min even specially prepared a pair of slippers for girls.The whole family didn't treat her as an outsider. As soon as they entered the house, Min's mother asked Brother Min to look at the dishes in the pot, and dragged Li Youyan to look at her newly learned painting.

This made Min Yoongi very helpless. It was not easy to see her once, but it was because she came to the house for dinner, so why did she still want to rob someone.

At the dinner table, everyone toasted together to congratulate BTS for winning the award, and then said some hopeful words. Papa Min said, "Don't be proud of Yunqi, the same goes for the seven of you BTS. I am proud of you as a father. I also hope that you will get better and better in the future, and so will Youyan, and I hope that the careers of the children will get better and better."

Because of drinking, Papa Min could speak freely, Li Youyan secretly looked at Min Yunqi, and found that he shrugged his nose, he must have a sore nose.Which child does not want to be the pride of their parents? When Min Yoongi came to Seoul with arrogance, she also said in her heart that she was disappointed when she was hit hard by reality. Now she really heard this kind of acknowledgment and was very moved.

After the meal, Li Youyan helped Min's mother clean up the dishes before going to his room to find him.Min Yoongi lay on the bed blankly, wearing only a close-fitting sweater, staring at the ceiling with her eyes open, wondering what she was thinking.

"What, Min Suga has landed now after flying from the sky." She walked over and sat beside her.

Min Yoongi turned her head to look at her, released her hands clasped on her waist, then took her hand and placed it on her heart.

"Heartbeat is normal," she said.

"Well, it's normal, but when I was on stage, I jumped too fast, and I felt that the sound of thump thump was about to burst through the eardrums. Now that I think about it, returning to normal is the normal state, and nothing will happen."

Li Youyan seemed to understand what he was going to say, and collapsed down to lie beside him, it was the most comfortable to lie down.

"Probably because the higher you fly, the more you will be afraid of heights." Li Youyan suddenly thought of an unpopular piece of knowledge he had read, "Did you know that fish can actually be drowned."

"Huh? How did the fish drown? Lack of oxygen?"

He turned his head to look over, Li Youyan looked at the ceiling, and he looked at her profile.

"Because of breathing, I saw an answer that if you want to drown a fish, you have to know how it breathes. Fish generally use gills to breathe, but not all fish use gills to breathe. The lack of what you said Oxygen is one, but too much oxygen can also make it difficult for fish to breathe."

The survival rules of nature and the survival rules of human beings have a lot in common. Min Yoongi sighed, "Are the birds afraid of heights? There must be birds who are afraid of heights."

"Birds cannot be afraid of heights. They are destined to fly in the sky. If they are afraid of heights, they will only die. So maybe they will be afraid too. If you are afraid, don't look down." So if you are also afraid, just Do not look below.

Li Youyan turned to meet his eyes, and he heard Min Yoongi say, "Although I'm a little afraid of falling, I'm not afraid of landing."

No matter where he goes, like what my brother said before and what my parents said, he is always their family, brother or son.He is Min Yoongi, and he will not be a part of BTS because of who or other identities.

Min Yoongi looked into her eyes, wanting to make sure that he was also in Li Youyan's heart, he saw and heard the answer.To be honest, the two of them are actually ambitious people who can have no desires, so far they are pushing forward and can't back down.

I don't know how long he will have to watch it until I hear him slightly open his mouth and say, "Want to kiss?"

Li Youyan twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled, then moved towards him, the two faces got closer, so close that he could clearly do an arithmetic problem for the eyelashes on his eyes, and the breath he exhaled slowly intertwined.

Min Yoongi also moved, first her forehead touched hers, and then moved forward a little, her lips were already touching.

Lovers who have been chatting and video-only like online dating for a long time, once they touch each other, they are like fish lacking oxygen. The sadness of not being able to meet each other, and the longing to tell face to face, all turn into a long kiss.

Min Yoongi turned over to her body, took her hand and put it on her neck, the movement of her mouth didn't stop, her lips and tongue were intertwined, her chest was heaving and hot, and her breathing was short of breath.They hugged each other and rolled around on the bed, unknowingly wrapped their legs in the quilt.

After a pause in the middle, Min Yoongi wanted to tear the quilt away, but found that she was being held down by the two of them, but fortunately, she ignored it and continued to lean over to kiss her.In the quilt, except for a little bit of difficulty in breathing, it actually feels quite good.

Min Yoongi lifted up her clothes with kisses and hands, and touched her delicate waist. It was a normal and subconscious operation. He even forgot that he was still at home.

Just after changing places and kissing downstairs, there was a voice outside the door, it sounded like shouting loudly in the corridor, Big Brother Min was full of anger, "Yongqi, you two came out to eat some fruit."

Realizing that he stopped, Li Youyan smiled softly, his chest was shaking, "Go, let's go out to eat some fruit."

"Hey~ hey~"

Min Yoongi sat up on her knees helplessly, and brute force to get rid of the quilt, forget it, the place is not right now, and there is not enough time.Pulling her up to sit up, he straightened her messy hair. "What time do you leave?"

Li Youyan took a photo of himself with the phone, and there was nothing wrong with it, and said, "You can stay until 09:30, don't see me off."

He can rest at home for one night, but Li Youyan can't, for the sake of safety, she came alone and left alone.

Min Yoongi was led out by her hand, moving slowly like a child who has lost his candy, Li Youyan put his hand on the doorknob and did not move, stepped on his foot and kissed him.

Then he took a step forward and forced her back to close the door, and the two kissed again on the door panel, reluctant or reluctant.Every time they meet, they are reluctant to part with each other. The couple who have been together for three years still seem to be passionately in love during the short time they get along.

The author has something to say: Including yesterday's, I can count it as ten thousand updates. The weight of these two days, if there is no tomorrow, don't hit me.