From now on in the entertainment industry, I have you in my heart

Anyone who knows Li Youyan knows that she is an extremely protective person, and her image may be misunderstood on weekdays, but if she is delicate and sensitive, fans know that she is actually the one who cries the most in the team.

It's not crying, every time I only have red eyes, shed tears silently, forbearing and strong.For the team, for the members, but rarely for myself.In fact, from the beginning of the group, the fans who were new to the pit still didn't quite understand why she could become the captain who practiced less than the three of them. Later, after the identity of the president's niece was revealed, there were still voices of doubt and sunspots.

She has never responded. In Li Youyan's opinion, this is not something she should worry about. It doesn't matter what you say about me, as long as it doesn't touch her bottom line.

If you ask her the bottom line now, it used to be family, and now there are groups, members, lovers, and the dignity of being a musician.

There have been all kinds of unfounded, fabricated, and speculative news, even because of her.Weifan and Heizi taunted her for lowering the team's favorability due to those false reports, wrote emails to the company asking her to apologize or leave the group, and commented on mean remarks in the comments after she posted, she knows.

Up to now, because of the activeness in music, the increase of cooperation outside the agency, and protests against the uneven distribution of company resources, etc., Li Youyan can ignore them and just treat them as barking and barking from brainless people.But when her bottom line was touched, it was like igniting a fire starter. The flames splashed along that line and finally detonated. It exploded in her body, and all internal organs were pierced by fragments in an instant. Injustice, helplessness...everything.

People who have no bottom line are still making fuss about her family and her deceased mother on the Internet, saying that she was rebellious when she was young, and she was still playing music when her mother was seriously ill, and she had no filial piety and no responsibility as a child.Even the turnover transfer will be reported as her father using his power to transfer her student status at will, completely ignoring all the formal applications and exams when she transferred.

And at this moment, after the release of Yingna's solo album, she even attacked her teammates. The extreme personal fan said it, and it was because her affairs affected the performance of her teammates.

She has seen and repeated all kinds of swear words and unsightly words... Yunying Oni said that the fan circle has developed to the present, and it has everything. It is really a small ecological society.

The company now has fans-related staff responsible for monitoring and collecting fans’ opinions. The relevant legal affairs have also signed a contract with a law firm. After all, the company is small and has no plans to recruit trainees for the time being. This part can only be outsourced. go out.

The disadvantage of outsourcing is that the response is a bit slow, and you can't respond in a timely manner. You can only start to act after they give the news.

She is not a person who swallows everything in her stomach. She turned a blind eye to those false remarks before, but she was rational, and she didn't feel bad for herself anymore.Isn't there a saying that the more painless you are, the more people who think bad about you will jump their feet in anger.But this time, she couldn't sit still, there were sincere fans who were speaking and fighting for her and the group, and she was also being attacked by the other party on the Internet, as well as the black words in the comment room of Yingna's live broadcast, Aiwu and Uganda. Nor can she turn a blind eye.

Maybe it was because of his stubbornness and unwillingness to admit defeat in his bones, or maybe it was also the outspokenness of a Scorpio. Li Youyan directly searched the Internet for black material, and sorted out the key points.

When someone disturbs the calm lake, the war without gunpowder has begun.She doesn't want to be a fan, a coward behind the members, and there is no need for those who love her to bear it for her.

The live broadcast started without notice, and the theme of the live broadcast was simple: let's chat, fans thought it was just an ordinary live broadcast.After waiting for a large number of people, she said: "Today's live broadcast was reported to the company. It is a live broadcast of facing... hiss... attacks, about some curious questions. So even if you don't like me, come in and watch it. Let's talk together."

The words came out of her mouth without any disdain, but very calm, as calm as chatting with fans, and her expression was normal.This made the Ens panic.

'What's wrong with Ernie?what happened? '

'Suddenly felt like something big was going to happen'

'No, Ernie, you'll be scolded. '

'It's okay, we love you forever. '

'Is it because of the attacks on the Internet? Sister, don't look at those. '

……

Li Youyan read the messages, most of them were in Korean and English, and a few languages ​​​​of other countries. Some of them could only post expressions over and over again because they could not send English or Korean.

"It's related. Actually, I know everything. I just didn't pay much attention to it before. This time it's really not working. It's not a question of whether I can bear it or not. It's a matter of personal principles. I don't know if there will be any changes in the description of this live broadcast. , but what I think is that at least you guys love me for everything I have done for the group. If you want the truth and explanation, you can also take this live broadcast as my inner confession to the Ens. Let everyone know that you didn’t believe it wrong people."

Many people came in one after another, "Hey Salang, thank you." She read a message, then smiled, and said that she felt distressed, so she had to calm down and tell everyone to rest assured. "From now on, I'm standing in front of everyone, so don't worry."

If the company has a large number of people, it will definitely not allow this. Looking at the whole circle, who is like her to open a live broadcast today and say that she wants to chat with the black people.And she had been attacked by reality before, but Li Youyan said that she didn't want to stand behind the fans.

"To be honest, everyone got together because they love us, and they got the name En, so since the source of everything is here, I should also talk. I don't want to make things big, but I have to be responsible for you , so I hope that everyone will be responsible for their own actions, and don’t regard me or whoever you love as the only one in the world. It’s more worthwhile for you to have real family and friends.”

After waiting for a while, Li Youyan officially started, like a news anchor broadcasting news one by one, she also read out the doubts and slander from the other side of the phone in as normal a tone as possible, and answered immediately after reading.

"Li xx trampled on his teammates in the team and used his connections to gain resources. After his solo came out, he deliberately delayed his teammates' activities. He is a very scheming person. Please see the timeline to prove it." Plain as if it had nothing to do with him , she is not like the protagonist mentioned in it, she laughed after reading it, "It's funny, don't you think, if such evidence can be called evidence, the person who wrote the post should only read the detective One episode. Although there is a substantial line of action, kekeke is completely subjective, and the detective's reasoning process must be logical, which is completely illogical."

"If it's really a roundworm in my stomach, then I'm sorry, I will tell you for my real roundworm, don't fake it. Regarding the solo time, after the company discusses with each member, it will be determined according to the progress of the production. It’s decided. Good works also need time to polish. Chengxiu O’Neill and Li Jing have been trying to learn to compose their own music, so they also hope to meet you with self-composed music. I won’t say more about it. En Let’s continue to look forward to it. She also mentioned Ying Na’s album in the live broadcast that day.”

"Okay, that's it for this question, everyone, don't go down and talk about it, only guys with common attributes will play together, too much explanation will only be caught and bitten by the other party, and it will affect your mood instead. "

The first question was very sharp at the beginning, Li Youyan paused to read the comments, scrolling quickly, she also saw some scolding her, bit her lip and continued to read, those bad comments were immediately upvoted by fans down.

"It doesn't matter, believe it or not, just say it once." She basically told the situation in the team, it is impossible to explain everything in detail, personal resources are also company secrets.After chuckling, "Sometimes it's impossible to wake up a person who pretends to be asleep."

"The next one, about slandering my family, I love my family very much, what about my mother, my mother went to a painless place after being sick, my mother is a music teacher, um, so my music enlightenment is her, the origin of my dream That's right. Dad, I respect him very much. My parents have always supported my ideas and decisions. No matter what it is, as long as they think I am happy, it is my father's idea to live an ordinary and happy life. My My parents love each other very much, and I love them too."

Speaking of my parents, although it is to uncover the past, there are many happy memories in my mind, so it is not so painful, "Well, yes, I also love my uncle, grandpa and grandma, so no matter how much you hate me, please don't Up to family and friends."

Afterwards, she read a few times one after another. At first, the fans were worried, but now it seems a little cool. How should I put it, it feels like an idol is teaching you how to be a human being online.Sure enough, I did not fall in love with the wrong person, and the maintenance on the Internet has been seen.

"Some people say that as an idol artist, you have to bear these things. You have a strong heart, right? But no matter how strong your heart is, it is soft and full of flesh and blood. I have seriously read a lot of negative news about me or my members. Posts, I have read the comments below, how should I put it, it is terrible. The text is terrible, the motives behind it, ignorance, prejudice, discrimination, self-righteousness are terrible, isn’t it, put these in the society, not simply Wouldn't it be more terrifying if it was directed against an individual?"

"People who like us are also very young. Let us be responsible? To be responsible, it is better to say that it is a correct guidance, but the right does not necessarily come from us, it is up to us. It is still a matter of money and rights. In today's society, just like those exaggerated reports, when you are in a bad mood, they will be written as playing big cards for cold faces. For the sake of money, you can disregard the morality and truth of the pen tip, win favor from the public, and take the meaning out of context. So, correctness will not only be done by us come."

How can those malice and ignorance be stopped? Li Youyan has said so much now, how many people will change because of this, she doesn't know, and she doesn't expect it.When the world is either black or white, all you can do is stick to the holy place in your heart and firmly believe in the immortality of love.

After posting in a daze for a while, the weak vibration of her personal mobile phone brought her back to her senses, "It's nothing, a friend sent a message."

'Ernie said it very well. '

'So everyone is still hurt, cry'

'What a painful feeling, the sudden stillness'

"Are friends comforting you? You will be happy with your friends."

"I heard your helplessness from Youyan, let's end the live broadcast, we love each other"

'Don't look at the comment area in the future, don't search for those yourself'

……

"Well, I sent me a forever, and I returned a heart."

So she finally said something, "If you still have doubts, please don't hide behind the Internet. The keyboard and mouse will not be responsible for what you say or do, but you must be responsible for what you do. Please also all En, don’t waste your time talking with people who blind your eyes and mind because of explaining and worrying for me. How do you say that, “If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight”, although you will be sad, but you can think about it again. Is it also sad to see these, sad for me, so please let me protect it. The company will issue an announcement later to hold accountable for all false reports and false statements on the Internet."

Here, after she downloads the broadcast, the company will immediately make an announcement. Li Youyan didn't look at the current trend on the Internet, and it must be very lively. Her personal mobile phone has already received many messages from friends.

"Finally, I have something to say about chasing stars. Thank you very much for your love, but we also hope that you can love yourself and your family more while loving us. Don't focus too much on the Internet, and don't use its flexibility and Concealment as a weapon to hurt others. We need our own judgment and understanding."

"I am Una, just because I like music and it appears in front of everyone now, but I may not be a music player or a singer for the rest of my life. One day I will return to life and try to live the most ordinary life outside the camera. I have no Nothing special, really, just happened to be seen by everyone."

What she said was the truth. At the end of the day, she had a lot of thoughts in her heart. When she started the live broadcast, she thought she would tell all the grievances, but after the official start, she still hid her inner desires. Crazy rage.I love you, you are fine, you are great... These words of encouragement to express love are diluted by everyone in the live broadcast room.

"I wrote an impromptu song, which was written last night, and I will sing it with the guitar accompaniment."

She took the guitar that was placed next to her, settled into a holding posture, and began to sing.

"A cup of coffee or ice water

no road, no direction

Don't follow me, I'm lost too

Anxiety or darkness

Want to sleep well every day, with the sun rising

Watch the dusk fade away, as long as we're together

Don't write a burdensome love letter, just make an appointment

All the treks in the world, all the time for the rest of my life

Don't linger here in sorrow

Every day's smile stays, I look for the shadow

go to a place where you can whisper

So, the guitar is played for you

If, you think, we can all love

So let's go to that place together

If, in the world, there is such a place"

It's a very simple song, but she wrote it casually yesterday, with a simple song and simple lyrics to end this live broadcast, she just wants to make simple music, even if there is only one guitar.

"Okay, this song is called "So Ah."

Before the camera was turned off, the fans were still immersed in the relaxed, simple and carefree atmosphere of the song. They were reluctant to turn it off. Suddenly, they heard a shout outside the door, "Li Youyan, I love you!"

The door was frosted glass, and people could be vaguely seen standing outside. The fans also recognized that it was the young lady's voice, and then they saw Li Youyan's doting smile and turned around.The three people outside the door also discussed it, and put hearts on the glass. Before the three hearts were closed, Li Youyan also made a heart gesture towards the camera.

She has an upright personality in the circle, and there are many people who dare to speak up. In fact, she was very gentle in this live broadcast, and she spoke her heart with emotion and reason. It was inevitable that she would be on the hot search, and everyone would discuss it. En understands the meaning of their idols, because they are afraid that they will also be hurt, so they don't want them to come forward, leave it to the company, and just focus on them themselves.So they didn't say anything to those black posts that publicly named them on the Internet. They just collected evidence and fed it back to the company with a lot of confession and touching speeches.

There are also many fans from other houses who went in to watch the live broadcast because of the excitement. In fact, everyone’s situation is similar, and they all have the problem of being black, lonely, and only. No matter how good the relationship between the masters is, it can't stop their ulterior motives.

In the end, when the members appeared outside the door, I was really moved. In fact, everyone was watching the live broadcast, and they were also supporting their captain behind the scenes. So is this kind of AquaBlue that can be separated by some people?They are fine.

The reason why Jiang Zhiyun agreed to her doing this was because he hoped that she could speak out through it, and he was afraid of something happening in his heart.Some people are not all calm on the surface, but they will still be hurt. Fortunately, they still have a strong heart now.

There are a lot of discussions, and many artists also like some of what she said in the live broadcast. Why do you like and support this person, so pay attention to yourself.Idols must keep their original aspirations, and so do fans.

Min Yoongi knew the news about her live broadcast, and she knew about it after seeing the news after the filming was over. There was a lot of discussion, but it still couldn't stop those who wanted to fan the flames.He also watched with worry, BTS had experienced a lot of things, and there were also a lot of black comments, how they got here, and how long they were sad behind their backs, these outsiders had no way of knowing.

But Li Youyan never said this to him before, he always felt that the two of them were silently relying on each other spiritually, they could not say anything to each other when they were sad, and they could also understand each other's meaning.But now he is not sure, because he is a person who does not take the initiative to analyze and express, so many times he will not talk about things, so he takes it for granted that she is too.

When they are in love, they always give each other the best side. When they are tired, they have seen each other, but they seem to hide their vulnerable side very well.

Nan Jun said that he had sent a message to Xiaoyan. After all, the things he encountered were similar, but he really didn't expect that their company would agree to such an approach. It was very bold, but he also found it enjoyable.He also said that next time we will write a song together, we will have a venting song.

At this time, Nan Jun also said to him: "Brother Yunqi, you are also the bottom line of Youyan now. We have weaknesses with each other, so our hearts will become softer."

"Do you think I am too? Have I changed too?" Min Yoongi asked him like this, sometimes the authorities are not so clear.

"Brother, you haven't changed, you are still very firm, you have your own principles, your persistence in music, and your endurance. It's not just me. In that DNA interview, other people think the same way, right? It's just that we have more influence from the outside world, so There are also more worries. You have always had a sharp mouth and a tofu heart, and your heart has become softer."

"Is that good or bad?"

Jin Nanjun sighed, and patted him on the shoulder, "You are fine now."

How should I put it, all the members are growing up, from debut to now, even Min Yoongi who showed a very mature character at the beginning is also growing.The seven of them got used to running-in, and now they don't need to say anything, they can understand each other's meaning just by looking at each other, and they have already developed the most suitable way of getting along.

What Min Yoongi didn't tell him was that he now felt a sense of powerlessness, not only because of her live broadcast, but also because of what she really said, the facts that everyone understood but chose to ignore.

Can he be her umbrella?When that day comes.For a moment, he didn't know how to tell her, he could only comfort her through the Internet, and he was afraid that she would think that he thought of her too weakly.

Yes, Li Youyan is strong, and all of us take it for granted that she is.Just like he always felt that he was also strong. His body, which had been reborn from thorns, was tempered by malice, but as Nan Jun said, he had a weakness, so he was more worried.

He didn't send her a message immediately, but Li Youyan usually asked him what he was doing and if he had dinner.Min Yoongi knows that they will start a brand new tour plan called 'TheBlueP' in 2019, they will go to more countries and cities, and conquer a larger concert stage. Li Youyan has already shared it with him when it is confirmed.

So he said: I really want to go to see your concert live.

It just so happened that the company was discussing giving them a long vacation this year. At that time, they would go abroad to watch their concert. They wanted to see her on a bigger stage with their own eyes, and wanted to share important moments on her music journey.

We all learn to hide our fragility and expose each other's weakness during running-in, so we will not tear it apart easily, and will only give each other reliable shoulders when needed.

Of course Li Youyan was willing, and teased him about whether he should buy a ticket by himself. The tickets for their combination may not paralyze the server like a bulletproof, but at least it can be patient, and experience the mood of fans grabbing tickets.

Realism Min Yoongi xi replied: I'm sorry for the mood of ARMYs grabbing tickets, but I have you, can I ask for family tickets?

The 'begging' he used was full of coquettish meaning, Li Youyan pretended to reluctantly agree.But when she learned that Min Yoongi and her teammates were about to take an unprecedented long vacation, she felt sour for a moment, and flipped the phone to cover the lit screen, as if it also covered Min Yoongi's smug face at the moment.

Well, envy is not envy.The simple happiness in the world, for her, is nothing but family, friends, lovers, Ens, just like the simple song she sang in the live broadcast, so don't worry so much, the ability to love can make people happy.

The author has something to say: After accumulating content for three days, I began to code this chapter on Friday, and after repeated consideration, I saw the hot search on Saturday, and felt that I should publish this chapter.Love the seven of them, as always, keep the original heart.The next chapter is sweet, let's go!