[Digimon] Izumi Shikibu Diary

After a long absence, Izumi had a fever, just after she heard the conversation between her mother and Ebina Yayoi from the sea of ​​darkness that day.

Although she was having a high fever, she kept doing things like being trapped in the dark sea world and being dragged into the deep sea by some kind of pulling force when she was in a coma, but she still felt that the main reason for her fever was Xiangzi's speech, Rather than the influence of dark forces.

Regarding what Xiangzi said, although Izumi felt illogical and very sad, it was not incomprehensible. After all, from that conversation, it is not difficult to find that the person who betrayed that marriage first was Mingzuka Yasuhide, and after her husband cheated , and the person who cheated on her is not as good as her, so it's no wonder that Xiangzi tried so hard to find an excuse to convince herself that she was not at fault.

In addition, after knowing that she had a fever, Xiangzi, who never asked for leave even when she was sick, stayed at home to take care of her. It was completely different from when she was sick in the United States, she only asked her helper and neighbors to take care of herself, and then went to university with peace of mind. Nazuka Yasuhide, she felt less complaints about her mother, at least between Nazuka Yasuhide and Koko, she would rather love the latter than the former.

Just like what Vicky said, it doesn’t matter whether the parents get divorced or blame their children for their disagreement, as long as they are capable enough to be independent, they can make as much trouble as they like... I think of what I said to my parents this summer What she said to herself when Vicky, who had long been divorced, was lying on the hospital bed, and Izumi began to think about how to arrange her retreat. After all, although her abilities were comparable to Vicky, her biological age was there Well, it is impossible for her to find a job and live a happy life of her own after her parents divorced like Vicky.

Originally, Izumi thought that she would have enough time to figure out a solution before her parents had a showdown with him, but when her illness just recovered, Xiangzi, who had been taking care of her at home, immediately expressed to her that she hoped to take her to Kyoto on the weekend to meet a people.

Since I only had a quick glance at my mother's extramarital affairs, out of strong curiosity, Izumi agreed to ask for leave from the company no matter how reluctantly, and then early on Saturday morning, she changed into Xiangzi specially. Prepared a dress for her, and took Xiangzi's car to Kyoto.

As she had heard in the conversation between Xiangzi and Ebina Yayoi, the house that the writer named Kobayashi Kenichi lived in was indeed a traditional Japanese building, and his words and deeds were as traditional as his house His style made Izumi feel that he couldn't get along with him.

In addition, after knowing that Izumi is good at computer programs, I don’t know whether it is to shorten the distance between the two or to increase inspiration. Kenichi Kobayashi, who created works mostly about technology crimes or future science fiction, happily shared with her The criminal modus operandi of the next book.After listening to his narration, Izumi could only smile, even though she was complaining about the loopholes in her heart, and there were more than one loopholes.

After presumptuously following them to a kaiseki restaurant for lunch, Izumi immediately expressed to Xiangzi that he wanted to take the Shinkansen back to Tokyo first, and bid farewell to the two.

On the way to the station, Izumi sighed one after another. Judging from the conversation she recorded earlier, after her parents divorced, her custody should be awarded to Xiangzi, but it’s not wrong to talk about Xiangzi’s Those words hurt her so much, she didn't think she could face that novel writer with little computer knowledge every day, and give him face every day without refuting his arguments.

Just when she was halfway there, she suddenly felt a huge shadow falling on her body, covering the afternoon sun that was shining on her. When she raised her head to confirm what it was, she saw It shouldn't be here... It should be considered a living thing, and the moving shadows behind it.

I remember that I am not a chosen child, since this allows me to meet this super powerful Digimon, what do I do?Let me surrender to it? !After sighing again and again, Izumi said to the visitor: "This is not the place where you should appear, Dark Battle Greymon, if you want to destroy it, just destroy your own world, don't Come here to destroy someone else's place."

"You are..." Dark War Greymon squinted at Izumi who was rubbing his temples, "The chosen child?"

"No, I'm not as great as them!" Speaking of the word "great", Izumi's tone was a bit mocking. For her, she really didn't understand the attitude of Kazujoji Xian and the others, clearly where they were. Their real world is also a mess, but they ignore it and go to save another world instead.

"It seems that you are different from that group of people." After staring at her for a while, Dark Battle Greymon continued, "It is not my intention to come into this world, and I assure you that in this world I won't cause any commotion, as long as you can answer me a question."

Can I refuse... Thinking of such a heavy responsibility falling on my own head, Izumi's headache got worse, "As long as I know, I will try my best to answer."

"Do you know where the heart of a Digimon is?"

"Well, although no one has dissected a Digimon, according to the creatures in the real world, it should be in this seat." Izumi said while putting his hand on the seat on his chest, "But I think the heart you are referring to should be in this seat." It is what we call "consciousness" and "thought". Compared with other Digimons transformed from the Tower of Darkness, the number of Towers of Darkness that constitutes you is as many as one hundred, and it is such a large amount of data that makes you You became conscious..."

"So, is this the reason why I have a heart?" Dark Battle Greymon looked very unacceptable, "Then what is the reason why I live in this world? Is it just like what Akirimon said, Am I living in this world just to destroy her according to her instructions?!"

Help, there are not many people who think about this kind of life philosophy! !Izumi couldn't help raising her hand to support her forehead, and after a while, she slowly said, "Few people can answer this question for you, even I myself don't know why I live in this world. The reason for this... probably can only be found in a long life..."

"Then what if you can't find it?"

"There are two choices, one is to give up and live aimlessly like this, the other is to create, to create a reason to make yourself feel that living in this world is valuable!"

These words were not only spoken to Dark Battle Greymon, but also Izumi said to himself.

Since she was a child, she has determined to make her parents proud of herself, just like the Ichijoji couple are so proud of the child, but her parents have given up on her now.

Since she was a child, she decided to become a genius with Yicheng Jixian, so that he would no longer feel sad for Yicheng Jizhi who was so strong that it covered his halo, but now Yicheng Jixian is no longer there, and his parents are also concerned He made him give up the idea of ​​becoming a genius, and made her not know who to fight with and work hard for.

Now she doesn't know what to aim for, and in order not to let herself be so muddled, she can only find a target, or create a target.

"Create if you can't find it..."

After repeating this sentence several times, Dark Battle Greymon suddenly picked up its pace again and walked past her. Not long after, it and the shadows behind it disappeared in the quaint streets of Kyoto.

"It seems that we have found our way, I hope it will not cause any commotion in the digital world..."

Remembering that I heard Kazujoji Ken mention that Dark Battle Greymon was destroying the holy stone of the digital world, Izumi became worried belatedly, but quickly put that worry behind him and continued to the station direction.

When she passed a bridge, a strong wind suddenly appeared and blew past her right, and when she looked to her right, she saw flying insects that should only appear in Tokyo or the digital world The beast is holding a Digimon she can't name, leading it to jump into a glowing circle in the river, and Motomon is carrying Kazuyoji Ken who is also supposed to be in Tokyo.

Just when Izumi was thinking about why he came to Kyoto specially, a voice that she was very familiar with and that she always thought was very noisy suddenly came from the side. In Beijing, Izumi couldn't help but sneered, and the person she made fun of was thinking for a moment that he was aware of a Digimon appearing in Kyoto, and came here from Tokyo to confirm his safety.

"It's really stupid to think like the heroines in those teenage romance novels!" Looking at the river surface that had been restored to its original state again, Izumi walked forward without looking back.

Due to the long time of talking with Dark Battle Greymon, when Izumi arrived at the station, the Shinkansen she was supposed to take had already left, and the next train was more than half an hour later.

She had no choice but to stay in a nearby American fast food restaurant, order a large glass of Coke, and then open the notebook in her bag, intending to start researching a physics topic she had found on an American website , but because what happened just now had too much impact on her, she was still unable to calm down, so in the end she simply put away her notebook and changed to drinking Coke one after another while facing the window. The crowds coming and going were in a daze.

Since when did Ken Ichijoji start emailing people other than Izumi...

Since when, Ichijoji Xian has connected with people other than Izumi, and has other friends who are as important as Izumi...

Since when, Ichijoji Ken and Izumi have less and less in common, and even have differences in ideas...

Since when, Ichijoji Ken didn't notice her at all when he passed by Izumi...

Although these questions are much simpler than any physical and chemical formulas, and Izumi's head almost came up with the answer when he thought of the question, "When Kazuyoji discovered the digital world", but still let Izumi Annoyed.

After looking at the clock on the wall, Izumi threw away the empty Coke can that he had already drunk, and then took his own things to the station to take the Shinkansen.

Just as she was looking for a car with no one there, staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, a woman who looked very smart and capable suddenly walked up to her seat and gave her a friendly smile, "Are you Tamachi Elementary School?" Nazuka Izumi-san, right?"

Hearing her question, the word "reporter media" flashed across Izumi's mind, but when he saw her dress and how she felt, Hequan immediately threw this guess out of his mind, and said in a neutral tone Asked, "May I ask who you are?"

"Hello," the woman smiled and handed her a business card, "My name is Hai Atsuko, you can call me Atsuko directly."

Seeing that the name of a well-known entertainment company in Japan was printed on this woman's business card, and her job title was a manager, Izumi frowned puzzled.Well, I'm sure I don't know you at all, and couldn't possibly have met you before!

Seeing her doubts, Lai Hai Dunzi immediately explained: "When I saw the photo of Nazuka-san in the newspaper, I really wanted to meet Nazuka-san and asked Nazuka-san if you are interested in becoming an artist."

No, absolutely not! !Although I thought so, the question Izumi asked was: "Why do you want to ask me this question?"

"Because Nazuka-san, you are beautiful and cute, plus you are very smart, giving you an intellectual feeling, and there are very few artists with such qualities in the current entertainment industry."

"In addition, newspapers and magazines have given me the strange title of "Genius Girl" these days. If I become an artist, I believe that I can gain my popularity without wasting too much money on publicity?" Izumi felt very disapproving of the title. The genius girl or something, as soon as I heard it, I knew that it was changed with the title of Kazujoji Xian, the genius boy, and there was no creativity at all.

Lai Kai Dunzi didn't deny it at all, but continued to smile and said, "I think Nazuka-san needs time to think about it, so I won't bother you. Ah, of course, if you have problems communicating with your parents, I'm very happy." I would like to come to your residence to help convince your parents." After speaking, she got up and left.

After her figure disappeared in this carriage, Izumi lowered his head and looked carefully at the information on his business card.

Really... so boring... Even though he thought so, Izumi carefully put the business card into his notepad, then turned his head and continued to look at the scenery.

Just when the Shinkansen was about to arrive in Tokyo, Izumi's cell phone rang, and after looking at the phone number on the caller ID for a while, Izumi pressed the call button, pretending to be nonchalant and said, "Hi, I'm Izumi. "

"Izumi," the other party's voice sounded a little anxious, "I'm Xian, are you in Kyoto now? Just now I went to Kyoto through the gate of the digital world and sent a Digimon that appeared there for no reason. Go back to the digital world, and then Chongchongmon told me that it seems to have seen you..."

After being silent for a while, Izumi said in a light tone: "Well, I went to Kyoto with my mother to find her friends."

Hearing what she said, Ichijoji Xian frowned. After all, in his impression, Izumi is a very responsible person. He has never asked the company for leave because of some personal chores, and he has never heard of her. Mention Xiangzi's friend.

"Then will you spend the night there?"

"I won't, I just ask the company for a day off, and I have to work overtime tomorrow to make up for what I missed today."

"Then do you want me to pick you up?"

"No, I'm on the Shinkansen now, see you later."

After quickly saying goodbye to the other party, Izumi immediately turned off his mobile phone, then put it in his bag, and did not take it out until he got home.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the rocket of my window (I love you so much I love you so much I love you so much~~~~~~)

In the past two days, I went to the hospital to help take care of my grandma who was waiting in the emergency room for the ward

Until today, I was able to code while looking at the photos

I'm sorry to keep everyone waiting so long