Jian An Kee

As if going back to the youngest age, I really don't understand why my mother is completely different from the mothers of my friends.She was as weak as a weeping willow by the pond, like Lin Daiyu described in an ancient book.The deepest memory is that my mother fainted on the ground in the middle of the night, and I ran to my uncle for help. Uncle wanted to send my mother to the hospital and had no time to take care of me, so he locked me at home alone.

That was my deepest childhood nightmare. Later, I got to know Du Minghan, and after going through many twists and turns, he asked someone to contact a famous dreamer to solve the knot.Let’s not list these for the time being, just talk about my mother’s body, [-]% of the reasons are due to childbirth injuries.

After Du Minghan showed me the comparison photos of my grandmother and my pelvis, I just realized that all the women in our family have severe pelvic deformities. Once they give birth, the fetus will seriously compress the internal organs.When my mother gave birth to me, I had no extra choice. Looking back on the 80s, the rural areas lacking medical care, outdated delivery methods, and strict family planning policies... I often sigh with emotion how I survived.

Now the protagonist is me. In the past, I couldn't imagine such a terrible experience. If necessary-I thought about choosing an abortion.But, a person can never make a decision for his future self, especially after a woman becomes a mother, her affection for her child will surpass all desires in this world from birth to death.

What's more, during that inspection, Du Minghan told me personally that it would be very difficult for me to qualify as a mother in the future.After so many years, I have long been numb. How could I have thought that a seed from the gift of life would germinate in my body?

Hands lightly cover the lower abdomen.The four-month-old fetus can't hear heart sounds yet, but his sense of existence has not diminished.At least he is healthy. In the future, he will grow taller and look at the world instead of me... Thinking of this, my pregnancy depression broke out again, and I turned to Doctor Lu and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you. Your medical skills are really good." It's very good, if you don't mind, please stay until my child is born.

"As for the consultation fee, a reasonable amount will be given here. If there are other reasons, in my opinion, there is no need to mention it."

She smiled reluctantly: "It's my honor."

I smiled and said, "Come on."

Zhu'er opened the curtain and came in: "Madam, do you have any orders?"

"Damn girl." I pouted: "Didn't you hear it all, tell me to go down and tidy up a room for Doctor Lu."

"No." She saluted and quickly backed out.

I nodded to Doctor Na Lu and said: "Please take a break, I'm tired, so I won't accompany you for the time being." After I finished speaking, I ignored her hesitation and went straight outside.

Gongsun Shao was sitting in the yard playing chess with the steward. When he heard me coming, he got up and smiled back: "Hello, madam."

I immediately stood still and pressed my heart: "Don't smile at me like this, I will faint from the temptation of your face. After all, thank you today."

He sent the steward away, came to hold my hand, his voice was so sweet that it dripped like honey: "Oh? Did you do anything good for my husband today?"

I pointed to the room and whispered to him: "This girl is good at medicine, so I don't know if she is reliable or not."

He looked solemn: "It's just a little girl, what kind of conspiracy can it contain? Don't think about it."

I immediately felt that he denied it too quickly, and said, "Oh, why are you so partial to others? Do you like her?" I made up my mind and asked someone to investigate.

It is the best season in the south of the Yangtze River, the slopes are full of flowers and the lake is full of water, and the air is full of sweet and fragrant fragrance.I accidentally discovered that my allergy symptoms completely disappeared with pregnancy, so I loved lying in the rocking chair with nothing to do, and passed the time in the shade of the grape arbor.

Dr. Lu lives in Xikuayuan, and he is very attentive every day to give me my pulse.Of course, the consultation fee I gave was really expensive.Thinking of the breadwinners she made in public at a young age, I feel that this girl's life is not easy.

Gongsun Shao was asked by me to check Dr. Lu's family background again. He told me privately that Dr. Lu's father was obsessed with alchemy because he believed in the Taiping Tao. The mother and daughter have nowhere to live.Her grandfather's family heard that the uncle was such a prodigal son, so they forcibly took the mother and daughter home.Unexpectedly, because of the war in Qingzhou, after the death of the grandfather, the uncle claimed that he was unable to support the mother and the wife. As a last resort, Dr. Lu came out to hang the pot to help the world to support the family.

The eldest son of the Xie family from Sanyin gave the same answer.The added details in his letter give me reason to believe that Dr. Lu is a lady in distress.

I discussed this matter with Gongsun Shao, and said angrily: "The head of the family is so disregarding the life and death of his wife and children, what kind of fooling people is the way of peace, it is simply abominable!"

He sat on the wall, and when he heard what I said, he laughed "sneaky": "Rumors like this are common these days. Madam, you are filled with righteous indignation, can you think that it is the overflow of sympathy during pregnancy?"

I shrugged and continued with my snack, denying it with silence.

When I heard the servant report that Dr. Lu had come to ask for pulse, I laughed and said, "Cao Cao Cao Cao is here."

Gongsun Shao frowned: "What is the relationship between Doctor Lu and Cao Cao?"

"Aha, no, I'm talking nonsense." I waved my hand, signaling him to step back first.

Doctor Lu came over to ask for my pulse after greeting me. I squinted my eyes and looked her up and down.A few days ago, she was still a little uncomfortable, but these days she got used to my wretchedness, and wrote the prescription calmly.

I called Le Ling over to get the prescription and went out, complaining: "I can't always get good medicinal materials, but we have wronged our baby."

She raised her eyelids slightly, showing her impatience, but she still said to me gently: "Dongshan is located in a remote place, and high-quality medicinal materials are really hard to find. If Madam is willing, it would be easy to ask someone to go to Wu County to buy some."

I secretly glanced at her, for some reason, I always felt that she was rejecting me today, so I smiled and said: "Dr. Lu is a little absent-minded at the moment."

She clenched her slender fingers, and her voice trembled imperceptibly: "It's just that I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm a little dizzy today."

I just asked that question out of idleness and panic, and after hearing the words, I didn't care.

That night, I was a little full from dinner, so I went for a walk in the backyard alone on my stomach, and only asked a guard surnamed Wen to follow from a distance.

I went around the double courtyard and came to the back door. I couldn't help frowning when I saw the door was ajar.Is this security measure too careless?Then I soon realized that for some reason, Steward Zhan, who was supposed to be patrolling the stables at this time, was standing at the half-closed door with a flustered expression on his face.

I picked out my ears and walked over slowly: "What is Manager Zhan doing here? It's windy at night, so don't be shy."

When he saw me, he flinched in surprise and blurted out: "Why are you here?"

I grinned grimly: "Catch rape, can't you?"

This was originally a joke, but when he heard it, his face changed three times, and he forced himself to be calm: "Hehe, madam is telling a joke again..."

This man was dispatched by Gongsun Shao's friend from a nearby farm.I only brought out two maids from the Governor's Mansion, besides Gongsun Shao, there are three guards, none of them know anything about managing farms in the countryside.The friend of Gongsun Shao thoughtfully chose an experienced butler to assist me. I have always been satisfied with him. The only downside is that he cannot speak official Chinese well, and communication with him is somewhat difficult.

Seeing the guilty look on his face right now, I waved my hand and said: "Hey, my lord, after all, you are working under my hands. Come on, what happened? Just say it, and I forgive you."

He shuddered, walked in front of me, and knelt down on his knees: "Madam, forgive me! The villain only found out about this the day before yesterday, and the villain, the villain is going to sue the lady..."

"What are you talking about, don't turn around!" I stood in another position, feeling a little uncomfortable in my stomach.

"No, Nuo... madam, the master has been walking to the west courtyard for the past two days, and the villain saw it today, you... look... here, the master just came to the backyard, and I just told the villain not to lock the gate... the villain is not Dare to disobey orders, but also afraid of losing, really, really embarrassing." He wiped his sweat wildly while speaking, his movements were very funny.

I had a big question mark in my heart——Gongsun Shao still needs someone to hold the door for him?The high wall seemed nothing in front of him. "Who will keep the door, you tell me clearly."

"The villain doesn't know either..." His lips began to tremble, "Just now, the villain just wanted to come out to see if there were any irrelevant people coming in."

I stared at the wall with a strange expression, and said for a while: "That's it. When you get up, the master said to keep the door open for him, and you can go back to your room to wash and sleep. I won't mention this matter again."

He stood up shaking his legs and staggered back. He was busy responding to Shangyu's words, but I didn't understand a word.

I pondered for a moment and quickly came to a reasonable conclusion.In order to verify this conclusion, I slowly retreated down the corridor, found a place to sit, luckily for half a minute, and then screamed with lightning speed.

The cloudy wind rushed towards my face in an instant, and almost at the same time, Wen Shiwei and Gongsun Shao appeared in front of me at the same time. The difference was that Wen Shiwei was not in a hurry, while Gongsun Shao had disheveled hair, disordered breathing, and half-undressed clothes.

Seeing his pale face, I couldn't help screaming: I deserve it.Then he said to Bodyguard Wen: "You retreat to the corner far away, and don't come over if you hear anything."

Gongsun Shao's expression at this moment is very frightening.Without avoiding it, I came to him in front of his eyes, put my palm on his chest that was opened because of his speed, and said with a charming smile: "Where is your husband doing such a good thing, why don't you call me?" Together?"

He squeezed my hand and put it aside, he almost didn't die of anger, he almost burst into tears: "Ma'am, why don't you torment people? You made me... I will go back for life, let me, a big man How to live?"

I couldn't help laughing out loud, pointed at his nose and said, "You actually endured it? Ha, amazing!"

Before I could say the following words, I let out an "oops" and slid down the ground with my stomach in my hands.

He was so frightened that he grabbed my hand and shouted repeatedly: "Madam, madam? Hello, miss..."

I quickly waved my hand: "Stop howling, I'm not dead yet, go and invite your little friend here. Ma'am, heh heh, maybe my fetus is gasping..."

He bent down and picked me up carefully.It's a pity that Guard Wen is a solid-minded man. After listening to my orders, he really didn't want to come to help when there was such a big commotion.

I reluctantly turned in his direction and said, "Wen Siwei, you are too... conscientious..."

Gongsun Shao was so angry that I trembled all over: "For the sake of the child, shut up now!"