Jian An Kee

Note 1: Wu County, now Suzhou, Jiangsu, is located in the lower reaches of the Yangtze River and on the east bank of Taihu Lake.

After living in Wu County (Note 1) for a month, those experiences were too horrible, so I don't want to repeat them here.A bunch of strange and elegant attendants who are annoying to see, each of them stared at me as if they were reincarnated, eating all kinds of unreasonable tonics.I can only vent my dissatisfaction by making loud noises like a child.

Sun Quan showed up every few days, and he always listened patiently to the general manager's report, and then went back to settle accounts with me.

The day before my son's full moon, I had just held the baby at that time, and the child spit up milk in my arms, and his body was full of milky smell.When the child's father came into the room, I was wiping my wrists with a wet handkerchief. Seeing my coat lying aside, he laughed, "Is the child spilling milk again?"

I was a little worried: "The baby keeps spilling milk, it's not good."

"It happens quite often, don't worry." He replied quickly.

I looked at him twice more, and he sat on the edge of the bed and asked me with a smile: "Why, don't you believe me?"

I shook my head: "Nurse said the same thing. It's not that I don't believe it, but -- how do you know such a thing?"

He stared at me reproachfully: "Well, Gu Nai is the No. 1 of Jiangdong Bo Gu Tong Jin."

I followed suit with a smile, and whispered in a corner of my heart: Have you forgotten?He already has a child.

Although there was such a voice in my heart, I still stretched out my hands and held him intimately, as if we were the kind of husband and wife who supported each other until we were old.And at this moment, he happened to catch a glimpse of Manager Yang who was standing outside the window with his head bowed, and said: "There is a lot of noise every day, the Ming Dynasty simply handed over Yang Fu to you, lest you keep talking."

I said angrily, "That's right, that's a very long-winded servant. Where is the farthest place under your rule? It's best to send him to the ends of the earth."

"Really? Then let him go to Cochin." He said seriously.

"I know that Jiaozhi is the place where Emperor Wu paid tribute to the imperial court... Uncle said so."

I suddenly mentioned Zhou Yu, but he didn't answer, and the two of them fell silent by coincidence.He thought for a while, and said to me: "A while ago, some of my subordinates passed by Shu County, and they stopped by to pay a visit to Mrs. Xiao Qiao. Your aunt and brothers are very good."

I tried my best: "Heh, seeing a baby will remind me of Fu Jia."

He retracted his brows, and the smile on his lips deepened: "You Zhou family look good, your younger sister is only two years old, and she is astonishingly beautiful. In this way, we will have a happy event soon."

"Huh?" I couldn't follow his train of thought.

He shook my hand backwards, and started talking with a smile: "An Xin, take care of your body. I'll let you meet Deng'er when I go back this time. He will be five years old next year. Alan, what do you think?"

I said awkwardly: "Is this okay? After all, Xie Yu made a mistake because of my reasons. Guo Tai knew that I might not be happy to see Deng'er."

"Boys shouldn't be coddled!" he said, as if recalling something unpleasant, "Mother always said that Deng'er is my only flesh and blood, and there must be no mistakes, and he is not allowed to go out easily, how can this be okay? I'm Deng'er's age, and I learned to be independent early, don't you think, Alan?"

"You are right."

"When we turn around, he will be very happy to have my younger brother as a company." General Sun smiled resolutely.

I leaned in his arms and fiddled with the jade pendant on his waist: "General, I want to ask you something."

"Ok?"

"You haven't told me what our baby's name is." I raised my head, my heart was beating wildly, and I held my breath waiting for his answer.

"My son is still young, and it won't be too late to get up again when he enters the family tree at the age of three. But I thought of one when I was in Shangyu, can you listen to it?"

I nodded, and couldn't help but grabbed the skirt of my shirt.

"Let's call him Sun Li. When you were pregnant with your child, you had so many thoughts and difficulties. I want him to remember this, and remind me to remember it too."

My heart was almost melted by his words, my nose was sore, and I shouted in a low voice: "General..."

"Fool, don't cry. You haven't given birth yet, and you will have headaches in the future."

I sucked my nose, and at the same time buried deep unresolved worries in my heart: it was Sun Li?Is that the child who never participated in the war to seize the heirloom, but only lived to be 19 years old?

Dan Qing's writing was nothing more than a sentence - after a flash of my mind, I relaxed a little, and then more questions came flooding in.

"If you insist on it, then you can rest in this house in Wu County first, and don't go back for a while." A few days later, Sun Quan told me this way.

"Is it okay to do this?" I responded casually, tiptoeing by the pond and looking inside with great interest.After being locked in the house for a month, looking at all the objects outside the garden, there is nothing new and interesting.

"Yes," he answered with certainty, "because within a month, I will move the county seat here."

"Move to govern Wu County?"

"That's right," he nodded, "There will be another war soon. As a county seat, Jingkou becomes the front line, which is too dangerous. Wu County is located in the east of Zhenze, and the naval support is very convenient... Cough, let me tell you this What to do. Let's see, how is it here?"

Not far away, the main hall and pagoda shaded by osmanthus trees can be vaguely seen; the lotus pond in front of you is dredged and piled up with mountains, with pavilions and bridges, and there are ponds and rocks.

I shook my head appreciatively, and said critically: "The pavilions and pavilions are stacked, and it is too much to go too far, and it is a little piled up."

He glanced at me from the corner of his eye, with a clear mockery on his face: "Come on, don't jump around anymore. The flesh on your stomach is shaking."

After giving birth, my body was seriously out of shape. In addition to being raised in captivity for a month, I couldn't hear the word "fat" mentioned by others, and I turned around in a rage and wanted to leave.Unexpectedly, there was a gorgeous crooked plant under my feet, and I staggered along with it.

"Be careful." He grabbed my robe and held me steady.

I was ashamed and angry, turned my back, pretended to look at the scenery of the pond, and ignored him.

The breeze caressed ripples on the clear and clear pool surface. I stared at the water surface and blurted out: "The wind suddenly picked up and wrinkled the spring water in the pool."

Hearing this, his tone was filled with melancholy: "That's a good sentence, but it's a pity that it's sentimental for no reason. Did you make this?"

I giggled: "How is it possible? I only use this sentence to lament the spring and autumn because of the bleakness of the road ahead."

His eyes were sharp: "Why did Alan say that?"

I grabbed a weeping willow by the pool and said, "I feel something in my heart, I'm talking nonsense."

So he silently looked at the pond, and the expression on his face made me very unbearable: maybe we are destined to run in opposite directions, and even if we are together, we will mostly pass by each other.What does the road ahead mean?I hope it is not a dead end.

In the next month, I gradually realized that the hostility in my body was getting heavier and heavier, and the waiters were becoming more and more cautious in their service, and even Huzhu didn't dare to joke with me easily.

When I woke up in the morning and looked at myself in the mirror, I saw that my hair was disheveled and my cheeks were swollen (fat), and I was even more depressed and unable to restrain myself.Fortunately, Sun Quan was busy with relocation matters and had no time to attend to him, otherwise it would be impossible for me not to quarrel with him, especially since he never mentioned the various accidents that happened on the day I gave birth. .

A few days ago, I also sent people to Shangyu to inquire about the news, and found nothing except a large bag of local products brought by my grandmother. It is said that my neighbors in Dongshan have all evacuated.

Silent turmoil also occurred within the Sun clan.After a few days, Sun Quan went in and out without uniform, but his expression was indifferent, as if nothing happened at all.

I began to faintly feel an invisible suffocating net separating me from the outside world.

Everything is not going well.I eat all day long and have nothing to do, and I rarely visit my son.It's not that I don't want to get close to him, it's that this child doesn't like me very much, but whenever I reach out to hug him, he will cry, and because of this, he even had a low-grade fever twice at night.

Disappointed, I asked someone to invite an alchemist to come over, condescended to eat and drink for three days, and they even said that the child did not collide with my horoscope.

Here I am thinking carefully: my birthday horoscope is fake and cannot be counted.So I forced him to perform a ritual inside and outside the house, and the alchemist was so forced by me that he searched his brains and pointed out that there was something wrong with the willow tree by the pond.

Fearing that the willow trees would be too cloudy to affect the growth of the children, I ordered people to dig up all the willow trees in the house overnight and throw them into the ditch outside the city moat.

General Sun, who is well-educated and practiced, has read many sage books since he was a child. What Confucius taught is "not talking about strange powers and confusing gods". In addition, he himself is very disapproving of alchemists who are half-crazy and half-immortal creatures, so he read what I wrote. He only replied a few lines to the letter telling the cause and effect: Madam stays alone in the empty boudoir, I am very worried.

Dare he dislike me for being full?I was angry at first, but then I came back to my senses and my face was red, and I touched the word "Madame" with my fingers and felt extremely sad for a moment.

This is the first time he officially called me "Madam", it's rare for him to have such thoughts, but what about me?I can't understand my own heart.

However, even though he didn't care about it in the letter, after all, he sent a group of people from Jingkou the next day to let me keep him, and the name was "Take a good look at Mr. Concerned."

The chief steward of Yuemo House originally thought that I was raised by Sun Quan outside, and he was afraid that I would never see the light, so he often told me that my nose was not my nose and my eyes were not my eyes.Others like to find fault when they are in a bad mood, but I can't find fault when I am in a bad mood, so I don't bother to talk to him.

Today he came forward to ask me where to put the new servants.

If Gongsun Shao was still by my side, I would have to send him to investigate some clues, lest the butler be instigated by someone and would make life and death embarrassing for me.It's a pity that this time, there is no one available around me.Besides, now that I have a chubby son with me, I have taken care of things, so I can't go to battle in person like before.

Without my closeness, Mr. Ji became more and more chubby.One day when I ran into him in the yard, I smiled enthusiastically and said, "Oh, my baby is growing up really well!"

The nanny surnamed Yuan heard the inconspicuous words, black lines hung on her face, she glanced at me with a grim expression, and quickly lowered her head again.

My son was very dissatisfied with my speech and burst into tears.

I bared my teeth, and hurried away, wiping my tears as I walked out: "Why doesn't this poor boy wait to see his mother..."

Zhu'er and Le Ling followed behind, supporting me from left to right.

"Okay, don't follow me, let me be quiet." Could it be that I am really as people say, that I committed too many crimes in my previous life, and I don't even kiss my son in this life?