[Ye Huang] still young

After sighing for a long time, the girl was extroverted, so she could only apply for Troubled Rain's friends from the group, and waited patiently for the other party to pass.

It's a pity that Huang Shaotian at this moment doesn't have the heart to talk to Ye Xiu.On the day when he reached a tacit understanding with the club, he disappeared from the world, and no one could contact him again.Including Blue Rain's captain, Yu Wenzhou.

Yu Wenzhou has always been a gentle person, and few people have seen him get angry, but the facts have proved that sometimes it is more terrifying for a good-tempered person to get angry.Nowadays, the low air pressure in the entire Blue Rain Club has caused everyone to unconsciously walk three points shorter.

report

In the manager's office of the Blue Rain Club, Yu Wenzhou and manager Qin Zhen faced each other across an office.

The expression on Yu Wenzhou's face was still gentle, but his words were merciless, "Is the club planning to dismantle the cards? When are you going to sell me? For the sake of years of love, let me know sooner, so I can make preparations."

Qin Zhen smiled wryly, "How could I sell you?"

"Oh? I can't sell it, but I can sell it in a few days?" Yu Wenzhou sneered, "You analyze the reason for this for me."

Qin Zhen wanted to speak but stopped for a while, obviously very embarrassed, finally sighed, and could only say, "This is a decision made by the team after comprehensive consideration of various factors."

Yu Wenzhou almost laughed out loud.For such an important decision, there was no word of it before, and he, the captain, was not even asked for his opinion. He sold the ace player in his prime just as he said on the Internet. .

But Yu Wenzhou had stayed in Blue Rain for so long anyway, and after suppressing his inner anger a bit, he began to wonder why the club made such an insane decision.

According to his many years of personal experience, Blue Rain Club is not an impersonal club.On the contrary, their boss is wise and never interferes with the club too much.The entire club is also managed by professional managers. No matter what the reason for Qin Zhen's decision-making is, it is absolutely impossible to be selfish.

All in all, the overall impression of Blue Rain is that it is professional and orderly. This quality has been manifested in the early days of the alliance's brutal growth. It was Blue Rain who first established the youth training camp, and was the first to set up a series of systems for the youth training camp. It is also Blue Rain, a club with forward-looking wisdom, it is absolutely impossible to do something that will cut off its own arm.

After calming down a bit, Yu Wenzhou looked at Qin Zhen persistently, "Why? I must get an answer today."

Qin Zhen looked at him tentatively, and asked, "You spend the most time with Huang Shaotian, so you haven't noticed anything wrong with him?"

Yu Wenzhou's heart skipped a beat, but he shook his head calmly.

Qin Zhen frowned, hesitated for a long time, and finally took out a document bag from the drawer, handed it to Yu Wenzhou, and said solemnly, "It was not in compliance with the regulations to show you, I believe you will not tell anyone."

Yu Wenzhou took it, and saw the "Archive of Medical Examination Reports in the Team Over the Years-Huang Shaotian" on the cover, and was stunned for a moment.They will do this physical examination at the end of each season, and make a comprehensive assessment of the players' body and mind to facilitate adjustments for the next season.As far as he knows, only Blue Rain has achieved this step. This is also a performance of being responsible to the club and players, and it reflects a part of Blue Rain's professionalism.

After all, the medical report is personal privacy.Yu Wenzhou hesitated for a moment before pulling out the documents inside and quickly glanced through each one.From the time Huang Shaotian joined Blue Rain at the age of 14 to the season just ended, there were a total of 9 physical and psychological reports. The previous indicators have always shown the physical and mental health of the person being tested.

It wasn't until the fourth report that there were slightly abnormal indicators in the psychological report for the first time.That happened to be during the second season of Glory.

Diagnosis opinion: The patient is emotionally depressed and the stress index rises. It is recommended to relax appropriately and establish a trusting relationship with relatives and friends around.

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Until the beginning of the eighth season, the stress index has been rising, and the diagnostic opinions are exactly the same.

"It is recommended to relax appropriately and try to establish a deep trust relationship with relatives or friends."

Yu Wenzhou knew that this alone was by no means enough to prompt the team to make such a decision. As a professional player, who didn't have this kind of pressure more or less?The reason must have been in the last report.

So he collected himself and turned to the last psychological report, the scrawled handwriting was a bit dazzling.

Diagnosis opinion: The patient showed a slight tendency to depression. Drug treatment is not recommended for the time being. It is not recommended to stay in the original stressful environment. It is recommended to establish a deep trust relationship with relatives or friends.

Yu Wenzhou took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

Qin Zhen crossed his fingers and considered his tone, "You may know that Huang Shaotian...is different from us." He mentioned very cryptically, "But this kind of difference cannot be accepted by his traditional family. Since he was a teenager, he has been hinted that this orientation should be hidden and shamed. In the team, this kind of repression should have been channeled, but it has been deepened."

After a pause, Qin Zhen continued, "E-sports, as a competitive sport, is not accepted by the mainstream, but it has a common problem with mainstream competitive sports. This may be determined by its main audience. Some so-called locker room contradictions lead to another orientation, which is more ostracized in such a small circle than in mainstream society."

"However, all of this is not so serious. After all, an adult has great psychological flexibility. Before this, he has been handling it well. I believe he is also waiting for an opportunity to be honest with himself. It's a pity that something happened in the eighth season, which made the problem worse." Qin Zhen was also very sad when he said this.

Yu Wenzhou closed his eyes, and carefully recalled what happened in the second season when they were 17 years old in Blue Rain, which caused Huang Shaotian's pressure to suddenly rise, so that he developed a knot.This knot made him choose to hide his admiration perfectly, let alone in front of Ye Qiu, even in front of their teammates who get along day and night. It was not until Ye Qiu passed away that he was caught by him in grief. a bit.

However, in his memories, he seemed to be depressed for a while before and after Wei team retired, but he was as energetic as ever at other times.

He always seems to be smiling and playing happily, but because of that deepest secret, no one has really entered into his heart.He entrusted his teammates with his life on the battlefield, and took care of his friends outside the battlefield, but he resolutely hid that silent and even sad love with great perseverance and an inviolable desire to protect.

So he always drifted away from the team and became a patient opportunist.Because most of his young life was spent waiting, waiting for a time when he would be stronger and able to fight against the world; waiting for a time that would not hurt the love in his heart, to embrace him boldly; waiting for a time that was gentle and firm, he could Come to an understanding with your family and with yourself.

However, Ye Qiu's departure prevented him from waiting for the right time.

In the end, the doctor's diagnosis was probably to let him leave the circle of Glory directly, but obviously he was unwilling to do so, because he also loved Glory deeply, so even after experiencing such pain, he was unwilling to let go.

Seeing that Yu Wenzhou had basically calmed down, Qin Zhen finally explained the reason for the current situation.

"At the beginning, the team hoped that he would temporarily retire and adjust. No matter from the club or from his personal point of view, this is the best decision. Maybe leaving this circle temporarily will make it easier for him to come out. When he adjusts, The team also welcomes him back at any time."

"He disagrees, right?" Yu Wenzhou had already guessed Huang Shaotian's decision.At his current age, if he retires, even if he can adjust, it will be the end of his career.

Qin Zhen nodded, "The result of our final negotiation is to let him transfer. Maybe a new environment can bring about a turnaround. The club will not hold him back on the transfer fee, so you can rest assured."

Even though he had already guessed, this result was still hard for Yu Wenzhou to accept emotionally.After a long silence, he finally convinced himself with reason and acquiesced to this decision.

It can be said that Blue Rain is a very humane club.Trading Huang Shaotian, an ignorant person, seems to be a rather unwise decision, and the club also lost a lot of points in the hearts of fans, but the club has never made a statement, and did not push the responsibility to Huang Shaotian, but instead wholeheartedly planned for him. When other clubs came to inquire, they also said that as long as it was Huang Shaotian's favorite team, the transfer fee would not be difficult.This attitude is so good, it is almost the same as marrying a daughter from her mother's family.

Because of Lan Yu's tolerant attitude, each major team had their own concerns.Some people think that if things go wrong, they are monsters, and there must be ulterior motives like Blue Rain, so they wait and see for the time being, while others want to act first, at least in the season that just ended, Huang Shaotian's state has not declined. They even won the single honor of one-hit kill, so they simply copied the guy like a wild boss refresh.

It's a pity that at this critical moment, the refreshed "boss" disappeared. All the major teams used their strongest contacts, but they couldn't find anyone.

And in City H, at the entrance of Excellent Era, Ye Xiu woke up early in the morning with a cigarette in his mouth, scrambling out to take out the trash, and then at his door, he saw a cigarette beside him sitting on the steps Huang Shaotian of the suitcase.

That feeling