look at our family

Han Song pulled away the co-pilot seat and stuffed Jin Xi in, threw the bag into the back seat, sat in the driver's seat, drove away, Jin Xi looked at Han Song and asked, "You haven't answered my question yet."

"Your problem? What's your problem?"

"What high school did you go to?"

"Same high school as you."

"It's really you."

"I was a year earlier than you. After I graduated, you couldn't find me. We only met once. I didn't expect you to remember me." Han Song smiled like a mouse who had succeeded in stealing oil, full of joy style.

Jinxi glared at Han Song, but the tip of her heart was sprinkled with sugar water.He turned his head to look at the sky outside the car, and said cursingly: "It's all about you, and I really think there's nothing wrong with liking men."

Han Song smiled joyously, liking a man is not a crime in the first place.

That was many years ago, the summer just entering the rainy season always smelled of soil and sunshine, just like all the cliché high school stories, every kid who was sprinting for high school had a deep secret in his heart people...

Of course, not including Jinxi.

"Lend me to copy yesterday's notes." The glasses girl sitting in front of Jinxi turned her head, she didn't smile, she was not polite, bossy, as it should be, Jinxi looked at her for a long time and grinned: "60 yuan for one loan, no If you give it, don’t talk about it.”

The glasses girl and the people around them remained silent for a long time, and the class fell into a mysterious silence.

"It's really stingy. The mayor's son is amazing." The glasses girl's voice was filled with bitter jealousy, and Jinxi looked at her with a smile...

It's physical education class again, most of the girls go back to class to rest or go back to class to study.Jinxi was playing with a few friends on the basketball court, and almost twisted his foot in the middle of the game.

He was tired of the bright sun, so he could only leave the stage first to let his friends play around.Passing by the small flowers, Jinxi planned to buy two bottles of mineral water. Looking at the sunny sky, Jinxi thought it was better to walk through the teaching building, although it was a bit of a detour.

"He's different from us." Several girls chattered: "He has a father, he wins at the starting line, he is one step ahead of others and he is uniquely blessed. Of course it is different from those of us who have no power or influence. "

Pug Xi couldn't help but find it funny, he felt that this might be a harem drama, the person who could unite everyone was not a friend, but a common enemy.

"You all don't know, my parents want me to have a good relationship with Xiao Jinxi all day long, so that they can also have a relationship with the mayor."

"My parents are too, isn't our homeroom teacher too? I have nothing to say to Xiao Jinxi, isn't he the first in the school this time? The teacher must have given him a thorough examination."

"No, I'm sitting in front of him." The voice was that of the girl with glasses: "He's either sleeping in class or doing papers for other subjects. He has no respect for his elders."

"There's no way they have a good father, which we don't have."

Xiao Jinxi stood where he was, feeling that he was going to leave or stay, so he could only take two steps back secretly, and braved the sun to go to the canteen to buy water.

When he was in junior high school, he heard a lot of discussions like this, and everyone attributed his efforts to having a good father.At first he felt disgusted and wanted to tell everyone that he got to where he is today by his own efforts.

But later, he discovered that this was meaningless at all. Those who talked about him didn't care about whether he worked hard or had real skills. What they cared about was the so-called reality in their own imagination.

It has nothing to do with the truth, it's just that those people never want to believe it.

So he saw it, and said it if he liked it, and if you have the ability, come and grab Lao Tzu's No.1 throne, if you can't, it's still mine.

He opened the Coke in his hand. At that time, it was popular to print another bottle on the inside of the bottle cap. He looked at the winning bottle cap in his hand and said with a silly smile: "Sure enough, one goes up and down the other."

There was a young man standing by the cash register, neat and clean: "Auntie, I'm going to get the money, please wait for me for a while."

Jinxi saw that the boy was holding a Coke in his hand, so he slapped the bottle cap in front of the boss in a humble way: "Boss, let this bottle be mine."

Xiao Jinxi felt that she had wasted a while.

He walked into the classroom with the bottle of Coke without a cap, and there was the sound of footsteps behind him. It was the fair boy who was wearing rimless glasses, and his smile made people feel like a spring breeze. He took the Coke bottle cap in his hand and said, "Give me back one."

"Huh?" Jinxi took the bottle cap and looked at it for a while: "I won the lottery."

"Luck is contagious." The boy smiled, turned and left.

Pug Xi put the bottle cap in his pocket, and finished the sip of Coke left in his hand: "It's different to be educated."

Back in class, Pug let out a long sigh of relief, took out the physics papers from his bag and began to calculate carefully, he looked at Kepler and a lot of Sky, and felt a headache, the cicadas outside the window were really noisy Headache.

He closed the paper, lay down on the table and began to sleep, there was a breeze blowing up by the window, the warm wind made the tourists intoxicated, as expected, this quiet summer breeze really made people intoxicated.

"Look. I fell asleep again." The voice of the glasses girl rang out in the classroom, and Jinxi opened his eyes. He has never been clear about the appearance of the glasses girl...because...it is too ordinary, and this ordinary has nothing to do with being ugly. It's really just too ordinary.

But the pimples on her forehead are really unusual.

Jinxi closed his eyes again, he was really a little tired, he reviewed his homework for Jinchu yesterday, and it was very late, I really don’t know if his brother’s mind is a mess, it’s too worrying about his future development, Yanqiu The senior high school entrance examination is about to begin, and I will be in my third year of high school next year.Dad and Mom are also mourning the death of a relative in the family recently...

He heard that he died of excessive grief.Because the unmasked uncle fell in love with a man and was forcibly separated.That man's plane crashed and left the world forever. After that man died, I'm afraid that uncle would also die.

Loving someone who shouldn't be loved is a sin.Jinxi thought so.

I don't know how long it has passed, but Jinxi felt someone calling her, so it turns out... PE class is over, and math class has started... The kind-hearted fellow at the same table always reminds him of his laziness.

There are two consecutive math classes. The math teacher will give everyone a 10-minute break and prepare to start explaining the papers.

"Juxi, lend me to copy the notes. I'm really sleepy in class." The deskmate looked tired, and Jin Xi threw the notes over without a hitch: "You don't need to thank me."

"I still have to thank you." The tablemate hiccupped and began to copy attentively. Jinxi somehow felt that someone was staring at her, and when she looked up, she saw the impatience and hostility in the glasses girl's eyes.

Jinxi turned her head to look at the paper that she was going to lecture in a while, um, I have already finished writing, everyone understands, the next class is sleeping class.

"Lend me the test paper too."

"Take it." Jin Xi hiccupped, and once again greeted his uncle in a friendly manner.

I'm so sleepy young master, Yanqiu, Jinchu, you two second uncles.

After the two math classes, the deskmate returned the test papers and notes that he had taken: "Juxi, thank you for exchanging them, can you lend me your English notebook?"

Jinxi took the notebook, and then threw the English notebook over: "Buy me a multigrain pancake tomorrow morning."

"Understood." The deskmate put the notebook into his bag.

With a bang, there was a loud noise from the glasses girl in front, and that sarcastic, uncomfortable voice sounded again in the silent class after the loud noise: "Juxi, you are very happy to lend you the notebook at the same table. , Why, you don’t like him, do you?”

"What nonsense are you talking about, I'm a man!" This was the anger of my deskmate.

"Then why not, nowadays there are perverts who like men everywhere... What do you say, Pug? I heard that a distant relative of your family is gay. You like men, right?"

The deskmate was even more angry.

On the other hand, Jin Xi was very calm, looked into the eyes of the glasses girl and asked with a smile: "Your face is so dirty, don't you wash it every day? You still need a face. My mother always said that a woman's face is the most important thing, so is being a human being." , how can you be shameless?"

The girl with glasses couldn't utter a single word because of Jin Xi's irony, and the whole class fell into an eerie silence.

Pug Xi smiled, packed up her things, and patted the tablemate on the shoulder with a hache: "Remember to sell me pancakes and fruit tomorrow, and add two eggs."

Everyone will remember how he satirized the girl with glasses and how he fought back against the girl, but they didn't remember, no one heard that he didn't answer the girl with glasses.

"You like men, right?"

Jinxi walked out of the teaching building and watched the sunset dye the sky red. He couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen the blue sky after school.

He walked forward slowly, walked to the junior high school, and walked to Jinchu's class teacher's office: "Hello, teacher, I am Jinchu's brother, did he break the glass by playing football again? Where do I go to pay the fee, yes Teacher, can I swipe my card?"

In the evening, he led his two younger brothers home, looked at the street lights that were already on, and said without thinking: "Yes. Although it shouldn't be, I really am."

The two younger brothers lowered their heads and gnawed on the popsicles, and no one turned their backs to leave him, but Jinxi knew that even if the boys like Jinchu were out of their wits, Yanqiu must have heard it.

He didn't ask...

Is a good brother.

If he asks, Jinxi will just beat him up and let you meddle in your own business.

Sitting at the desk at night doing physics papers that were not finished during the day, the mayor's wife came in to get the school uniform to be washed tonight, but took out a red bottle cap in her pocket.

Pug looked at the bottle cap and said, "Give it to me, and I can exchange it for a bottle of Coke."

Then that bottle cap lay in the corner of Pug's drawer for many years, until today.

Went to school the next day, as Jinxi expected, he was called by the head teacher for questioning, and the glasses girl stood aside crying.It's like how much wronged you have suffered.

"Xiao Jinxi, the teacher hopes that you can apologize to this classmate, after all..."

"Teacher." Jin Xi gave a light hack, with a lazy look: "Did you know she said I was gay yesterday?"

The homeroom teacher, who was originally difficult to do, immediately turned around after hearing this sentence, and criticized the girl with glasses for a while. Jinxi pretended to be generous and asked the girl with glasses to stop talking. He didn't need it. A girl's apology.

The two left the office, and the glasses girl stared at Jinxi with red eyes: "Aren't you the mayor's son!" Not reconciled, not thinking about mistakes, always acting like someone owed her.

Jinxi put her hands in her pockets: "Hehe, yes, you know my dad is the mayor, you still dare to provoke me? Aren't you looking for death yourself? You want to die, do you still want me to hold you? Look how I look like God?"

"You!" The glasses girl was angry: "People like you are really disgusting."

"Well, I think so too." Jinxi raised his eyebrows. He himself was born with delicate features and a slender figure. He was dressed in an ugly school uniform that looked a little like a man of aristocratic family. He looked at the girl with glasses. Unabated pimples: "Then why are you messing with me? Aren't you afraid that I'll disgust you to death?"

The glasses girl knew she was no match, so she could only eat Coptis chinensis dumbly, covered her eyes and ran away.

"Papa papa." There was lonely applause from behind: "Speaking eloquently, you deserve to be the first in the school year."

It was the boy who bought Coke together that day. He stood in front of Jinxi against the light, with an innocent look of knowing nothing: "I didn't mean it, I came to the office to hand in the materials."

Jinxi looked at the sky full of white clouds and the bright sun, and the man standing in front of him, surrounded by emptiness, with no sound at all, he felt that he might be crazy, so he asked without thinking about anything.

"Do you think a man who likes a man is a pervert?"

The boy's eyes were submerged in the glare of the sun and stayed for a long time. The man said word by word: "You know what. It's not a sin to like a man."

Never was.