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Lin Chuxue fell into memories of the too long time. At that time, two months had passed since Qi Lukang replied to the letter for the first time. The two of them actually became acquainted with each other through weekly correspondence. Lin Chuxue also started to make some jokes with Qi Lukang , For example, "Although your name is copied from me, it's too ugly."

So there was the text message Qi Lukang sent to Zhang Cheng.

The indifferent and decisive Qi Lukang actually asked others about his screen name in the past, no, Lin Chuxue smiled subconsciously when it came to his pseudonym.

Looking further down, from March to September, during the six months, in terms of Qi Lukang's personality, he really communicated too much with Zhang Cheng.

Time: October 2008, 4.

Content: [Picture] Zhang Cheng, what is this, do you know it?

Lin Chuxue looked at the picture printed by Zhang Cheng, a bamboo dragonfly made of straw, the one she threw in front of Qi Lukang together with an old letter in the bar.

That day, Lin Chuxue packed her luggage and was about to leave. Before she left, she wanted to take a bottle of Qi Lukang's red wine. As a result, just a second before the door of the wine cabinet was about to be closed, Lin Chuxue suddenly felt something pulling her and wanted to pick it up. The top bottle.

Then, everything was spread out in front of Lin Chuxue in such a brutal manner.

A letter, a bamboo dragonfly.

Lin Chuxue went crazy, ransacked the house, turned the house to Zhan Xingchen and thought it was robbers, but apart from those two things, there was nothing else.

So Lin Chuxue didn't even have time to check the tightness of the gate, so she rushed out all the way, calling Qi Lukang while running, asking where he was and who he was.

"Did you put it there?" Lin Chuxue's eyes still stayed on the picture, but she asked Zhang Cheng.

"Yes." Zhang Cheng admitted, "Boss Qi asked Qi Ran for that letter later, and Boss Qi said that he doesn't need to show him the other ones, only that one."

That letter was Lin Chuxue's reply letter after Qi Lukang said "I want to meet you".

Lin Chuxue said: I'm going to see you now.

However, I didn't see it.

The boat that had been drifting for two days finally docked safely. Lin Chuxue had no time to rest, so she bought the cheapest hard green leather seat with the little money left, and after taking the train for eighteen hours, she got off the train and ran out of the station full of hope. , and then found out—the wallet was stolen.

At that time, almost all her money was in the wallet.

Lin Chuxue touched the remaining 53 yuan in her pocket, and sent a letter to Qi Lukang with her last hope, saying that she was here, and she was at the train station now.

The letter from the same city should have been received soon, but Lin Chuxue waited at the train station for two days and two nights, and no one came to her except the homeless people who surrounded the underground passage.

So, Lin Chuxue gave up, and all the so-called illusions were shattered.

With nowhere to go and no turning back, Lin Chuxue spent the first money in two days, two yuan for a pair of scissors, one yuan for a bottle of water, and finally drank the mineral water in one gulp. Then facing a reflective wall, he cut off his long hair with his own hands.

For the next seven years, it never stayed longer.

I wrote to the other party again, more than a month later, Lin Chuxue found a job for board and lodging, sent another letter, and attached her e-mail address, this time she received a reply very quickly .

The other party said that he was not in China some time ago and would continue to support in the future, but from the beginning to the end, he never said that he would come to see Lin Chuxue.

In fact, since that reply letter, the person who corresponded has been replaced by Qi Ran, but Lin Chuxue didn't know it at the time.

After sending her e-mail to the other party, Lin Chuxue never received any personal letter.

It must have changed. On the night when she received the reply email, Lin Chuxue curled up on the dilapidated bed with a small black-and-white mobile phone, thinking.

In just one month, she could already feel the coldness and unpredictability of this city, let alone someone who grew up here.

But, occasionally, very occasionally, I still think of the person who sent me a photo of fireworks and said he wanted to meet me.

Lin Chuxue forced herself to withdraw from that chaotic memory, slid her fingers down from the picture of the bamboo dragonfly, and continued to look at the next text message from Qi Lukang 11 years ago.

Time: October 2008, 5.

Content: Are the donations for the Wenchuan Earthquake ready?Donate on behalf of the company.

Zhang Cheng replied: 100 million, ready.

19-year-old Qi Lukang watched the news on TV and saw that an entire teaching building had collapsed. Then he picked up his mobile phone and sent another text message to Zhang Cheng.

Content: Is it possible for the company to donate to the XX mountain area in my own name for the charity project that the company has cooperated with before, to help them improve some building facilities?

Zhang Cheng didn't reply after that, he probably called Qi Lukang directly.

Lin Chuxue recalled that year, the only junior high school in the mountain village was suddenly refurbished with a batch of tables and chairs, and the outer wall connecting the school was reinforced. It turned out that someone did it on purpose.

But in the correspondence, Qi Lukang didn't mention a single word, he just sent Lin Chuxue an earthquake escape guide in the ensuing letter.

There was no news in the mountainous area, and Lin Chuxue didn't know about the Wenchuan earthquake until a long time later, so when she first received the escape guide, Lin Chuxue just regarded it as a piece of waste paper that was accidentally put in an envelope.

Time moves on: June 2008, 6.

Content: Zhang Cheng, do you feel that the weather has started to get hot recently?

Zhang Cheng: Yes, do you need to help you arrange a summer vacation abroad?

Qi Lukang: No, donate some air conditioners to my school last time.

Zhang Cheng: The school is located in a very remote place, and the circuit must be very old. Even if you donate it, you may not be able to use it.

Qi Lukang: Then donate [-] electric fans.

Lin Chuxue looked at Qi Lukang's immature orders, burst out laughing, and said, how could a group of electric fans be suddenly introduced in the poor mountainous area, although they were all put into the teacher's office in the end, but every time Lin Chuxue When called to talk, he can also blow for a while.

When: April 7.

Content: Zhang Cheng, is it possible to use the company's event arrangement to bring some of our long-term sponsored students to the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games next month.

Looking at Zhang Cheng's reply time, it is obviously different from the previous second reply. About 10 minutes later, Zhang Cheng replied: Did you like someone?

It took even longer for Qi Lukang's reply, for a full hour, the reply was only one word: Yes.

The more she looked back, the more Lin Chuxue's heart became entangled, like a countdown bomb, she already knew the detonation time, but she kept going down.

At this time, it was only two months before Lin Chuxue received the last letter.

Holding the thin last piece of paper, Lin Chuxue took a deep breath——

Time: October 2008, 8.

Content: [Picture] [Picture] [Picture] Zhang Cheng, if I send these photos to her, will she like it?Would you like some more presents?

In the picture, Qi Lukang participated in the opening ceremony and personally took photos of the fireworks and performance.

Lin Chuxue still remembers the joy she felt when she received those photos. It turns out that the fireworks in big cities are like this, and they can even be shaped like footprints.

Time: October 2008, 8.

Content: Zhang Cheng, I received a reply. She likes it very much. If I go to see her now, will it be too abrupt?

Zhang Cheng: You can first ask the other party what they mean, and if the other party also wants to see you, then make an appointment at a suitable time and place.

Qi Lukang: Then wait a little longer.

Time: October 2008, 8.

Zhang Cheng: Master, you must attend the dinner tonight.

Qi Lukang: I understand, but let me get out as soon as possible. I promised her to help her take pictures of the flag raising tomorrow morning, and I can't get up late.

Time: October 2008, 8.

Content: Zhang Cheng, I decided to ask her, and help me cancel the schedule for the next month. If she agrees to see me, I will not participate in any activities during this period.

Time: October 2008, 9.

Content: Zhang Cheng, I wrote to her, I said "I want to meet you", she should understand what I mean.

Zhang Cheng: You are really euphemistic.

Time: October 2008, 9.

Content: My mother found out, immediately destroy everything related to Lin Chuxue, hurry up!

After that, there will be none.

The text messages between Qi Lukang and Zhang Cheng, related to Lin Chuxue, only went to this one.

Lin Chuxue seemed to be full of ideas, looked at the last content, looked up at Zhang Cheng blankly, and asked, "Is there any more?"

"The ones from back then are gone." Zhang Cheng said, "But there are still some in the mobile phone. I brought the mobile phone at that time. If you are interested, you can continue to look."

"Thank you." Lin Chuxue took the phone. Apple phones exist so that people can remember the year just by the model number. Zhang Cheng is just iphone5, which is 2012.

According to legend, the year of the end of the world.

After clicking on the phone, Zhang Cheng had already canceled the combination lock, and Lin Chuxue could directly see the WeChat of the two of them.

Time jumped to four years later: January 2012, 1.

Qi Lukang: Zhang Cheng, I'm getting married.

Zhang Cheng: Yes, congratulations.

Zhang Cheng: Ms. Lin is very happy in her university life. She gets along well with Qi Feng and Qi Ran.

Qi Lukang: Does she have a boyfriend?

Zhang Cheng: As far as I know, Qi Ran is pursuing Ms. Lin, but Ms. Lin does not agree.

Time: October 2012, 10.

Qi Lukang: The expected date of delivery is from the 16th to the 22nd. I have a full schedule of work. I don't want to accompany her to have a baby.

Zhang Cheng: All right.

Lin Chuxue frowned, and asked again: "This child... is Amor?"

"Yes." Zhang Cheng replied, "I don't know if Mr. Qi mentioned to you that Amur and the one who was born in Los Angeles not long ago have no blood relationship with Mr. Qi."

Lin Chuxue was taken aback, and after hearing Zhang Cheng's explanation, she couldn't believe it, "Then... that child... Qi Lukang is gone?"

"Yes, Mr. Qi won't want it." Zhang Cheng said, "Although Mr. Qi hasn't asked me to deal with it yet, he will definitely not raise that child."

It sounds ruthless, but it doesn't seem to have any problems. It was originally a child "picked out" from a sperm bank by a woman in order to pursue blood. Qi Lukang has no obligation to raise him.

It should be said that after learning the truth, Lin Chuxue even began to have doubts about the existence of Amur. Why was Qi Lukang willing to raise him?

Lin Chuxue finished reading the content that Zhang Cheng had sorted out, leaving only the content related to herself, so she subconsciously asked, "Is it this year?"

"There are follow-up contents in the album, and I saved them together with screenshots." Zhang Cheng explained, "There are not many contents, and you can read them soon."

Lin Chuxue paused, and then clicked on the photo album. The few pictures looked very pitiful.

Time: October 2014, 12.

Zhang Cheng: Mr. Qi, Ms. Lin has agreed to Mr. Qi Ran's confession.

When I received a reply again, it was already early in the morning of the next year, and Qi Lukang said: In the future, there is no need to report her news to me again.

Time: October 2015, 6.

Content: I got off the plane, where is Qi Ran, no matter what, don't let him hurt Qi Feng.

Time: October 2015, 6.

Content: To arrange for Lin Chuxue to go abroad, no matter what method is used, threats are fine, and she cannot be allowed to know the truth.

Time: October 2015, 6.

Content: I told you to protect her, why did Lang Guiyang meet Lin Chuxue again!

Time: October 2015, 6.

Content: Alright, I will go to see Lin Chuxue in person, and you go to prepare for the Swiss affairs.

June 6th, Lin Chuxue blinked, on that day, Qi Lukang suddenly broke into her world without warning, blocked herself at the door of the house, and threatened sharply: "I'm not discussing with you, I'm threatening you. "

"If you really want to kill yourself, I can also give you a ride."

At that time, Lin Chuxue didn't even think about the car accident at all. It was Qi Lukang who appeared out of nowhere and confessed in a threatening way, so Lin Chuxue turned her attention to him.

Lin Chuxue laughed, unexpectedly everything was his plan.

Letting myself misunderstand him and hate him is all his plan.

But why, from the day I opened the door, I couldn't forget him.

Different from the disappointment of seeing Qi Ran for the first time, Lin Chuxue even fantasized about why the person who has been by her side with words for a long time is not this person.

Why did I fall in love with an enemy at first sight.

The piecemeal content can be put together to represent Lin Chuxue's ten years of youth. Lin Chuxue stared blankly at the content of the last picture. Zhang Chengben had already prepared enough tissues, but Lin Chuxue didn't want to cry at all.

"Sorry, I didn't intend to bring up bad memories for you, but I just think you need to know about these." Zhang Cheng picked up Lin Chuxue's cell phone that fell on the floor while speaking, and said, "There is also a recording file, which is an accident report. If you don't want to hear the call records between Mr. Qi and Qi Ran that day..."

"I want to listen, let it out."

What else can't you hear?Lin Chuxue closed her eyes and listened to the voice coming from the handset of the mobile phone. It has been four years, and she has not heard this voice for four years.

Qi Ran: "If you don't do it today, you won't have a chance. Do you want to watch Qi Feng rob you or anyone of me?!"

Lin Chuxue couldn't believe that such words came from such a gentle Qi Ran.

Qi Lukang: "Are you crazy, Lin Chuxue is still in the car!"

Qi Ran: "I can't control that much anymore. If she survives, I will still be with her. If not, I will give her the best funeral."

Lin Chuxue was trembling all over, from head to toe, almost every inch of her skin was cold.

Even if you already know the truth, hearing it with your own ears is still a different feeling.

It's like you know that the injury will hurt, and you have made enough mental preparations, but the moment the knife is cut on your body, you still can't bear it and want to cry.

Qi Lukang: "If you dare to touch Lin Chuxue, I will definitely kill you!"

Qi Ran: "If you really loved her that much, you shouldn't have given up on her in the first place."

Then, the call ended, probably hung up by Qi Ran.

Zhang Cheng put the phone beside Lin Chuxue, "Perhaps you think my actions are cruel, but I have to."

"Cruel." Lin Chuxue bit her trembling lips tightly, trying to calm her voice, "It's cruel, but it's not as cruel as Qi Lukang."

"From abandoning me to pushing me to Cheng An, he was not cruel for a second."

Hearing Cheng An's name, Zhang Cheng frowned, looking surprised and disturbed.

"Why do you think I don't know?" Lin Chuxue sneered, "Unless someone deliberately told Cheng An about such an obvious ID, how could it be such a coincidence."

"Does he want me to feel empathy through this, and then be with Cheng An?"

"Mr. Qi is just..." Zhang Cheng faltered, "Mr. Qi did not choose randomly. For example, Luka had a criminal record, and Mr. Qi drove him out of the country, but Mr. Qi personally investigated Cheng An for a month. , to confirm that he is a..."

"What is it?" Lin Chuxue smiled disdainfully, "A good person? A person who really likes me? Luka... Heh, what else do you not know?"

"Miss Lin..."

"You came to me and showed me these, do you think I will return to Qi Lukang's side?"

"No, not exactly." Zhang Cheng said, "It's just that Mr. Qi didn't tell you something, but I think you should know that Mr. Qi loves you very much."

"How do you know he didn't tell me." Lin Chuxue looked up, the panic after listening to the recording just now was gone in her eyes, "It may sound ridiculous, but your President Qi really said this to me personally talk."

On that day, after blocking the kidnapper's knife for himself, Qi Lukang crouched beside Lin Chuxue's ear, and suddenly said in a very soft tone: "Lin Chuxue, I love you."

Later, Lin Chuxue thought that people probably have selfish motives, so even Qi Lukang wanted to tell the truth when he thought he was dying.

Lin Chuxue pushed back the cell phone that Zhang Cheng had left for her on purpose, "I know he loves me, but fortunately, I don't love him anymore."

"Take your phone away, you and Qi Lukang don't show up again." Lin Chuxue stood up and gave Zhang Cheng a way to leave the room. After a long time, she said lightly, "Thank you, goodbye."