【Flying Leaf】God of War
Chapter 36
Ye Xiu exhaled the last puff of smoke, and the moment he raised his head, he happened to meet Sun Xiang's line of sight.Seeing the other party's stiff expression for a moment, he raised his brows a little puzzled, but he didn't take it to heart. Instead, he looked over the other party and greeted the others.
The moment he saw Ye Xiu, the soldiers in the row had already stood still reflexively, and it was obvious that Sun Xiang was absent. Luo Ji hurriedly pushed the arms of the people around him to remind him to regain his composure. Come.
It was Ye Xiu who laughed out loud first, "Why are you so serious, it's a holiday now..." He put on a face and shouted to dismiss.
When it was over, he added: "If you meet Han Tuan, he will probably be like this."
Someone in the team made a fuss with a bang. They have all experienced the seriousness of the team leader Han Wenqing. Although the other party is not such a difficult guy to get along with, after all, the recruits have little contact with the team leader, and the first impression is not good. Relatively consistent, so until now there is still no change.
Looking at everyone who couldn't help laughing together, the corners of Ye Xiu's mouth also rose, as if he was in a good mood.
Seeing this smile, Sun Xiang couldn't help swallowing.
This guy, why is he smiling so much anytime, anywhere...
But why, the heart beat so fast?Biting his lower lip unconsciously, Sun Xiang's eyes were a little confused, and he always felt that all his eyes and attention seemed to be attracted by something, making him involuntarily stay on a certain person...
Is there something wrong?
This is not the first time that this question has appeared in his mind. Compared with the previous times when he was clueless, this time, he always felt that he had grasped something.
After dinner and training, Sun Xiang fell on the bed after taking a shower. The not-so-soft bed board pressed against his back, making him straighten up involuntarily, twist and find a more comfortable position and relax again.
Today's training was helped by other people, not only Luo Ji, Sun Xiang also learned some new things after competing with his teammates, and more or less gained some actual combat experience... The relationship between himself and Ye Xiu The biggest gap is experience, which Sun Xiang didn't understand at first, but now he gradually understands a lot.
I have to say that his mentality has really changed a lot, and the failure of the assessment this time is also a hurdle for him. This hurdle is more difficult than anything he has encountered before. He fell in a mess and wanted to get up , a change must be made.
After today's experience, Sun Xiang had to admit that it might be better to have a companion than to fight alone. This reminded him involuntarily of the scene when he and Ye Xiu were trapped in the warehouse by the enemy in the previous assessment. ...If someone supported him from outside at that time, maybe Ye Xiu wouldn't have to block that shot for him...
Thinking of this, Sun Xiang turned over, and the iron frame bed creaked.
Later, Luo Ji told him that in order to try to be realistic, all the students who participated in the assessment, including the invigilator, were not informed of the truth... That is to say, Ye Xiu didn't know that the bullets were empty, but he rushed out anyway. , standing in front of him.
Even though Sun Xiang tried his best to tell himself not to think too much, just pretend he didn't know... But his self-esteem was still constantly reminding him of the fact that he owed Ye Xiu a favor.
Maybe it's not just a simple favor... Sun Xiang wiped his face vigorously, with a complicated expression on his face.
He owed Ye Xiu his life.
Although this was Sun Xiang's wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, after all, Ye Xiu saw that this was a realistic exercise in the middle of the assessment.
But Sun Xiang didn't know it, he was struggling with his attitude towards Ye Xiu, he was unhappy that he owed others... At the same time, he was also trying to escape some vaguely felt feelings.
In a daze, he fell asleep.
Maybe it was because I was really tired today, or maybe it was because I kept thinking about Ye Xiu before going to bed... These are not the point, the point is that Ye Xiu appeared in Sun Xiang's dream again.
It's just that this time...it seems a little different.
Sun Xiang still remembered that he saw Ye Xiu naked in the early morning a few days ago - although it was only half naked, but the smooth muscle lines and the slender figure wrapped only in a bath towel appeared in front of his eyes, which made him more or less It's still a little embarrassing.At that time, Ye Xiu had a natural expression, as if he didn't take the other party's embarrassment into consideration at all...
It's kind of like the current one.
Sun Xiang thought vaguely, his mind went blank.
Ye Xiu in the dream seemed to have just taken a shower, and the water droplets on his body hadn't completely evaporated, and they were running down his pale skin.The light was not very good, and the shadow cast on the stretched out body of the other party was hazy, but it made him inexplicably... dry mouth.
Ye Xiu had only a bath towel tied around his waist, and the length of the bath towel only covered the base of his thighs, while he himself was lying on the bed not too far away from Sun Xiang in a relaxed posture... Li Li stretched out his limbs at will, bent his upper body again, and groped around the edge of the bed for a while, finally found the lighter and cigarettes.
He seemed to have noticed the gazes that were constantly cast to this side, and smiled at Sun Xiang who was stunned not far away.
It was a very familiar smile... always lazy and careless.
Unusual.
Sun Xiang licked his dry lips, as if attracted by something, he couldn't help... walked to the side of the bed.
At this time, Ye Xiu was lying on his back on the bed, with one leg raised slightly, and the other was dangling lightly. The light cast from nowhere reflected his skin was very white, but his expression remained in the shadows. true.
Only the arc of a smile on the lips was very clear.
With a soft click, Ye Xiu lit the cigarette.
He held the cigarette butt between his slender and beautiful fingers, brought it to his mouth at an extremely slow speed, and took a light puff.
call--
The gray smoke seemed to be sprayed on Sun Xiang's heart.
hot.
Staring wide-eyed as if he had suddenly recovered, Sun Xiang gasped, his lungs were instantly filled with the nicotine exhaled by the other party, which made him dizzy for a while, and he couldn't help bending down and coughing a few times.
When he raised his eyes again, he happened to meet the man's eyes that were curved with a smile.
Then Sun Xiang kept a half-bent posture like this, watching the face that was too familiar to be punched come closer...closer...
Finally, the cold touch on his lips made him wake up suddenly.
……
When Sun Xiang opened his eyes, the light had already been turned off, only the street lamp outside the window cast a faint light and shadow on the ceiling through the glass.
As if he had gone through an extremely fierce battle, his whole body was soaked in sweat, and the thin cotton T-shirt stuck to his skin, sticky and uncomfortable.
His heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, he patted his chest with some difficulty trying to calm down, but the effect was counterproductive...
When he felt his lower body gradually stiffen, Sun Xiang's whole body stiffened. He stared at the slightly bulging tent at the crotch, his face turning blue and then pale, and his eyes were full of disbelief.
He just... had a dream?
Also... hard?
The point is... the person in the spring dream turned out to be...? !
Sun Xiang slumped on the bed in a mess, and as the heat in his lower body became more and more obvious, his breathing also became short of breath.He didn't dare to stay in the dormitory any longer, and got out of bed as if fleeing. All the kung fu he had practiced in the weekdays was now used on how not to wake up his comrades.Quietly pushing the door open, Sun Xiang grabbed the coat hanging by the bed and slipped out.
It was already late at night, and as soon as he went out, a gust of cold wind hit, and a layer of pimples formed on the exposed skin.Sun Xiang shrunk his neck, and the little brother under him was not as hot as before because of the temperature, although he was still standing upright.
His face turned pale and white again, Sun Xiang took a deep breath, and planned to find a place where no one was around to solve it first.
Fortunately, it was getting late at this moment, except for a few regular watchmen, everyone else was basically asleep.Sun Xiang blushed and sneaked into the bathhouse. At this moment, there was no hot water, and the cold water hit his back. He shivered, gritted his teeth and rushed for a few minutes. After the desire in his lower body gradually calmed down, he finally calmed down. relieved.
Limbs lost strength for a while, Sun Xiang supported the wall and put on his clothes again, and then walked out of the bathhouse wrapped in his coat.
After the cold shower, his heart was not beating as fast as before, but his brain was still muddy, as if he hadn't recovered from the previous shock, Sun Xiang walked back to the dormitory almost unconsciously, and arrived at the dormitory. When I was at the door, I suddenly saw a person leaning against the iron door, the cigarette butt in his hand flickering in the darkness.
His heart skipped a beat, just in time to see the other party raise his head.
Ye Xiu looked at Sun Xiang who was standing not far away in his shorts and jacket, and raised his eyebrows.
It was his turn to watch the night tonight. He originally wanted to take a little time to come over to see if the group of bastards slept well, but after patrolling around, he found that there was no one inside.It's so late now, he can't go looking for it with much fanfare, so he just sits and waits for the other party to come back...
Unexpectedly, as soon as he lit a cigarette, before he could finish smoking, the missing guy ran back.
"It's so late, where did you go?" Not returning home in the middle of the night is a serious problem, Ye Xiu puffed out his cigarette, and his tone became more serious: "Do you know what the consequences of being found out are?"
Sun Xiang stared at the other party, and suddenly felt his mouth dry.
Almost uncontrollably, he recalled the scene in his previous dream...Ye Xiu's beautiful and slender body appeared in front of him nakedly, the dim light and shadow and the continuous puff of smoke set off the atmosphere, which had a kind of...erotic Feel.
He seemed to be taken aback by his own thoughts, and came back to his senses, and Ye Xiu was standing in front of him at some point, leaning forward slightly, looking at himself, biting a stick between his lips. Smoke, with the breath gently expelled white mist.
call.
Very light, like a gust of wind, sprayed on his face.
It was the familiar smell of nicotine, slightly hot and choking.
Just like... Ye Xiu himself.
His brain went blank for a few seconds, until a voice that made him uncontrollably flustered sounded in his chest.
Boom, boom, boom... full of rhythm and constantly becoming hurried.
That was his heartbeat.
Sun Xiang couldn't help but took a step back. He kept rolling his Adam's apple and swallowing the excess water in his mouth, feeling a little at a loss.
Ye Xiu looked at the other party's face blushing in a strange way, and became nervous at the same time... He didn't pursue too many reasons, but took a step closer, muttering vaguely: " Could it be a fever..."
"Don't touch me!" Sun Xiang's reaction was far beyond his expectation, the kid quickly took a big step back, his whole body was like a frightened bird, his muscles tensed instantly.
"...Well, if you are sick, remember to go to the infirmary. There are still a few days left in the time I gave you. You have to make good use of it." Ye Xiu tilted his head and took a step back. Posture: "Oh, by the way, I'll just pretend I didn't see you tonight, and I'll make no exception."
After finishing speaking, he left, leaving only the back of the other party that was gradually hidden by the darkness.
Sun Xiang blew the cool breeze on the spot for a while, until he couldn't help but sneezed, and then returned to the dormitory as if he had just woken up from a dream.
After lying down again, Sun Xiang was also tired, a burst of tiredness hit him, and he fell asleep without any struggle.
Fortunately, this time, he didn't dream of Ye Xiu.
When he got up early the next morning, Sun Xiang still lacked sleep, and was in a daze until before eating.
Maybe it was the messy dream that stimulated him too much. When he woke up, he always felt like he didn't sleep enough. Sun Xiang forced himself not to think too much. What he has to face now is the battle with Ye Xiu .
Yesterday's training gave him more or less experience. He was eager to try, but because of a dream last night, he became a little... awkward.Every time Sun Xiang recalled the scene in his dream, he always felt that he could no longer look directly at Ye Xiu.
With such an emotion that even he himself felt guilty, many mistakes were inevitable in this performance. Even Luo Ji, who was cooperating with him, was a little dumbfounded. What's wrong with Sun Xiang?Why did you blush when you saw Ye Pai?
But Ye Xiu didn't let go after subduing Sun Xiang for the third time. Instead, he frowned and pulled the boy who was obviously out of order from the floor, and said to the other people watching: "I'll take him to the infirmary. Let's go today."
After finishing speaking, regardless of Sun Xiang's struggle, he dragged people all the way to the door of the infirmary, opened the door and kicked in.
"Yo, what's the matter?" There was quite a commotion when they entered the door, but it surprised the doctor on duty who was resting on the table at the moment.
"It's nothing, this kid is sick and won't come to see him, no, I tied him here." Ye Xiu leaned on the door frame and smiled at the other party: "Give him a good look, he should take medicine It's time for an injection, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette..."
Sun Xiang got up from the floor with a dark face and wanted to leave, but when he reached the door, Ye Xiu stretched out his long legs and blocked him: "Do you still want to win against me?"
"..." Sun Xiang stared at him, without speaking for a long time.
"If I want to win, I have to improve my body, otherwise I will be blind no matter how good I am." Ye Xiu grinned and winked at him.
"..."
When Ye Xiu finished smoking two cigarettes, he also saw his illness inside, and saw that Sun Xiang took two boxes of medicine and left without saying a word, just looking at his back was no different from running away.Feeling puzzled, he scratched his hair, Ye Xiu thought, this kid won't be afraid of injections, right?
So he followed into the infirmary and asked about the situation of the other party.
"You soldier, there's nothing serious about it. It's just that you caught a little cold yesterday and sneezed a little, not even a cold."
"Then why is he blushing when he has nothing to do?"
"Blushing? He doesn't have a fever, and he doesn't blush when he has a cold..." The doctor muttered and touched his chin: "I think he is in puberty, and there is nothing in this barracks...Humans evolved from animals." Come, I see, this kid is Sichun."
Ye Xiu: "..."
"I say you, pay more attention to the psychological state of the soldiers, and don't make a fuss all the time."
Ye Xiu: "...I will pay attention."
After knowing that Sun Xiang was fine, Ye Xiu also heaved a sigh of relief, and then recalled the situation last night... If his guess is correct, the kid probably went out in the middle of the night to 'solve' his physical problems, but when he came back, he was killed by himself. I see... No wonder I blush when I see him, I feel embarrassed to co-author.
So during lunch, Ye Xiu walked over and patted Sun Xiang on the shoulder while eating, with a meaningful expression on his face, Sun Xiang's heart skipped a beat and he almost knocked the rice on the ground.
After returning to the seat, I became nervous almost immediately, and the food was like chewing wax in my mouth, and I couldn't taste it at all.Sun Xiang stared blankly at the food in the bowl, and mechanically put it into his mouth, while his thoughts had already drifted to another level.
He... got it?
No, no, how could it be... That was his own dream, besides, he hadn't told anyone about it yet.
Swallowing the rice in his mouth, Sun Xiang panicked a little.
Damn it, Ye Xiu can't be this evil, can he?Can you guess all this?
Maybe something else?
He tried to think of a better place, but after struggling for a long time, he couldn't figure out why.After finishing his meal and taking a break, he resumed training immediately. Sun Xiang had no choice but to force all messy thoughts out of his mind and focus on today's training.
Since it was true that he made a big mistake this morning, but everyone didn't say anything. Instead, after Sun Xiang came back from the infirmary, he greeted him warmly and encouraged him. , that energy seems to want to make up for something.
The day passed quickly. After dinner, Sun Xiang was not in a hurry to go back to the dormitory. Instead, he sneaked into the computer room by himself and found an inconspicuous place to sit down...
There was a question that kept reverberating in his heart, and Sun Xiang didn't want to think about it by himself, nor would he ask other comrades in arms, so he thought about it for a long time, and finally planned to look up the answer online.
After opening the Baidu page, he struggled for a while and typed his own question in the search bar.
[When you see him, you blush and your heart beats why? ? ]
A lot of answers appeared on the webpage in an instant. Sun Xiang was stunned for a second, holding back his missed beat, carefully reading each one...
Naturally, there is no question exactly like his in Baidu, but the search results are all similar. Sun Xiang patiently read the entire page and found that everyone's answers are different. There are all kinds of sayings, but most of the answers boil down to two words...
like.
When Sun Xiang's eyes fell on this word, he obviously felt his heart skip a beat.
The heartbeat quickened again.
After staring blankly in front of the screen for several seconds, he managed to regain his senses. He swallowed his saliva, and the mouse quickly slid on the frame bar, turning pages back and forth.
Like, like, like, like...
These two words kept enlarging in his head, and finally filled the entire blank space.
Sun Xiang himself made a click, and the electricity was completely cut off.
……
He didn't even know how he got back to the dormitory.
When Sun Xiang came back to his senses, he was already lying down on the bed, the white fluorescent lamp above his head was dazzling, he couldn't help pulling up the quilt to cover his head together.
In the darkness, some stuffy air pressed against his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe.
It's just that these are not the point.
Just now Sun Xiang suddenly discovered...he likes Ye Xiu.
After knowing this answer, Sun Xiang didn't feel angry, but a little...unbelievable.
He actually likes Ye Xiu, a man?
While being surprised, he unexpectedly...doesn't find it particularly difficult to accept.
The fingers holding the quilt tightened involuntarily, Sun Xiang was panting with difficulty, and his irritability almost exploded his head.
Even so, he couldn't help recalling some details of being with Ye Xiu... some details that he had deliberately ignored or never paid attention to before.
From the beginning of the tit-for-tat confrontation, Ye Xiu never seemed to give him a good face, and he never seemed to take him seriously... These were just his subjective opinions at the beginning, until now, Sun Xiang seems to have feelings for Ye Xiu. Then a little bit... change.
Leaving aside the conflict between the two, maybe there is really something wrong with his head, Sun Xiang thought, Ye Xiu...is a qualified soldier.
There are many advantages in that guy, which I deliberately ignored before.
But he can't be blamed for this, the first impression the other party left on him was so...unbeatable.
This guy Ye Xiu deserves a beating, Sun Xiang still thinks so until now, but his goal has changed from beating him up to surpassing him... There doesn't seem to be much difference between these two points, but the former is just trying to Temporary mood, and the latter, is a goal.
Even if its starting point is really naive.
A man must never be without an opponent in his life, and Sun Xiang unilaterally believes that Ye Xiu is his opponent.
Who told him to stand in front of him and block his way?
As for liking this kind of emotion... Sun Xiang tried his best to remember for a long time, almost wanting to break his head, but he still couldn't find the source of this inexplicable feeling.
With a clueless start, Sun Xiang was a little confused, what should he do?
It's not that he's hypocritical, but it's the first time Sun Xiang knows what it's like to be in love after living all these years.
When he was in high school, he also dated a girl in the next class, but most of the emotions at that time came from the germination of puberty, which came and went quickly, and broke up within a few days.
Not long after that, Sun Xiang joined the army. Although the life in the barracks was hard and boring, he seemed to have found a place where he belonged.
Soon, he had a smooth journey and successfully reached the top in their small military camp, and was finally transferred to a new military region by the leader to start a new development...
That is glory.
In Glory, Sun Xiang fell badly, and at the same time met the goal he wanted to surpass.
Whether it was luck or misfortune, he himself could not tell.
Just like his feelings for Ye Xiu, does he tend to like him more, or... something else?
For example... desire to conquer?
Sun Xiang wanted to surpass Ye Xiu, he dreamed of it, and this idea has never changed until now.
But now it seems that this pure sense of conquest has deteriorated a bit.
It's not that I changed my mind, it just became less pure.
Sun Xiang is young and has the blood of a young man. He has always stood on the cusp of the storm, with a posture of being lonely and seeking defeat.
It was Ye Xiu who rekindled his desire to defeat him no matter what.
Now the fire is getting bigger and bigger...
Holding his head, Sun Xiang let out a trembling breath, he closed his eyes hard, and when he opened them again, his eyes were clear.
Well, he admitted it.
I don't know when he started to have desires for Ye Xiu other than winning or losing, which was proved last night.
Although he doesn't know why.
This may sound ridiculous, but it is also Sun Xiang's true inner thoughts.
He likes Ye Xiu, he wants that person to look at him and really put him in his eyes.
To put it bluntly, it is childish to think that I am so good and powerful, why do you look down on me?
With this naive idea, Sun Xiang developed a possessive desire for Ye Xiu, which he didn't even know.
But now, when everything turns into the word "like", it seems understandable again.
The heart beats fast, the breathing becomes involuntarily rapid, and even the blood boils... When these situations occur, Sun Xiang finds that his mind is full of Ye Xiu. The emotion of liking is not as sudden as in high school, but it is more pure.
It was like a secret that had been buried in his heart until today, which he only discovered.
……
After Sun Xiang figured out all the questions, his mood was completely new. Compared with the dull and irritable before, he now felt relaxed.
He closed his eyes, took a nap, woke up the next day refreshed, he was not the same person compared to yesterday.
When he saw Ye Xiu again, he was a little apprehensive, but he was no longer guilty.
Ye Xiu is outstanding and powerful...these are the reasons why Sun Xiang is attracted.In this morning's duel, he and Luo Ji were knocked down by each other again, but this time, in addition to being unconvinced, he felt a sense of... pride.
This is who I like, and this is what I keep trying to surpass.
Thinking of this, Sun Xiang couldn't help laughing. He stood up from the floor, patted his pants, and ran around the playground under everyone's amazed eyes, starting the preparatory activities.
Even Ye Xiu was stunned for a few seconds, thinking that this kid's face was radiant... Could it be true, Sichun, right?
Thinking of this, he stroked his chin, seriously thinking about whether he should talk to the other party later.
As a result, Ye Xiu really invited Sun Xiang to the small woods behind the dining hall after lunch. He was the first to arrive. As soon as he lit a cigarette, he saw Su Mucheng coming from around the corner, holding a A handful of melon seeds.
"Hey, why are you here?" Su Mucheng saw Ye Xiu and walked over. She was eating melon seeds, which made her speech a bit vague: "Why, are you free today?"
"How can I, go to Lao Han's office later." Ye Xiu stretched out his hand and rubbed the other person's head: "It is said that Erla's application has been approved, and I want to get it."
"Hehe, not bad." Su Mucheng smiled, and patted him on the shoulder vigorously: "Should I wish you to return to the battlefield soon?"
"Success, look at my brother, I'll bring another champion back." Ye Xiu curled his lips, and his tone softened: "You're lazy here, aren't you afraid of being seen by your company commander?"
"Hey, what you said is really..." Su Mucheng stuck out her tongue, and threw a handful of melon seed shells into the trash can: "Then I'll go find Sister Yunxiu."
"Bye." Ye Xiu nodded.
Just a minute after Su Mucheng walked away, Sun Xiang came over, but when he came, his expression was a little subtle, Ye Xiu stared at him for a long time, and just about to ask a question, he heard the other party speak first.
"Su Mucheng is your girlfriend?"
Ye Xiu was stunned for a second, then smiled and said, "Why do you think so?"
"I see... I think you two have a good relationship." Sun Xiang started with a slightly dull tone.
"Don't think too much, she is the sister of an old friend of mine." Smiling and taking out a cigarette from his pocket, Ye Xiu looked at Sun Xiang's expression and blinked: "Hey, why are you asking that? Don’t you like our girl?”
"..." Sun Xiang glared at him without answering.
Ye Xiu didn't tease him anymore, he asked about his recent physical condition and state, and reminded him that the time limit was coming soon.
The strange thing is that after he talked for a few minutes, the other party didn't show any impatient expression, but gave him a rather complicated look, as if hesitant.
"What's the matter? Just ask if you have anything?" Ye Xiu said.
"That..." Sun Xiang scratched his head, and couldn't help lowering his voice: "If it was an actual battlefield... would you still save me?"
Ye Xiu stared at the other party for a while.
"of course."
He naturally knew what Sun Xiang was referring to. This kid probably wanted to know if he really wanted to save him... Ye Xiu thought the seriousness of the other party was cute, so he put away his lazy look and became a little serious some.
"Why?" Sun Xiang asked.
"This..." After exhaling a puff of smoke, Ye Xiu smiled.
"Because you are my soldier."
The moment he saw Ye Xiu, the soldiers in the row had already stood still reflexively, and it was obvious that Sun Xiang was absent. Luo Ji hurriedly pushed the arms of the people around him to remind him to regain his composure. Come.
It was Ye Xiu who laughed out loud first, "Why are you so serious, it's a holiday now..." He put on a face and shouted to dismiss.
When it was over, he added: "If you meet Han Tuan, he will probably be like this."
Someone in the team made a fuss with a bang. They have all experienced the seriousness of the team leader Han Wenqing. Although the other party is not such a difficult guy to get along with, after all, the recruits have little contact with the team leader, and the first impression is not good. Relatively consistent, so until now there is still no change.
Looking at everyone who couldn't help laughing together, the corners of Ye Xiu's mouth also rose, as if he was in a good mood.
Seeing this smile, Sun Xiang couldn't help swallowing.
This guy, why is he smiling so much anytime, anywhere...
But why, the heart beat so fast?Biting his lower lip unconsciously, Sun Xiang's eyes were a little confused, and he always felt that all his eyes and attention seemed to be attracted by something, making him involuntarily stay on a certain person...
Is there something wrong?
This is not the first time that this question has appeared in his mind. Compared with the previous times when he was clueless, this time, he always felt that he had grasped something.
After dinner and training, Sun Xiang fell on the bed after taking a shower. The not-so-soft bed board pressed against his back, making him straighten up involuntarily, twist and find a more comfortable position and relax again.
Today's training was helped by other people, not only Luo Ji, Sun Xiang also learned some new things after competing with his teammates, and more or less gained some actual combat experience... The relationship between himself and Ye Xiu The biggest gap is experience, which Sun Xiang didn't understand at first, but now he gradually understands a lot.
I have to say that his mentality has really changed a lot, and the failure of the assessment this time is also a hurdle for him. This hurdle is more difficult than anything he has encountered before. He fell in a mess and wanted to get up , a change must be made.
After today's experience, Sun Xiang had to admit that it might be better to have a companion than to fight alone. This reminded him involuntarily of the scene when he and Ye Xiu were trapped in the warehouse by the enemy in the previous assessment. ...If someone supported him from outside at that time, maybe Ye Xiu wouldn't have to block that shot for him...
Thinking of this, Sun Xiang turned over, and the iron frame bed creaked.
Later, Luo Ji told him that in order to try to be realistic, all the students who participated in the assessment, including the invigilator, were not informed of the truth... That is to say, Ye Xiu didn't know that the bullets were empty, but he rushed out anyway. , standing in front of him.
Even though Sun Xiang tried his best to tell himself not to think too much, just pretend he didn't know... But his self-esteem was still constantly reminding him of the fact that he owed Ye Xiu a favor.
Maybe it's not just a simple favor... Sun Xiang wiped his face vigorously, with a complicated expression on his face.
He owed Ye Xiu his life.
Although this was Sun Xiang's wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, after all, Ye Xiu saw that this was a realistic exercise in the middle of the assessment.
But Sun Xiang didn't know it, he was struggling with his attitude towards Ye Xiu, he was unhappy that he owed others... At the same time, he was also trying to escape some vaguely felt feelings.
In a daze, he fell asleep.
Maybe it was because I was really tired today, or maybe it was because I kept thinking about Ye Xiu before going to bed... These are not the point, the point is that Ye Xiu appeared in Sun Xiang's dream again.
It's just that this time...it seems a little different.
Sun Xiang still remembered that he saw Ye Xiu naked in the early morning a few days ago - although it was only half naked, but the smooth muscle lines and the slender figure wrapped only in a bath towel appeared in front of his eyes, which made him more or less It's still a little embarrassing.At that time, Ye Xiu had a natural expression, as if he didn't take the other party's embarrassment into consideration at all...
It's kind of like the current one.
Sun Xiang thought vaguely, his mind went blank.
Ye Xiu in the dream seemed to have just taken a shower, and the water droplets on his body hadn't completely evaporated, and they were running down his pale skin.The light was not very good, and the shadow cast on the stretched out body of the other party was hazy, but it made him inexplicably... dry mouth.
Ye Xiu had only a bath towel tied around his waist, and the length of the bath towel only covered the base of his thighs, while he himself was lying on the bed not too far away from Sun Xiang in a relaxed posture... Li Li stretched out his limbs at will, bent his upper body again, and groped around the edge of the bed for a while, finally found the lighter and cigarettes.
He seemed to have noticed the gazes that were constantly cast to this side, and smiled at Sun Xiang who was stunned not far away.
It was a very familiar smile... always lazy and careless.
Unusual.
Sun Xiang licked his dry lips, as if attracted by something, he couldn't help... walked to the side of the bed.
At this time, Ye Xiu was lying on his back on the bed, with one leg raised slightly, and the other was dangling lightly. The light cast from nowhere reflected his skin was very white, but his expression remained in the shadows. true.
Only the arc of a smile on the lips was very clear.
With a soft click, Ye Xiu lit the cigarette.
He held the cigarette butt between his slender and beautiful fingers, brought it to his mouth at an extremely slow speed, and took a light puff.
call--
The gray smoke seemed to be sprayed on Sun Xiang's heart.
hot.
Staring wide-eyed as if he had suddenly recovered, Sun Xiang gasped, his lungs were instantly filled with the nicotine exhaled by the other party, which made him dizzy for a while, and he couldn't help bending down and coughing a few times.
When he raised his eyes again, he happened to meet the man's eyes that were curved with a smile.
Then Sun Xiang kept a half-bent posture like this, watching the face that was too familiar to be punched come closer...closer...
Finally, the cold touch on his lips made him wake up suddenly.
……
When Sun Xiang opened his eyes, the light had already been turned off, only the street lamp outside the window cast a faint light and shadow on the ceiling through the glass.
As if he had gone through an extremely fierce battle, his whole body was soaked in sweat, and the thin cotton T-shirt stuck to his skin, sticky and uncomfortable.
His heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, he patted his chest with some difficulty trying to calm down, but the effect was counterproductive...
When he felt his lower body gradually stiffen, Sun Xiang's whole body stiffened. He stared at the slightly bulging tent at the crotch, his face turning blue and then pale, and his eyes were full of disbelief.
He just... had a dream?
Also... hard?
The point is... the person in the spring dream turned out to be...? !
Sun Xiang slumped on the bed in a mess, and as the heat in his lower body became more and more obvious, his breathing also became short of breath.He didn't dare to stay in the dormitory any longer, and got out of bed as if fleeing. All the kung fu he had practiced in the weekdays was now used on how not to wake up his comrades.Quietly pushing the door open, Sun Xiang grabbed the coat hanging by the bed and slipped out.
It was already late at night, and as soon as he went out, a gust of cold wind hit, and a layer of pimples formed on the exposed skin.Sun Xiang shrunk his neck, and the little brother under him was not as hot as before because of the temperature, although he was still standing upright.
His face turned pale and white again, Sun Xiang took a deep breath, and planned to find a place where no one was around to solve it first.
Fortunately, it was getting late at this moment, except for a few regular watchmen, everyone else was basically asleep.Sun Xiang blushed and sneaked into the bathhouse. At this moment, there was no hot water, and the cold water hit his back. He shivered, gritted his teeth and rushed for a few minutes. After the desire in his lower body gradually calmed down, he finally calmed down. relieved.
Limbs lost strength for a while, Sun Xiang supported the wall and put on his clothes again, and then walked out of the bathhouse wrapped in his coat.
After the cold shower, his heart was not beating as fast as before, but his brain was still muddy, as if he hadn't recovered from the previous shock, Sun Xiang walked back to the dormitory almost unconsciously, and arrived at the dormitory. When I was at the door, I suddenly saw a person leaning against the iron door, the cigarette butt in his hand flickering in the darkness.
His heart skipped a beat, just in time to see the other party raise his head.
Ye Xiu looked at Sun Xiang who was standing not far away in his shorts and jacket, and raised his eyebrows.
It was his turn to watch the night tonight. He originally wanted to take a little time to come over to see if the group of bastards slept well, but after patrolling around, he found that there was no one inside.It's so late now, he can't go looking for it with much fanfare, so he just sits and waits for the other party to come back...
Unexpectedly, as soon as he lit a cigarette, before he could finish smoking, the missing guy ran back.
"It's so late, where did you go?" Not returning home in the middle of the night is a serious problem, Ye Xiu puffed out his cigarette, and his tone became more serious: "Do you know what the consequences of being found out are?"
Sun Xiang stared at the other party, and suddenly felt his mouth dry.
Almost uncontrollably, he recalled the scene in his previous dream...Ye Xiu's beautiful and slender body appeared in front of him nakedly, the dim light and shadow and the continuous puff of smoke set off the atmosphere, which had a kind of...erotic Feel.
He seemed to be taken aback by his own thoughts, and came back to his senses, and Ye Xiu was standing in front of him at some point, leaning forward slightly, looking at himself, biting a stick between his lips. Smoke, with the breath gently expelled white mist.
call.
Very light, like a gust of wind, sprayed on his face.
It was the familiar smell of nicotine, slightly hot and choking.
Just like... Ye Xiu himself.
His brain went blank for a few seconds, until a voice that made him uncontrollably flustered sounded in his chest.
Boom, boom, boom... full of rhythm and constantly becoming hurried.
That was his heartbeat.
Sun Xiang couldn't help but took a step back. He kept rolling his Adam's apple and swallowing the excess water in his mouth, feeling a little at a loss.
Ye Xiu looked at the other party's face blushing in a strange way, and became nervous at the same time... He didn't pursue too many reasons, but took a step closer, muttering vaguely: " Could it be a fever..."
"Don't touch me!" Sun Xiang's reaction was far beyond his expectation, the kid quickly took a big step back, his whole body was like a frightened bird, his muscles tensed instantly.
"...Well, if you are sick, remember to go to the infirmary. There are still a few days left in the time I gave you. You have to make good use of it." Ye Xiu tilted his head and took a step back. Posture: "Oh, by the way, I'll just pretend I didn't see you tonight, and I'll make no exception."
After finishing speaking, he left, leaving only the back of the other party that was gradually hidden by the darkness.
Sun Xiang blew the cool breeze on the spot for a while, until he couldn't help but sneezed, and then returned to the dormitory as if he had just woken up from a dream.
After lying down again, Sun Xiang was also tired, a burst of tiredness hit him, and he fell asleep without any struggle.
Fortunately, this time, he didn't dream of Ye Xiu.
When he got up early the next morning, Sun Xiang still lacked sleep, and was in a daze until before eating.
Maybe it was the messy dream that stimulated him too much. When he woke up, he always felt like he didn't sleep enough. Sun Xiang forced himself not to think too much. What he has to face now is the battle with Ye Xiu .
Yesterday's training gave him more or less experience. He was eager to try, but because of a dream last night, he became a little... awkward.Every time Sun Xiang recalled the scene in his dream, he always felt that he could no longer look directly at Ye Xiu.
With such an emotion that even he himself felt guilty, many mistakes were inevitable in this performance. Even Luo Ji, who was cooperating with him, was a little dumbfounded. What's wrong with Sun Xiang?Why did you blush when you saw Ye Pai?
But Ye Xiu didn't let go after subduing Sun Xiang for the third time. Instead, he frowned and pulled the boy who was obviously out of order from the floor, and said to the other people watching: "I'll take him to the infirmary. Let's go today."
After finishing speaking, regardless of Sun Xiang's struggle, he dragged people all the way to the door of the infirmary, opened the door and kicked in.
"Yo, what's the matter?" There was quite a commotion when they entered the door, but it surprised the doctor on duty who was resting on the table at the moment.
"It's nothing, this kid is sick and won't come to see him, no, I tied him here." Ye Xiu leaned on the door frame and smiled at the other party: "Give him a good look, he should take medicine It's time for an injection, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette..."
Sun Xiang got up from the floor with a dark face and wanted to leave, but when he reached the door, Ye Xiu stretched out his long legs and blocked him: "Do you still want to win against me?"
"..." Sun Xiang stared at him, without speaking for a long time.
"If I want to win, I have to improve my body, otherwise I will be blind no matter how good I am." Ye Xiu grinned and winked at him.
"..."
When Ye Xiu finished smoking two cigarettes, he also saw his illness inside, and saw that Sun Xiang took two boxes of medicine and left without saying a word, just looking at his back was no different from running away.Feeling puzzled, he scratched his hair, Ye Xiu thought, this kid won't be afraid of injections, right?
So he followed into the infirmary and asked about the situation of the other party.
"You soldier, there's nothing serious about it. It's just that you caught a little cold yesterday and sneezed a little, not even a cold."
"Then why is he blushing when he has nothing to do?"
"Blushing? He doesn't have a fever, and he doesn't blush when he has a cold..." The doctor muttered and touched his chin: "I think he is in puberty, and there is nothing in this barracks...Humans evolved from animals." Come, I see, this kid is Sichun."
Ye Xiu: "..."
"I say you, pay more attention to the psychological state of the soldiers, and don't make a fuss all the time."
Ye Xiu: "...I will pay attention."
After knowing that Sun Xiang was fine, Ye Xiu also heaved a sigh of relief, and then recalled the situation last night... If his guess is correct, the kid probably went out in the middle of the night to 'solve' his physical problems, but when he came back, he was killed by himself. I see... No wonder I blush when I see him, I feel embarrassed to co-author.
So during lunch, Ye Xiu walked over and patted Sun Xiang on the shoulder while eating, with a meaningful expression on his face, Sun Xiang's heart skipped a beat and he almost knocked the rice on the ground.
After returning to the seat, I became nervous almost immediately, and the food was like chewing wax in my mouth, and I couldn't taste it at all.Sun Xiang stared blankly at the food in the bowl, and mechanically put it into his mouth, while his thoughts had already drifted to another level.
He... got it?
No, no, how could it be... That was his own dream, besides, he hadn't told anyone about it yet.
Swallowing the rice in his mouth, Sun Xiang panicked a little.
Damn it, Ye Xiu can't be this evil, can he?Can you guess all this?
Maybe something else?
He tried to think of a better place, but after struggling for a long time, he couldn't figure out why.After finishing his meal and taking a break, he resumed training immediately. Sun Xiang had no choice but to force all messy thoughts out of his mind and focus on today's training.
Since it was true that he made a big mistake this morning, but everyone didn't say anything. Instead, after Sun Xiang came back from the infirmary, he greeted him warmly and encouraged him. , that energy seems to want to make up for something.
The day passed quickly. After dinner, Sun Xiang was not in a hurry to go back to the dormitory. Instead, he sneaked into the computer room by himself and found an inconspicuous place to sit down...
There was a question that kept reverberating in his heart, and Sun Xiang didn't want to think about it by himself, nor would he ask other comrades in arms, so he thought about it for a long time, and finally planned to look up the answer online.
After opening the Baidu page, he struggled for a while and typed his own question in the search bar.
[When you see him, you blush and your heart beats why? ? ]
A lot of answers appeared on the webpage in an instant. Sun Xiang was stunned for a second, holding back his missed beat, carefully reading each one...
Naturally, there is no question exactly like his in Baidu, but the search results are all similar. Sun Xiang patiently read the entire page and found that everyone's answers are different. There are all kinds of sayings, but most of the answers boil down to two words...
like.
When Sun Xiang's eyes fell on this word, he obviously felt his heart skip a beat.
The heartbeat quickened again.
After staring blankly in front of the screen for several seconds, he managed to regain his senses. He swallowed his saliva, and the mouse quickly slid on the frame bar, turning pages back and forth.
Like, like, like, like...
These two words kept enlarging in his head, and finally filled the entire blank space.
Sun Xiang himself made a click, and the electricity was completely cut off.
……
He didn't even know how he got back to the dormitory.
When Sun Xiang came back to his senses, he was already lying down on the bed, the white fluorescent lamp above his head was dazzling, he couldn't help pulling up the quilt to cover his head together.
In the darkness, some stuffy air pressed against his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe.
It's just that these are not the point.
Just now Sun Xiang suddenly discovered...he likes Ye Xiu.
After knowing this answer, Sun Xiang didn't feel angry, but a little...unbelievable.
He actually likes Ye Xiu, a man?
While being surprised, he unexpectedly...doesn't find it particularly difficult to accept.
The fingers holding the quilt tightened involuntarily, Sun Xiang was panting with difficulty, and his irritability almost exploded his head.
Even so, he couldn't help recalling some details of being with Ye Xiu... some details that he had deliberately ignored or never paid attention to before.
From the beginning of the tit-for-tat confrontation, Ye Xiu never seemed to give him a good face, and he never seemed to take him seriously... These were just his subjective opinions at the beginning, until now, Sun Xiang seems to have feelings for Ye Xiu. Then a little bit... change.
Leaving aside the conflict between the two, maybe there is really something wrong with his head, Sun Xiang thought, Ye Xiu...is a qualified soldier.
There are many advantages in that guy, which I deliberately ignored before.
But he can't be blamed for this, the first impression the other party left on him was so...unbeatable.
This guy Ye Xiu deserves a beating, Sun Xiang still thinks so until now, but his goal has changed from beating him up to surpassing him... There doesn't seem to be much difference between these two points, but the former is just trying to Temporary mood, and the latter, is a goal.
Even if its starting point is really naive.
A man must never be without an opponent in his life, and Sun Xiang unilaterally believes that Ye Xiu is his opponent.
Who told him to stand in front of him and block his way?
As for liking this kind of emotion... Sun Xiang tried his best to remember for a long time, almost wanting to break his head, but he still couldn't find the source of this inexplicable feeling.
With a clueless start, Sun Xiang was a little confused, what should he do?
It's not that he's hypocritical, but it's the first time Sun Xiang knows what it's like to be in love after living all these years.
When he was in high school, he also dated a girl in the next class, but most of the emotions at that time came from the germination of puberty, which came and went quickly, and broke up within a few days.
Not long after that, Sun Xiang joined the army. Although the life in the barracks was hard and boring, he seemed to have found a place where he belonged.
Soon, he had a smooth journey and successfully reached the top in their small military camp, and was finally transferred to a new military region by the leader to start a new development...
That is glory.
In Glory, Sun Xiang fell badly, and at the same time met the goal he wanted to surpass.
Whether it was luck or misfortune, he himself could not tell.
Just like his feelings for Ye Xiu, does he tend to like him more, or... something else?
For example... desire to conquer?
Sun Xiang wanted to surpass Ye Xiu, he dreamed of it, and this idea has never changed until now.
But now it seems that this pure sense of conquest has deteriorated a bit.
It's not that I changed my mind, it just became less pure.
Sun Xiang is young and has the blood of a young man. He has always stood on the cusp of the storm, with a posture of being lonely and seeking defeat.
It was Ye Xiu who rekindled his desire to defeat him no matter what.
Now the fire is getting bigger and bigger...
Holding his head, Sun Xiang let out a trembling breath, he closed his eyes hard, and when he opened them again, his eyes were clear.
Well, he admitted it.
I don't know when he started to have desires for Ye Xiu other than winning or losing, which was proved last night.
Although he doesn't know why.
This may sound ridiculous, but it is also Sun Xiang's true inner thoughts.
He likes Ye Xiu, he wants that person to look at him and really put him in his eyes.
To put it bluntly, it is childish to think that I am so good and powerful, why do you look down on me?
With this naive idea, Sun Xiang developed a possessive desire for Ye Xiu, which he didn't even know.
But now, when everything turns into the word "like", it seems understandable again.
The heart beats fast, the breathing becomes involuntarily rapid, and even the blood boils... When these situations occur, Sun Xiang finds that his mind is full of Ye Xiu. The emotion of liking is not as sudden as in high school, but it is more pure.
It was like a secret that had been buried in his heart until today, which he only discovered.
……
After Sun Xiang figured out all the questions, his mood was completely new. Compared with the dull and irritable before, he now felt relaxed.
He closed his eyes, took a nap, woke up the next day refreshed, he was not the same person compared to yesterday.
When he saw Ye Xiu again, he was a little apprehensive, but he was no longer guilty.
Ye Xiu is outstanding and powerful...these are the reasons why Sun Xiang is attracted.In this morning's duel, he and Luo Ji were knocked down by each other again, but this time, in addition to being unconvinced, he felt a sense of... pride.
This is who I like, and this is what I keep trying to surpass.
Thinking of this, Sun Xiang couldn't help laughing. He stood up from the floor, patted his pants, and ran around the playground under everyone's amazed eyes, starting the preparatory activities.
Even Ye Xiu was stunned for a few seconds, thinking that this kid's face was radiant... Could it be true, Sichun, right?
Thinking of this, he stroked his chin, seriously thinking about whether he should talk to the other party later.
As a result, Ye Xiu really invited Sun Xiang to the small woods behind the dining hall after lunch. He was the first to arrive. As soon as he lit a cigarette, he saw Su Mucheng coming from around the corner, holding a A handful of melon seeds.
"Hey, why are you here?" Su Mucheng saw Ye Xiu and walked over. She was eating melon seeds, which made her speech a bit vague: "Why, are you free today?"
"How can I, go to Lao Han's office later." Ye Xiu stretched out his hand and rubbed the other person's head: "It is said that Erla's application has been approved, and I want to get it."
"Hehe, not bad." Su Mucheng smiled, and patted him on the shoulder vigorously: "Should I wish you to return to the battlefield soon?"
"Success, look at my brother, I'll bring another champion back." Ye Xiu curled his lips, and his tone softened: "You're lazy here, aren't you afraid of being seen by your company commander?"
"Hey, what you said is really..." Su Mucheng stuck out her tongue, and threw a handful of melon seed shells into the trash can: "Then I'll go find Sister Yunxiu."
"Bye." Ye Xiu nodded.
Just a minute after Su Mucheng walked away, Sun Xiang came over, but when he came, his expression was a little subtle, Ye Xiu stared at him for a long time, and just about to ask a question, he heard the other party speak first.
"Su Mucheng is your girlfriend?"
Ye Xiu was stunned for a second, then smiled and said, "Why do you think so?"
"I see... I think you two have a good relationship." Sun Xiang started with a slightly dull tone.
"Don't think too much, she is the sister of an old friend of mine." Smiling and taking out a cigarette from his pocket, Ye Xiu looked at Sun Xiang's expression and blinked: "Hey, why are you asking that? Don’t you like our girl?”
"..." Sun Xiang glared at him without answering.
Ye Xiu didn't tease him anymore, he asked about his recent physical condition and state, and reminded him that the time limit was coming soon.
The strange thing is that after he talked for a few minutes, the other party didn't show any impatient expression, but gave him a rather complicated look, as if hesitant.
"What's the matter? Just ask if you have anything?" Ye Xiu said.
"That..." Sun Xiang scratched his head, and couldn't help lowering his voice: "If it was an actual battlefield... would you still save me?"
Ye Xiu stared at the other party for a while.
"of course."
He naturally knew what Sun Xiang was referring to. This kid probably wanted to know if he really wanted to save him... Ye Xiu thought the seriousness of the other party was cute, so he put away his lazy look and became a little serious some.
"Why?" Sun Xiang asked.
"This..." After exhaling a puff of smoke, Ye Xiu smiled.
"Because you are my soldier."
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