Anxia

"Senior, what do you want to see?"

"The far left." Zhang Qiling originally wanted to say "casual", because he himself has no interest in movies. He has been doing research reports or surveying archaeological sites for many years. When he is free, he hides in the bedroom, reads and sleeps. When going out, there are basically no entertainment measures.

Wu Xie looked at the disc in his hand, the one on the far left was "Farewell My Concubine".

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It was almost ten o'clock after watching the movie, Wu Xie turned on the light, and the living room was lit up again.

"Senior, it's almost ten o'clock, let's go to bed~" Wu Xie couldn't help yawning.

"it is good."

After both of them walked into the room, Wu Xie realized that he was a little embarrassed. Looking at the single bed in his room, he didn't know what to say for a while, why don't he go to sleep in his parents' room?Otherwise, what should I do if I watch the senior accidentally get a beast at night?But thinking of this once-in-a-thousand-year opportunity, I can sleep in the same bed as my little brother...

Wu Xie, don't be afraid, you are the man who wants to chase after the senior!

"That senior, I..."

Just when Wu Xie was hesitating how to speak, Zhang Qiling had already laid down on the bed with an upright face.Yeah!What happened to two big men sharing a bed?On the contrary, it seems that he has a guilty conscience, even though he really has a guilty conscience.

Wu Xie tried hard to convince herself, but the steps she took were very cowardly. She carefully lifted the corner of the quilt with her hands, then sat up on her buttocks, and slowly lay down on it, only occupying a corner of the bed .

"I'm scary?" Zhang Qiling rarely used an interrogative sentence. It was funny to see Wu Xie so inexplicably. Could it be that he is a poisonous beast and needs to be so far away from himself?

"No, no, no." Wu Xie shook his head like a rattle, looking at Zhang Qiling with sincerity in his eyes.

It's me who is more scary.

But Wu Xie, who heard this sentence, was ready to dance in his heart, so he boldly moved his body a little over.

"I turned off the lights."

"Um"

"Pa-ta!" The room suddenly became invisible, and Wu Xie dared not move like a robot.

There is still a little gap between the two, but the temperature of the other party seems to be able to be transmitted over this little distance. It is obvious that it is still raining outside the window, and the sound is deafening, but only two people's breathing can be heard in the room, only one People are stable, and a person is deliberately repressed.

Wu Xie turned around cautiously, the room was very dark, but Zhang Qiling's outline could still be seen, and he thought about his appearance carefully in his mind.

"Senior, good night."

Shanyue doesn't know what's in her heart (2)

"Hmm~" Wu Xie stretched his waist, rubbed his eyes, his vision gradually became clear, and when he saw the person in front of him clearly, his heart beat wildly.

It's the first time to see the senior's sleeping face at such a close distance~ Zhang Qiling's sleeping appearance is very obedient, not at all indifferent as usual, like a kitten, soft and wants to be hugged in his arms.

Wu Xie took a closer look, and when he first met Zhang Qiling, he felt that Zhang Qiling's eyelashes were very long, like feathered butterflies, and when they lowered his eyelids, there was a blue-black shadow.

"Senior~" Wu Xie called softly, making sure that Zhang Qiling didn't mean to wake up, so he secretly encouraged himself, couldn't help stretching out his hand, with a little nervousness and a little excitement, trembling lightly He lightly touched Zhang Qiling's eyelashes, they were soft.At first, I thought it was just to touch the eyelashes, but when I saw Zhang Qiling's innocent and harmless appearance when he was asleep, Wu Xie couldn't take his hand back, and couldn't help but gently covered the senior's side face. It feels cold and smooth to the touch, like the best white jade suet.

Seeing Zhang Qiling's slightly trembling eyelashes, Wu Xie thought that the senior was about to wake up, so she immediately withdrew her hand to cover her chest, and then backed away in a panic, but she didn't expect that she was already on the edge of the bed, so "boom" He fell off the bed with a bang.

The noise woke up Zhang Qiling, he rolled his eyes, then squinted his eyes and got up, and occasionally raised his upper eyelids, and then saw Wu Xie fell to the ground.

"Senior, I... um... I fell asleep and fell to the ground accidentally. You sleep a little longer, and I'll go down and make breakfast." Wu Xie Ma slipped up, her ears twitching slightly because of embarrassment and shyness. Red, such an adult fell off the bed while sleeping, and now the image in the senior's heart is going to drop a little bit.

Zhang Qiling looked at Wu Xie who hurriedly ran out of the room, and hearing the flustered footsteps, the drowsiness disappeared immediately, and the corners of his mouth could not help but curl up.

The warm and soft touch of the fingertips seemed to still exist, and Wu Xie kept smirking as she looked at her hands.Um?Does it smell like it's burnt?Seeing that the eggs in the pot were burnt, Wu Xie was pulled out of that morning fantasy.

"Yeah! It's burnt!" Wu Xie hurriedly turned off the fire, checked that it wasn't particularly burnt, and put the battered eggs on a plate.The bread next to it just happened to be baked, Wu Xie followed the method in the teaching video, put the poached egg on a piece of bread, then spread salad dressing on it, and covered it with another piece of bread.

"Forget it~" Wu Xie saw that the person in the video drew a heart with ketchup. Although he picked up the ketchup himself, he was still embarrassed to draw the pattern.

"Senior." Wu Xie looked up and saw Zhang Qiling was going downstairs, so he put the sandwich on the dining table, and then went to the kitchen to get two glasses of milk.

"Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling gently called Wu Xie.

"?" Wu Xie put the milk in front of Zhang Qiling.

"Thank you." Zhang Qiling lowered his face, and seemed to think for a long time before uttering the two words slowly, probably because these two words were not often said to him.

Wu Xie froze for a moment, then waved his hand and said, "Oh! There is nothing to be thankful for. The senior was injured because of my third uncle. I should take care of you."

Is it because of Wu Sansheng that you take care of me?Zhang Qiling's joyful heart just now subsided suddenly, and his heart suddenly seemed to be pressed by a big rock, a little dull, he couldn't help but look up at Wu Xie, trying to see what he wanted from his expression, but Wu Xie Xie Zheng drank the milk contentedly, could it be that all these were his own illusions?

Wu Xie pretended to be drinking milk, but his eyes were always on Zhang Qiling's body. Of course he was lying, taking care of the senior was not because of third uncle, not because of anything, but because of his own selfishness - wanting to be by the senior's side.

But he really didn't know how to say all this.

Shanyue doesn't know what's in her heart (3)

"Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling put down the chopsticks in his hand, and called softly, but the tone was full of loss and helplessness.

Zhang Qiling was tempted by someone for the first time in more than [-] years. He didn't know what to do with this flustered mood. He was cautious, cautious and afraid that people would find out. He was nervous and had some expectations, and he was still yearning for the warmth of that person staying by his side.

In the relationship, I am most afraid of who will be emotional first, who will let me take that step first.

"Senior." Wu Xie raised his head to look at Zhang Qiling, and for some reason, he saw a hint of distress in his eyes.

The two of them stared at each other for a while, and finally Zhang Qiling spoke first.

"I want to go back."

"Huh?" Wu Xie couldn't react for a while, but looking at the sunny weather outside the window, he thought there was no excuse to keep the senior, so let's go back together!It doesn't matter, anyway, I want to stick with the senior.

"Then let's go back after breakfast! I washed the senior's clothes yesterday, I'll go and see if they're dry?" Wu Xie said that it was either wind or rain, and immediately put down his chopsticks and ran upstairs.

"Clothes?" Zhang Qiling still couldn't react, but after gradually digesting Wu Xie's words, he realized that it meant that he washed his...that too?Thinking of this, Zhang Qiling had long forgotten what Wu Xie said just now, and only remembered that Wu Xie washed his clothes, and felt a little feverish when he touched his face.

On the way home, the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit subtle. I don’t know why Wu Xie felt that the senior today was inexplicably indifferent. Although he talked a lot when the two chatted, the senior would occasionally reply to himself, but today At most, it's just "um" and "oh", there are no more than two words.

"Tomorrow I'll remove the plaster." Suddenly Zhang Qiling said something, Wu Xie was still struggling with the "abnormality" of the senior, and didn't react for a while.

"Demolition! Stone! Paste!" What!The senior is going to remove the plaster cast? !That...that...doesn't it mean that the senior doesn't need someone to take care of him?Are you moving out by yourself?But this kind of thought is also fleeting, after all, I still hope that the senior can recover as soon as possible.

"Yeah." In fact, the doctor informed that they could go to dismantle it the day before yesterday, but before the National Day, Wu Xie said that he would come to take care of himself, so he thought carefully. Unexpectedly, Zhang Qiling, who had just tasted love for the first time, was like the girl in Huaichun, in order to like it People who can take care of themselves pretend to be sick (the actor Zhang, still has the same formula, and still has the same taste).

"Then I will accompany the senior tomorrow."

"Pan Zi will come." Wu Xie's words just now were still imprinted in Zhang Qiling's mind. It turns out that Wu Xie came to take care of him because of his third uncle, so it would be too unreasonable for him to think so carefully. This is just to... ...Restraining Wu Xie.

It turns out that this is the feeling of not being able to ask for it.

"Well, that's fine. Then let's celebrate tomorrow and celebrate the senior's recovery!" I feel that the senior's words today seem to be rejecting and ignoring himself. Is it an illusion?Inexplicably made Wu Xie feel uneasy.

"It's something." Zhang Qiling's tone was not turbulent. His emotional world was blank. He didn't know whether he liked it or didn't like it.