his medicine

When I turned on the phone, there was only a text message from Shan Yu: This is my phone number, and I have asked for leave for the teacher for you, kid.

Lin Nan knew that this was Shan Yu's name for teasing his drinking capacity.Thinking about it now, it was really impulsive to agree to hang out with Shan Yu and drink in the bar.

Lin Nan didn't know whether Shan Yu took him to play this time because of old friends or because of other things, not to mention that this is a gay bar.

Lin Nan logged into QQ and sent Shirley a message. He felt that it was necessary to talk to Shirley about some things.

"Lin Nan, what's the matter?" Shirley replied almost instantly.

"Do you remember Gu Xiaoxuan? It's the girl who came to me to paint together." Lin Nan replied.

"Well, I remember. Of course I remember that girl you said was a bit fat and rude." Shirley replied with a mocking expression.

"I didn't expect you to have such a bad impression of her. What I want to say this time is that she said something to me at the school demeanor event the day before yesterday." Lin Nan replied with a helpless expression.

"Oh? So what did she say?" Shirley replied.

"Probably because she hates homosexuality. I also heard her tell Zhang Shiqi that I am gay, and she suggested that Zhang Shiqi stay away from me." Lin Nan replied.

"What?! Didn't this girl say that to sow dissension? I didn't expect such a person to exist in this world. It's so simple. You told me that you were very happy to have a A talkative friend. Hehe, I guess she doesn't know that Zhang Shiqi is your boyfriend, and she hates homosexuality, and there are two homosexuals around her, which disgusts her to death." Shirley sent several blank eyes and speechless expressions in a row .

"Well, I didn't expect that either. I don't want to change from a good friend to a stranger. For some reason, she suddenly called Zhang Shiqi Shiqi. The last time I heard his two conversations was because they were shopping together, and I happened to be there too." Lin Nan replied.

"wtf, you really want to force me to swear. This woman is too disgusting, and Xiang in the toilet is more pleasing to the eye than her. You really dare to scream, do you think it's her man? Don't think too much, if it's her too If you are interested in Zhang Shiqi, Zhang Shiqi can't be hard on her to put it bluntly. You are too, why don't you ask Zhang Shiqi yourself." Shirley replied quickly.

"I... don't know how to speak?" Lin Nan replied hesitantly.

"If you ask anything, just tell what you heard and what she said to you. Zhang Shiqi's loyal personality will tell you what he thinks. Unless there is something really wrong with that woman." Shirley replied earnestly .

"...Okay, I'll contact him at noon. Thank you." Lin Nan replied with a smile.

"It's okay, you're welcome, I feel bad for you too. Let me know if there is a result. Haha, I'm going out to have dinner now, just leave me a message. Okay." Shirley replied with a kiss expression.

"Okay, enjoy your time." Lin Nan replied with a kiss and ended the conversation.

Lin Nan threw the phone on the sofa, feeling a little hurt in his stomach, so he poured a cup of hot water to drink.

The sun was very hot at twelve o'clock, Lin Nan drew the curtains.Soon, Zhang Shiqi called first, "Lin Nan, do you feel sick to your stomach again? Why didn't you come to class? I'm already on my way to your house."

"Well, I'll tell you when you come here. Have you had lunch yet?" Lin Nan entered the kitchen.

"No, you can do something casually. I'll be there soon." Zhang Shiqi looked at the road, and he was almost there after turning a corner.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Lin Nan hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Opening the refrigerator, Lin Nan frowned. It seemed that he could only fry spinach, cold preserved eggs, and cook tomato and winter melon soup.

Zhang Shiqi arrived soon, and the rice was not cooked when he arrived.

Lin Nan was busy in the kitchen, and Zhang Shiqi went directly into Lin Nan's room.

After about 10 minutes, the food was ready, Lin Nan called Zhang Shiqi out to eat.

At the dinner table, Lin Nan kept his head down to eat, Zhang Shiqi spoke first: "Lin Nan, what's wrong with you today?"

"I met an old friend yesterday and went out to drink a little too much." Lin Nan replied.

"Well, I saw your text message yesterday. You're a junior high school classmate, right? Where are you going to drink? You can't drink enough, so you still go drinking." Zhang Shiqi frowned and gave Lin Nan a piece of food with chopsticks.

"Well, Shan Yu. It's a bar, over there in the city center. I didn't know I was going to drink at first, I thought it was just a meal." Lin Nan silently ate Zhang Shiqi's food.

"Well, don't go there in the future, it's quite messy, you are still a student." Zhang Shiqi's tone sounded a little unhappy.

"I know, I just went to play once, and I won't go there in the future." Lin Nan speeded up his meal.

After eating, Lin Nan cleaned up the dishes and put them in the sink.

Zhang Shiqi sat on Lin Nan's bed, flipping through Lin Nan's sketchbook.

"Ah Qi, I have something to ask you." Lin Nan sat next to Zhang Shiqi.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Shiqi continued to flip through the sketchbook.

"Before the literary event, I went to the pedestrian street to buy a shirt by myself. I heard what Gu Xiaoxuan said." Lin Nan said sullenly.

"Well, I think you've been doing something wrong recently, is that because of this? You don't need to pay attention to what she said. She told me that day that she had something very important to see me. After I went and finished speaking, I wanted to leave by myself, but it was raining. So I delayed for a while. In fact, you don't need to worry about what she told you, I know it all. You made the right choice not to tell her. We are the ones who need to stay away from her." Zhang Shiqi put down the sketchbook.

Lin Nan was silent. He felt a little guilty for his hypocrisy. In fact, he was not worried about what would happen to Zhang Shiqi. On the contrary, he was worried about Gu Xiaoxuan. He didn't want to tell Gu Xiaoxuan about them, nor did he want Gu Xiaoxuan to get hurt. So far.

Later, Zhang Shiqi stared into Lin Nan's eyes and said only one sentence: "You have to understand that some people can't save us, they will always leave. In this world, only we are the only medicine that belongs to each other."

Lin Nan's eyes began to sore. He is a person who worries about gains and losses and feels insecure.At the same time, he thought of that cocktail again, the sweetness now and the bitterness in the aftertaste.

Zhang Shiqi looked at Lin Nan. When Lin Nan cried, his eyes and nose became red, and tears dripped down the bridge of Lin Nan's nose.

"You can cry out loud, I know your fragility and sensitivity, you don't have to please anyone, just be yourself." Zhang Shiqi reached out to wipe Lin Nan's tears.

Lin Nan's tears couldn't stop flowing, and his tightly clenched mouth finally let go.

At that moment, Zhang Shiqi held Lin Nan's head and kissed Lin Nan. He tasted the salty taste of tears.

Lin Nan closed his eyes and wiped away his tears with his hands. He tasted the faint smell of tobacco.

The author has something to say:

In fact, this is not the first time that Brother Qi has kissed Lin Nanha. Because of the rhythm, we can only omit some intimate scenes, forgive me.

If possible, write a side story later.