after breaking up

As the days progressed, Shen Ming began to educate like a parent after washing the dishes, "Little Yu Yan, you will be in your third year of high school soon." He pointed out to the person who was watching TV on the sofa as a teacher tone of voice.

"Teacher, I found that you are getting more and more handsome." Yu Yan praised him after taking a sip of the freshly brewed coffee.

"Don't do this." Shen Ming sneered at him, "Go and review."

"I'm serious." Yu Yan turned her face sideways, "Maybe you didn't notice that you have a cute face."

"What? Want to say you like me again?" Shen Ming gave him a throwing knife with a half-smile.

Yu Yan pursed her lips and smiled confidently, "Did Teacher have someone you liked before?"

"I don't know." Shen Ming pressed the cigarette butt into the glass jar, "For me, that's already happened in my previous life."

"Really?" Yu Yan suddenly leaned down and put both hands firmly on Shen Ming's side, his eyes were so dark that he could suck people in, "Then, does the teacher mind having a boyfriend who is younger than you?"

"Thank you." Shen Ming still had the usual cold expression, "I don't mind."

Yu Yan stared at him and suddenly smiled, "I don't believe it." He didn't seem to mind that Shen Ming used this to prevaricate him.

"It's meaningless, Yu Yan." Shen Ming sighed, a bit cruel, "Don't waste time on me."

Yu Yan shook his head vigorously at him and said to him word by word: "Teacher, no matter what you think, I can only like you alone." His eyes seemed to have a thousand words when he looked over, "From the beginning to the end, I can only like you alone."

At this moment, Shen Ming was in a daze. He didn't seem to be surprised that the person in front of him would talk to him like this. It even seemed like it had happened countless times before. He didn't get enough sleep, his brain started to slow down, and his body began to get more and more out of control. He thought that he would be fine when he woke up the next day, so he comforted himself that he didn't have to go to the hospital. When he left, he didn't see Judging by Yu Yan's strange expression, when we face setbacks and fiascos, we always hope for a new start, but in the end we will only be pushed into deeper pain.

The next day Shen Ming got up from the bed, subconsciously turned on the light, did it break again, Shen Ming thought to himself.

When he walked out of the room, he didn't see Yu Yan's figure. When he was a student, he always got up early. Shen Ming lit a cigarette and threw the lighter on the table.

Shen Ming, who was sitting on the sofa, always had an indescribable feeling. His slender fingers rubbed nervously on his knees. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw an exercise book under the coffee table. He bent down to pick it up. It belonged to Yu Yan. Suddenly smiled and flipped through.The textbook did not know when every page was stained with blood. Shen Ming was a little dazed. He shook his head and found that his hands seemed to have turned bright red. He suddenly had a strange calmness in his heart, as if something The place was wrong, he picked up the phone and dialed Yu Yan's number, the phone was already turned off, the breathing in the room became a little heavy, his fingers quickly pressed Cheng Qiwen's number on the phone.

"Hey" The person opposite seemed to have just woken up from a hangover, and his speech was a little bit not sober.

"Qiwen, can you contact your brother?" Shen Ming felt that his voice was extremely dry.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Qiwen seemed a little surprised by his question and then smiled, "His kid is sleeping in my house."

Shen Ming seemed to be calmed down from his abnormal state this morning, "Is that right, you didn't go to class?"

"No, I got sick for some reason some time ago, and I was so anxious to serve him like an ancestor. We haven't been in touch for a long time. How are you doing recently?"

A strange coldness suddenly appeared on Shen Ming's face, "Didn't you leave your brother here with me during this time?"

"How dare I, just like you did that day, you must kill me, no, what do you mean? Who do you have?"

"...Who is Yu Yan?" Shen Ming asked after a long pause, with a complicated tone that Cheng Qiwen didn't understand.

"Who? Who are you talking about? Hello?"

The notebook in front of Shen Ming suddenly stopped being bright red, and gradually turned a little yellow. He turned back to the first page of the notebook, it was not Yu Yan, and the word Xu Sheng was clearly written on it, flamboyant, chic and beautiful.

There seemed to be a dull dull pain in his stomach, he gently hung up the phone and made a call he thought he would never make again, Xu Sheng's name was written on the phone.