greenery

The park is located in the south of Hamburg City. The landscape is half natural and half artificial. The green lawn is dotted with tulips facing the sky in different colors. Citizens rowing boats.

And in the corner of the lake, where there are luxuriant aquatic plants, there is a fishing spot surrounded by a square, and a few scattered fishing enthusiasts are sitting on stone benches, guarding their fishing rods.

However, it was not a coincidence for the two of them. During the meeting date, layers of mist floated on the surface of the lake and gradually thickened. The red fish floats floating in it appeared and disappeared from time to time, and there was only the sound of cuckoos nearby, which was quite noisy.

"The weather is terrible."

Wolfgang smacked his mouth. He lay down among the green grass, raised his head, frowned slightly and looked at the gray-haired animals jumping among the branches above his head.The rest of the anglers on the side had put away their tools and left one after another. The two of them were still staring at the ripples on the lake. After all, they had only sat down for a while.

In such a situation, time is lazy.Wolfgang squinted, looked at Justin's side face, with thick eyebrows and light eyes, the curve started from the forehead, connected to the tip of the nose, slid down to the lips, and finally ended at the end of the jaw, a soft sense of fullness overflowed in his heart.

Wolfgang started chatting, and it was all about gossip. He took out the ashtray from the toolbox and placed it next to the stone bench. After chatting and dusting off the ash, the two of them completely forgot about fishing.A few cigarette butts were planted in the ashtray. When Wolfgang laughed and talked, he coughed and his bones trembled slightly.

"When we were together, we always smoked in moderation."

"Well, it's true."

"Okay, I will supervise you from now on, if you continue to smoke like this, you will have pneumonia." Justin twisted the half-burned cigarette between Wolfgang's fingers, put it next to his mouth, and took a deep breath, Put it out and put it in the ashtray, and then keep it by your side.

Still reminiscing about Justin's actions, Wolfgang smiled and said: "You are glad to go to the appointment. You said that we were not idle people before, but we were willing to stay with each other, aimlessly like this killing time."

"do not you?"

"What isn't it? Oh, this guy, why is he playing again? What time will he be there? He's so easy to make appointments, every time he just asks, he will definitely agree." An imperceptible bitterness.

Only then did Justin suddenly realize, silently recalling the past situation, his heartstrings were twitched with trembling sounds, mixed together, it was hard to tell whether it was moving or throbbing.

"If it wasn't for 'that incident', we would still hang out with each other like before, right?"

"Is it different now?"

"It's not the same. I'm always talking, and you are responding. You have concerns in your heart, so you can't let go."

"Really?" Justin smiled.

"Well, wait a minute." Seeing a small leaf in Justin's hair, Wolfgang stretched out his hand, just touching the short hair between his fingers, Justin's hand reflexively changed, and he pushed it away.

Half of Wolfgang's arm was suspended in the air, he was stunned, Justin's eyebrows were creased thinly, and there was surprise in his eyes.

After a short moment, Justin realized that he was overreacting, but it was too late, Wolfgang saw it clearly, looked away, and he stabbed him again.

Wolfgang walked ahead, and Justin followed with a hastily packed toolbox in his hand.

Stepping on the grass, the stone path, and the wooden trestle bridge, Justin wanted to stop Wolfgang, don't walk so fast, he wanted to explain, but Wolfgang's back was so cold, he blamed Wolfgang Fugan always hit him back in this way.

Suddenly, Wolfgang stopped, and Justin stopped his steps.

"Hate me touching you?"

After a while, he waited for a response, and Justin said behind him: "You are right, we are not the same as before, even so, I would like to stay with you to pass the time, isn't that all right? Why do you always test me? You clearly know that I am different from you on that point. "

"Testing you? I swear, I just wanted to take off the leaves just now. Well, my fault. I should remind you instead of touching your hair."

"It's not just about the incident just now, Wolfgang, you're always making indirect remarks, and sometimes I really don't know how to respond to you."

"Enough, I know."

The shoulders relaxed, as if sighing, the other side, the car was waiting in the parking lot, saw Wolfgang appear, the driver drove the car to the side of the road.

Wolfgang lowered his head and entered the car. Justin felt suffocated in his heart. Seeing the door slam shut, he took a step forward, closed the edge of the window, and asked, "What do you know?"

Unexpectedly, Justin would behave like this. Wolfgang shook his lips, then seemed to be discouraged, forced a smile, and said, "I'm sorry today, we will meet again next time."

Justin fell into a dream. It seemed that in the early morning of midsummer, the sun was jumping in the green grass. The caddy picked up the club bag from the trunk, chatted and laughed with him, and walked up to the second-floor practice table.Halfway up the stairs, through the railings, he saw the familiar white casual elegant clothes, light golden fluffy and shiny, and the glass rattan branch table not far away, and the brown sugar-colored soda was still jubilant.

Wolfgang, here he is.

Justin pursed his lips and smiled.

Looking away, a tall brown-haired man appeared next to Wolfgang. After swinging his club, he hugged Wolfgang's waist. The two looked at each other with an indescribable affection on their faces. Drowning, murmuring sweet words, the man bowed his head and kissed Wolfgang's cheek softly.

Averting his sight, Justin felt slightly hurt, but felt that this was the most normal thing, Wolfgang, the first best friend he met in Hamburg far away from his hometown, was gay, he liked men, he would It is reasonable to communicate and be intimate with men.

"Hi, Justin."

Wolfgang stepped forward and smiled slightly.

"Have you finally come to play? I haven't seen you for a long time. Looking at these grassy dunes, sandy fields, and ponds, I always feel a little lonely."

Looking at Wolfgang's line of sight, the vast and vast green land, covered under the blue and white clouds, is like a poem in quiet detail.

"Well, I'm back."

"Let me introduce, this is—,—, this is what I often mention to you, Justin Alfred Moore."

Looking behind Wolfgang, the man nodded and smiled as a salute, his right hand was still lightly attached to Wolfgang's shoulder. Justin saw Wolfgang's thin lips open and closed, but couldn't hear the man's name clearly. It's so far away that it seems to have happened in another time and space.

"Justin? Justin?"

With his hands in his trouser belt, Wolfgang looked closely at Justin's expression suspiciously. When he came back to his senses, Wolfgang's beautiful face became more and more clear in his warm eyes.

"These days, thanks to your care, and, I'm sorry, I've been embarrassing you all this time, will we get along well in the future?"

When he woke up, the corners of Justin's eyes were wet. He leaned against the pillow, feeling the coldness on his cheeks gradually fading away. I don't know how much time has passed. The melancholy brought out from the dream will always make people weak, He simply sat up, sniffed his nose and wiped his face, and sighed again, this is just a dream, everything is as usual, Wolfgang still misses him, and he also misses this person.Flowers bloom and fall in the world, people come and go, at least in this time period, they are the most special existence there.