crush again

"Lift up your eyes to the sky, and look down on the earth."

"For the sky will vanish like a cloud of smoke, and the earth will wear out like a garment. And so will the inhabitants of it perish."

"But my salvation endures forever, and my righteousness shall not be annulled."

When Huo Yang helped Yu Liangyue out of the church, the sky was full of sunshine.The sun poured over people's bodies, dispelling the quiet and solemn atmosphere at once, but the gospel preached by the priests echoing in his mind did not dissipate in smoke.

He couldn't help raising his head.The gothic church, which has been baptized by gunfire, still retains its vicissitudes of life, with peeling paint in some places, revealing dark blue stone.

The steeple of the church stands quietly, the blue sky is like washing, and the white clouds are cruising. Flocks of birds leave a shadow of coming and going, passing the colored windows on the wall.

When staying in the church to watch the baptism, Huo Yang had already carefully observed the interior of the church.This engineering man, who used to be rich and handsome in a business school, seemed to have forgotten the relationship he had with Jianyuan. He fanatically watched and raped the bat-wing ribs inside the church, and now he secretly said in his heart: "The ribs , pointed coupons, flying coupons...rose window, willow window, rose window. This glass painting should be the Virgin Mary, and the color scheme is a bit fashionable...Abraham, Santa Ana, is that Melchizedek?..."

Yu Liangyue's withdrawal reaction has not been completely eliminated, and she couldn't help standing under the light for a long time, but she still insisted on standing with him under the sun for a while.Huo Yang admired it with relish for a long time, then turned his head and said: "Auntie, look at that, that is King Solomon, it is said that he had an affair with the Queen of Sheba, and the Queen gave birth to a baby without a father, and brought it back to the country. This Solomon, half raised No fee was paid..."

In the middle of his speech, he found that the middle-aged woman who had just converted to Christianity had quickly entered the role. She was still looking at him with hopeful eyes, but at this moment the "spark" was quickly extinguished.

"..." He gave a dry laugh, "I mean, that, no matter how hard it is, the child cannot suffer. Ah, Amitabha... No, Amen."

Yu Liangyue seemed to want to laugh a little.The corners of her mouth, which had been stiff for a long time, were slightly raised, and the expression in those big eyes that were particularly frightening due to thinness and emaciation softened a lot.

Half a year ago, Huo Yang took the address given by Xicheng Xiaobawang to visit the drug rehabilitation center.He reported his name, went through the formalities, and paid money from window to window. He tossed and tossed all day, and the two-hour visit time at that afternoon had already passed.After a few days, he ran over again, finished what he needed to do in one go, and waited on the small chair at the door until two o'clock in the afternoon, only to say "refusal to visit".

Huo Yang thought it was because he came too late, so he left money and supplements, and came back a week later.After a month of tossing around, what he always got was the phrase "refused to visit".

"Excuse me, let me ask," he leaned over to the window and asked the woman inside, whose face was as pale and cold as the printing paper, "is this what she means by refusing my visit?"

The clerk raised his single eyelids, "She was abstained by force, and it is a special case."

Forced rehabilitation is the compulsory isolation of drug addicts, and this drug rehabilitation center is not a usual community drug rehabilitation center, but is affiliated with the public security agency.

Huo Yang raised the stack of forms in his hand, "Then she is forced to stop, meaning that she can't decide whether to visit or not? The front foot told me to come back after completing the formalities, but the back foot didn't want me to visit, so just give me a sentence." "Special matters"?"

The clerk immediately turned on the phone and kicked the ball calmly, "I can't handle this. Tell Director Xu."

Director Xu is also a piece of shit.

At first, he kindly invited Huo Yang to sit down and have a cup of tea, and watch his tea ceremony. Huo Yang was already past the age where he could be honestly pressed on the sofa and say a word to each other, so he directly hit back with a hard nail.

Then Director Xu almost took a magnifying glass to look at Huo Yang's kinship proof materials, and looked at them for a long time.

"Comrade Xiao Huo, are you not Yu Liangyue's immediate family member?" He leaned back and said with a relaxed smile, "In principle, people who are not immediate family members are not allowed to visit."

Huo Yang frowned, "Hasn't she been quarantined for several months, and visits are still not allowed?"

"It can't be helped. We also received a notice saying that Yu Liangyue will be under strict supervision." Director Xu said in a good voice, "Well, you can give me a copy of the materials, and I will submit it to see if I can approve it." Come down. Come on, leave a call."

"..." Huo Yang looked at the corridor outside, no one was passing by, and then blocked in front of Director Xu without any trace, and lowered his voice extremely low, "Director Xu, I will not contact her, and I will not bring her anything .You just let me take a look, and I will leave when I feel relieved. I know you are in trouble..."

Something was stuffed into Director Xu's hand silently, he didn't need to touch the lines on the outside of the red envelope, the thickness would make him, a small cadre who was a drudgery, happy for a long time.The young man in front of him winked at him. Director Xu lowered his head, and when he raised his head again, he changed his expression in the blink of an eye. out.

Afterwards, Huo Yang discussed the matter with Xiaobawang, and he was still a little confused, "5 yuan, I gave it less? There was still a second recruit, and when he took me to the door, I still had a check... "

Xiao Bawang took a sip, "Shit, a supervisor in a drug rehabilitation center, can a year's salary be [-]?"

Huo Yang thought about it carefully, and the cloud of anxiety grew heavier and heavier in his heart, "His tea set... the cups are ordinary, and the watering pot is also ordinary, but the teapot and the craftsmanship are not something he can afford."

Xiaobawang frowned and looked at him, "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure." Huo Yang said, "One time I got involved with a difficult old man, and I studied the tea set for a period of time. A layman like me can see the pot well."

"It's not a trivial matter." He pondered for a while, "I remember hearing the young ladies talking about the place in the forced rehabilitation center. Let me go back and find out."

The average young lady has at most been in a community drug rehabilitation center. Most of them use ecstasy, pills, and various hallucinogens, and "balloons" are used the most.Little Overlord went to a place he was familiar with and asked around, but found nothing. A manager told him that an old prostitute named A Li had been there before, but she stopped doing it after she came out, and now lives in her hometown of X province.

Fortunately, Province X is not far away. The manager took the two of them off early in the morning. On the way, Huo Yang answered Ye Lang's call. Hearing that the car was smashed, he was so worried that his hair turned gray.

The little bully looked at him, "Didn't you tell him what you're here for?"

"No." Huo Yang looked haggard, with his head resting on the window glass, "You must tear me apart if you know."

He grabbed the little bully and poured out bitter water incessantly.After listening to the latter, the latter made a precise comment: "You son of a bitch, your heart is too hard, you are not a good stubble." Then he grabbed Huo Yang's head from the car window, pressed it on his shoulder, and said, "Are you playing drums? Give me a fucking sleep."

"Brother Pig." Huo Yang took a pillow and found that it was unexpectedly comfortable, and then he leaned on it shamelessly, and said with emotion, "Are you in your twenties this year? At such a flowery age , you have grown into a succulent, do you know that?"

"..." Xiaobawang snatched his mobile phone, "Wait for me to tell your brother, you are roaming outside with wild men now."

Looking back on this incident, Huo Yang was a little scared.He had to keep that idiot's mouth shut, absolutely not let Ye Lang know about it, otherwise, God knows what will happen.

When they arrived at Ali's hometown, they wandered around several times, and after a few days of hard work, they finally talked to her.

This is a tall woman, in her 30s, looks like 50 years old.His face was sallow and dull, with deep wrinkles, and his eyes were frighteningly dark.

"What else can I do?" Ali sneered, and smoked a soft Zhonghua that Huo Yang put on the table, with a slight Sichuan accent, "Standing on the street. After entering, those who have paid the guard fee will be counted as one. The food is not bad; those who don’t pay are counted as a group, beaten, go out to work, and get [-]% at most. Those who have worked as a lady, have a bit of a look, those senses will suck your blood dry.”

To file a case and investigate this matter, not only Ali, but also some other sisters who have been in the forced rehabilitation center are needed, but the key is that Ali does not trust the police.Huo Yang and Xiaobawang traveled to and from countless dilapidated buildings, factories, and low-income families. Many people didn't look good towards them. When they said the word "forced rehabilitation center", some people would fuck The kitchen knife chased after him.A Li usually stood by, watching them silently, and then followed them silently.

There was a woman who yelled at the three people who came to visit, and the shabby house was turned to ashes. Huo Yang grabbed the ugly little bully several times and didn't let him go up and beat people.A Li, who was smoking a cigarette silently by the side, suddenly strode forward, and a cigarette butt smashed hard on the emaciated woman's shoulder.

The smell of burnt flesh came out faintly.Huo Yang watched, his eyelids twitching wildly.

She stared into her eyes and said word by word, "They are selling you. Selling your meat, selling your blood. Throw them away after they are sold. Anyway, some of them are drug-addicted beasts sent to the institute."

After Ali finished speaking, he lightly poked her pale face with his finger, "And you, living in this pigsty, dare not go to the hospital when you are sick, and your daughter wishes you to die early. One day you hang yourself on the kitchen , can scare one or two people, this life is over."

There was a dead silence all around.

The woman was still staring at her with all her strength, her fierce expression seemed like there was no silver 300 taels in this place, when she gently dug it open, the original appearance was completely revealed underneath.

She finally shed tears.That was the saddest and ugliest crying face Huo Yang had ever seen, as if her entire soul had been twisted in pain, and was extremely deformed in the scorching hell.A Li hugged her, heard her howl, with a calm expression, and finally after she finished crying, he said softly: "I'm also afraid of sex, but I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to get up again."

More than a dozen former drug addicts, sex workers, female "students" in the forced rehabilitation center.Mothers, wives, daughters, some are white-collar workers who are envied by others, and charming beauties who are asked for their mobile phone numbers when walking on the street.According to the various clues disclosed by them, the public security organs explored a long and appalling transaction chain, and finally arrested all those people, including Director Xu.

Huo Yang finally took back Yu Liangyue, who was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

The mental hospital definitely couldn't send it to the mental hospital, and the house was sold to Yu Liangtu. Huo Yang went to find her parents, had a good meal, and almost died of resentment.In the end, A Li approached her and said that she has a sister who runs a nursing home, the environment is good, and everyone is very kind.There is no doctor, the main thing is that everyone supports each other together, it is better to take her over.

Yu Liangyue lived there for a while, and her mental state did gradually improve. She was also warmly introduced by a Christian and converted to Christianity.

The two walked out the door slowly.When Huo Yang helped Yu Liangyue get into the car, he heard her call "Xiao Huo" softly.

"Hey, Auntie," he replied, "I'm here."

"How is Lang Lang doing now?"

Huo Yang hesitated for a moment, "It's pretty good, there's nothing to do, it's good to be in good health and study."

He didn't feel embarrassed to say the words "I'm so fucking afraid to go home these days".

"That's good." Yu Liangyue said, "You don't need to tell him about me, let him go to school well. You don't need to visit me either. On my side...the people in the nursing home are very good."

"That won't work, it's time to come and see." Huo Yang closed the car door, started the car, turned his head and showed a sunny smile with eight teeth that is suitable for elders but not for the opposite sex, "You don't miss me, I still miss you .”

When they arrived at the nursing home, Yu Liangyue insisted that Huo Yang should not help her back, but only told him to go back quickly and have a good rest.Huo Yang listened to her hoarse voice, telling him sentence by sentence, while agreeing, he thought very uncomfortable: "Oh, that little white-eyed wolf knows everything, but he doesn't know how to care about his brother..."

The two have been fighting for more than a month.Ye Lang would never take the initiative to talk to Huo Yang, let alone play together; even if Huo Yang took the initiative to come to the door, he would still be err, leaning on the back of the chair and turning the pen, staring at other places with lowered eyes, just looking for beat.

Go out in the morning with an indifferent face, and return that face when you come back in the afternoon.After eating and washing the dishes, once the door is closed, I don't come out all night.

One day, Huo Yang secretly broke the water heater in the bathroom of his house, deliberately opened the door wide, crossed his legs, and leaned against the desk to read a book.

Aside from the few pages he didn't read all night, Ye Lang unexpectedly neither borrowed his bathroom nor came to him for help.For some reason, he went to the property management office without a teacher, and the people in the property management team were so powerful that they didn't dare to neglect any living thing in this community, pointing him to the official website of the sanitary ware brand and making after-sales service calls ...

The whole process only took two days. Huo Yang leaned against the door of the room, watching the maintenance personnel numbly fix the water heater.Ye Lang had a better attitude towards this little worker than his brother, saying "Thank you uncle" and "I'm sorry uncle", and even ran out to pour someone a glass of water.

Why is this? !

Gritting his teeth with hatred, he turned around and dropped the cup on purpose, and then swept it into the trash can, destroying the body that night.

At this moment, Huo Yang pushed the door of the house full of grief and indignation of class struggle, just in time to see Ye Lang going down the stairs in his coat.

"It's almost six o'clock," he frowned, "what are you doing?"

"Go out and play." Ye Lang said without raising his head, glanced at the mirror, and walked straight to the door.

"..." There was obvious displeasure on his brother's face, but because he was ignored, he immediately began to show his presence, "Where are you going? With whom? What are you playing with? When are you coming back? I'll take you there."

Only the last sentence in this series is a declarative sentence.Ye Lang took it for granted, and said casually, "It's just me in the park. I'm going to enjoy the flowers before twelve o'clock. Please make way for this uncle."

What a proud stick to go to enjoy the flowers in December?

"Okay, very good. You are promising, Ye Lang." Uncle Huo put his hands back and nodded, "Listen to me: now, immediately, get out of the house, and you are not allowed to go anywhere. I can pretend that I have nothing to do occur."

Seeing him standing at the door and not moving, Ye Lang smiled immediately, "Who are you scaring, you?"