Looking forward to returning home

Secret love is probably a beautiful and bitter thing for every young boy and girl in their youth.

What I want to say cannot be said due to various reasons and hesitation. If you delay and miss it, it will become a lifelong regret.

Jiang Qihan thought that she was hiding it from everyone, but she never thought that she would be found out by the person she least expected.

So after An Lin said that, her first reaction was to retort: ​​"I'm not...you misunderstood, I didn't..."

there is nothing?

no... like you?

Just as he was talking, his tone gradually dropped.

Her thoughts have been buried deep in her heart, and she has never said it to anyone. Why did An Lin notice it?

But...doesn't it mean that you don't like it?

At this time, is there any need to hide?

In a few days, An Lin will leave Yangcheng, and in the next few years, they will go their separate ways, and what it will be like when they meet again... No one knows.

The slightly curly long hair slowly slid down the side of her cheeks as Jiang Qihan lowered her head, covering all her expressions, including the disappointment in her eyes.

"Why...you will know..." It was a hot summer, but Jiang Qihan felt that she was in the cold winter, even the breath she exhaled from her nose seemed to be cold, and her lips were light. Trembling, "The last thing I want is to be known by you..."

An Lin couldn't bear her expression at this time, but she had to grit her teeth and persist.

The girl in front of her has a good family background, excellent grades, excellent appearance, and a pleasant personality. Apart from being a little shy, she has almost no shortcomings, but she got wet on her own.

She can vaguely feel the girl's emotional changes towards her, at first it was just dependence, then it gradually turned into obsession, until finally it turned into love...

It's also because she was dizzy for a while, and didn't notice these details. If she had stopped her earlier, the matter might not have developed to such an extent.

She followed Gu Yanxiao wholeheartedly, her mind and eyes always stayed on her, and she didn't care about anyone else except her. If it wasn't for a certain time that she accidentally noticed Jiang Qihan's eyes and felt a little familiar, and then savored it carefully after thinking about it carefully. Meaning, there will be no more conversations today.

Before, the way I looked at Gu Yanxiao was probably like that.

She also experienced it from that stage. Although she is not as forbearing as Jiang Qihan, she is not much worse.

But she didn't know when Jiang Qihan really liked her, so she always talked about Gu Yanxiao in their ears, what kind of mood did Jiang Qihan listen to...

"Because the me who used to be is the you who used to be..." An Lin sighed, and moved forward slowly, "Qihan, I'm really sorry."

Jiang Qihan still lowered her head, and when she heard An Lin apologizing to herself, she paused for a moment, and tears rolled down her eyes involuntarily, but she shook her head in a steady voice, "It has nothing to do with you."

I like you, it has nothing to do with you.

It's only because I'm attracted to you that I gradually like you.

Tears were still falling down her cheeks, and because she lowered her head, they hit the hot stone pavement, but disappeared in a few seconds.

An Lin looked at this girl who couldn't even cry and didn't want to make a sound with distress. The fist placed by her side kept retracting and releasing. After struggling for a long time, she finally sighed secretly, stretched out her hand and hugged her in his arms.

"Stop crying." An Lin coaxed her softly, but also knew that she was just her little sister.

Jiang Qihan clenched her upper and lower teeth tightly together, trembling, but she was unwilling to let the whimpering sound come out of her mouth and be heard by An Lin.

I don't want her to see my fragility.

But people still involuntarily leaned against An Lin's arms, as if snuggling up to the only source of heat in the bitter cold wind.

The surroundings are quiet and silent, and all that can be heard is each other's breathing and heartbeat.

An Lin patted Jiang Qihan's back lightly, without any desire/desire to speak for a while, and comforted her silently.

Jiang Qihan knew what An Lin meant, and she knew it herself, she was going to come out.

An Lin doesn't want Jiang Qihan to focus on herself all the time, she hopes she can love others.

Because she already has someone in mind.

An Lin couldn't let go of Gu Yanxiao, nor could she love Jiang Qihan.

So she can only choose to be a bad person herself, and put this matter on the table and explain it clearly to her.

If Gu Yanxiao hadn't stepped forward that year, there would be no An Lin now, let alone meeting Jiang Qihan...

An Lin closed her eyes, slowly let go of Jiang Qihan's back, held her small face, and gently slid her fingertips across her cheeks, wiping away the tears for her.

"My eyes are red from crying." An Lin said.

Jiang Qihan raised her eyes to meet An Lin's gaze, blinked her eyes twice, and couldn't help the tears overflowing her eyes again.

It was her late arrival, which was helpless.

Her character is not the type who will force others.

It's just that it's hard for me to forget her.

For a while, Jiang Qihan wiped away her tears, brushed away An Lin's hand that was wiping her tears, and said in a low voice, "I promise you."

Gu Yanxiao looked at the girl in front of her who was a little taller than herself, and suddenly felt a little strange.

In just a few days, she seemed to have changed a lot.

Strong attitude, casual words, and complicated relationship with the people around her.

Sometimes she was still talking aggressively one second, and then clinging to her like a child the next.

Jiang Mushu felt that the relationship between the two was complicated now, so he looked around and stepped back a few meters to make sure he couldn't hear their conversation.

"I'm here to see you off, shouldn't I?" Gu Yanxiao frowned, she didn't like An Lin's tone, but her attitude was still very gentle, "It's your first time to go so far away, how can I rest assured?" .”

Ignoring the five years when Gu Ping was with Gu's family, An Lin and Gu Yanxiao were almost inseparable for the next 13 years.

An Lin deliberately kept a few steps away from Gu Yanxiao, and stopped approaching after standing still, just looking straight at her.

Afterwards, she smiled slightly and said, "You still treat me like a child."

Gu Yanxiao was startled, his eyes dimmed a bit, his thin lips opened and closed twice, and in the end he just called out: "An'an..."

"You don't need to explain, I know. You just treat me as a younger sister. You have no love for me, only family affection, right?" An Lin said with a bitter mouth, "With your temperament, you can only say such things .”

She should have understood Gu Yanxiao, but she was still not reconciled.

"It's okay, I can wait for you." She closed her eyes and adjusted her emotions, and then said with ease, "Wait until the day you are willing to treat me as an adult."

An Lin's eyes slid across her eyebrows, eyes, lips, and nose in turn, and then slowly went up, staring at the tear mole for a long time.

Her appearance was engraved in her heart long ago, it was just a farewell, and she didn't know when to see her again, she wanted to remember it more firmly.

She was reluctant to leave.

Gu Yanxiao felt her gaze, and the roots of her ears turned rosy for some reason. Perhaps An Lin's gaze was too aggressive, which made her unable to settle down. In addition, those words she had said before, hit her heart when she thought of them. Door.

"It's not like that..." She retorted softly, then silently lowered her eyes not to look at her.

The originally calm lake surface, because of An Lin's sudden intrusion, was like throwing pebbles into the water one after another, shaking Gu Yanxiao's heart again and again.

She admitted that she panicked.

She didn't know how to face such a hot/hot relationship.

What a child I watched growing up said and did to me made me unable to reject it forcefully.

Seeing her reaction like this, An Lin thought that Gu Yanxiao didn't want to say anything more to her, her eyes darkened, and she said calmly: "You don't need to say those old farewell words, I'm not interested in listening to them either."

"If Mr. Gu comes to see me off, then your goal has been achieved, and I accept it. You should go back first."

After An Lin finished speaking, she turned and walked back.

No, not just that.

That's not all she wanted to say.

Thinking that they would be separated from each other after today, she felt a tight pain in her chest, her throat was dry, but her language was lacking.

Gu Yanxiao quickly took a few steps forward, grabbed An Lin's wrist, and prevented her from leaving her body.

An Lin's figure suddenly froze in place, and she was stunned for a while, before turning around for a while, she only felt that the hand that Gu Yanxiao was holding her was extremely warm.

Gu Yanxiao moved his throat and said, "It's not just these."

She thought she could face her calmly, but she just overestimated herself.

When she was face to face with An Lin, she still lost herself a little.

"An'an, give me some time..." she said.

An Lin turned around and saw the unnatural expression on Gu Yanxiao's face, but there was clearly some embarrassment in it.

Could it be understood that Gu Yanxiao actually had feelings for her?

After realizing this, she narrowed her eyes and smiled: "Of course, you can take as long as you want."

"It's normal that you can't accept me now, because you have never treated me as a person who can fall in love. In your heart, I will always be the child who was saved by you at the beginning."

"Because you watched me grow up, so you can't pass the test in your heart?"

"I'm not in a hurry, and I won't force you. I said I can wait for you. I believe what we need is time and distance..."

Her tone was sincere and sincere, she looked into Gu Yanxiao's eyes seriously, and said solemnly.

"Gu Yanxiao, I like you."

"Tell you again, do you have a little bit of love for me?"

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Tell yourself every day, this book you want to write sweet

Catching insects (1.13) may not be possible today, I have to go back to my hometown after going to the hospital, the anniversary of the death of the old man, sorry

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