My idol has a unique style of painting

The scorching sun was in the sky, the green leaves were rustling, and the jewel-like sunlight ignorantly crashed into the closed iron mesh windows, but was strictly cut into dense square pieces, which were neatly projected onto the white ward wall.

The hospital bed was also white, and a young man was sitting on the bed.Perhaps because it was hidden in the shadows, both the white bed and the perfect face like a young angel seemed to be stained with a little sickly gray.

The young man's eyes were gloomy, and he remained motionless staring at the light spot on the opposite wall.

A gust of wind blew by in an instant, and the raised curtains covered the light. The young man's eyelashes trembled slightly, and there was a kind of childlike confusion in his eyes.

The curtains were lowered, and the light spots covered the wall again, and the young man's eyes slowly climbed up to the color of hatred, like a cold poisonous snake spitting out a letter, waiting to kill its prey with one blow.

Not far away, there was a sudden click of the iron door opening, and the young man's expression instantly collapsed.

"Azhi, is it time for dinner? I'm starving to death..."

He turned his head lazily, was slightly taken aback when he saw the person coming, and then raised a bright smile: "Junyi, long time no see, I miss you so much!"

Liu Wenqin really wanted to roll his eyes back at him.

He first looked at Gu Qu's obviously thinner cheeks, then his eyes fell on those two obvious panda eyes, and finally he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and gave Gu Qu a slap.

Fortunately, he was still worried about this guy before, but this guy only has today's food in his mind!

Liu Wenqin happened to pass by this place when he was wandering, and was deeply impressed by this gloomy and closed place. Later, he also inquired about what the mental hospital does, so when Ji Rui mentioned the location, his color changed.

After Ji Rui's explanation, he was still terrified: He really didn't know that someone would ask to live in this kind of place in order to experience the emotions of the people in the play?He thought something happened to Gu Qu...

The cause of the incident was the movie "Killing Myself" that Gu Qu was filming.

This is a movie based on real events, with the theme of exploring human nature. It tells the story of a serial killer with a dual personality, from the onset of the disease to the uncontrollable start of killing, and the struggle between being arrested.

A large part of the plot will be filmed in a mental hospital, because the protagonist Jiang An had the experience of being imprisoned in a mental hospital, and his second personality was born at this time.It was precisely because Gu Qu felt that he could not grasp Jiang An's psychological process during this period of time, so he simply proposed to live in a mental hospital to experience life.

The director's heart is really big enough, so he agreed directly like this.Liu Wenqin cursed silently.

At this time, the assistant Ah Zhi who brought Liu Wenqin in had already quickly handed the food in the iron box to Gu Qu, glanced gossipingly at the two of them, and then quietly closed the door and went out.

Holding the lunch box in his hands, Gu Qu turned his head to look at Liu Wenqin's expressionless face, and handed over the box in his hand with a tangled expression:

"The food here tastes pretty good, Junyi, would you like to try it..."

Liu Wenqin: "...Huh?"

Gu Qu immediately put down the iron box and clasped his hands together: "I know I was wrong! I shouldn't have told you nothing! Actually, I wanted to tell you, but weren't you busy that day... Later, because I wanted to experience a lonely Time to experience Jiang An's mood, and then... In short, I was wrong!"

Facing his apologetic and innocent eyes, Liu Wenqin couldn't pretend to be angry anymore, so he had no choice but to surrender: "Enough, eat well."

"Yeah!" Gu Qu smiled and rolled his eyes, he made a "V" to Liu Wenqin, buried his head in picking up the rice, and said vaguely while doing it, "Junyi, do you really want some..."

"Don't talk about eating and sleeping." Liu Wenqin glanced at him helplessly, and the other party immediately calmed down, and quietly buried his head in eating.

Seeing Gu Qu eating happily, Liu Wenqin couldn't help thinking how he had been so haggard during this time.

Is it to ponder over the role of overthinking?Liu Wenqin stared at Gu Qu suspiciously, only to find that his eyes were narrowed in satisfaction, this silly piggy look was impossible.

Liu Wenqin thought of his words "finally" when she just entered the door, and looked at the dark circles on his face, decided to try it out, so she said expressionlessly: "Since I know you're fine, then I'll go back. "

"Hey!? Cough cough!" Gu Qu was so startled that a mouthful of rice stuck in his throat, he quickly swallowed it, and then asked to stay pitifully with teary eyes: "Stay a little longer?"

Liu Wenqin just silently watched him act cute, which at least shows that this guy is still very healthy. As a film star, he is worth a lot but still lives in Lin Yunhe's house. He is very restless at night and begs for nothing in the middle of the night. Lai Di called to listen to the good night song...an answer was ready to come out.

"Ziqi, are you afraid of the dark?"

Gu Qu trembled all over, then shook his head violently: "No, no!"

"Oh then I'm leaving."

"……goodbye."

Liu Wenqin stopped in his tracks, he turned his head and saw Gu Qu drooping his head in resignation, and the half-eaten lunch box was thrown on the table alone, feeling a little uncomfortable for some reason.

After thinking about it, he walked over and patted Gu Qu on the shoulder: "Actually, I really want to try what it's like to live in a mental hospital. Can I stay overnight?"

Hearing this, Gu Qu raised his head like a shooting star catching up with the moon, and what appeared in front of Liu Wenqin was already a bright smiling face:

"No problem, no problem, let's talk at the candlelight night tonight!"

Liu Wenqin: "..."

How do you feel like you've been tricked?

Liu Wenqin didn't get entangled anymore, he simply sat opposite Gu Qu on the small hospital bed, chatting about the experience during this time.

It's a chat, but it's actually the same as usual, most of the time it's Gu Qu who is talking, and Liu Wenqin occasionally responds with a sentence or two.

In such a peaceful environment, time flies by.

Listening to Gu Qu's narration, Liu Wenqin discovered that not only were the two of them busy filming at the same time, but they were also trying to bring real experiences into the film.

Thinking of the feeling that reality and memory are inseparable, he still had some lingering fears, so he lightly covered up his experience, but listening to Gu Qu talk about how he studied the psychology of serial killers, and how he made his own thoughts When substituting in, he still couldn't help asking:

"Will there be any after-effects like this? Will it be difficult to play or have nightmares? Is it because of this that you don't look... in good condition?"

Gu Qu paused, and seemed to have made up his mind after a while.

"Actually... sorry, I lied just now." His expression became a little tangled and a little relieved, "Junyi, don't laugh... Actually, I can't stand loneliness since I was a child. If I stay in a quiet environment or if you know that there is no one next door, you will feel uneasy. And the symptoms seem to have worsened recently..."

Liu Wenqin frowned unconsciously.

"Since that's the case, why did you choose to live here even if you accepted this drama?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he regretted a little: Gu Qu is free to do what he wants, so what identity does he have to question the other party like this?

At this time, the night was dark, the crescent moon hung high, and there were intermittent mournful wailing in the distance, which made the silence after these words even more depressing.

Unexpectedly, Gu Qu spoke slowly after being silent for a while:

"I just said that I lack a sense of security, right? In fact, there are two things that can help me overcome my fear. One is listening to the piano, and the other is acting. When I was young, my mother was very busy and often away from home, so I was always a People stay. At first I would turn on the recording and listen to the piano when I was scared, but then I fell in love with acting. By imitating other people's actions, analyzing their psychology, and demonstrating them all, I can feel that I have come into contact with a brand new The world, that kind of experience makes me intoxicated like hearing beautiful music, and makes me forget everything outside."

"So I really want to play this role. I want to know more about him no matter what. Although this interpretation may be just my unilateral guess, I want to try even if there is a lot of mental pressure. Besides Yes, I feel that the pain just fits the state of mind in the play, in fact, I really feel that I have grasped that feeling..."

Gu Qu's words paused, he looked at Liu Wenqin's face, and suddenly smiled brightly.

"Don't worry, I'm mentally healthy and I won't mess around. I still see a psychiatrist on a regular basis. And the doctor also said that the best way to relieve this situation is to talk to a friend and tell it through yourself. It can further clarify the difference between reality and acting, and the support of friends can enhance self-awareness. You see, isn’t that what I am doing now.”

What he said was so reasonable and well-founded, Liu Wenqin sighed helplessly, and saw the other party wink mischievously at him:

"Also talk about me, your complexion is not very good. Then as your friend, Jun Yi, can I have the honor to listen to your troubles?"

Looking into his shining eyes, perhaps because of his openness at the beginning, or perhaps because the moonlight tonight was too gentle, Liu Wenqin felt her heart slightly open.

"There is indeed a question that has puzzled me for a long time. I wonder if you can answer it."

It's time for him to face the past that he has intentionally forgotten.Liu Wenqin took the flowing spring that was put aside, and gently caressed the strings with her slender fingers.

"This piano is called Liuquan."

Gu Qu frowned and pondered for a while, then opened his eyes wide in surprise: "Flowing spring? Is it the flowing spring of the Yue Dynasty?"

Liuquan, the eternal courtier in the history books, the violin master of the subjugated country.Qin Sheng Liu Yi's only personal disciple is also the only stain.

It is written in black and white in the official history that Emperor Yue Min once declared that "Liuquan is to me, just like Boya is to Ziqi", and he was promoted to a noble, and granted the other party the privilege of exempting from all etiquette. The prosperity of the holy family can be seen One spot.

But Liuquan failed the king's trust in him. He bewitched the king when the country was in crisis, causing the king to ignore the government and hide in the harem day and night to indulge in the obscene music.

After the fall of the Yue Kingdom, Liu Quan first hid for two years in fear of the overwhelming hatred of the people towards him. After the new monarch recruited all the luthiers from all over the world, he entered the palace again, and has since disappeared.

The vast majority of scholars believe that Liuquan saw that the new dynasty would not succeed, so he fled with the treasures in the palace, and lived a life of incognito ever since.

In the unofficial history, some people say that he looks like a good girl, so that the king does not go to court every day; seven spirits.

But no matter whether it is official history or unofficial history, Liuquan is always reviled, and his title of the eternal sycophant and subjugated luthier is really not empty talk.

Liu Wenqin closed his eyes slightly, at this moment, the regret on the master's face, the anger in the monarch's eyes, and the disgust in the people's words filled his mind.

After he learned how to surf the Internet, he searched the history he was in. The events of his previous life were a thing of the past. He wanted to see the fair evaluation of future generations.

"I... have a close relationship with him. There are music scores and sentiments left by him in the family, so I know that his experience is different from what is written in the history books."

Looking at Gu Qu with a focused face, Liu Wenqin opened her thin lips lightly, and narrated the past events in a warm and deep voice.

"Sometimes I feel very confused. Is his choice really the right one? He did it according to his own beliefs, but in the end he lost his friends, his country, his reputation, and it can be said that he lost everything. something he cherishes."

"He thinks he has a clear conscience, but he will be immersed in the memories of the past and cannot extricate himself. The respected teacher left early, and he kept saying that his confidant had parted ways. He obviously wanted to benefit the world, but in the end he was burdened with eternal infamy. I wonder if he's really honest."

Liu Wenqin paused, then asked:

"Tell me, is there anyone who can see through his sincerity?"

"Your question is too embarrassing."

Gu Qu scratched his head in trouble.

"To be honest, I don't have the habit of reading history books. I just listen to what others say casually. But there is a saying that history is just a little girl who can be dressed up by others."

Pure trust flashed in Gu Qu's eyes, and a few strands of brilliance poured down, seeming to melt into his pupils bit by bit.

"I prefer to believe in my own feelings. You said that he left the score, and the few pieces you played last time were left by him, right? It is impossible for someone who can come up with such a gentle tune to be a bad person, so I believe If you want to, you are willing to trust him."

"As for the sincerity, it's a pity that I don't have a chance. I can only know this after a long relationship."

Looking into those pure eyes, Liu Wenqin suddenly felt the wonderful music flowing from the bottom of his heart.

The memories that had been screaming in his mind since he woke up also quieted down with the sound of the music, they were still vivid in his mind, but they were no longer thrilling.It seemed that at this moment, all the shackles he had placed on him in the past were all untied, and his whole body was so light that he was about to float.

A sense of relaxation filled his limbs and bones, and he felt full of energy now, and he just wanted to merge every trace of this suddenness into the sound of the piano.

"Junyi, did I say the wrong thing? Why don't you just play the piano to resolve yourself..."

Seeing Liu Wenqin's dazed look, Gu Qu spoke out cautiously.

Liu Wenqin came back to her senses, and could hardly bear the smile on her face: "No, thank you, I'm very happy to talk to you."

"Then you play the piano to thank me?" Gu Qu's eyes lit up.

"...No." The smile dissipated immediately.

In fact, if he is playing the piano now, he is really worried that this guy will hear everything he really wants.